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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003

Time:8:22 pm.

DMV Employees
Circle I Limbo

Militant Vegans
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

The New York Yankees, Oakland Raider Fans, Republicans
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Rednecks
Circle IV Rolling Weights

George Bush
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Scientologists
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Bill Gates
Circle VII Burning Sands

NAMBLA Members, american idol
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

The Pope
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

1 gentle machine + rusted gear crushes

Tuesday, May 6th, 2003

Subject:When you say that you are Forever my star, I'll never let you go, no, no...
Time:7:25 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music:smashing pumpkins - set the ray to jerry.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNA!


I was gonna say that yesterday but I didn't get around to postin'...I hope you had a nice trip to toronto sans sars...I will now do the Jenna dance in your honor..

survey says...I don't have mono...which is really confusing because I've been showinfg the same syptoms as eftyhia and the likliness of me having it is just way too high...maybe it's sympathy mono pains?

LAst nite was really great, it reminded me of the old school group, before the "bass crew" good people, good buzz and a new slap happy mix to listen to...good times...

Sunday was a pretty crazy day at work, I apparently beat fairview mall for sales that day, which is pretty astounding considering that it was just me at my store and they had three guys working...I rule. There was an accident on the corner of westmount and father david bauer just before I got there to do the deposit, the paramedics had some guy on one of their beds in the mile of the street working on him to keep him alive...apparently he didn't make it...this only furthers my fear of automobiles...seeing shit like that is way too scary.
2 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

Thursday, May 1st, 2003

Subject:i want a girl with a fucia style...
Time:1:21 am.
Mood:too in love to fall asleep.
Music:bjork - like someone in love.
final tracklist of new mix done...

I saw one bolt of lightning tonite...I demand more...I'm happy when the gods are angry...

I was having the weirdest/most lucid dream last nite...which is rare becaue I never dream lucidly...it was a damn good dream, I was surrounded by so many people and then my cell phone started ringing in my dream I picked it up and tried to answer it but i couldn't, when I looked at the screen the letters were all messed up and I couldn't read it...i then woke up with my hand at the side of my head as if i was talking on the phone to see my cell phone lit up and ringing...as soon as i realized that it was ringing, it stopped, it was 5:16 in the morning and I didn't recognize the number on my caller ID...why was someone calling me at 5:16...maybe a jet engine is gonna fall through my ceiling...
rusted gear crushes

Thursday, February 20th, 2003

Subject:hard at work or hardly working?
Time:8:04 pm.
Mood:hardly working.
Music:madonna - papa don't preach (digital radio party station).
Got called into work today because Ayesha's car broke down, which in turn caused problems with getting her kids to and from the babysitter. I shouldn't be here as I'm still sick as hell...my head, stomache, eyes and soul hurt like hell!

but a certain visit from a certain girly last nite made this sickness a little bearable...thank you so much!

I'm not too sure if I'm gonna be able to make it to the lazyeye show...especially considering the amount of noise and crap I've had to put up with so far today...the after-party sounds like a good possibility though...
4 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

Monday, February 17th, 2003

Subject:damn!
Time:11:29 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
Music:me ripping the computer from the wall and smashing it....
for some reason my stupid icq won't connect...I've even done the uninstall/reinstall jazz...still not working! DAMMIT TO HELL!
5 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

Monday, December 16th, 2002

Subject:through these eyes, I rely on all I've seem...
Time:7:37 am.
Mood: numb.
Music:smashing pumpkins - obscured.
somehow I managed to wake up way too early this morning, it was exactly 4:20 when I looked at my clock, I wonder what that means. Peppermint tea has been the best frind that I have this morning. with my possible sickness and lack of sleep, today will prove to be interesting.
rusted gear crushes

