Monday, November 19th, 2001
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9:26 am - Cars suck
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God damn I forgot I even had a Live Journal. Im sitting at my mom's house today. I have to pack up all my shit because she sold her house and is moving to Frederick and Im moving in with Shane. There is no way in hell I would move to Frederick. Anyone need a new place to live and a couple roomates? Shane and I are trying to buy a house soon and want someone else to share rent with us. Must be clean and like cats and loud music.
Well my weekend sucked ass. Friday was boring and I was sickly feeling. Saturday was fun until some drunk ran his car into my friends. That really blew. We didn't even get to hit the bars yet. It was like 10:30 and we were all in my friend Brian's car heading to Adam's Morgan. Well some drunk asshole ran a red light and plowed into us at like 60 mph by Catholic University. Well that sucked ass because my face slammed into the door and I have a black eye and a scrape on my head. I guess it could have been worse. No one else really got very hurt. Just bruises and scrapes. I look like I got the shit beat out of me though. It really sucks! Sunday was my resting day. Today is my finish packing day.
School is over in three weeks and I can't wait. Next semester is my last until I can get my Associates and my CAD certificate. I can't wait! Then I will never have to go to Annapolis again!
Woooo! Im bored today. Im going to try to pack more stuff. I can't believe Im really moving ALL my stuff out. My cats can't come with me though. That sucks and makes me sad. Shane said we can go pick them up when we find a new house. I can't wait!
Alright Im beat... Buh-bye.
current mood:  drained
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9:22 am - Its been SO long
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God damn I forgot I even had a Live Journal. Im sitting at my mom's house today. I have to pack up all my shit because she sold her house and is moving to Frederick and Im moving in with Shane. There is no way in hell I would move to Frederick. Anyone need a new place to live and a couple roomates? Shane and I are trying to buy a house soon and want someone else to share rent with us.
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Tuesday, June 26th, 2001
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12:44 pm - la la la la la la la
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Greetings little livejournal of mine. School over in two days. WOO WOO! That is where I have been hiding for the past month. Well there and at work and Shane's. Im getting a new job a.s.a.p. Rip's blows. My boss thinks Im lifting merchandise or some shit. Who knows. Faggots. I have been there for two years now and they think they are going to try to accuse me of stealing!? Whatever. Im trying to work at Pier 1 Imports. That place kicks ass. If I don't get a job there then Im going over to Home Depot until I find a CAD job. FUN! These morning classes I have been taking are kicking my ass man. This Algebra class is the worst because its hard. Im not a math whiz. I have a 79 in there right now so I have to ACE the final to get high B for the class. The next few days are going to suck. Then English is a lot of writing/typing. I have two papers to write in two days. I can do it! One is a research paper on ROAD RAGE and the other is a compare/contrast on Isben's Doll House and A Raisin In the Sun. Both of these are excellent plays. So I acutally enjoy the English stuff I have to do. GEEK.
MY BIRTHDAY is in ONE WEEK and TWO DAYS!! COUNTDOWN TO TWENTY-ONE!
I hop some of you faggots are going to see Depeche Mode and want to catch me up there getting fucked up. That is on a Thursday night. July 5th!!
BE THERE!
Then on Saturday night there is this massive party the lead singet of DECEASED is having in VA. Im not sure exactly WHERE in VA but its going to be so huge. Like at least 200 black people and some white people too. AWESOME! I cant wait. It's King's birthday on the 7th I think.
Anyone interested in atending this shindig is more than welcome and can get more info by emailing me: xazaelx@hotmail.com
Umm... Have a nice summer and don't drink and drive. Fags.
current mood: sleepy
current music: Grade - Impluse
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Tuesday, June 5th, 2001
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1:34 pm - optional
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Who would have thunk it that Their Eyes Were Watching God was the best book I have read in a long time. It's a girl book though... for all you boys who read this heh. Its almost femi-nazi. But damn its good.
Speaking of reading this... Does anyone read this??! For crying out loud I know Im boring but at least someone to talk to would be nice :)
current mood:  geeky
current music: Blink 182 - Dancing With Myself (Billy Idol cover duh)
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Tuesday, May 29th, 2001
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12:46 pm - Fucking
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I have to read this book, THEIR EYES ARE WATCHING GOD, today. Why!?!? And I get to write a paper on Capital Punishment. Fun.
