Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in Jasson's LiveJournal:

Monday, July 16th, 2001
8:59 pm	all is well Well my DSL is up and running! I've been spending the past few days downloading music and looking at porn. Tomorrow is my first fathers day, and i don't quite know how to feel about that. It just makes me feel old and established i suppose. I'm going out drinking with an old friend this evening as well as seeing 3FF play yet another UNFORGETABLE show. Hunter turned 3 months last wednesday. I guess i'm doing whatever it is i feel like doing tomorrow, that is according to the lovely wife. I think i should make it something worthwhile eh? Anyways i'm outta here! Current Mood: hot Current Music: Queen Fat Bottomed Girls (Comment on this)
Friday, July 13th, 2001
10:24 pm	For reals this time Heres a real post (well sorta) According to ATT my DSL should be working by this time tomorrow. I guess we'll see eh? EX EX are still trying to work out a new moniker, no luck as of yet. I'm sleepy. My job sucks! I need some intercourse! Anyways i hate you Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Soundtrack to Poltergheist (Comment on this)
6:52 pm	poop not much goin on. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 10th, 2001
9:27 pm	the end of ex ex? Well we are currently seeking out a new moniker for the band. Too many reasons on why we need to kill the old, so we are arguing back in forth. I keep thinking of serious/punk names and dan and joe come up with sarcastic shit. I'm not trying to be an asshole i just think no one wants to see a band called SNUGGLEBUNNY. I guess we'll see what happens. I just hope it's something worth playing towards. Anyways i'm outta here (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 7th, 2001
10:09 pm	IT'S FUCKING HOT! Well due to this damn(scam)energy crisis, i think my mind is telling itself its hotter than it actually is. I mean after all its only like 95 but i feel like i'm in GHETTO HELL! Well ummm, i'm working on booking a cheesy 3 day tour in mid August. We'll be taking 3FF out with us, so we'll see how it goes. I have booked a few shows for July, but i can't really go beyond that cause the drummer situation is not happening. (Comment on this)
Monday, June 4th, 2001
8:50 pm	July? Anyone notice how my last post was supposedly in July? WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ALL ABOUT? So yeah. WORK SUCKS! I spent nine hours confined in a tiny room with 20 other people today. Talk about flasbacks of jail and shit. You know what really gets to me? When someone talks shit, but quiets when you call them on it ie: Cassady. I mean come beat my ass or something! FUCKING PUSSY! Tomorrow will be just nine more hours in the same room. Hell, at least they hook us up with food. The next EX EX show is booked for August 10th, but i promise at least 3 more shows before then. (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 3rd, 2001
5:27 pm	i'm fucking bored I'm being tore apart on the inside! I have no idea what is happening with EX EX, due to the fact Alex isn't sure how much he can commit to over the summer. My hands are tied, i can't book shows cause i have no fucking clue what is going on. I think i have the stomach flu, i puked this morning and i'm still feeling rather shitty. It's crazy i don't know why i bother writing in the fucking this cause i know no one reads this shit. 3FF want me to join their band, i enjoy EX EX, and i still want to get my own thing going. I have absolutely no idea what this summer holds for me. All this coming week i have some gay ass supervisor training for work all this week. YIPPIE! I guess i'll be going to the Youth Brigade show this weekend, afterall there's nothing else to do in the shithole town. Anyways i just want everyone to die Current Mood: bored Current Music: tool........lateralus (3 Comments |Comment on this)
12:09 am	my computer sucks Well my cable modem was all nice and working, but the asshole cable guy failed to tell me that @home software works against aol. So yeah it totally fried my pc 100% I LOST EVERYTHING! I now have to wait 3 more weeks until they fix the fucking problem. This is a bullshit world we live in ladies and gentlemen. All this coming week i have some gay training for my job. I want to play again soon i have soooo much rage saved up, and ready to just burn people to the fucking ground. I will settle for practice tomorrow though. I was supposed to go out with Tori this evening but the punk ass flaked, so here i am bitching for you kind folks. I'm in the process of booking some shows for us, people need to be destroyed! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 29th, 2001
11:13 pm	So we played the show. The assholes in BS made it so we played first, but hey i'm greatful for the show, so i should just shut the fuck up. We played 15 to 20 minutes with my screaming my ass off. I haven't had that much fun in a long time. I don't know i think the other guys were expecting the show to go worse than it did. IT WAS GREAT! About 50 kids were there to see me make an ass outta myself. 3 people gave me numbers so we can set shit up in the future. I just want to get the songs down 100% and play the fuck out of them. Thats all for now Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: refused (Comment on this)
Monday, May 28th, 2001
2:23 pm	nervous as fuck....... Well today is my first show with Ex Ex. I feel comforatble but i still keep thinking i'll forget something or some shit. I'm still not 100% with the lyrics but whatever. We'll see how it goes. I haven't feel this weak/nervous in forever. I almost hope no one shows up, cause i think i'm gonna vomit. Well i'll write more later and tell you whats up. Until then. Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: EX EX (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 26th, 2001
