Wednesday, August 21st, 2002
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12:10 am - ATTENTION
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Guess what kids, Im ending this journal. Not worth having it anymore. I will no longer be writting in it. Its done. See ya laters!!!!!
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(6 Web Of Lies | Lie To Me)
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Monday, August 19th, 2002
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11:05 pm - AWW DANG
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Everything has been wonderful. My niece is here for the week. Shes wearing me out! shes such a cuttie!
I miss mah baby, he started a new job so i dont get to see him as much. Hes such a sweetheart, he called to tell me goodnight but i wasnt here *frowns* but i called him and told him goodnight and that i miss him. *smiles*
Im so tired, i went and got coffee with matt and talked for a bit. It was great fun. I seen dan there, i havent seen him since he graduated. Hes a cool kid. Im supposed to go out for coffee with him and catch up on things.
Ahh, stayin up for a bit then off to bed. My niece wakes me up early, and i have a appointment with the lady that gives me my meds at 1215 and then i have another one with my therepist at 4. Busy! But, i have to pick up my baby when he gets off of work so he can spend the day with me. *smiles*
current mood:  loved
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(Lie To Me)
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Saturday, August 17th, 2002
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9:24 am - 8 IN THE MORNING WHAT?
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-Alarm clock went off at 8, had to wake up mah baby so he could go to work.
-Layed in bed with him till he finially decided to get up
-Couldnt fall back asleep after he left
I guess there are some decent advantages in getting up this early. 90210 is on, come on..fucking great show..then they had to cancel it. Me and Renelle used to watch that show every morning together *smiles*
Im not going to be wasting my day away like i have been sleeping in till god knows when in the afternoon/evening.
I feel like shit though...blah...
current mood:  blah
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(2 Web Of Lies | Lie To Me)
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Thursday, August 15th, 2002
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2:45 am - CERAL
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-tired
-cant sleep
-didnt get much sleep last night
-didnt get to lay around at all today
-fruity pebbles fucking rock
-great night last night
-wonderful morning
-me and kimmys convos are fun
-its cold in here
-i wish i would have ate more today
-isnt it past your bedtime????
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(Lie To Me)
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Tuesday, August 13th, 2002
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4:14 pm - I HAVE A SHOE TIEING PHOBIA
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Ahh..goodness..i havent updated in a while. I honestly havent really felt like it. I havent been up to really much..same old shit.
I have been hanging out with kimmy and sarah a lot. *smiles*
I took my brooke out to eat the other night so we could talk and catch up on things. I love her <3
Today is a month for me and mah baby *smiles* Crazy huh? hah
He works all day though today, so i dont know what im going to end up doing.
My neice is coming to stay with me the 18 through the 21. Im happy about that. I miss her terribly. So im going to take her out and make sure she has fun.
current mood:  tired
current music: the tv
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(2 Web Of Lies | Lie To Me)
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Saturday, August 10th, 2002
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12:54 am - *GROWLS*
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Thursday, August 8th, 2002
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10:20 pm
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Wednesday, August 7th, 2002
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8:47 pm
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Sunday, August 4th, 2002
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10:28 pm
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Im sitting here watching the anna nichol show..its new. Its fun.
Mah baby is on his way over..i dont know what is going on tonight though yet.. ahh well *shrugs*
Im tired..didnt get up till 2 or something like that.
Got into some trouble last night..haha lauren i love you and it will be alright, i promise
current music: tv
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(2 Web Of Lies | Lie To Me)
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2:12 am
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came home from my bros..i couldnt sit there..i started thinking about things and started driving myself crazy..so i came home. Went out with people..had a good night..and now im stuck here sitting about things again..but i did find one answer..hmm fuck..im so tired..but i cant fall asleep with so much shit on my mind...
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(Lie To Me)
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Saturday, August 3rd, 2002
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7:39 pm - WHAT A NIGHT
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Last night was a good night. I hung out with my Kimmy girl. <3 I love her.
Then mah baby came and got me and i spent the night at his house *smiles* I hung out with his mom and sister more then i did him..hah Came home around 330 this afternoon.
