taking out the aggression   
01:45am 28/08/2002
  fuck u lj.


I really can spell.		  
     
Fuck me Over
 
I feel like a drug dealer.   
03:17pm 27/08/2002
  I have 3 cell phones and a pager in my posession.

Now if only I had the drugs.		  
     
3 Times| Fuck me Over
 
Yellowcard - Cigarette   
01:52am 26/08/2002
 
music: Yellowcard - Something of Value
...
...
Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go.
Built me up and broke me down somehow.
Everything just seemed so clear to me, nothing left to know
I'll love you right and I'll love you pure, right now.

How can you say that it's too late
To save us now

And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me
And i will wait for you, if you will wait for me

Intoxicated, the edge is serrated, so easily torn from the core
I blushed the first time, you blushed the last time my eyes hit your mind
Regenerated these feelings of hatred, I long for your love evermore
You built me up and you broke me down this time.
...
( join my yellowcard obsession )		  
     
Fuck me Over
 
*I*   
12:48am 26/08/2002
 
mood: disappointed
want to listen to yellowcard!

that is all.

...


Guess who just found their yellowcard CD. I *do* get to listen to it. yes! You don't know how happy this makes me. BUT only after listening to a little Agent first. The OTHER one. yes! Now if only I could find my sublime CD.		  
     
1 Time| Fuck me Over
 
Something in my room is making noises, and I have no idea what it could be   
12:13am 26/08/2002
 
mood: indescribable
music: Insomniac....that show is the greatest
Hung out with Garret today. We tried to see Rian/make an appoinmet(after all of our other plans failed), but he has been moved. Saw Michelle for a little bit too.

I heard it again. I think I found out what it was. Horrray for no more strange beeping noises.

Tomorrow = review day, which equals a pay raise, sometime in the next week or so, I think. Plus the .25 we're already getting. I will be rich! Or not. From moving and all. And my sunroof, whenever I get it.

I thought I had a lot more to talk about, and I'm sure I do. But that is all I feel like writing about.

I saw Seth, from a far off distance. woot woot.

Half of my first 'A' is disappearing. Kinda peeled right off. Got to have that fixed when it heals. And some of the other letters might as well be touched up. But yay, my mom likes it.		  
     
Fuck me Over
 
wap! quiz me!   
02:18am 25/08/2002
 
.
.
.
What is my spectrum?

I am blue: My main color is blue. I am a little bitter when people choose a blissfully ignorant aproach to life. I try to see things for the way they really are.

.
What is my spectrum?



What lame pick up line are you?		  
     
Fuck me Over
 
the best thing about where *I* am going to live is   
01:43am 25/08/2002
 
mood: high
music: the fan blowing
that there is a huge sign that says 'DRUGS' a little more than a block away. walking distance. yes. haha

It looked pretty nice. It's not poop green. indoor/outdoor patios? Is that possible? Eh. They have blue flags around the parking area. woot woot for that. AND we're getting digital cable.

Then we went and bought a bed. What is up with beds these days? I found one that would work. Happier when I see it in the room. Decorated. yay!

Took Connie home from work. *woah* that was an experience...her dog's cute, but she hate her		  
     
Fuck me Over
 
fuck   
04:58pm 23/08/2002
  if my mom comes in one more time........  
     
Fuck me Over
 
michelle   
03:00am 23/08/2002
  bought me a pink ligther. haha.  
     
Fuck me Over
 
only in oceanside   
12:59am 22/08/2002
 
mood: good
music: change of heart
a punk rock skater boy with flowers. cuteness.		  
     
Fuck me Over
 
fuck   
05:11pm 21/08/2002
 
mood: pissed off
music: jew - some song
a real entry, that I liked...and it got lost. Fuck that!		  
     
3 Times| Fuck me Over
 
I had to post it for some reason!   
04:09pm 21/08/2002
 
music: my dad being an ass
  
     
1 Time| Fuck me Over
 
it's a million degrees   
04:05pm 21/08/2002
  and my cat that doesn't liek me is was sitting on my lap.