10:47 pm	having a satanic weekend? Well Ex Ex have our first show this coming monday. I'm still in the process of writing lyrics for the songs, although Joe's lyrics aren't as gay as he thinks but whatever........I went with the wife and the baby to see PEARL HARBOR today, a rather predicatable/gay love story type movie. How is it they can take any part of history and turn it into a 3 hour chick flick? Hell if i know. My bowels have been giving me shit the past few days, or should i say giving me the shits. Ummm, lets see. Last night i played a few songs with 3FF which was cool since i hadn't played on stage since January. They want me join but i just don't know. The Ex Ex thing seems a little less restrictive, i mean i like the guys and 3FF and all but i have to be the one writing ya know? What else? Work has been hectic, i haven't been able to get a fucking thing done but i hear that is commonplace at PRIDE. YIPPIE! Well i'll write more later when i feel like i have something to say. Until then, Jasson Current Mood: horny Current Music: Black Flag/ The first 4 years (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 24th, 2001
11:45 pm	PRACTICE FINALLY! So yeah, we finally got our shit together and jammed. I don't know but i think i liked it. The other guys said they liked it as well, but i bet they are lying. We are supposed to play again on Sunday. I have like 3 days till i sing so we'll see what happens. I just wanna do this shit and say FUCK YOU to whoever gets in my way or tries to stop us. WE ARE HC ON A MISSION! Hehehe Anyways, fuck you and goodnight! Current Mood: blank Current Music: minor threat (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 23rd, 2001
12:00 am	retarded? It's late and i should have my oompa loompa ass in bed. I called in sick for tomorrow, so i'll just sit on my ass and try my best to write some lyrics for EX EX songs. Today was another one of those days where i felt like i didn't accomplish a fucking thing. But yeah, any one wanna see some shit i've been working on? HERE GOES.. Fiction.. HOW MUCH LONGER WILL I SUFFER? HOW MUCH LONGER WILL IT LAST? A BROKEN HEART THAT'S LYING EMPTY A SCATTERED SHELL OF YESTERDAY TOO MUCH PASSION SPENT ON PAIN AN ALL TOGETHER FUCKING LIE SEARCHING FOR ANOTHER FICTION SEARCHING FOR ANOTHER DREAM ok thats it so far. i think it may be kinda (gay) but whatever. I don't think anyone is even going to read this and give a shit anyways Current Mood: blah Current Music: weezer (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 22nd, 2001
10:02 pm	good times OK so i finally get to see the EX EX boys rockin. I like the shit that i heard! Somehow i think they didn't know what to make of me though. Was i too quiet? I don't know. So as we speak i'm trying to come up with lyrics for like 7 songs. We are supposed to play a show with Broken Society,3FF,FYH, and a few others on the 28th. I hope that shit rolls really well. Anyways i'm outta here Current Mood: crazy Current Music: EX EX (without vocals) (Comment on this)
Monday, May 21st, 2001
7:20 pm	pinched nerves So yeah, i missed out on jamming with Ex Ex cause my car decided to shit all over my face. YIPPIE! Anyways it looks like we are on for tues,weds,sun,and monday. I just hope it happens. Lets see, work was a total waste today i showed up and ended up spending half my fucking day in a meeting. My boss and i discussed my salary and i guess i'm happy with it. For those of you who don't know i work as a counselor(crazy isn't it?) I spend my days talking to Manic/Depressed/Retarded people. LUCKY ME! I hope this band thing takes off cause i wanna get my ass outta this town and tour again. I miss all the smoking,drinking, and just plain out fucking with someone else while being stuck in a van for weeks on end. Anyways, people suck! HAIL SATAN! Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: MOTORHEAD/ Ace Of Spades (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 20th, 2001
2:34 pm	my weekend's suck ass So yeah i slept in till like 11am cause that's the latest my son would let me sleep. Its all good, cause i work my ass off during the week so the least i can do is wake up when he makes me wake up. I'm supposed to drive to Davis tonight and semi jam with EX EX. I'm hoping things will come together cause i have THAT itch that needs to be scratched. The first show we are gonna supposedly play is in like a week. AHHA! Should be fun as hell. I'm working on lyrical ideas as we speak. My job is supposed to discuss my big time salary tomorrow, i'm hoping for at least 28,000 but something tells me i'm gonna get fucked. Anyways i'll write more later, ADIOS Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: tool (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 19th, 2001
10:47 pm	hot as fuck So yeah anyways, the weather in sacramento sucks ass! Someday i'm going to live up to what i say and move to the east coast or some shit like that. I've been having alot of deep conversations with people about how (we) can't change the world, or anything else for that matter. I made the mistake of buying the new WEEZER cd yesterday. I don't know, i just can't get into it. Am i too punk or something? Where have my feelings gone? Speaking of WEEZER they are gonna be on SNL tonight, yet another piece of Americana that has gone down the fucking toilet. Oh well, i guess my meds aren't working, or maybe it's just the fact i don't take any meds. Until next time (Comment on this)
6:51 pm	i'm bored someone shoot me So yeah anyways i figured this weekend would be full of excitement and whatnot, but nope. I went out drinking witha friend of mine and got pretty well fucked up. I also saw a friends band play, and once again i'm asking myself how do these bands get shows? The music scene in this town eats my ass (Comment on this)