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    Monday, September 13th, 2004
    10:19 pm
    Take back the morning!
    I'm determined to fall asleep at midnight tonight. I need to establish a sane sleep schedule. Clonipin 1/2 tablet makes me drowsy enough. I just have to resist falling asleep too early. If I do, I'll wake up in the middle of the night and not be able to fall asleep again. I was up all night again last night. I watched George McGovern "Booknotes" rerun at 5:00. That didn't put me to sleep! I caught one of those old Godzilla movies on Sci-Fi. I came in the middle of a battle between Godzilla and son, and a three-headed dragon with pteradactyl wings. The dragon looked really cool. I see the cult appeal. The Godzilla movies have an accidental aesthetic all of their own. The robotic monster animation, the stiff dubbing of Japanese actors who themselves barely move, and the campy special effects metamorphose into surreal universe beyond the B-movie! Tomorrow I want to complete the second 1/2 of the reports ond module I of disc 2, and start module II. I'll feel like chump if I don't get this stuff done. I want to take back the morning. That's the time when I have the least distractions. John Kerry needs to stop pulling his punches. John O'Neill must die (so to speak). At least the liberals are acknowledging the need to build their own analogue to the right-wing propaganda machine. The good news is, unlike the Right, we don't have to lie to the folks.

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: Stanislav Kreitchi: Ansiana
    Sunday, September 12th, 2004
    3:53 am
    And I needed cheering up....
    I was sick starting the Friday before last. Somehow I got all stopped up. It was nasty. I'm not used to that condition. I had terrible abdominal cramps, lack of appetite, and weakness. It didn't clear up. Over the counter remedies didn't work.
    Then I got neurotic like Woody Allen. Is it...cancer? Yeah, right. Well, Thursday around 22:00, I'd had enough. I drove to my old haunt, the Coooley-Dick ER. I knew what I was in for, waiting around for hours, which I did.
    The rent-a-cop said, "Hey, there's a great movie on!, 'Misery'!"
    "Oh, fine," said I, as he changed the channel. Yeah, great flick for the ER waiting room!
    Anyway, they took their blood and their dozen x-rays. I sat there in an exam rooming wearing one of those horrible jonnies, and read Reader's Digest" story about the arsenic poisonings in New Sweden, Maine, a while back. More great amusement for the ER!
    As usual, there was an anti-social providing additional entertainment. This guy was in casts and pins and rattling on with some paranoia. He was refusing bloodwork, and saying he knew "what you guys are all about." The nurses were trying to get him to sign the form saying he was leaving against medical advice. "I'm not signing that 'til I get my ride outta here!" And so, and so on.
    FINALLY, the doc came back in. Yep, it was the big C, nothing more. He gave me some industrial strength medicine which I downed gladly. He also offered me a do-it-yourself enema, as it would helpt to "break things up a little quicker." I said, "No thanks."

    Current Mood: embarrassed
    Current Music: Jorge Antunes: Three Chromophonic Studies
    3:12 am
    Drums and Bugles
    Sherry called me just in time. I almost missed a great faculty recital at Bezanson...
    DRUMS and BUGLES

    Eric Berlin, trumpet
    Eduardo Leandro, percussion
    with Lynn Klock, saxophone

    Pieces performed:
    Glock Birthday Fanfare (1978) Elliott Carter
    for three trumpets and percussion
    Matthew Misener and Matthew Repucci, add'l trumpets

    Elegy for Trumpet, Saxophone and Percussion (1994)
    Michael Ellison
    Lynn Klock, Saxophone

    The End of the Matter (2004) Salvatore Macchia
    for trumpet and percussion
    Premiere performance

    Concerto Piccolo for Trumpet and Electronics (2004)
    Charles Bestor

    In a Landscape (1960) John Cage
    trans. for marimba/vibes by Eduardo Leandro

    Diversion for Two (Other than Sex)(1966) Donald Erb
    for trumpet and percussion

    When I saw "Glock" on the program, I took did a double take! "Glockenspiel," my friend Sherry assured me. I was thinking maybe Carter took some inspiration from George Anthill! I loved the syncopated trumpets and the controlled ringing. The piece was so short, they played it twice.

    The "Elegy" was the least interesting piece on the program. Ellison was a classmate of Berlin's at the Boston Conservatory. The piece was written for a percussion and brass trio Berlin formed in the early '90s. Ellison, Berlin says, is now teaching at a university in Istanbul. Smoke 'em if you got 'em! (just thought that phrase sounded good there, I don't know why!)

    I loved Macchia's "Matter," which he introduced himself. I was thinking of Frank Zappa on the marimba part, not sure which piece, maybe "The Girl in the Magnesium Dress." Macchia scored bowed xylophone into the piece, which I've never seen before. Leandro was playing on the edge of the xylophone keys with a violin bow, cool resonance there.

    I first heard Bestor's "Concerto Piccolo" at the "Bestorfest" last spring. Three movements, Praeludium, Fantasia, and Ostinato for trumpet and electronic accompaniment. It's not the most dazzling use of electronics I've heard, but it is Bestor, and is in the same generation as Babbitt and among the composers who pioneered the electronic genre. Just knowing that enhances my enjoyment...

    "In a Landscape" was the piece most familiar to me. I have heard it for piano, and for gamelan, so it was lovely to hear it for marimba and vibes. Sherry commented it sounded more like Debussy than Cage, but who can nail down what Cage really sounds like...other than Cage.

    The second and last set came to a comical ending with Erb's "Diversions for Two." That is the title it is now published under, but Berlin knows better. Berlin inherited an original score from his predecessor, Walter Chestnut. The original title really is "Diversion for Two (Other than Sex)." The piece featurs very loud percussion, and funny whistles! There was a pause while Leandro walked from the drum kit to the timpanis. Berlin amused us by taking the large trumpet mute off the stand and wearing it like a bowler hat.

