I have returned my fine wanna be feathered friends!
Of course, no one's online when I need them to be. LOSERS.
My LJ graphics look terrible on here... it makes me sad. I need to work on that.
A lot's been going on, but not a lot at the same time.
I shall update when I feel the need.
bouncyYay for me. My finals ended yesterday and I slept until 1:30 today. Woot!
Um, yeah, there's not much else to say.
I can't go home until Sunday... which kinda sucks. But oh well.
I'm off again.
Finals went ok, better than I expected at least.
Baby powder is not good to eat.
Baby powder is not made out of dead babies.
Baby powder can kill babies... dead.
amusedI need a new layout.
I did just as badly on that test as I predicted. It usually happens that way. I don't want to talk about it - Boss was very disappointed in me.... as was I.
For my reference:
Monday 11:50 AM - 1:50 PM Broadcast Operations
Tuesday 7:30 AM - 9:30 AM Intro to Mass Media
Tuesday 4:10 PM - 6:10 PM Western Civilization
Why is it that the two classes' tests I need to study for the most just so happen to be on the same day?
DAMN THEM TO HELL!
At least there's a huge do nothing time between them. Wait, I have to work... GOD DAMMIT. It looks like I won't be going to Omaha this weekend. Oh well.
Man, that's only three classes I need to take these tests in, yet I'm still stressing out like there's no tomorrow. I wish tomorrow would never come.
I need to start getting to work on my paper and studying.
Updates will come whenever!
stressedAlright, so I walked into Western Civ. today and as soon as I walked through the door, Chris started staring at me. Talk about feeling awkward! Um, I'm going to stop my habit of staring at him during class now. It's crazy!
So far the day has been nice.
It snowed last night.... so there's about 4 inches on the ground. It's definately nice.... but I hate this season simply for the reason that I have no one special to share it with. Stuff like that drives me crazy... but that's life I suppose.
I'm going to go home and make myself some breakfast and coffee. I have a buncha work to do that I don't want to do. I have a test to study for and a project to do.
You ALL care!
sillyBah.
I've recovered from the shock of my test this morning. I'm still not the happiest person alive, but I might live through this... maybe.
And one day I'll be able to pay my school bill.
blahWell... today's shit. But I can always look on the bright side of things: it can't possibly get any worse academically. I just flunked a test so bad I could physically feel my C dropping back down to an F.
That is the WORST feeling in the world. Knowing that you've let down the professor that let you into his class AGAINST HIS WILL because of your false promises and predictions. But not only did you let down the professor, but you've let down yourself... resulting in letting down your wallet because you are the one paying for it. But at least now you don't have to answer to your mother because she never has to know.
I really wish I would have known about that test, because it was so fucking easy. If I would have known about it to study for it, I would have aced it. BUT NO. I had to go and not go to class on Tuesday because I had the bright idea that nothing could possibly be going on the day before Thanksgiving break. WHY OH FUCKING WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF? Oh well, there's always beauty school.... culinary school.... McDonalds... maybe I'll get lucky and get a full time job at the plant on the edge of town. I hear they pay first timers 8 bucks an hour. Now that's something I can live with.
But I want to be in radio. I want to be in entertainment. I want to be around people I can hold intellectual conversations with. But at the rate I'm going the most intellectual conversation I'll be holding will be about how much soy to beef really is in McDonalds' "ham"burgers.
*sigh*
God dammit, why am I such a failure?
I'm quite done feeling sorry for myself.
aggravatedI got really high last night.
It was the best high in the world.
We smoked 3 bowls. IT MADE ME HAPPY. I wrote lots of random things in Gretchyn's pretty little psychology book. I even drew a picture... and i would like to say that I'm fucking talented when I'm high ahahahaha.
Work sucked. MOVIES RULE!
sillyI went to a concert last night. It was some John guy, Mile 29, and Lovetap.
The Tap rocked it hard core, much like they always do. I love those guys. Galin is probably one of the sweetest guys I've ever met in my life. And he's funny cause even when he doesn't care what we're talking about, he pretends he does.
All throughout the concert Brian kept stopping dancing to stare at me and Becka. It looked like he was trying to figure out who we were. So, yeah, after the show we talked to him and Becka asked when they were going to come back to Maryville and he was like "I don't know.... we've been here twice in two years..." and I said "Yeah, dude, I know... we were there last year." and then he jumps and goes "THAT'S WHERE I KNOW YOU GUYS FROM! I knew you looked familiar!" hehe Don't you love realizations? Yeah, they played 8 Days A Week by the Beatles and I rocked it. Cause I love that song... and it sounded really neat. They did "Quite Josephine" last, and we rushed the stage. It was great fun. I was up there dancin' and singing and yeah... all that great and fun stuff. WEEEEEEEEEE.
That's about it... oh and I spent my very last 4 dollars on their 5 song CD. The one that all my friends have and could easily burn for me .... but it was all good. 'Cause they need my money more than I do lol.
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