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[04 Feb 2005|12:24am]
today was stressful. it's not like i can't do it. i can. but it is different and it just takes me
longer.
i nearly have a home.
to read.
to sleep.
to sing.

the way people embrace you in a foreign country is really touching. in the last 2 days i have been angry, stupid, pissed off, sad, lonely, hungry, tired, horny, upset, stressed, and resigned. but everyone i have met has made me feel at home. there are so many new people that i want to let into my life. i just need time for them. but my time has been pushed away and locked
in a little box at the moment. in the dark i cannot find the key.
so now i sleep, and wait for sunrise.


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[02 Feb 2005|11:25pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | pageninetynine ]

ACROBEZIA- they guys were amazing.

Leo Koo was crap (ahem..sorry [info]cheeky_lolita80.

had an interesting 2 days . time to get social and start meeting up with people.
Dinner and drinks with Reddy (or not).
Lunch with Melanie.
Dinner with Josh, Tammy and Eddie.

pass.


out.

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[31 Jan 2005|10:49pm]
[ mood | missing nelabela ]
[ music | Joss Stone ]

i have been very boring. work has been insanely busy, and all work and no play makes me lose my tolerance to alcohol... heheh

where to start?

we did one of the biggest dinners in HK on Saturday, 2000- people, massive room, massive rig, Leo Kun (with KEVIN FROM KING LY CHEE on drums), sk8boarders and their love of snapping boards jumpung off the stage, a 6th degree of Separation with the Closing band Unit 17, the tear down of the set, scoring a 8ft Circular dragon for my room (SEE PICTURES), a 22 hr day, and the day i recognise a Canto Pop singer's songs, can someone please remove my testicles and feed them to me.

ahem,

SHENZHEN was tiring. Dusty. cheap food. cheap seafood. turtles. swimming cockroaches. eels. black frogs. wierd arse looking fish. and this all at the restaraunt. AIYA! the Chinese will eat ANYTHING!!!

SUNDAY!! I have halfed moved into my new place. Drop me a line for the addy if i haven't already sent it to you. Then send me mail. lots please. or maybe even yourselves. MUCH BETTER!

I'm sorry i haven't kept up with my emails to everyone. trying to find time and just wanting to get settled doesn't really mix.

tired.. sleep.

HERE )
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[27 Jan 2005|07:09pm]
This, my friends is FUCKED.

http://www.aznraps.com/public_site/news/articles/2005/01-25-05-tsunami/index.shtml

How do people do that?
i wonder if they did a song about 9/ll
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[26 Jan 2005|09:49pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Alexisonfire ]

tomorrow, i am popping over to China for a meeting.
how ! is that

AND i got my new business cards!!! WITH my Chinese name. how rock.



The show i am doing on Saturday night is with Leo Koo. Some Canto Pop singer. whoever. they all look and sound the same!haha

time to go home. it is late and i need my Chrysanthenum tea.


EDIT: I just took a call from my set designer...

" ahhh where we are going, the security isn't that good (huh????), so don't bring your VISA card or wear anything gold (OH!!!)"

From a local, that is highly forboding.
so.... I can't wait.

No bling bling on the ding ding!
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[26 Jan 2005|09:22am]
[ mood | busy ]

BUSY

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[21 Jan 2005|09:30pm]
i am soooo tired.
Baby N's b'day ,and last night was the fabulous Island Shangri-la. one night is never enough.

fashion week finishes off in HK this weekend. we have our name on the door at Volvar. sWANKness indeed.

plus work is insanely busy. 10 of my colleagues are in Bangkok. which leaves me. hmmmm
i'm going to nap before i head out tonight.

i'll leave you with a pic of our new member at JMW HK. it's amazing how a pet in the workplace spreads a little MAGIC around. sad to say, but i do miss Curt and ferdi, even though they were righteous pains in the arse (kidding claude).

this is MAGIC THE CAT!!
beware of kitty cuteness )
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[19 Jan 2005|10:03pm]
[ mood | homesick ]
[ music | Killswitch Engage ]

HK rock, WhenceHeCame @ tsumani fund raiser, bad 80's bands, d'apartment w/Derek, VOLAR w/ Hannah Banana, having your name on the door, introduction only pubs, darts and drinking games at 3am, oh so sleepy on Sunday morning, foos ball, buying a foosball table for $21.50US on eBAY, dreading early starts, early start, being in a video clip for EDISON CHAN w/ Rachel and Sherry, MTV directors ripping off JACKASS, meeting that director, Gwai Lohs who read chinese, long days, long nights and being at work till midnight, pizza, beef noodle soop, BBQ pork buns for breakfast, shopping at IKEA, chrysanthenum tea. homesick.