    Overall, it was an uplifting evening, and an uplifting evening is what I needed.

    Current Mood: exanimate
    Current Music: Dan Moses Schreier: Exotic (from Sonic Circuits IV)
    2:54 am
    Still alive, edging along at snail's pace....
    I thought I had kissed LJ goodbye, but I'm back. I haven't succeeded in maintaining a journal 4ME since I was 17, LJ is the closest I've come.

    We keep journals for others to read. We want others to read what we write. That's why I post as MaxwellSmart on inthe00s.com, and Cage Fanatic on Radio Mute. I found it more rewarding than LJ.

    Something draws me back to LJ....
    Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
    12:53 am
    I guess I'm back
    to Live Journal now.

    I saw Tom for the first time in a month today. Discussed this disproportionate anxiety about utter rejection and scorn from a rocknrollgidget mental midget. I was trying to explain what it is about this first relationship that made it so painful. I said it was symbolic of subsequent failures, deceptions, and crushed hopes in life. He used the term "emblematic," which about nails it down.

    I got to the appointment a bit late. The clinic building didn't get under my skin so much this time. Last time the musty air, the threadbare carpets, the dog-eared furniture, and the sad sacks of damaged humanity really got my nerves. I decided checking in a few minutes late may help me eschew a waiting period.

    I gave Frank an impromptu lecture on the difference between Al Quaeda, the Taliban, Saddam, Osoma, and why Iraq had nothing to do with 9/11, though the Bush Administration is desperate to make it appear so.

    He found a CBS link that had summarized info about each of the Presidential candidates. He took a poll (a dated one I gather) regarding which serves his interests. He was surprised when the answer came out "Kucinich." I told him the majority of Americans, when asked about the issues, come out on the Liberal side. I then stumbled through definitions of Right, Left, Liberal, and Conservative. I think it's cool that he wants to get informed. I hope he registers to votes.

    Dave G. is filling in on 4th for me. Great! I'm filling in for Java Jazz on Wednesday. I'll be able to play some more of that Waddada Leo Smith & Henry Kaiser, the new Matthew Burtner saxophone electroacoustic CD, and some more Mubable jazz. Looking forward to it.

    I might as well admit my pathos say I will have my retribution on Kelly M. in time. Her life has turned out the way I would have predicted in 1989. Quite safe and secure financially, although she never attained the mental age of 18.

    What about my life from 1989's perspective. Totally different. For one thing, I'm still alive!

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: Roscoe Mitchell & Thomas Buckner: 8 O'Clock Improvisations
    Thursday, July 1st, 2004
    10:34 pm
    BLOCKED
    Oh well, Kelly M. made her journal "friends only" and it's 'coz of me. She's hysterical. She thinks I'm trying to "get at" her or something. I don't want much with a rocknrollgidget world. Hope she doesn't resort to drastic measures. Guffaw!

    I get a few responses from my rejuvenated AFF personal, but I won't get get my hopes up.

    I STILL haven't finished updating my Masslive blog. I'm not doing Martian Gardens on the 4th, so that gives me som extra time.

    Well, it looks like we're polishing off this case of Mike's Lemonade pretty fast. Damnable summer alcoholics!

    I'd better go back to my email and send Maria L. those reports before I forget.

    Current Mood: devious
    Current Music: George Crumb: Echoes of Time and the River
    Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
    10:39 pm
    This journal is still alive
    Here I am again. I've been spending the past couple of months on my weblog at Masslive.
    http://wwww.masslive/weblogs/martian. I'm still behind on my updates.
    I've also spent way too much time over at inthe00s, which is a cool messageboard.
    http://www.inthe00s.com
    I pontificate quite a bit. I was partially responsible for getting politics and religion their own sub-board, as discussion got too heated for some members' comfort!

    The Masslive weblog is great for my radio program and my passion for diffusing information on obscure music. It seemed between the outlet provided by inthe00s and Masslive Martian Gardens, LJ's role was obviated, but I think I'd rather keep my LJ account.

    One caveat. I just wrote to another LJ user, and revealed I'd been reading her journal. I know she hates the thought of me doing that. Along with the fact that I've used her full name several times in my LJ entries, I might be in Dutch with the LJ abuse team if this person complains!

    I have a prior complaint to them, the time I used Dia S.'s full name, and referred to her lesbian propensities. I did not know LJ frowned upon the use of people's full names. It didn't cross my mind. Full names were never a problem when my journal was bound with a spiral!

    Anyway, if I'm forced to close this account, I'll open another journal elsewhere. I'm not going to do any more work to satisfy the LJ "abuse" team.

    Ain't I stinker?

    So, why am I anxious? Well, I just wrote the following to Kelly M. after I told her a couple of years ago I would not be contacting her again.
    ___________________________________________________________________
    I stumbled across your site here accidentally, I was looking for information about Love & Rockets in Boston, 1988, you know.
    Amusing little page you've got here. I can't help thinking of the repulsion with which you have reacted to me the few time I've contacted you.
    According to your content, your memories play an important role in your life. So, wouldn't you rather not remember me as a vile abberration, and object of loathing, a mistake?
    I've no interest in "friendship." For me, a shortpants romance sixteen years past is not basis enough.
    To be clear, the internet makes it quite easy to find people. I'm and LJ user myself, you know. When the I hit a stony silence, I got curious, that's all.
    The things you said struck me as out of proportion even, perhaps, a bit irrational. Rather than try and blot out my memory with venom and contempt, I think a more understanding revision is in order...I was a bright boy with psychiatric issues, and the most self-hatingest boy you ever met. I was bottomless well of pain.
    I must have created some horrific impression for you to react with cross and garlic decades hence. But I think you've got the wrong idea.
    Please don't go off in frustration. Answer me, how can I get you to reconcile yourself with a boy mistake?
    M
    ___________________________________________________________________

    As I've said in previous entries. This "shortpants romance" as I call it still has the ability to rent newly asunder the stab wounds of old traumas.
    Well, before I launch into a psychoanalytic rant, I'll punctuate this entry!

