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i have been unusually happy and hyper the last few days. so i'm going with it while it lasts and all.
ok sf people- art gallerying, saturday the 19th of february? how does that sound to people?
and now a haiku:
i wanna go home
and watch earth girls are easy
paint my toenails red
fldkfsd;fkl;fk; work is so GODDAMNED BORING.
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[08 Feb 2005|10:17pm] |
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i just got some spam that said "72 hour viagra". does that mean it gives you a 72-hour boner?
i just made 2 pairs of earrings. i wish i had a scanner or a better digital camera so i could show people. and my paintings too. i saw this really excellent movie tonight with uma thurman and juliette lewis called "hysterical blindness". ummm...and i am trying to be "productive" tonight. and it's kind of working. blah de blah.
i wish something cool & different was going on this week, but alas i know of nothing. any sf people want to go art-gallerying soon?
and now, back to work.
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[08 Feb 2005|12:32pm] |
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another food poll:
pls list in order of greatness, counting 1, then 2, then 3:
french toast
waffles
pancakes
thank you.
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[08 Feb 2005|10:15am] |
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dorks:
adjsakldjsaldjs. fuck it. i need spring to come NOW. and i need to find a new place to live. and i need to take classes. and i need a new job. and i need to finish paintings. and i need to go to grad school.
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[07 Feb 2005|05:13pm] |
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i got the pratt catalogue and they sent me some articles about art therapy, which are really interesting. i am going to sign up for some basic psych classes this summer, and get a portfolio together. yay, concrete goals? i'm not good with "goal setting" so i am really trying here. but yeah. do i need some timeline for this? its not in my nature to make to-do lists and goal lists, so lately i am forcing myself. (then forgetting or losing the lists.)
then recently i found the art with elders program, and it looks really cool, and possibly like something i might want to do, but it's an actual job for which i don't have much experience, so i am going to see if i can volunteer there and maybe help somehow with the art program, and see if it's something i enjoy. the art gallery is so cute! and now i go home and take a nap and try to not be so lethargic and actually get some things done. whee.
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[05 Feb 2005|01:32am] |
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spector protector was nice, the half that i saw.
me and stephanie ended up sitting on the curb talking about balls. you can almost steer any conversation to balls. it happens more than you might think.
i think i am getting sick...feel all lethaaaaaargic. but maybe it's pms. my tits ache like craaaaazy.
on that note, goodnight.
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[04 Feb 2005|01:50pm] |
someone on ebay describes this sweater as "GRATIFYINGLY SEXY!!!"
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[04 Feb 2005|10:04am] |
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weird braindrainthingamajig.
the weather is unusually warm. and i woke up today feverish with this weird headache and almost felt headswimmy-hungover, but i had nothing to drink last night besides cherry cream soda.
i had more weird dreams that i wish i could remember.
tick tock. i find myself trying to talk to people lately, and nothing that comes out of my mouth makes sense, if i am trying to explain some feeling or thought inside. the only time it seems to make sense is when i'm talking about someone else's problems. it's actually draining to interact with people lately for some reason. i feel like i am walking around in some bubble. ignorant bliss or something. at least to the rest of everything else that is going on.
i watched that mean girls movie last night..it's no heathers, but had some funny parts. girls really are that shitty and weird to each other. it kind of sucks, sometimes i get pulled into it without realizing or wanting to. maybe not as much anymore, but it still happens from time to time. it makes me think of that high-pitched voice thing that lots of women do or that squealing when they see someone they havent seen in a long time. that always got on my nerves. i dont even get why people do it. it gives us all a bad name. they don't even know they come off as even more assholish that way. fdskdjsaljdsjkl.
this weekend me and heather are going to some cheesy metaphysical bookstore in berkeley to look at astrology stuff. good times!
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[02 Feb 2005|12:00am] |
i watched equus finally.
everything feels weirdly dull lately, removed or blurry. and i've been having weird, vivid, half beautiful half disturbing dreams. i try to remember to write them down when i can. the scenery in my last dream was like black aurora borealis. i've noticed lately that in most dreams i have, there is no speaking. just thoughts and looks amongst people and intuition, or something like it. i wonder what that means.
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[01 Feb 2005|12:02pm] |
BABY FAINTING GOATS
OMFG THEY ARE SOOOO CUTE.
*edited for gary's happiness.
i think i should just be a farmer, but not eat or use the animals. i can have lots of bunnies and baby goats. and a few cows. TONS of horses as well as sheep.