OOOH. And I get to do some Algebra problems. I haven't taken a math course in five years! This sucks! WHAAAA WHAAA! (Me whining)
I had such a great weekend. I have been stressing all week about this dinner I was going on with Shane and his father and girlfriend. We were going out to Old Town and getting all dolled up. Well I finally found a sexy lil number to wear that I had to go buy after figuring out all I had 'nice' to wear was club gear. So I looked pretty hot in a short black skirt and a tight rust-colored silky top. Shane look like a mafia guy in his shirt and slacks. He looked like a hot mafia guy though. I had never seen him dressed up before. So we were meeting them at the girlfriend's condo at 6:30 on Saturday night. They took us out to Old Town, down on the water. We went to 'have drinks' at this one place on the water and Shane's Dad, his name is Kenny, and his girlfriend, Chris; well they knew all the bartenders everywhere we went. That was a little scarey. They are pretty much money. They both have nice jobs and nothing to pay for so they like to spend their money and show it off a little bit. Chris was very prissy but still a nice person. She works at the White House or right beside the White House and is a Legal Secretary. Her condo was all Pier One Imports and shit. I was afraid to sit on her ivory couch, I was on the rag. SO I sat in this purple furry chair that I figured could hide any mishaps I might have. I mean I wasn't like leaking all over the place but I just wanted to be safe. So we were going to walk down to the water but I had on high heels that would have killed me after ten blocks... oops. So we took a cab ride down there. I have never rode a cab in Maryland before. Its wasn't much different from a NY taxi. They still drive like donkeys. So we ended up at this first joint I was talking about... It was MONEY. We stood at the bar and they drank their wine and Shane and I had a coke. They kept asking me to have like real drinks with them but I couldn't do it because I mean, hey Im under age first off, and I figured I would be carded, and then they would be embarrassed because I would get rejected. Anyways we had that ONE drink at the first place and got to socialize and be introduced to some people that you know you will never see again but have to act like you give a shit and be nice anc cute anyways. So, then we walked to a store with the coolest shit in the world in it. But of course it was expensive as hell because that is all Chris will buy. She got a nice mirror that that is in her condo now and its cool as shit and I saw another just like it on the wall at the store going for about $250. She is like prissy to the extent that I mean I can't describe it. She wont eat fast food which is smart I guess and not so much prissy... she just is a total city girl. I'm just glad Shane a I didn't have our credit cards on us because then we went to this show store that had the hottest shit there and the prices were no where to be found.. So you know when you can't find the price its gotta be like helluva expensive. But I did see these awesome shoes I might have to go get next weekend tee hee. I just hope they aren't more than $100. Then I will be sad. So after window shopping and tormenting myself to see all these things I want to buy for no reason but that its just the coolest shit, we went to The Landini Brother's. Okay this place is also MONEY. Of course Kenny and Chris knew the whole staff at this place except for the NEW server that we got for dinner. The food was too much money if you ask me. If anyone has been there before you know what Im talking about. I had like salmon for like $20.00. Then appetizers were like $8.00. The menus were all in Italian and none of the entrees were less than $15.00. Yes Im a cheap motherfucker. I mean I can splurge every now and then and this is the place I would go to do that but even then I would be a little smart about what I was getting for my money. We just talked and talked and I had nothing much to say because Im super shy and feeling so uncomfortable playing dress-up and whatnot. I mean I thought they were really cool people and all but they just were total opposites of me. Shane tried to act a little unlike himself. I didn't like that very much. Just sometimes he would mention things that I didn't think were all that true. He said he liked jazz music and we don't EVER listen to jazz music expect for some Miles Davis every now and then. So After dinner was over.... Like two hours later. We all went to this jazz club :) since We ALL love jazz so much heh. Kenny and Chris were feeling their wine by now. That was kind of nice because that allowed me to open up a little bit more. Shane took good care of me too. He kept making sure I was 'okay' and got everything I needed. He's so good :) The last place we went saw again MONEY. The band was actually really good and again I got asked to have a drink. Little did I know how well Kenny and Chris knew these bartenders they were chatting it up with and I could have gotten away with murder if I wanted to. In those types of places Shane said they don't even bother carding anyone anyways because its too rude... How does that work? Isn't it just the law? Anyways by the end of the night I was getting morr comfortable and was having a good time. All the biker guys were out there and we got to check out a lot of bikes... That was cool. I think Im a biker chic at heart. Just gotta get me a few more tattoos. The night was still pretty young by the time we got back to Chris's house. It was like like 10. Shane and I said our good-byes and hoped to god his dad was going to drive home okay because his eyeballs were glazed over like shit. But I guess he was okay. Im sure he went inside to get some nookie before he left anyways. Ewww old people doing it. haha. That was a good night though because I really wanted to meet his dad and hang out with him. Getting all dressed up was really quite nice, I felt like a little princess.
