03:17 am: Hrrmmm...I'm fairly sure none of this makes sense so read at your own risk.
While doing some mindless tasks here at work things have been bouncing round in my head and I figured while I was on my lunch break I'd put them all down here and see if any look good enough to put into action or at least to have vented them so that they aren't just rolling around up there unsaid.
As I already mentioned a post or two back I enjoy giving massages (not that I don't like receiving them I just don't have to have that as motivation to give one) and I want to incorporate it into my career somehow. Now previously I'd just wanted to do it on the side but now I'm thinking that I would like it as an essential part of my future working life. I also would like to go into counseling at some future date. Now what I've come to think is that I'd like to do both...at the same time. I want to do massage therapy and counseling. I was talking with my mom about it and she said that some people just need to talk while on the massage table and some people just want the attention of kneading hands on their muscles. Now I would offer both services. Relaxing massages and a trained ear to listen to whatever they need to get out. Now it wouldn't always have to be giving a massage while counseling or counseling while giving a massage but to me the combination seems like a viable one.
So my thoughts are with that eventual goal in mind.
So I need to get my licensure in Massage, get a masters and probably even a doctorate if I want have my own counseling practice.
Currently though I don't feel extremely motivated to do homework and whatnot. I'm not sure why but my grades were highly disappointing last semester...so much so that I've barely mentioned last semester to anyone as then I won't have to reveal that to anyone. I'm also not sure how much financial aid I'm going to get and if I don't get enough to cover everything I'm not sure what I'm going to do.
I had originally thought to finish my undergrad first and then do massage...but would it be so bad if I went for massage first and then back for my undergrad and on to the rest of my schooling?
See JCCC has a fair program and if I went for it I could be out in two years or less if I did summer school, and some of the classes would cross over for my undergrad. Then I could work in the field and it would help pay for the rest of my school since it seems I'll be in school for quite a while yet. I have to admit though that having something I can actually use in the near future sounds really really nice.
I'm just really hesitant to go for it, as I think I've already come this far with my undergrad might as well get it out of the way and then go for the rest. But I'm losing my motivation to do my homework and that is really not like me at all. I have no one to blame but myself and I do take full responsibility...I just don't like it and can't seem to shake it. Oh well I've spent too much time on my break...back to the grind.
JCC Massage program