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LiveJournal for JandrA DeL NoRte.
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| Sunday, November 3rd, 2002 |
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regla numero uno: nunca duermas con alguien que consideras tu amigo regla numero dos: jamas pienses por mas de 2 horas en un tipo que conociste en el bar maldita sea! pelie con shawn otra vez por la misma cosa aun y cuando dije que no iba a volver a tocar el tema pero no pude verlo fue mas que suficiente odio esta situacion amigos bah 'me cago en sus ancestros' mike llamo esta noche lo vi por un rato lo conoci en un bar besos no va mas |
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| Friday, November 1st, 2002 |
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sometime soon ill sit down for a couple of hours and tell you all exactly what happened last night but not now my head hurts and i dont have a hangover ok, so for now ill leave you with the highlights -im on the train to the city and i get hit on by a guy who thinks im 25, he was 27 and cute too -liz, theresa, amy and shawn meet me in the train -we get to the city, hop on the subway and 6 elvises get in at the next stop -i took a picture with all the elvises -get to the parade, sucked, it wasnt meant for little people like us -get to the bar at 8:30 -bar was packed with beautiful people -guy from south africa (drunk) asks shawn if hes a pimp and were his hookers -we say yes -shawn bet me that i wont go and sit on santa's lap and tell him ive been a bad gilr all year -i do -santa's hot as hell -he tries to get me drunk -he accomplishes it (who cares, he payed for it too) -i get santas number -santa leaves -im drunk and go back to my table -i go get nother drink -harry potter looking guy asks me my name -we talk -he buys me more drinks -i like him -he asks me for my number -he says hes dressed up as ned flanders without the mustache -hes so cute ... im drunk theres much more some of it is rated r im sure some of you will im me for more details |
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| Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002 |
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i need a credit card or someone to steal money from or someone who will give me money cause i dont want to work anymore |
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| Monday, October 21st, 2002 |
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today im gonna go for it leave the shame at the door and then ask and if the answer is no i wont feel bad ill just look for someone to take out my revenge on |
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| Monday, September 30th, 2002 |
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- they tell you theyre gonna call but they forget - they tell you they like you just they way you are, but as soon as you get into a relationship with them they want you to change - they pretend that theyre tough and they turn around to be pussies - they say "no strings attached" but then turn around on you men lie i need one of those |
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| Sunday, September 29th, 2002 |
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11/26 note to dragpipe fans: your nad is the gayest band ever! i have nothing more to say nobody made me realize that ive been putting 11/** as a date, when were in 09/** fuck me 12:14 rob thomas on tv (seriously, who the fuck cares about the rest of the band and/or the music) 1:04 stone sour - get inside --> now THIS is the kind of musci i wanna hear corey taylor (is that his name?) make 11:17 and just because i begged my cablebox --> static-x - this is not followed by cold kiss is always nice to see, specially one of my favorites "all hell's breaking loose" rammstein - das will to tuck me in to bed |
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i just realized that the posts are not long originally i was gonna make it one whole post but then realized the sstupidity of this idea i still dont know what the fuck im posting this for but still i wanna 11/22 (lame day) 10:19 kinky - sound tha mi primer amor its always fun to watch people you have made out with on tv (haha) 11:12 the bloodohound gang - bad touch i can never get enough of this video, it reminds me of 1998 when we used to request it at cafe iguana and we used to sit in front of the tv for hours just to see it, i never said i was interesting 11/23 1:27 static-x - this is not this is not my life this is not my home this is not me i hate this note to the new found glory guys: tell the fucking bass player to wear a shirt! this leads to my general theory about how 90% of the times (or more) bass players are the ugliest guys in the band nevertheless, im always attracted to the bass players excpetion to the rule: nikki sixx (super hot) perfetc example to the rule: the guy from new found glory (super nasty) then i saw this: motley crue - anarchy in the UK (nikki sixx super hot makes me drool) and to close the day: pearl jam - do the evolution not bad 11/24 11:30 soundgarden - black hole sun i wish i had one of those really big mouths then i could probably eat an italian hero without having to break my jaw and some other things too and i have something to say i hope ben kweller dies i hope that god's hand comes and takes him and then blinds everyone while i take all traces of his music and disappear them i hope he dies for adding a black spot to my musical experience i will never be able to recuperate from his song he has damaged me severely i must see him bleed and then i wish thicke much luck and when i get you alone you dont wanna know what ill do to you |