    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: Edward Ka Spel: Khataclimici China Doll
    Monday, April 19th, 2004
    2:00 am
    Martian Gardens for 4/18/04
    WMUA 91.1 FM
    Amherst MA 01003
    http://www.wmua.org

    MARTIAN GARDENS
    Sundays 21:00--24:00
    Host: Max Shea
    http://www.mg@wmua.org

    Program for April 18, 2004

    SET 1
    Beth Anderson: March Swale
    (performance Rubio String Quartet)
    Swales & Angels
    New World Records/2004

    Joseph Waters: Quiet Music--Early Morning
    (string trio R.Blessinger/B.Quincy/P.Hansen)
    s/t
    North Pacific Music/2000

    SET 2
    Beth Anderson: Torero Piece
    Peachy Keen-O
    Pogus Productions/2003

    Meredith Monk: Walking Song
    Volcano Songs
    ECM New Series/1997

    Jon Rose: Introduction by One Bored Baths Guide (Bagni de Dolabella)
    The Fence
    ReR Megacorp/1998

    Pedro Rebelo: 1st of 3 Shorts about Noise and Rhythm
    Sonic Circuits VI #
    Innova Recordings/1998

    Scott Smallwood: Door 1 (Variations on a Door--No Sigh)
    Desert Winds
    Deep Listening/2002

    Roderik De Man: Wait a Minute
    Electrified Music
    Electroshock/2004

    SET 3
    Morton Subotnick: Sidewinder (Side One)
    Volume 2: Electronic Works
    Mode/2004

    Eric Moe: Songs and Dances of the Automobile--
    a. Mambo
    b. Nocturne
    On the Tip of My Tongue
    Centaur/1996

    SET 4
    Phil Kline:
    a. We Came Because
    b. My Dead Ass
    c. You've Never Lived
    Zippo Songs
    Cantaloupe/2004

    Christian Wolff:
    a. Peace March 1 (Stop Using Uranium)
    b. Peace March 2
    (performance The Barton Workshop)
    (Re): Making Music--Works 1962-1999
    Mode/2004

    SET 5
    Jaqueline Humbert: Peace Piece (Gustavo Matamoros)
    Chanteuse
    Lovely Music, Ltd./2004

    Elizabeth Panzer: Re Elizabeth (G. Matamoros)
    Dancing in Place
    O.O. Discs/1999

    Sofia Ascuncion Claro: Worlds Apart (excerpt) (I. Froundberg)
    Sofia Ascuncion Claro, Harp
    Centaur/1996

    SINGLE PLAY
    Anatoly Pereslegin: Model 5--Thomas
    pASSION mODELS
    Electroshock/2004

    SET 6
    Phill Niblock: Disseminate Q-O2
    (the Q-02 Ensemble)
    Disseminate
    Mode/2004

    Paul Dolden: Veils--Section A
    L'ivresse de la Vitesse 2
    empreintes DIGITALes/2003

    SET 7
    Noah Creshevsky: Novella
    Hyperrealism
    Mutable Music/2003

    Tom Hamilton: excerpt 4 (excerpt)
    London Fix
    Muse--eek/2004
    1:56 am
    Martian Gardens 4/11/04
    WMUA 91.1 FM
    Amherst MA 01003
    http://www.wmua.org

    MARTIAN GARDENS
    Sundays 21:00--24:00
    Host: Max Shea
    http://www.mg@wmua.org

    Program for April 11, 2004

    SINGLE PLAY
    Beth Anderson: Piano Concerto
    (piano Joseph Kubera; Rubio String Quartet)
    Swales and Angels
    New World Records/2004

    SET 1
    Eyeless In Gaza: Lights of April
    Drumming the Beating Heart/Pale Hands I Loved So Well
    Cherry Red/1996 (orig. 1981/1982)

    Mother Mallard's Portable Masterpiece Co: Easter (excerpt)
    MMPMC 1970-1973
    Cuneiform/1999

    TUU: Migration
    Mesh
    Fathom--Hearts of Space/1997

    SINGLE PLAY
    Trios: Track Three
    s/t
    Pogus Productions/2004

    SET 2
    Mount Washington: track 4
    (harp Anne LeBaron)
    s/t
    Reify Recordings/2004

    Anne LeBaron: Planxty Bowerbird
    Rana, Ritual & Revelations
    Mode/1992

    Meredith Monk: Memory Song
    Do You Be
    ECM New Series/1987

    John Cage: The Wonderful Widow of Eighteen Springs
    (text J.Joyce/Contralto Arline Carmen)
    The 25 Year Retrospective Concert of the Music of John Cage (1958)
    Wergo/1994

    SET 3
    Stuart Saunders Smith: Here and There (excerpt)
    (flute J.Fonville/shortwave radio: D.Savage/piano interior D.Yoken)
    Crux
    O.O. Discs/1993

    Stephane Roy: Appartenances--Theme Latin
    Migrations
    empreintes DIGITALes/2003

    SET 4
    Antanas Jasenka: Electric Sutartines (1st 1/2)
    An Artist and a Plane
    Electroshock/2004

    Artemiy Artemiev: Mysticism of Sound Part II--Live (excerpt)
    Time, Desert and a Sound
    Electroshock/2004

