Thursday, November 25th, 2004 |
6:25 am |
i should be asleep. fuck y'alls birthdays and shit. i can't express myself this way... i need a better way of conveyance. |
Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004 |
6:45 pm |
going to kiggins to see Hero and Napoleon Dynomite. BAM.!. double feature. then we'll make some fun afterwards.... or maybe i'll come home and sleep. i haven't slept more than 3 hours at a time in days. |
Saturday, November 20th, 2004 |
1:11 am |
hectic plans all evening. there's this feeling i can't exclaim. " at least i'm not K_____" i have more feeling's... related to this. in short i will say that i ... feel loved. cared for. needed. wanted. all non-sexually. amazing.. isn't it? apparently i'm not a jack ass. just a drunk ass. - i'm tooexcited about scaring the fuck out of ABE for the holidays. my only downfall is that i have competition. - have to flee....
Current Music: bis - love will tear us apart. |
Friday, November 19th, 2004 |
3:00 am |
one nightcap turns into 5, and 30+min on the comp. i'm going to sit down with this 4 month old NYT crossword. and get some tired.in.me. instead these are my thoughts. in image form. ( Read more... ) |
Thursday, November 18th, 2004 |
10:28 pm |
*sigh* personal notes cleaning. another year here?
tomorrow- new cat comes. kandiee comes in town for her birthday. (dinner, champagne, strippers(?), et al)
this weekend/next week- more birthdays. more parties. thanksgiving. VT(need guest list, invites, menu, recipies, JAGER, wassail) ....... |
Wednesday, November 17th, 2004 |
9:21 pm |
+make VT invites +make Porn collage (mad scientist flavor) +start making christmas presents etc. 0r.
+fuck everthing |
Sunday, November 14th, 2004 |
3:50 am |
for some reason i keep thinking about ____ every time i try to sleep. it's not a 'sign'. it's just stupid. what is it that i want? fuck. these thoughts are stupid. |
Thursday, November 11th, 2004 |
9:47 pm |
ugly little swankling i was going to spend the night in. by my lonesome. but the sweet taste of social pleasantries/entertainment encouraged me to leave. there are few joys in not knowing what your future holds. but some excitement not knowing what this evening has in store. i'm (un)prepared. -- sat. evening i have an engagement party to attend. how adult(.) formal/champagne/wine/whoredeserves. i'm very proud of my little _n____ growing up and finding human-love. not 50 dates appropriate nor zombie appropriate, i can live with that. i'm actually really, really excited. -- time to leave.
Current Music: drawntogether... |
Monday, November 8th, 2004 |
5:20 pm |
recovering |
Sunday, November 7th, 2004 |
8:48 am |
my new hair-=do? it's comforting for nostalgia. no one does paxil anymore. who gets plastic? who cares who they know? who cares what i regret? i can't front your band. i don't have enough personality.
Current Music: g.d. luxx - ocean drive |
Saturday, November 6th, 2004 |
4:35 am |
i carry 'round with me, in a bag that says Versace... along with my hibatchi crashing parties can be fun. but not in this case. i shouldn't feel like i want to be in a relationship. it's disgusting. i was fairly adamant on dating a couple. now that seems stupid. i should strive toward the 'asexual'. ugh. fuck that. fuck people. i can't even think of a worthy singular person... let alone more. |
Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004 |
9:46 pm |
i'm am KING OF PORN.. i eat slutty little porn like you for breakfast. Do mad scientists feel pain ? _*_*_ i've been commissioned to make a collage for andre/david's bathroom. david even was nice enough to give me a box of porn. the magazines will be damn fun/useful. there isn't much i can do with XXX videos though(especially the creepy 'flasher'-porn. i'm really excited about this project. sadly i can't work on it while at coffee like i do others.. maybe i will anyway. screw the fucking conservatives.. they're ruining my life... if anyone has any porn or porn-like-thoughts they want to share with me. i think it might help. i'm assuming they don't want gay porn.. . . but i didn't ask.... -- going with J____ and C__ to J____'s house.for what? i don't know. but i look nice. my hair is gold. i can't express my disappointment for the american public. watching these news coverages are very depressing. poor measure 36, it passed. i doubt much will change by morning. so i plan to live the next four years in a completely DRUNK/DEAD stupor. utterly oblivious to my surroundings. and inconsiderate of others. so, pretty much same as now. Current Music: CBS election coverage |
6:35 pm |
good things charli's mom sent in my ballot sometime last week.. good thing i found out. friday was drunk. i managed to get myself locked out and had to sleep at noelle's. with which i was terrified. but it was fine. her dad was nice. saturday was drunker. thanks to THE HUSS. i unveiled my pride and joy. my viking/barbarian costume. complete with war maul and matching stein. sunday was drunkest. most friends were fucking hot. and all friends were fucking drunk. an interesting wedding. fun surprise guests. thanks calvin for the halloween photos Current Music: dailyshowelectioncoverage |
Saturday, October 30th, 2004 |
4:49 pm |
i'm easily frustrated today. calvin died on his birthday, so sad. i have to go the the HUSS tonight. but i can't be in my _______ costume! so.. i'll just be.. something easy. like. dead. per usual. |
Tuesday, October 26th, 2004 |
4:14 pm |
sushi/rock then drunk/rock and then insomnia/rock creepy, that's what i did yesterday.... and now i'm doing it again.... except i expect more rock today. Current Mood: arr |
2:48 am |
someone called me the 'Halloween God' someone else was confused. i'm deeply saddened. why can't there be an awesome joined party like there used to be...? .oh, i remember .. no one gets along with each other anymore. boohoo. what would make this halloween worth while? a great costume? sex? a huge party with kick ass people? not a single one of these! it has to be ALL of them! i've pulled off miracles before.. and thi. fuck it.... i'm just going to be the drunkest _i_i__ anyone has EVER SEEN! Current Mood: wha happen? |
Monday, October 25th, 2004 |
9:01 pm |
going to coffee to going |
Saturday, October 23rd, 2004 |
9:43 pm |
i found the coolest halloween costume. of course i can't pay for it.... and i also can't tell anyone what it is because it's the FUCKING BEST idea i've EVER hadDS! = . Current Mood: secrets |
Wednesday, October 20th, 2004 |
8:19 am |
I slip under the water I fall into the sea Come everyone Fly, and you get high, right? freezing me out I think you know the whole thing's a damn shame I don't wanna calm down There's almost nothing left Left to guard |
Tuesday, October 19th, 2004 |
4:03 pm |
We talk about revolution, and moving incitefulness/insightfulnes quick it is to construct valerie's napping Current Mood: rockies |