Sunday when we woke up was great because well... it was great. Then we went to breakfast and that is always fun to do. Then I had to get homework done and Shane went to play some b-ball and then we met back up around 4 because we were planning on crashing the HFStival and get some scalped tickets. Of course that came through and we got in there to see Incubus and Green Day and some other band for ...dun dun dun dun ... $10 fucking dollars. That is fucking smooth. Then we got out of there at like 10 and went to see Pearl Harbour.... BOOOO. That sucked ass. But we still made it good because Shane and I just have the best time together :) I know I'm gross... yuck yuck love.
Monday... Oh monday sucked because I had to do all this homework and work at Rips to boot. So poop on Monday.
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Tuesday, May 22nd, 2001
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11:54 am - Boys
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Why do guys have to be so weird? Do they only want you by their side all the time because they don't trust you do be anywhere else or do they REALLY want you by their side because they cant stand to be without you? How come after three months they stop treating you like a princess? Why don't guys admit they can be as moody as girls? Why do they always poke that flab on your belly when they know you don't like that flab on your belly? Is it terrible when they keep their ex girlfriend's picture around? Then maybe that picture isnt hidden so well and you find it. Is that your fault? Does he think that she was better than you? Are you prettier than her? She had a nicer smile than you. Does he think about her still? Did he smile at her the way he smiles at you? Did he tell her the things he tells you? Did they have a song as great as 'your song'? You know he loves you so why do you let things hurt you so much? Does he mean to hurt you? Does he think when he opens his mouth? He says things that make you blush. He says things that make you cry. He hates to see you cry. He doesn't know what to say then. How does he know all the places you like to be kissed? Is it the same for all girls? You think he is perfect. He might just be perfect. Can that be possible? No one else thinks he's the one for me. Isn't that always the case when it comes to true love. No one wants you to be in love. Especially not in love with him. Are they just jealous? Are they just smart? They don't know how you feel. They don't know how he makes you feel. They don't know how he is when its just the two of you. It could be just the two of you forever. He's perfect.
current mood:  confused
current music: Cross My Heart - Hearing Things
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Friday, May 18th, 2001
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12:51 pm - Flibberdegibbits
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Oh fuck I cant write in this.
Clever. Clever. I feel a little boring today. Sorry. Lately I've been a bum and enjoying the summertime? I guess. I have been working too much. I went to New York Sunday. Ah yes THAT is what I wanted to talk about. I went to New York on Sunday and saw one of my all time top five shows ever! I got to see the LAST Discordance Axis show at CBGB's and it rocked so hard. They are the best thrash band in the world.. or were... And they have the best drummer of all times. It was just sick sick sick. If you have no clue who this band is then fuck you. Just kidding. I understand. You cannot be as elite as me. haha. Kidding again. But god damn I want to be this drummer. It was just so great. I never wanted them to stop playing but they did and all the bands before them were put to shame! Anyways I love New York. I need to move there for a summer. There is some hot shit happening in New York. Hmm. That is all.
Discordance Axis R.I.P.
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Wednesday, May 2nd, 2001
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11:47 am - DEPECHE MODE
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Depeche Mode is playing at Merriwether Post Pavillion July 5th... This is my 21st birthday! Only lawn seats are left so anyone interested let me know!! I want to make a car pool or some shit... AND Greg's BBQ is Sunday so every one go! OR DIE :)
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Tuesday, April 24th, 2001
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10:22 am - Ketchup is good
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Ahhh today is beautiful. I'm so glad spring is finally here. I gotta get off my booty and walk my doggie so I can shed some flab.
I'm ready to begin a web page... Where do I begin!?!? Exciting.
current mood:  artistic
current music: Placebo - Pure Morning
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Monday, April 23rd, 2001
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5:04 pm - DORK
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Off to school I go now! I think I should have gotten more homework done today! Poop. I need to quit dickin around man.
Oh god Cross My Heart is the best band ever... Well, was. I hate when fucking kickass bands breakup. Fags. I'm in such a great mood.
I am getting my next tattoo soon! I can't wait... It's a lil bat I drew. I'm putting him on my lower back. I'm getting my nose pierced Saturday. I hope it doesn't hurt too bad...