Thursday, December 12th, 2002

Subject:who we were isn't lost before we were us
Time:12:42 am.
Mood: peaceful.
Music:tori amos - your cloud.
The best thing happened to me the other day...I was going into the local Tim Horton's for my coffee and bagel before work and I held open the door for an old lady(as I often do for people...), she thanked me and said "there's not too many of you around!", I was pretty confused so I replied "Oh yeah? What's that?" and she said "A true gentleman!", she then curtsyed and walked away...I blushed like it was nobodies business, definitely a good way to start off the day.

it's technically thursday now, which means that zwan is in one week...I'm so excited, and I just can't hide it...I'm about to lose control and I think I like it!hahaha FFFFFFFFFFFFFFh...I hope billy doesn't kick me in the stomache...
1 gentle machine + rusted gear crushes

Friday, December 6th, 2002

Subject:carrying some musky man love for John Cusack...
Time:8:37 pm.
Mood: sore.
Music:audioslave- cochise.
I bought two dvd's tonite, say anything and high fideity...two very nice purchases...nothing else to really write about...work's getting crazier and crazier as christmas approaches...

topsy-turvey-survey! )
8 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

Thursday, December 5th, 2002

Subject:The Zwan show sold out within 30 minutes...
Time:11:10 am.
Mood: ecstatic.
Luckily Brad scored 5 tickets and one of them is for me!

zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan zwan!
rusted gear crushes

Saturday, November 9th, 2002

Time:4:06 pm.
Mood: chipper.
Music:smashing pumpkins - landslide.
Dear Jon (Jaunty Johnson)

I think I left my discman in your sock draw.
Love Matty Fyyl
rusted gear crushes

Wednesday, October 9th, 2002

Subject:Who said that I know what a router is?
Time:10:28 pm.
Mood: sympathetic.
Music:deftones - headup.
I've finally managed to get our router to work (I really despise the buzzing sound that it makes)...I feel a lot less stupid...I also successfully installed ram earlier this week...I'm on my way to becoming a computer super genius!!!! (enter evil cackle here)...actually I'm really on my way to becoming an average user...

I got a really swanky haircut tonite....it's not at the length that was appropriate for the desired style but my suprisingly straight hairdresser, Dave cut it so that it'll grow in just right...I also picked up some hair dye but I don't want to dye it just yet because he used some kind of straight razor to texture my hair the right way and he accidentally nicked my ear...he nicked it well enough that he had to stop and hold a towel to my ear for awhile...all I have to do is be patient with growing my hair and go back in 2 months to make it the exact way that I want it(strict rules from Dave)...

Justin told me today that he's throwing a party at his place in Merryhill on saturday nite...we figured it'd be best to have it on the nite that people aren't going to see Elevator...anyone who can read this is invited! So you better all come!

I managed to avoid 3 out of 4 people that I saw today that I really didn't want to talk to(non eof you guys)...that sounds like pretty good odds to me.

I had a pretty good dream last nite involving icecubes...I've been craving icecubes all day...:{D

I'm worried about people...
rusted gear crushes

Wednesday, October 2nd, 2002

Subject:Just wanted to dance to bad music
Time:1:59 am.
Mood: impressed.
Music:Pearl Jam...Immortality.
I saw some really awesome lightning tonite...it was non stop, justin and I were pretty impressed...I believe that I'll be present for the festivities in London this weekend.


I've been listening to Vitalogy a lot... )
2 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

Monday, September 30th, 2002

Subject:the fall...
Time:3:02 am.
Mood: blah.
just finished burning a new mix cd for me...maybe I'll just give it to some random person...anyways, it's entitled "the fall...", which reflects the current season...and I suppose my current mood lately...I like this a lot better than the last and it's a lot better than the happy go lucky mix that I was going to make...happy go lucky music isn't generally good for me...