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[29 Jan 2005|01:36pm] |
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omg, in addition to the goth nme special that ![[info]](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20050211130514im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) zardalu posted about a couple months ago, i now have to have this:
in a few minutes me and my dad are going to see that dumb scary-de niro movie. and then i wanna go thrifting. la.
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[28 Jan 2005|02:31pm] |
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ugh:
1. i am in and on/off pissy mood, probably due to pluto and mars uniting in sag today.
2. this obnoxious & annoying guy i work with is being extra obnoxious & annoying today.
3. i watched half of this movie last night and it isn't very good so far.
4. the second season of in living color isnt as funny as the first so far.
5. i started a new painting last night and now i am stuck in the same damned spot as usual.
6. i'll be 27 in two months.
yay:
1. i had a really good sandwich for lunch.
2. i started a new painting last night.
3. i am going to see my dad this weekend.
4. the path to figuring out what to do with my life is slowly becoming more clear everyday.
5. tgif, baybee.
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[26 Jan 2005|09:44am] |
well last night was really cool. me and millie went to the mall. i got cheap jewelry and the make-up stuff i wanted and a new bra. exciting. and we ate at the food court. i miss the food court with all of its bad-for-you cuisine. so it's nice to go back once in awhile.
then i rushed home and got ready and went to the cold war show. they did an experimental type set that was really really good. and i had a lot more fun than i expected to have, and smoked too much as usual.
and then we left and it started to rain & etc.
it's bagel day at work and i'm not even hungry, and i still hate lawyers. no offense to anyone who loves them.
to red square or not to red square, that is the question.
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[26 Jan 2005|01:13am] |
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trader joe's blackberry fruit leather
OH HOW I LOVE YOU
in my semi-drunken state
a good prequel to this nat sherman mcd
which i will smoke half of
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[25 Jan 2005|12:58pm] |
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hmm.
i am feeling weird in my mind today.
maybe it's because 'when doves cry' was on when i woke up. i do not know. mayhaps it is the ol' full moon (i firstly wrote "fool moon") in leo.
i am going to the mall after work with my favorite leo, slackjawedgirl because there is some make-up shit i need that only the mall carries for some reason. and then we can go to hot topic and cheap shoe stores and things like that.
yes. and then i may go to alli's show to see just the cold war then leave, cause i still ain't feeling 100%.
bigraoul posted this last week, and i love it: caring for your introvert. any clueless extroverts, take note. just cause we're in the minority (but a majority in the gifted population, according to the article), DOESN'T NEED WE DON'T NEED LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING TOO.
ps.
dear god,
if you exist, please slow down the mucus production in my body.
thx,
kate
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[24 Jan 2005|07:40pm] |
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O. M. G.
so i finally went to the doctor today who barely looked at me and says "sounds like you have a sinus infection!" why do they always ask you what drugs you're allergic to? THEY HAVE IT RIGHT THERE ON THE FORM. so the doctor asks me and i say "ampicillin (which means all penicillins, which means i need to wear one of those bracelets.) and erythromycin." she proceeds to ask me what happens if i take them, and i tell her about hives and rashes. then she prescribes me zithromax, and somewhere in the back of my head i thought "this is a form of erythromycin." but i go down to the pharmacy anyway, where the zithromax and another prescription are waiting.
to make a long story short, i ended up waiting in the fucking pharmacy for TWO HOURS, and had to get some doctor to switch me from the zithromax to doxycycline. i wanted to choke the pharmacists...it's bad enough to have to wait, but to wait when you are sick and tired is worse. also my doctor for being such a moron.
then i went to trader joe's and got food which i am now going to make. blah.
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[23 Jan 2005|07:54pm] |
it's not big sur, but i did go out to clement street which is kinda relaxing in its own way. i bought scads of books at green apple, and didn't find much at the goodwill.
i went to get eat at some diner and got a nosebleed while reading the menu. yay. ive been sick for two weeks, so i had called to make an appointment with the doctor, because i think i have a sinus infection, and therefore need drugs. the advice nurses really held me off and told me to get nasal spray, which worked wonders. i only used it twice, but the nosebleed today must have been from the nasal spray, i am assuming. but i don't know. i haven't had a nosebleed since high school.
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[23 Jan 2005|01:47pm] |
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i am so in this mood today:
if only i had a car, i'd leave right now and drive to big sur and go have a big cup of jasmine tea at cafe kevah and inhale that magic scent in the air that only big sur seems to have....
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