Hoop or stud?
current mood: dorky
current music: Cross My Heart - Hearing Things
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12:18 pm - CURSES
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Yes I'm back. I don't kow why.. but for some reason I feel compelled to write. My computer skills are lacking... Sorry for the hurting colors(Edgar). I curse my lack of computer skills! Damnit! Oh my gawd Burnt By The Sun has the fastest drummer of all fucking time! How great. Fast drummers really amaze me. I wish Nimbus had a live drummer. Another one of my top ten drummers is the drummer from Epoch of Unlight. They are from Tennessee too! (That is where I was born if you did not know) Man I have so much work to do today... I should really not be here. I am the biggest procrastinator of all times. Its really bad.
current mood: nerdy
current music: TRICKY - Poems
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11:42 am - Monday Monday....nah nah nah nah nah nah
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Its a beautiful day! Don't let it get away! She's got no destination.. In her mind. I love that U2 song. Damn I have too much fucking homework to do today and I want to go outside!
Last night I watched Bowfinger... How god damn funny! If anyone hasn't seen that they MUST; especially if you love Eddie Murphy. I'm feeling extra fatty today. Maybe its all the ice cream I ate last night tee hee. I think I have to walk the dog like 3 times today. I hope he doesn't mind. Man I think I'm turning into a little emo-head. No one give me shit!
Man I was talking to necro last night and she's a brat because she doesn't want to come down this weekend now, after I told her I would take off work and shit to hang out. Fucking cunt. I miss people, especially her. I want everyone to go to Greg's BBQ on Sunday May 6! I really wanted Melissa to go so I can see her ass since I've been m.i.a. every time she has came home this semester. That sucks on my part but god damnit I took off this wekeend to hang out with her ass and now she wants to chill with her frostburg friends. Hello! Maybe she just doesnt give a fuck. Grrr. A little bitterness is surfacing I think :) I can't sit on this computer all day.
current mood:  dirty
current music: Pig Destroyer - Tentacle
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Sunday, April 22nd, 2001
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11:34 pm - SUNDAYS WOO
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Damn I love Sundays. I was such a bum today. I woke up at 9:30 and ate. Then I watched Trans... What a weird fucking movie. A nap was needed after that dragged out two hours. I woke up about 1:00 and washed my car. I walked my puppy dog around the block. I went to Blockbuster and found more movies to watch. I came home and ate some more and turned on Sweet and Lowdown. That movie fucking rocked and Sean Penn is a doll. I took a nap and now Im here! How fucking lazy can you get eh?
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12:49 am - Donkeys
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I went to Pittsburg today for a free Fugazi show! It was great because, well, its FUCKING FUGAZI. They are such pompous bastards! When they atarted up some dood kept yelling songs to play and the lead guy is like "Shut the fuck up, you didn't pay so we are playing whatever the fuck we want to play." I love that! The weather was nasty and rainy, they arrived a little late' but all-in-all those motherfuckers jammed for at least an hour. It was a good time. Luckily, the weather cleared up and all these people were packed together under the little tent that mkes it like a fucking inferno in there, so of course the sun comes out to help fry those bastards. I stayed out of the tent because Im smart, and it was a fucking lost cause to get to the front anyways. The only shitty part was that they ended the set with an instrumental. I fucking hate that when bands do that.Pittsburg is a spendid city; its full of georgeous buildings and the people there are fucking cool. The diversity at that show was astounding to me because here in Maryland and around D.C. when you get out to a show its always the same damn people. It was such a college city, but I dig that shit.
I'm feeling sickly tonight. I hate being sick. I have to go eat some tater tots
current mood:  bitchy
current music: None
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Friday, April 20th, 2001
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12:36 pm - Shopping!
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I have got to get out of the fucking house today. I think I sat here all day yesterday, except when I went to school. Kohl's is having a SALE! I have a Kohl's CHARGE CARD. This means FUN!
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4:59 am - Fuuuudge its 4:20 erm 4/20
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I'm thinking of melissa right now! Hi Melissa! Im thinking about sleeping too. I have a journal! I have a journal! So it's too late to be like bullshittin and shit so here's a fun fact for you: Did you know that the main part of the digestive system is a thirty-foot tube from the mouth to the rectum that has muscles in it that force the food down? Yes! Here is an extra bonus fun fact to get you guys coming back for more; did you know that massive stars are have a mass of at least three times greater than that of the sun, and some stars are as massive as about fifty suns? Yes. Do you know why stars shine? A star shines steadily because it has hydrogen in its core. Neat. My bum is numb.
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