    Gilles Gobeil + Rene Lussier: Les Bijoux/La Caverne
    Le Contrat
    empreintes DIGITALes/2003

    SET 5
    Morton Subotnik: Jacob's Room, Part II
    (soprano Joan La Barbara/violin Erika Duke)
    Music With Computers
    Wergo/1989

    Luciano Berio: Visage (excerpt)
    (voice Cathy Berberian)
    Electronic Music #
    Turnabout/c. 1970

    SET 6
    Tim Brady: Sauchiehall Street
    Twenty Quarter Inch Jacks
    Ambiance Magnetiques/2004

    Alistair MacDonald: FInal Times
    Sonic Art from Aberdeen, Glasgow, Huddersfield, and Newcastle #
    MPS Music & Video/2000
    1:55 am
    just a thought I posted on another journal
    As I watch rigt-wing blowhards bawl on the Joe Scarborough show, I decided to Google search "Dumb Conservatives" your entry from from the Duke philosophy chair came up.
    a. He's right.
    b. I wish he'd kept his mouth shut.
    I'm surprised the comment did not stir more right-wing animosity.

    I am a liberal. We are the most villified political entities in America today. The charges against us are weak and silly. The reason they stick is because they are repeated so often and so vehemently. Tell a big enough lie often enough, and it becomes "truth."
    The problem liberals have today is they let the freakish jacobins who call themselves conservatives define them. The RNC, Rush Limbaugh, and Fox News get to define the debate. The Dems get to respond. There's John Kerry out there trying to sell himself as a "Centrist." What a coward.
    My main man Dennis Kucinich presented a message of hope, reason, and possibility. The corporate-sponsored media ridiculed and marginalized him.
    Kucinich stands his ground. His vision is quite different from the requirements of the corporations and the military-industrial complex. These two powers that be have all the money in the world to influence national discourse. But why should I call a doctrine moral or correct just because it is constant and ubiquitous? In totalitarian states such as Nazi Germany and Red China, the government hammered out its decrees from morning until night. Were these governments truthful, were they moral, were they right?
    Fox News, talk radio, and the tabloid press have developed an Orwellian propaganda complete with a strawman they call "the main stream press," and the "liberal media."
    I have found self-defining conservatives constantly fail to question the media that feeds them their ideas. When I talk with my liberal friends, we don't regurgitate the New York Times editorial page, we don't even assume the Times is liberal!
    Thus, I cannot deny John Stuart Mill's statement: "Not all conservatives are stupid, but most stupid people are conservative."
    Thursday, April 1st, 2004
    12:03 am
    Al K. correspondance
    Here are Al K.'s answers to my questions about C.

    1.
    Quote "max shea":
    >I don't know if Cherene told you anything about me, or what transpired in
    >early '93. I'm wary about going into much detail just yet.

    She didn't; you needn't.

    ========

    >I broke off all contact with Cherene in about March '93. I broke up with
    >her in January of that year. She wanted me to commit to her, but I didn't

    >want to. I met someone else in late '92, and decided to pursue this other

    >woman. I didn't know when I had it good, it turns out. Cherene was very
    >special, but you know that.

    My situation was similar, only she broke it up. I was 30 years older, and
    she felt her parents wouldn't approve, and it wasn't going anywhere. We
    stayed close afterwards, though.

    =========

    >As you also know, Cherene was afflicted with some serious problems. I
    don't
    >know for sure, but I believe she had bipolar disorder. When we broke up,
    >she was living in Boston and trying to make a go of grad school. She was
    >under a great deal of stress. My break-up with her--and some rather
    >insensitive behavior on my part--was more than she could bear. She became

    >manicky and self-destructive. I thought she might have been hurting
    herself
    >as either plea or spite toward me, so I reasoned that if we had no
    contact,
    >she would better off.

    I was aware of her bipolarity, but when I met her she didn't seem as
    desperate as you describe. People recover. Or they hide things well. She
    was hyper-sensitive to perceived slights by others when we met, though over
    time she seemed to get over that and acquire a genuinely sunny disposition.

    =========

    > I don't know who this "boyfriend" was.

    Might be a Don Mills (see
    http://but I don't know. She
    left me for a guy named Mike, and followed him into computer consulting in
    NY and LA. I thought she had married him but I guess she didn't. What
    happened to them, or how she got to Seattle, I don't know.

    ==========

    >To me, the most likely scenario was that she had a break-up or falling out

    >with her boyfriend, and took her own life in a fit of compulsion.
    >Do you know anything more? What was your experience like with Cherene?
    >What is your take on the circumstances surrounding her death?

    Try not to make scenarios in the absence of hard data. The odds favor
    yours, but they're not 100%.

    I've attached a photo I took back when we were dating.


    Al K.

    2.
    Quote "max shea":
    >I know shortly after we split up, she was doing transcription work for a
    >wine dealer who traveled back and forth to Quebec. Was that you? Or did
    >you meet her later in '93?

    She was doing the work for him (Henry something) while we were dating. He
    was a jerk.



    >I saw your link. What area of the music business are you
    in?

    My girlfriend Kimberly is trying to set up a jazz-promotion
    business here in Miami. I'm retired from tecahing chemistry.



    >I couldn't open the pdf file, but I did see the name Don Mills with hers
    on
    >a newsletter for some ecological concern.

    Same outfit. PDF files open with Adobe Acrobat Reader (free download.)


    K.

    2.
    Message text written by "max shea"
    Did you meet Cherene through the Boston Phoenix?
    You see, when I brought her up to her parents, I was extricating her from a

    situation she got herself into via a Boston Phoenix ad. She had been
    assaulted by a man who was then stalking her. She later revealed she met
    this wine dealer through the same ad. She was translating, but she
    revealed
    there was more going on than that, more going on than she really seemed to
    want.