Hung out with kimmy for a little bit today..im going over my brothers later and spending the night there..they wont be home till really late though cause they are at my uncles party. So yeah. I might hang out with sheri tonight for a while.
Have a good night all *smiles*
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(Lie To Me)
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Thursday, August 1st, 2002
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1:28 am
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Tonight, was fast and the furious style *smiles* I had a wonderful night
*i miss you*
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(2 Web Of Lies | Lie To Me)
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Monday, July 29th, 2002
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3:41 pm - *SMILES*
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My cousin is having a baby. And me and my cousin are really close, even though we dont get to see eachother much, but we grew up with eachother and never left eachothers side. She lives in vegas now, and has for a few years..but today *smiles* she asked me to be her baby's godmother *smiles* And of course i accepted. *smiles* I love you jessie!
current mood:  happy
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(Lie To Me)
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2:11 am - IM ADDICTED
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Hah, so yeah i think im offically addicted to late night comedy centeral. When they play all the stand up things. Haha, ive been watching cc all the time now late at night. AHh..yeah tells you what i do in my spare time..pshh.
Anyways, i had a good day. I got up sometime around 2 or 3 in the afternoon..*smiles* cause the night before i didnt get much sleep since my baby stayed the night..hes not fun to sleep with..he doesnt know how to share the space *smiles* dont worry love, i still like ya! *giggles*
But yeah, i layed around all day and then seen Brooke and Mike. And then spent the rest of the night with my baby *smiles* Then mah lauren came over and we went and got food *smiles*
yeah time for bed soon
current mood:  giggly
current music: tv
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(1 Web Of Lie | Lie To Me)
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Saturday, July 27th, 2002
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11:34 pm - GOOD NIGHT
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Hehe i love you Brooke, and thank you for tonight, and thank you for the talks *smiles and winks* I dont know what i would do without you. I wouldnt be who i am today, thats for sure. I love you doll, and thank you *smiles*
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Now, time to watch a movie, and be lazy. Im tired as all hell so im going to lay around and eat all night *smiles*
current mood: tired
current music: avril
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(2 Web Of Lies | Lie To Me)
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Friday, July 26th, 2002
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6:15 pm - CAR FOR SALE
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Oh my..hah my car is giving me to much trouble..and im sick of putting money into it when im not going to have it for to much longer..so the deal is..the day i get a job..my dad will buy me a new car..so what is tara going to do, job hunt like fucking mad! Im going up to the art store though and hoping i can get a job there. I want one that i can at least enjoy..and one that i wont kill anybody *smiles*
so yeah anybody want to buy a 95 grand am, its teal. Buy it!! take it off my hands!!! please!!
current mood:  irritated
current music: tv is on
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(3 Web Of Lies | Lie To Me)
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1:00 am
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I just watched the movie "Gia"....very very good movie..wow..im going to watch it again now! *smiles*
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(1 Web Of Lie | Lie To Me)
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1:00 am
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I just watched the movie "Gia"....very very good movie..wow..im going to watch it again now! *smiles*
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(1 Web Of Lie | Lie To Me)
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Thursday, July 25th, 2002
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6:14 pm - LYRICS
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"NAKED"
I woke up in the monring
put on my face
the one that's gonna get me
through another day
doesn't really matter
how i feel inside
this life is like a game sometime
Then you come around me
the walls just dissapeared
nothing to surround me
keep me from my fears
Im unprotected
see how i've opened up
you've made me trust
i've never felt like this before
i'm naked around you
does it show
you see right through me
and i can't hide
i'm naked around you
and it feels so right
trying to remember
why i was afraid
to be myself
and let the covers fall away
guess i never had
someone like you
to help me fit
in my skin
---AVRIL LAVIGNE
current mood:  flirty
current music: avril lavigne
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(2 Web Of Lies | Lie To Me)
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1:24 am - OZZFEST BITCHESSSSSS
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Hah! im going to ozzfest! cause mah lauren loves me and she bought me a ticket for mah bday. <3 i love you lauren.
Today was a good day. Im done with all that wisdom teeth bullshit. thank goodness...
yeah im going to go make new lj pics...
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(3 Web Of Lies | Lie To Me)
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