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Sorry, it's locked, locked, locked. Feel free to add me, but I won't necessarily add you back. I like to know who I'm talking to.

Last night while on AIM I was chatting with a couple friends and I got a new user message trying to IM me. Before I could approve it I accidently - I think - blocked the person because I was in the middle of typing another message and inadvertently pressed enter before I could even view what the screen name was. :( If if was anyone on LJ I want to apologize as I didn't mean to do it. Bah.. this is silly, I know, but I've been feeling unnecessairily guilty about it.

I'm suppose to update or something, right? I don't really have anything to say here right now, uhh.. so just, hi and I'm alive. :)

I need to laugh more. I am looking for unintentionally and intentionally embarrassing videos/webcam streams, depraved nonsense, idiots in action, and just plain goofiness on the net. Post your favorite links here.

Hello all, I now have a friendster account. Is there anyone here who has one that I haven't tried to add yet..? :)

Internet madness.. sometimes I am such a geek.

I am looking for recommendations for excellent news, documentary etc. sites and sources. Since I am not watching TV anymore, and must gain my knowledge from the net and paper, I am finding trouble still (as I did with television) questioning the media and it's validity. I am not having a conspiracy theory moment here or anything. I am just seriously looking for genuine facts: not sugar-coated or spun for public consumption. Thanks.

I'm back. Catching up on all of you now.

Just got back from the gym.. yep at 1:30 AM. Hell what else am I gonna do with my time. Plus it always makes me feel better to go, and I hadn't been in a week. I needed my fix.

I was looking at my LJ today and realized in the last month almost all my posts have been locked. Sorry, been a rough time.

As I am cleaning and doing laundry, I turned on the TV. I never watch TV. The one channel I get, with rabbit-ears, is the WB. So, you can understand, now, why I am not absorbed in such quality programming. A movie, which rotted by brain like no other, was playing today. It was called: The Specials. I feel as though my IQ has just dropped significantly. I am trying to make up for it now, by listening to some intelligent music as I complete my tasks. I don't think it's working.

I AM pawning my TV ASAP.

I want everything on this website available in my size. {VEX}

Excuse me, I think I'm going to go cry now.

I'm back, and slowly catching up on all of your journals. Give me a couple days to get up to speed.

Leaving town. I have a hundred things to finish at work in the mean time. It's going to be a hectic weekend, so I may not be on much, but I'll catch up with all of you when I get back. Bye.

Do what I had to...
Do what I had to

Remember Emily?

That's a long time...
That's a long time

In a long dress one summers day she said yes
Now every special request requires another
So many times it feels endless, a big yes
Branded red on each breast
But she's selfless
Out there
Doing her best
Strangest scene
Nobody seemed to be impressed.

The more she do for this fool
The more she behind schedule
Had no fun for so long
Old records turned her onto High School flings
And she was full of daring.

Colorful hair
Used to wear thirteen rings
Now she staring drudgery
Full in the face
And accepts it as her place
And just incase there's anything she missed,
She recheck the list
Does it over again,
To make sure it's spotless.

Jimmy longed for how it used to be,
She was viscous and volatile
She was feisty,
Iced tea was the tipple never asked nicely
Her lips used to Curl down ever so slightly,
Impolite,
Fire burned bright behind the Oakley's,
We just had to get to grips.

After a few long sips juice begin to lose flavor,
She no longer gets to savor being consumed.

Jimmy sleeps drunk in the other room still in his shoes
Escaping head long into the booze,
The whole house vibrating with the changes of moods.

From feisty she turned into being nice to me
In the old days he'd of been wearing Ice T,
Jimmy cradles time's return,
She was fine and so beautifully unconcerned.

Jimmy Told her on the day he quit
You don't love me you love the relationship.

Do what I had to.

Me?
I'm the progeny
Product of Misogyny,
Jimmy and Emily Harmogyny
They promised me nothing but honesty,
And that's all I got,
I could never be the cement in their destiny,
They still haven't forgiven me,
You know my own woman's leaving me
Said she stopped believing me,
Can't even see what she saw in me.

I told my woman she was beautiful,
She didn't believe,
Convinced herself I was preparing to leave,
So she took my son and left the world free.

I told my woman she was beautiful Ten Times a Day,
Ten Times a Day she would Smile,
And look away.

I end up throwing my love down a bottomless pit.
And giving myself away...

Hopefully this is the last of the update madness.

I often wonder recently if anyone is passionate about anything anymore... What a fucking cliche.

Anyone want to buy me a subscription to Vellum Magazine? Better yet, I want to be in this magazine. A girl can dream, can't she?

I got bored.

Muse is auditory sex. Or something equally kinky.

-- Hysteria --

it's bugging me
calling me
and twisting me around

yeah I'm endlessly
caving in
and turning inside out

because I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
and I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
that's when she'll lose control

yeah it's hurting me
morphing me
and forcing me to strive

to be endlessly
caving in
and dreaming of my love

because I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
that's when she'll lose control

and I want you now
I want you now
I feel my heart implode
and I'm breaking out
escaping now
feeling my faith grow old