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HISTORY is what makes us? [19 Jan 2005|05:07pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Hip Drop- Steady & Co ]

an email from my sister:

"Was taking to Mum and dai yee the other night about ancestors -
did you know that mum's mum was a servant (her mum sold her) to mum's dad's family - and that's how the 2 of them got married?

And that mum's dad's mum was the youngest of 9 wives to our great grandfather and the only one that didnt bind her feet.
weirder."

bizarre....

sooo.... 8 more wives?? anyone anyone?

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[13 Jan 2005|10:46pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | ENVY EP ]

oh, i forgot. we had our post Xmas dinner for work on Friday. how nice of them to have a perty for me....

RED HOT GLAMOUR! indeed.
notice the makeup. hahaha

wrecked by the end. it was a cool night. i think i work with the NICEST people. But the ladies CANNOT hold their drinks. A variety of drunkeness was observed, and even a tad of vomit on my BIG BEN jacket . not to worry.

3am vodka jelly shots at Lang Kwai Fong and everything is forgiven!

I now am legally working in HK, having my visa stamped and approved. i go for my HK ID interview on Monday! Suckers

Baby Nela's b'day next week.... hmmmmmmmm *wink*

anyway, i am tired. my wireless connection fluctuates between very strong and low. it's gonna be cold tonight. I heard it's 5 degrees out in the New Territories.. eeeeeeeek!

PEACE OUT. PICTURE TIME KIDDIES. now grab your milk and come sit on the beanbag.

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HK ROCK!! [13 Jan 2005|01:49pm]
red cross/ oxfam/ worldvision charity show
when :: saturday january 15, 6:30
where :: sai wan ho, po bar (basketball court)
tickets :: $150 at the door

with ::
葉世榮 (Yip Sai Wing)
協青社band
Ever
Ghost Style
OLIVER
UNiXX
Whence He Came
Seasons Lee
黃和興 (Wong Wo Hing)
大頭佛 (Tai Tau Fat)
Monogel
假音人 (Gayamyan)
壞碑唇 (Vibration)
Ping Pung
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on the hunt [11 Jan 2005|11:38am]


Last night, Joshua and I may have found our place. Nothing glamourous, but good sized rooms, a third room for all our music stuff (well, all HIS music stuff and my acoustic)and a LARGE living room (for people to stay over!!). So we are bargaining now and fingers crossed, we'll be in there in a couple of weeks!

I can't wait to call a place home (and not- home is where you lay your bags)

Whence He Came are playing a show on Saturday night with BEYOND. A Tsunami fund raising venture. Finally some live music!!!

I'm busy.

I am working on a proposal for a Shanghai show, and a show in Tokyo. TOKYO!!!! TOKYO!!!!
yeah, i'm pumped

Gonna need a new passport soon. I'm up to page 16 of 20. i'm running out of pages to stamp :)
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[08 Jan 2005|01:00pm]
THE RIGHT NUMBER THIS TIME:

(+852) 6013 2700. phone sex and the like. :P




clickety click )
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[05 Jan 2005|06:26pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | some silverchair song from the other room ]

EDIT! I screwed up the phone number. The real one is below.

Today I received my working visa. Now i have to leave the country to get it stamped. This weekend methinks.

I also have a Hong Kong NUMBER to call.

So call/text me. now.

(+852) 6013 2700


I have new toys. especially a *new* laptop... so pictures to come!
i feel a song coming on!

i finally could sleep, my tiredness and sleepness nights finally catching up with me. I'm moving in with Josh tomorrow, my work Post XMAS party is on this Friday. Red Hot GLAMOUR.

i can't wait to find a place where i can stop living out of my suitcase.
and my hair needs a wash.

xo

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[01 Jan 2005|06:31pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

This update is long overdue…. Both Christmas and New year has passed, and as I gaze out over the craggy hills of Taipa, Macau; past the Lego-type apartment buildings, I realize that it’s not only a new year, but a new beginning. (to set the scene, it’s 5:30pm, the sun is setting behind that hill, I'm sipping a hot Chrysanthemum tea for my hangover… and I have just “woken up”) . Also it’s a frigid 10 degrees.