My dad has disappeared, kinda scary.		  
     
1 Time| Fuck me Over
 
man   
02:07am 21/08/2002
 
mood: devious
music: three's company
...
Paul is hott!
...


( Take these two guys, put them together, and there is Paul )		  
     
4 Times| Fuck me Over
 
remember everyone   
12:24am 21/08/2002
  Deviates. 9/21. club xanth. must. go. yes!

look at my blister!
  
     
3 Times| Fuck me Over
 
hehe, this morning was fun in a sad way   
06:06am 20/08/2002
 
mood: annoyed
music: Weezer - it's the video with the muppets
...
My new home to be, I think.
http://forrent.com/ILSContent/sites/1012582/flpl817550.jpeg
Casa de Oro, Spring Valley...
there are never any people there, what am I gonna do?!?!?!? haha
I can even give you a virtual tour, it's so scary!

Yay!

I'm almost all better, but the inside bump on my tragus is back. poo.

Why do I have no service? My room is shit. I get nothing here. but not.

I'm so excited. (And I jusst can't hiiiide it.)

The show was fun, if only I didn't feel like not getting all sweatyier.
The only reason I go to see LTJ is to hear 'Dopeman'. One day I'm not gonna go(yeah right) and they'll play it. It makes me want to cry, really. Stupid Less Than Jake. Gabe likes Less Than Jake. Weeeeeeee, Gabe.

Why the fuck won't my mom just leave me alone, she's trying to tell me everything. And then asks why I'm up.
I swear she's blind.
I want to tell her about my tattoo, but I can't every time. It's. so. hard. I was re-thinking and thought that she might not like it as much as I would hope.

My foot is asleep.

Supposedly it takes 12 minutes to get from my seemingly new location to Lauren's house...I'll do it in 6. haha. And it's 13 minutes from where I live now, 7.

There's a blister on my finger, damn lighter. pop. but not.

Get out of my eye! please?

No more random babble for tonight. only add ins.

I'd do Frankie. haha. But not Chris. Any takers though. I'll give you as many cookies as you want or *insert obeject of desire here*.

That guy with the cool hair that used to work at Canes came up and said hi to me tonight. Strange things. It was all so fast. I almost felt lost. woot woot.		  
     
1 Time| Fuck me Over
 
learn, LEARN....it's like a warm up for all of you that have to go to school   
05:20am 20/08/2002
 
mood: weird
music: the Smurfs...the fuckin Smurfs(I'm on a cussing spree)
( A quiz will follow )		  
     
2 Times| Fuck me Over
 
woah   
06:00am 19/08/2002
 
music: clueless
nos = fun

*itch itch*

mmmmmmm

Home Improvement		  
     
Fuck me Over
 
Someone put on a show like this!   
04:01pm 18/08/2002
 
mood: cheerful
music: MxPx - Tomorrows Another Day
...
...
Agent 51
Larger Than Life
PBR
One Track Mind
Noise Ratchet
...
I would love you forever and ever.

Getting closer to the little agent guy. After I move yes. I need to move already, haha.

I kinda want to get 'If Tomorrow Never Came' tattooed somewhere. My calf maybe. And possibly a symbol from the old UL CD. As I had thougth about a looooong time ago. Under the words, maybe.

( If Tomorrow Never Came )



This would be so much more fitting though...
( Blind, Deaf, and Dumb )


'Blind, Deaf, and Dumb' on the left and 'If Tomorrow Never Came' on the right? hmmmmm. I need to slow down.		  
     
Fuck me Over
 
fuck fuck fuck   
03:10pm 18/08/2002
 
mood: aggravated
music: Larger Than Life - If Tomorrow Never Came
I fucking hate everything!

Except I <3 Boxcar Racer.		  
     
Fuck me Over
 
 
silverstarpunk
 
 
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