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11/21 2:50 elton john - tiny dancer (im sorry but any good song with jason lee in the video is worth mentioning) while i was driving was elighted with these two extremely cheesy songs: what's up land down under fuck, i like shitty music and i want the shcool house rock! video it would be super cool to have it 2:58 filter - where do we go from here (aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh) and then this song (toto - rosanna) came on that reminded me of my uncle, specially this one time we were eating at some tex-mex place, happy times radiohead - karma police (never fails to worsen my depression) anybody else find the stone sour video disturbing? i think that the worst thing is imagining that guy puking on himself and eating his own puke, it just doesnt add up. its like watching dawson playing a drug dealer, theres somethign disturbing about all this and something really nasty: uncle kracker features willa ford in his new video!! what a fucking shame what a fucking shame awesome song/awful video: creed - six feet best thing ive ever seen in a long time: larry mullen (drums U2) making out in a video! you go boy! IT WAS HIS FUKING TURN FINALLY, SOMEBODY HAD TO REALIZE HES THE SEXIEST ONE! (nevermind the youngest!) |
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11/21 2:50 elton john - tiny dancer (im sorry but any good song with jason lee in the video is worth mentioning) while i was driving was elighted with these two extremely cheesy songs: what's up land down under fuck, i like shitty music and i want the shcool house rock! video it would be super cool to have it 2:58 filter - where do we go from here (aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh) and then this song (toto - rosanna) came on that reminded me of my uncle, specially this one time we were eating at some tex-mex place, happy times radiohead - karma police (never fails to worsen my depression) anybody else find the stone sour video disturbing? i think that the worst thing is imagining that guy puking on himself and eating his own puke, it just doesnt add up. its like watching dawson playing a drug dealer, theres somethign disturbing about all this and something really nasty: uncle kracker features willa ford in his new video!! what a fucking shame what a fucking shame awesome song/awful video: creed - six feet best thing ive ever seen in a long time: larry mullen (drums U2) making out in a video! you go boy! IT WAS HIS FUKING TURN FINALLY, SOMEBODY HAD TO REALIZE HES THE SEXIEST ONE! (nevermind the youngest!) |
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so lots has been going on with my life lately men, parents, school, friends, etc etc but i dont wanna talk about it i wanna tak about the musical revelations i have been having lately 11/20 12:41 taproot - poem (holly shit, i wish i had that boy in my room!) great line from seether: "why try to stay sober when im dying?" thats exactly what i wonder i was gonna turn off the tv and then this caught my eye : faith no more - falling to pieces i cant believe i ever thought that video was super cool this was folowed by: muerderdolls - dead in hollywood soilwork - as we speak spineshank - new disease hatebreed - i will be heard <3 arch enemy - revenous ok, not quite my choice of music, but not too shabby considering it was mtv then i saw the funniest thing "punk rock aerobics" chicks pretending to be punk, playing the air guitar, slamming, skanking ... all this while excersising, how pathetic quote: "we dont do stage dives, we eill though" so gay i have realized that i must be getting somewhat old, what brings me to this conclusion? holly shit! the violent femmes have no hair! the night was closed with groove is in the heart i had some nice dreams haha |
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| Sunday, September 22nd, 2002 |
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i have discovered why is it that i cant bring myself to show any emotions towards men because of my father i was born in mexico in january of 1982 my mom took a cab to the hospital and was alone for almost all the labor after that she was joined by my g-ma and my youngest uncle she had an emergency c-section and at 5:52 pm i was born my dad's best friend was there, mi tio william he was the first man who ever held me, a few hours after i was born i never knew why i felt such a connection with him, it was something really weird, but now i think that its because of that i didnt meet my father until i was almost 2 years old, he didnt even know i was born until i was about 18 months my first word was 'papa' but little did i know at the time that the man i was calling dad wasnt actually my father my father took me and my mom to peru, where he promised us both a happy life my mom never imagined the hell that would come out of the decision of leaving her country i moved to peru before turning two before turning 5 my parents had already separated little after turning five my dad disappeared olny to make a few sporadic come backs my god-father (his brother) was the next closest father figure i had, but he was so immature and irresponsible that soon he found himself having to take care of his own child, drifting away from me my grand-father, the man who had never hugged his daughters until they were 36 and 34, decided he was gonna be the male in my life poor me i was never hugged enough by my father figure in my childhood no man had ever told me that he loved me until i was 17 and i begged my grand-father to say it the first hug that i remember from my dad was 2 years ago, when i moved to this country i need some serious counseling |
