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Bob Dylan - "Man In The Long Black Coat" |
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WOAH, HELLO LAST YEAR !!
now i remember how i spent my february. system sped up with amphetamines, lou reed telling me "it's alright" (which he says a lot, but not all the time), neil young careening away on his harmonica, & me scribbling all over the hometest. late spring & summer had let me forget the smooth, glossy paper that held my angles & lines & curves in place, but now that winter is here (again again - there must be something about pretty new england that makes it keep coming back for more) i am getting into a familiar swing of things. & by 'familiar swing' i do not mean a fondly-remembered swing, although it had its pleasant moments - i mean a knock-down-drag-out-come-out-with-your-fists-up swing. every time i speak with my dad, he asks me if i have gotten 'THE TEST' yet - like i'm waiting for a jury's verdict or something. well, it's here & if i run up to you & tell you to in-spire me, you better hop to it because a kid with a deadline to meet walks a certain line, you know. if i don't sleep between now & the first days of march, blame my second attempt at forming a future.
this time, though, the velvet underground remains encased in cardboard sleeves & neil young, well, maybe i'll keep him around. i have no muse but the world around me, which holds far more than any one individual could - & i know that at least it will still be steadily turning when my calendar turns to june. good old reliable earth, i would be lost (in space) without you.
these days, the sun is still at about a 40 or 50 or 60 degree angle to the horizon at four thirty in the afternoon. this is something i like because when i'm doing work, i have the sun shining in my face & sunglasses aren't so ridiculous when it's sunny. oh, & i think it means that spring is coming or something.
the other day i learned why no one runs trails in the snow - either i start running with a helmet & full body armor... or i just learn to not run into sharp things (i had to pull the prickers out!)
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there's a choice we're making, we're saving our own lives it's true we'll make a better day, just you & me! oh bob dylan.
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