    I was aware of those guys and how she got into the mess. I didn't know that
    you were the one who spoke to her parents; I always wondered how they found
    out. No matter. We fixed those problems (the stalker and the wine dealer).
    We fixed them by becoming a genuine item in which clowns like that simply
    did not figure; life became simpler and better. By 1994 or so they were
    both ancient history. I'm not saying she wasn't affected by them, only that
    they were no longer active presences in her life. Neither was the Phoenix.
    The pain you saw and the sunny disposition I saw (later) were at two
    different times. When we parted in '95 it was on good terms and she was
    headed down a decent path with Mike, or so I thought. Whatever problems she
    had she was dealing with by that time.

    As for trustworthiness, there has never been anyone more honest. I was not
    manipulated at any time. One learns to spot these things.

    Frankly I felt we could have continued the relationship indefinitely, and
    I'm sorry it didn't work out that way.


    K.
    Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
    6:46 pm
    Another quick entry
    I think I'm a bit stressed, and up to avoidance again. I drove around in the rain today. My original destination was Cambridge. I was going to go to my barber and browse around Harvard Square. Why can't I get a local barber? I guess I like having an excuse to go to Cambridge.
    Anyway, I got to Worcester and changed my mind. It was raining. My driver's side wiper is disintegrating. I decided to pack it in and head back. I made two stupid Pike mistakes. I went through FastLane by accident. I'll probably get a damn citation in the mail! On my way back, I used a Rte. 20 exit and got on the Pike going east. I had to drive ten miles before I could exit and turn around.
    I didn't let myself get bent out of shape. I tried to enjoy the rain, and ignore my dilapidated wiper and my blown speaker. Feh, who am I kidding?
    At least I'm making another Journal entry. I'd like to be regular with these.
    I suspect this Al K. is a guy C. met through her "escort" ad, the one she took out after I broke up with her and she went manic. He's 30 years her senior, he says. C. was not one for bars or other social activities were a young woman meets an older man. I think I know what's up with this guy.
    I asked him if he met her through the Phoenix. He said he knew of the wine dealer, "Henry somebody," and that "he was a jerk."
    I dunno if Al K. is being straight with me, but I let him know in so many words, that I know what was going on.
    Eleven years ago seems like yesterday. Poor C., if only I... oh, to hell with it!

    Oh yeah, I got a complementary nug from Paul B. last Sunday. Potent, but not enough to drive me into the stratosphere. Maybe I'll spring for a bit more.

    Yawn, Anil's home.
    I can smell that wood smoke! I rescued the fire just in time. It's a nice rainy evening to sit in front of the fire and read, which is what I'll end up doing. I really should practice and study, but I figure as long as I don't feed my TV addiction, I've made some progress!

    Current Mood: stressed
    Current Music: Seth Josel: Long Distance
    Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
    8:44 pm
    A quick entry
    Sherry and I put together a solid lecture and participation for her "Lively Arts" class, we're scheduled for April 8th. Looking forward to it.
    Betsy was up from DC to visit the Grandparents over the weekend. We all had lunch in NoHo at the Vermont Country Deli. The kids are maturing some, so their behavior isn't as irritating. Mia's still pretty shy of me, so she relates by cute insults. "You're ugly, you're the worst guy ever," and so forth. It doesn't bother me, but Nao won't tolerate it. Things got stressed later after at Nao's. The kids started raising hell, and Za felt like Nao was faulting Ava for the whole thing--which she was. I wish they wouldn't resent eachother's parenting like that. Bugs me.
    I didn't get any questions about money from Betsy. I did talk to her about my xcription course. More about that in another entry.
    I left a message in response to an inquiry about Cherene on her family's thread on an ancestry board. As diplomatically as possible, I posted the sad *news.* The fellow inquiring, Al K., it turns out, was a former BF of hers from '93-'95.
    He said "She was a peach, a favorite, I miss her terribly." I invited him to email me. He left his email for me on the board. I don't know how much he knows about Cherene prior. Oh God, I hope he's not that wine dealer...
    Anyway, I don't know what will transpire when I email him, but I hope to find out more.

    Current Mood: curious
    Current Music: Pieter Nooten/Michael Brook: Sleeps with Fishes
    8:36 pm
    Martian Gardens for 3/28/04
    WMUA 91.1 FM
    Amherst MA 01003
    http://www.wmua.org

    MARTIAN GARDENS
    Sundays 21:00--24:00
    Host: Max Shea
    http://www.mg@wmua.org

    Program for March 28, 2004

    SET 1
    Conlon Nancarrow: Studies 3A,3B,3C
    Complete Studies for Player Piano Vol. I
    1750 Arch/1977

    Dr. Harry F. Olson: Nola (F. Arndt)
    The Sounds and Music of the RCA Electronic Music Synthesizer
    RCA/1955

    Hugh Le Caine: The Sackbut Synthesizer
    A. 1948 Sackbut Demonstration Tapes (1953)
    i. Rhapsody in Blue (G.Gershwin)/
    ii. Sugar Blues (C. McCoy)/
    iii. Sackbut String Quartet(C.W. Gluck)/
    iv. The Sackbut Blues
    B. Coded Music Apparatus--Patterns on the Pitch Graph
    (Automated Sackbut)(1955)
    C. Improved Timbre Controls (1956)
    D. Artificial Larynx, driven by Sackbut (1957)
    Compositions/Demonstrations 1946-1974
    Electronic Music Foundation/1999

    SET 2
    Frank Garvey and DeusMachina: Tweedledee-dee
    House of the Deafman
    Innova Recordings/2000