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| Saturday, September 21st, 2002 |
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 and if you coulndt, it says "not wearing underwear" which of course is a lie cause i am wearing underwear |
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 my spongebob bracelet!!! i love it! |
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i got a pic of me! actually 2  
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| Thursday, September 19th, 2002 |
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Akuma says: who said being a weirdo is a bad thing? ... alejandra ... says: well, im not a weirdo Akuma says: you are a girl that likes Mortal Kombat, thats weird, but its cool as fuck |
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| Wednesday, September 18th, 2002 |
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i really think i must be the most stupid person in the world *sigh* |
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| Thursday, September 12th, 2002 |
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so many people have asked me how i dealt with yesterday and all that stuff and i just kept quiet again but, i do want people to read these posts which i thought really cool and put some things in perspective *note*: both of them were written by americans! the first one was stolen from djfox (id link it but i dont know how to): http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=djfox&itemid;=325686 and the second one i stilo from iokxie who stole it from somebody else: http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=vyoma&itemid;=437161 |
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| Wednesday, September 11th, 2002 |
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im at the library right now waiting for my sister to pick me up and since i finishes my homework i decided i would update in the reveiling moment i had today i know some of you will find it unbelievably selfish for me to update about my love life today, but i dont care so today i was watching this movie (i dont remember the name) it had ashley judd and hugh jackmann (or whatever his mane is) and it was a romantic comedye about this girl that gets dumped and blah blah blah so she comes up with a love theory and starts comparing women with cows (this got my attention) and how men only want new cows and never want to be with the old cows, but the old cows can be new cows to other men, and old cows can become new cows and so on so the movie was kinda funny, but there was this part that really got me the guy and the girl are talking and he asks her why is she still holding on to the guy that broke her heart and she said 'i dont know' and the guy said something in the lines of this 'well, you do it because you dont believe that soemthing so incredible can happen to you twice' and thats when i realized that thats whats happening to me i mean, hes holding on because hes now alone, and im the only person available to him but im available to him for the wrong reasons because i dont think that im able to achieve that level again so now that i have the root of the problem i have been able to discover why is it that my relationships are the way they are i realized that the relationship that i have with shawn has evolved from friendship to a really fucked up/awkward stage and not because i think that men are nice until they become dicks (which btw i *still* believe) but because i have put in my mind that a relationship with him will never be as good as the one i had with tony and i can list thousands of excuses why i think the relationship wont work, but now i realize that those excuses come from the main one: i dont think ill worthy of having that again not that i know for a fact that i want to have a relationship with shawn, but i just mean any guy at this point i believe that any guy that comes into my life is gonna be shadowed by THE MAIN REASON and that explains why i stopped calling al and why i stopped returning his calls, because even before giving him a chance i had already put the tony shadow over him but its not really a tony shadow, cause it doesnt reffer to him it referrs to a love very beautiful that is gone and it could have been anybody else its just the fact that women sometimes dont believe that they deserve to have that second love, so they stick to the first one, no matter how bad it is and with my revelation in mind i will go now and prepare tonights dinner and after that go to class thats all for now |
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and even after one whole year i have managed to keep what i really think inside my big motherfucking mouth and i wont reveal what it is only people who do not live in us know what i really think i only have one thing to say: to *every* family that lost somebody on 9/11 i wish them more strength and courage than what they already have |
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LiveJournal for JandrA DeL NoRte.
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tired.
nervous.
depressed.
bitchy.
pleased.
indifferent.
sympathetic.