The days are passing quite quickly, I realize that I haven't achieved much of what I wanted to do. I still haven't secured a place to stay in Hong Kong, yet I have found a flatmate. I still don't have a mobile/cell number or a bank account. But I am receiving my HK ID card on Monday, so it should be soon.
Other wise, you can text me on: +852 6102 6037 for now. I'm borrowing Nela's HK sim card. So keep it decent! :p

Should I work my way backwards? It seems that I should count back the year that ended, then look forward to the year that will be. Yes.

NYE 2005- Macau (alas no pictures as I left my camera in my room…as you will read, it’s a pity that I did…)
I saw 2005 in at the private party @ Sands Casino, free drinks all night (well as many vouchers as tickets I had), the “fallen angels” writhing on top of the bar, winning a lucky door prize (dinner @ the Ruby Room to the value of MOP2,500. SCORE!!!), a bad DJ, and a group of Malaysian transvestites. I turned to Nela during their performance and asked the question:

“where they really all guys??”
“of course”

2 post –op, the rest pre. Ok I blame the champagne but damn it. 2 of them looked more feminine (the post op girls/guys/whatever) than the following act that were the Air Macau Hostesses.

Another drink please.

Hey Happy New Year!

Following the countdown, we went downstairs to the Xanadu bar to check out the band. Fitting in with the country, a very multicultural band: Steven (a corn-row haired Jersey boy) and his gorgeous wife Ona, Simon (German-Indonesian), Mariam (an awesome Cuban singer) and the Italian pianist Ina.
From there we headed over to the infamous DD's. Infamous for the Russian prostitutes and the INSANE Chinese dance music. It's like your normal doof doof mixed with happy hardcore, then you give it some speed. Needless to say, add a strip show on the stage and at the bar, Russians, transvestites, triads and someone from the band handing me drugs, it was a typical night out on the town.
The 3 days prior I was in HK. Shopping, looking for a place etc. saw the tiniest and barest of places that there is no way I could live there. I realized that I HAVE been spoilt. The HK apartments I have been staying at in Happy Valley have been unusually large and luxurious. Even though there was not a place found, I used my time getting to know the area and especially the Kowloon side. Now this is local of local.

My hands are getting cold as the light disappears.

I saw the whole MR Men series in Chinese. I ventured into some local tattoo parlors. The shopping is fucking excellent. I bought a new laptop. A SCHWEET new Sony Vaio A29GP. I pick it up on Tuesday and cannot wait. I have all these pictures I want to share. They sell EVERYTHING HERE. I saw the whole CRUMPLER bag range (made in Melbourne mate). The have Sebastian hair products ¼ of the price. And QV cream but more expensive. There are fake everything. China amazes me more and more. The magnitude of the country is enormous, it’s weight in the world cannot be denied. The Christmas decorations are fantastic, Sydney should be ashamed.i love waking up next to a warm naked body :P the massages are so cheap! (those 2 sentences are not related!!) The food is great. KFC tastes like shit. They also have no fries (there is some mutated version of a potato wedge). Maccas tastes the same. The menu here is different. Starbucks coffee is the same (read: shit). A guy killed himself by jumping off the 3rd floor at Sands casino after losing 3 million HK. The perversion of gambling is thus. People saw him jump. Looked at each other in amazement. Then kept gambling. Ditto for NYE. Tho the pause was shorter. The guy laded next to fai Ken (who for interest has 2 x Russian ‘girlfriends”), intact yet dead in the foyer. There is an Italian-Japanese fusion restaurant. I could so easily turn into a TST boy. I really can't wait to have a place so everyone can visit. My flatmate's name is Joshua. . He is the guitarist for Whence He Came. He edits video clips and does graphic work for EMI Musi. I have started writing, have snippets of songs and can’t wait to record them. My digital camera is alive!! I left my DV cam battery charger in Sydney. The pot here doesn't smell like pot. The coke in HK is $100/gram. I start work on Monday and am a little nervous. It's cold here now and I am not a big fan. Oh, work has given me rental reimbursements!

The tsumani.
The coverage here is quite graphic. China Morning post has no qualms of showing the victims on the front page.

We received news this morning that one of Nela's friend died on Langkawi island off the coast of Malaysia in the tsunami disaster.she was one of the first people i met in HK some 2 years ago.
We lay in bed for a while in silence while she cried.

Then we spoke of the fact that we had planned to be on a sandy beach in Thailand during that time if she didn't have to work, and I didn't have to start work so early. In fact. I was going to go for a while.

Indeed, this is a new beginning.

HAPPY NEW YEAR
from macau.

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oh to remember how to *SNNAPPP!!!* [27 Dec 2004|12:54am]
[ mood | amused ]

Christmas is unusual. I am not entirely comfortable with it.

i've been out the last 3 nights. Cutting a few, mixing it with the Macanese... in a city that peaks at 3am, i am tired!