    Stephen Vitiello: Crossing her Eyes and Sneezing
    (performance David Tronzo, Danny Tunick)
    Bright and Dusty Things
    New Albion/2001

    Roscoe Mitchell: A Surface Covered with Cracks
    Solo (3)
    Mutable Music/2004

    Joan La Barbara: Calligraphy II/Shadows (2nd 1/2)
    Shamansong
    New World Records/1998

    SET 3
    Morton Subotnick: Jacob's Room, Part 1
    (soprano J.La Barbara/cello Erika Duke)
    Music with Computers
    Wergo--Teldec/1989

    Curtis Roads: Purity/Sonal Atoms
    CCMIX Paris #
    Mode/2001

    SET 4
    Larry Polansky: Four Boys Mannin'
    (voice Chris Mann)
    Four-Voice Cannons
    Cold Blue Music/2002

    Trios: track One
    (voice Chris Mann)
    s/t
    Pogus Productions/2004

    Joseph Celli & Jin Hi Kim: April One
    (voice Shelley Hirsch)
    No World (Trio) Improvisations
    O.O. Discs/1992

    SINGLE PLAY
    Anatoloy Pereslegin: model 4--John (parts I and II)
    pASSION mODELS
    Eelectroshock/2004

    SET 5
    Jaqueline Humbert: A Pregnant Pause (L. Polansky)
    Chanteuse
    Lovely Music, Ltd./2004

    Jonty Harrison: ...Et Ainsi de Suite
    a. Souffle d'Insects (parenthese 3)
    b. Resonance (Parenthese 4)
    c. Resume
    d. Parenthese 5
    e. Coommentaire
    Articles Indefinis
    empreintes DIGITALes/1996

    Artemiy Artemiev: Mysticism of Sound, Part II--Live (excerpt)
    Time, Desert, and a Sound
    Electroshock/2004

    SET 6
    Jack Gabel: Rail Ride
    Dog Star
    North Pacific Music/2003

    Tim Brady: Music Box Bell Curves ("Hello Paris!")
    Twenty Quarter Inch Jacks
    Ambiance Magnetiques/2002

    SINGLE PLAY
    Jon Rose:
    a. Choral Prelude
    b. Hammer Horror
    The Hyperstring Project
    ReR Megacorp/2000
    8:34 pm
    Martian Gardens for 3/21/04
    WMUA 91.1 FM
    Amherst MA 01003
    http://www.wmua.org

    MARTIAN GARDENS
    Sundays 21:00--24:00
    Host: Max Shea
    http://www.mg@wmua.org

    Program for March 21, 2004

    SET 1
    James Tenney: Maximusic
    (percussion Tatiana Koleva)
    Postal Pieces
    New World Records/2004

    Luciano Berio N(o)w (text e.e. cummings)
    (performance Musician's Accord)
    The Great Works for Voice
    Mode/1995

    Jaqueline Humbert: Lullaby (A.Lucier)
    Chanteuse
    Lovely Music, Ltd./2004

    SET 2
    Jin Hi Kim: Piri Quartet (2nd 1/2)
    (performance Chung Jae-Guk/Park Jong-Sol/Yang Myung Sok/Joseph Celli)
    Living Tones
    O.O. Discs/1995

    Sun Ra and his Solar Orchestra: Adventure-Equation
    Cosmic Tones for Mental Therap + Art Forms of Dimensions Tomorrow
    Evidence/1992 (orig.1961-1963)

    African Head Charge: Over the Sky (trad.)
    Off the Beaten Track
    On-U-Sound/1983

    SET 3
    Gilles Gobeil + Rene Lussier: Rats et Contrat
    Le Contrat
    empreintes DIGITALes/2003

    Team Up: A Certain Distance Between Individuals
    s/t
    Reify Recordings/2004

    Helmut Lachenmann: Fluctuations at the Edge (excerpt)
    (performance Ensemble Modern)
    Schwankungen am Rand
    ECM New Series/2003

    SET 4
    Milton Babbitt: Vision and Prayer
    (soprano Bethany Beardslee)
    Music of Milton Babbitt
    CRI/1988

    Joseph Waters: Interlude/Aloihoi,Pakuikui--The Fast Shallows
    Desert Island Pieces
    joseph waters/2004

    SET 5
    Francis Dhomont: En Cuerdas
    Jalons
    empreintes DIGITALes/2001

    Artemiy Artemiev: Mysticism of Sound, part II--live version (excerpt)
    Time, Desert and a Sound
    Electroshock/2004

    SET 6
    Philip Mantione: White, Pink, Regular and Unknown
    Equal Form
    Scattered Music/2002

    Carl Stone: Kreutz
    Nake Won
    Sonore/2004

    SET 7
    Roger Eno & Peter Hamill: In Love
    The Appointed Hour
    Tone Casualties/2003

    Peter Frohmader: Inexorability
    Cycle of Eternity
    Cuneiform/1994
    Sunday, March 14th, 2004
    5:29 pm
    Martian Gardens Ides of March
    WMUA 91.1 FM
    Amherst MA 01003
    http://www.wmua.org

    MARTIAN GARDENS
    Sundays 21:00--24:00
    Host: Max Shea
    http://www.mg@wmua.org

    Beware the Ides of Martian Gardens edition
    Program for March 15, 2004, 18:30--21:00

    SET 1
    Tim Brady: Harmonic Fields
    Twenty Quarter Inch Jacks
    Ambiance Magnetiques/2002