1 sinfony - smashing pumpkins
2 dissolved girl - massive attack
3 teenager - deftones
4 can't seem to make you mine - garbage
5 six underground - sneaker pimps
6 how do you mend a broken heart - al green
7 devil got my woman - skip james
8 forever - ben harper
9 I'm on fire - marianne faithfull
10 the art of falling apart - matthew good band
11 true love awaits - radiohead
12 this ruined puzzle - dashboard confessional
13 landslide - smashing pumpkins
14 i'll back you up - dave matthews
15 february stars - foo fighters
16 love ridden - fiona apple
3 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

Tuesday, September 24th, 2002

Subject:lots and lots and lots of money
Time:3:54 pm.
Mood: cynical.
Remember how Courtney Love was taking Grohl and Novoselic to court because they wanted to release a box set for the 10th anniversary of Nirvana? Well it seems that she's pulled back because she's been given "lots and lots and lots of money"...there's an article here if you're interested in reading it...there's going to be a box-set or a best of cd released by christmas containing the song called You Know You're Right(right click-->save target), which is what was really putting the sand in Love's vagina because she claimed that it was sure to be a hit single, and it seems that it is, since it's been leaked and it's all over the radio right now...this really makes me want to listen to some Nirvana...
2 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

Friday, September 6th, 2002

Subject:Siames Twins / Joined at the Wrist
Time:6:45 pm.
Oh yeah...I forgot to mention that they're planning on re-releasing Vieuphoria on dvd in November with some extras that weren't on it before. For those of you that don't know what Vieuphoria is, it's a collection of live videos that the Smashing Pumpkins released, all the preformances except for one (Slunk) were taped during the tour for Siamese Dream...I'm personally hoping for a live/electric version of Hummer as it was not on the Vieuphoria before...I can't wait for Soma live in dvd form. Earphoria(the soundtrack) is apparently going to be re-released at the same time...I'm excited about this...if only they'd release the last show at the metro...
4 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

Monday, August 26th, 2002

Subject:I hear that the Christians have a new internet connection called "Godspeed"...
Time:1:38 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music:Tool - H. (live).
Happy Birthday JenniPher!
rusted gear crushes

Thursday, July 25th, 2002

Time:10:45 pm.
Mood: satisfied.
Music:Superdrag - Last Call.
I found out who this Amanda rich girl is...she's Luke Bakker's ex-girlfriend...I have met her before since I went to a party at her place in Bayfield like three summers ago. Charlie and Ellie also got phone calls because they were there too...remember the goats are a no go"?...that's the party that I'm referring to...

Anyways, she was inviting me to go to a Birthday party that she's throwing for Jason...I've already forgotten the date, but since I now have her number I can always call back if I intend to go...

I was joking around this morning that she could be a stalker or a serial killer, but I'm quite disappointed to come to terms with the fact that nothing that exciting happens in my life. 'm mostly relieved that I now know who the hell she is and that I don't have to think about it anymore...
5 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

Subject:Marijuana has a Freaky J...
Time:1:23 pm.
Mood: curious.
Music:deftones - mascara.
Who in the fucking hell is Amanda Rich?!?!?

this is really bugging me...
rusted gear crushes

Sunday, July 7th, 2002

Subject:Taste me, as I bleed...Taste my need
Time:4:52 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Music:smashing pumpkins - spaceboy.
I just finished re-vamping my Livejournal...it's based around the card that Jewel-ia made for me...I guess you could say that it's also based on the new lazyeye album...which I need to get my hands on...anyways, I'm really digging it so far, but I'm gonna tinker with it later to perk it up a bit and give it some ooomph...

I'm just glad that I'm not Kevin... )
4 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

Sunday, June 30th, 2002

Subject:Masturbation in mellow!?!?
Time:1:20 am.
Mood: thoughtful.
Music:Lauren Hill - Can't take my eyes off you.
After my crazy week in Barrie, last nite was just the thing I needed...I'm glad that I got to see most everyone...you guys are priceless.

"That was 'The Place'...let's never speak of it again."

I'll always have a soft spot for this song...
2 gentle machines + rusted gear crushes

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