The Macanese facinate me
The Portugese facinate me
the Russian prostitutes facinate me
The Chinese mainlanders facinate (and well... disgust me)
and the mixed stirfry combination of all the cultures in such a small country facinate me.

Also the fact that many people here (Nela included), can speak fluent English, Chinese (mainly Cantonese, but Mandarin is common too); AND Portugese.

Hmmm, what a delightful and sexed up mix ;P

And here is me with my Aussie English. Mate.



A flash back.... How do you say... WHAT fuKKING drugs was I on?

2001.
must have been a corker of a year for me.

REWIND


The b3n5on, blx1r and bez show.

Episode 1: Enter the dragon, the bombastic speed freak, and the bountiful beer guzzler.

The Asian guy in the corner screams:
"You want some flies wit dat burger fahn gwai loh?!", as the beer man replies:
"no, I?ll just have the usual thanks, and no need for the politeness you over-rated, money-hungry capitalistic pig!".
"Fwaor?, remarks the dreaded speed man; ?you are the maggot of all the maggots infesting on the brains of the monkey locked in the table with its skull freshly cracked opened, topped with brandy while its legs convulse, but cannot scream as you have already ate it?s tongue".
Aside: the red haired asian girl in the other corner is thinking whether pissing in the empty bottle of spumante would be too much of a ?supplies? . . . as she yells "hey mister, you want some booze?!"

Slap! Slap! Slap!

"What can that be monkey boy?" exclaims the mutated frogcycle, who originated from the foul depths of GIF heaven, surfacing itself on hard drives around the globe.
"mm huuuhh gsgafvb qhdob hayqhbtw hyt . . ." mumbles lord VB.
The pigeon on the roof scatters at the distorted abuse, leaving it's lucky transaction on the door step for the next cat to pursue in its travels.
"Shaddup and drink your beer!!!"

Slap! Slap! Slap!

The false pretence arises as the dragon ponders the age-old question . . . but is merely interrupted by a flying reverse double somersault in pike position-like collision.
He hears the breathy whisper;
"My fist, your face".
Ahhhhhh old flies eyes . . .
"No darling', purrs the ancient wrinkled transsexual, gently stroking her/his leathery thigh, "fists of fury . . ."

SLAP! SLAP! SLAPslap slapslapslap . . . .
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[24 Dec 2004|03:53pm]
Life is all about arse;
you're either covering it,
laughing it off,
kicking it,
kissing it,
busting it,
trying to get a piece of it,
or behaving like one ......


thus, it is Xmas in Macau.. (chivas & green tea, tantrums, russian prostitues, gangsta face off, smashed beer bottles, smashed phones, token tokin asians, the beautiful exotic macanese, food, more food, Japanese clothes, etc etc...)

i have much to update. but dial up bites.
So the story will have to be noted on a scrawling scipt on that old skool stuff called.... um... paper.

Have a great Xmas. Hong Kong is a shopping mecca.
I bought the new Lisa Loeb and Kilswitch Engage. tell me my tastes aren't varied.
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[21 Dec 2004|12:25pm]
off to Hong Kong for a few days, to sort out bank/phone stuff.

oh, iPod-less. Long story, don't want to get into it. blah.

and a new lithium battery for my digi cam. out.
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Singrish [18 Dec 2004|02:16pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | that damn annoying singaporean english ]

yo!

i'm in singapore.

it's hot(30degrees C) and i'm dressed for Hong Kong winter.
i'm also very tired. that's what you get for going out the night before a very early flight...

3 hr layover, then a 4 hr flight to HK, 40min train, then a 1hr ferry to Macau.

A massage at the end please?

no tags on this one, can't be bothered..

goodbyes are hard.

i think it hit me that i was actually leaving this morning at the airport when saying goodbye to mum and Simone. they cried. :(

goodbyes all round. JMW Xmas party, Martha, catskan, caz, the folk at sydneysiders, the metrokids, and everyone else i fitted in on the very last day.

you guys rule

gonna go collapse on a lounge.
peace outside

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[16 Dec 2004|10:55pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Dillinger Escape Plan ]

2 DAYS TO GO


Thus, i have left everything to the last minute.

So tomorrow i am going the the beach to chill. release my brain from the worry. at least for a few hours anyway.

JMW Xmas Party, sydneysiders, home, last minute packing, sleep.

that'll be my day.
oh and pick up [info]otokodate's $600. :)

after all that....
... I fly.
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