    Einsturzende Neubauten: Boreas
    Perpetuum Mobile
    Mute Corp./2004

    Mount Washington: track 1
    s/t
    Reify Recordings/2004

    SET 2
    Roscoe Mitchell:
    1. The Forgotten Players of the Solar System
    2. The Mercurians
    3. Clocks
    Mutable Music/2004

    Herbert Brun: Anepigraphe
    Language, Message, Drummage
    Electronic Music Foundation--Smith Publications/1998

    SET 3
    James Tenney: Swell Piece 1/A Rose is A Rose is A Round
    (performance: The Barton Workshop)
    Postal Pieces
    New World Records/2004

    Jaqueline Humbert: Listen...! (J. Tenney)
    Chanteuse
    Lovely Music, Ltd./2004

    LaDonna Smith & Davey Williams: Green Song
    The Aerial no. 2 #
    Nonsequitur/1990

    SET 4
    Roderik De Man: Chordis Canam
    Electrified Music
    Electroshock/2004

    Phil Kline: Briefing
    Zippo Songs
    Cantaloupe Music/2004

    Robert Iolini: Secrets
    ReR-USA #
    ReR Megacorp/2004

    Charlie Buel: City of Dreams
    Last Works
    CSB--Pogus Productions/1996

    SET 5
    Paul Dolden: The Vertigo of Ritualized Frenzy--Resonance no. 4
    Seuil de Silences
    empreintes DIGITALes/2003

    Panoptica: Auguasnegras en Dub
    Frontier Life soundtrack #
    Accretions/2002

    SET 6
    Alpha Wave Movement & Jim Cole: Bislama
    Bislama
    Spectral Spiral Music/2001

    Dean Santomieri: part 5
    The Boy Beneath the Sea
    The Foundry/2001

    SINGLE PLAY
    Tom Hamilton: track 1
    London Fix
    Muse--eek/2004
    5:27 pm
    Martian Gardens for 3/14/04
    WMUA 91.1 FM
    Amherst MA 01003
    http://www.wmua.org

    MARTIAN GARDENS
    Sundays 21:00--24:00
    Host: Max Shea
    http://www.mg@wmua.org

    Program for March 14, 2004

    SINGLE PLAY
    The Residents: From the Plains to Mexico
    Residue Deux
    East Side Digital/1998 (orig. 1982)

    SET 1
    Joseph Waters: Interlude/The Lonliness of the Sun
    (performance The Bakken Trio)
    The Desert Island Pieces
    joseph waters/2004

    Milton Babbitt: Phenemena (for soprano and tape)
    (soprano Lynn Webber)
    Philomel
    New World Records/1995

    Patti Monson: Noa Noa (K. Saariaho)
    Conspirare
    CRI/2000

    SINGLE PLAY
    Bernard Fort: La Paix de L'entendre
    Lumiere Dans La Nuit
    Empreintes Digitales/2003

    SINGLE PLAY
    Joan La Barbara: October Music--Star Showers and Extraterrestrials
    Voice is the Original Instrument
    Lovely Music, Ltd./2003

    SINGLE PLAY
    Alain Bancquart: Labyrinthe/Miroir
    (piano Martin Joste/text Marie-Claire Bancquart)
    Livre du Labyrinthe
    Mode/2003

    SET 2
    Charles Bestor: Into the Labyrinth
    Into the Labyrinth
    charles bestor/2004

    Elizabeth Hoffman: Vim
    CDCM Music Series Volume 31 #
    Centaur/2001

    SET 3
    Gary Verkade: Tenebrae I
    Sonic Circuits X #
    Innova Recordings/2003

    Philip Blackburn: P.P.S. (excerpt)
    (organ G. Verkade/voice Kenneth Gaburo)
    Winded
    Innova Recordings/1999

    Diane Thome: Masks of Eternity III
    Palaces of Memory
    Centaur/1995

    SET 4
    Artemiy Artemiev: Mysticism of Sound Part II (live) (excerpt)
    Time, Desert, and a Sound
    Electroshock/2004

    Victor Cerullo: Rusalki (1st/1/2)
    Electroacoustic Music Volume IX #
    Electroshock/2004

    SET 5
    John Luther Adams: Dark Wind
    Adams Cox Fink Fox
    Cold Blue Music/2002

    Mary Ellen Childs: Whistling in the Dark
    (accordion Guy Klucevsek)
    Kilter
    XI/1993
    Monday, March 8th, 2004
    5:44 pm
    Martian Gardens for March 7, 2004
    WMUA 91.1 FM
    Amherst MA 01003
    http://www.wmua.org

    MARTIAN GARDENS
    Sundays 21:00--24:00
    Host: Max Shea
    http://www.mg@wmua.org

    Program for March 7, 2004

    SET 1
    Roscoe Mitchell: "1999/2002"
    Solo 3
    Mutable Music/2004

    Roscoe Mitchell: Clear Pictures
    Ibid.

    Stuart Saunders Smith: Blue Too
    (percussion: John Bartlit)
    Breath--The Percussion Music of Stuart Saunders Smith
    Smith Publications/2004

    SINGLE PLAY
    Tim Brady: Double Helix
    Unison Rituals
    Ambiances Magnetiques--ActuellCD/2003

    SET 2
    Tim Brady: Opening/Waves
    Twenty Quarter Inch Jacks
    Ambiances Magnetiques--ActuellCD/2002

    Forsyth--Heenan: I Listen More
    s/t
    Reify Recordings/2004

    Alexei Borisov: My Voices
    Polished Surface of a Table
    Electroshock/2004

    SET 3
    David First: Key Lights in a Palace Balloon
    (piano Joseph Kubera)
    Resolver
    O.O. Discs/1991

    Joseph Waters: Drum Ride
    (piano Susan DeWitt)
    s/t
    North Pacific Music/2004

    SET 4
    Gilles Gobeil + Rene Lussier: La Nuit la Plus Longue
    Le Contrat
    empreintes DIGITALes/2004

    Alexander Volodin: Deep/Monologue
    Reflections of Time
    Electroshock/2004

    SET 5
    Jaqueline Humbert: Don't Get Your Hopes Up (R. Ashley)
    Chanteuse
    Lovely Music, Ltd./2004

    Robert Ashley: Theosophy (voice J. Humbert)
    Dust--An Opera by Robert Ashley
    Lovely Music, Ltd./2000

    Jaqueline Humbert: Profile
    Chanteuse
    Lovely Music, Ltd./2004

    SET 6
    Hans Fjellestad: Zoonomia I
    Red Sauce Baby
    Accretions/2001

    Kwisp: Ether Bunny's Music for the Massless
    Teriyaki Vest Odyssey
    Pinephone Recordings/2003

    Jon Rose: Odd People
    ReR-USA #
    ReR Megacorp/2004

    Jon Rose: Meet the Rosenbergs (2)...
    Brainweather--The Story of the Rosenbergs
    ReR Megacorp/1992

    SET 7
    Rod Stasick: Q++
    Sonic Circuits X #
    Innova Recordings/2003

    Philip Mantione: Ambience
    Crowd
    Scattered Music/2003

    Alp: Centrum (excerpt)
    Experiments With Truth #
    Soleilmoon/2002
    Monday, March 1st, 2004
    8:03 pm
    MG went well last night. I was a little hesitant about sacrificing variety for length, but the Lansky and Choi pieces worked great together. I got completed the three Brady pieces by empreintes DIGITALes artists with Dolden's "Physics of Seduction." Just in time (no pun intended) too. The two new Brady CDs came in today, thanks to Clement up at eD. "Twenty Quarter-Inch Jacks" and "Unison Rituals" are on another Montreal label, Ambiances Magnetiques. I sampled them both, and liked what I heard.
    I also got the two new Mutable Music releases today. There's a three-CD release from Roscoe Mitchell, "Solo 3," and a reissue from The Revolutionary Ensemble (not to be confused with Ken Field's Revolutionary SNAKE Ensemble)featuring Jerome Cooper, "The Physic." Originally, released in 1975. OK, Jazz people, these CDs better not disappear!

    Sherry says Jenkins is very enthusiastic about having me do a guest lecture of Sherry's section of "Lively Arts." She's working up a proposal for it right now! She can probably get the other sections involved, too. I'll know more when I talk to her tomorrow.

    I copied four Bob Marley CDs for Frank as a thank you to him for sharing his herb with me! I'll slip some other kinds of reggae his way soon and see if he likes it. He's a tough sell on music, so I proceed with caution!

    Mixed metaphor of the day:
    "The bloom will wear off the rose, and they'll start to peel him apart like picking pieces off an onion."
    --fmr. Senator Alan Simpson (R-WY), in re Kerry

    Well, I'm always on the verge of getting back to work, but never quite getting there. Jeez! I am committed to retiring the old anxious self. Fritz Perls says anxiety IS not living in the here and now. Not so far from my empirical discovery that I'm not living here and now when I'm anxious.

    It looks like the right wing is gearing up to blame the violence and hell of Haiti on "voodoo." O'Reilly is doing a segment on it right now. Feh!

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: The O'Reilly Factor (sheesh!)
    8:02 pm
    Martian Gardens for 2/29/04
    WMUA 91.1 FM
    Amherst MA 01003
    http://www.wmua.org

    MARTIAN GARDENS
    Sundays 21:00--24:00
    Host: Max Shea
    http://www.mg@wmua.org

    Program for 2/29/04

    SET 1
    Phil Kline:
    a. Away From You
    b. If I Had a Farm
    c. We Came Because
    Zippo Songs
    Cantaloupe/2004

    Art Bears:
    a. The Song of Investment Overseas
    b. Truth
    c. Freedom
    Winter Songs/The World As it is Today
    ReR Megacorp/1993

    Heiner Goebbels: Four Lullabies for Working Mothers I-IV (H. Eisler)
    (countertenor Josef Bierbichler/text Bertolt Brecht)
    Eislermaterial
    ECM New Series/2001

    SET 2
    Sonic Youth & Co: Having Never Written a Note for Percussion (J.
    Tenney)
    Goodbye 20th Century
    Smells Like Records/1999

    New Circle Five:
    a. Wake Up Remembering
    b. No Telling Yet
    c. In Vain
    Dreaming Wide Awake
    Deep Listening/2003

    SINGLE PLAY
    Joseph Waters: The Populist Manifesto
    (soprano Brenda Baker/text Lawrence Ferlinghetti)
    S/T
    North Pacific Music/2000

    SET 3
    Anatoly Pereslegin: model 4--John
    pASSION mODELS
    Electroshock/2004

    Eternal Wanderers: Sufferer's Dreams
    Electroacoustic Music Volume IX #
    Electroshock/2004

    SINGLE PLAY
    Tim Brady: The Physics of Seduction no. 1 (P. Dolden)
    Imaginary Guitars
    Justin Time/1995

    SINGLE PLAY
    Paul Dolden: In the Natural Doorway I Crouch
    Seuil de Silences
    empreintes DIGITALes/2003

    SINGLE PLAY
    Paul Lansky: Table's Clear
    Homebrew
    Bridge/1992

    SINGLE PLAY
    Insook Choi: Lit
    CDCM Computer Music Series Volume 23 #
    Centaur/1996

    SET 4
    Barry Schrader: 816
    Sonic Circuits X #
    Innova Recordings/2003

    Barry Schrader: Ground
    EAM
    Innova Recordings/2002
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