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November 23rd, 2003
10:31 pm - I want this
i found this is tina's profile and i hope she doesn't mind that i took it..hehe. Its something that i want
"A girl asked a boy if she was pretty and he said no. She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever and he said no. She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away and he again said no. She had heard too much, she needed to leave. As she was walking away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay, and he said. "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."
Now isn't that cute?
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November 22nd, 2003
04:33 pm
I'm Lost Without You
I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
Awesome CD! U must alll get
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Current Music: I'm Lost Without you~Blink 182
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03:14 pm
She's Not Mad At Me!! Yay...I'm not stupid anymore
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02:58 pm
Well Friday arrived and i went to Chicago. It was alright the worst thing about it was that I WAS SICK AND MISERABLE! the whole time i kept complaining on how sore i was and tired and that i wanted to go home. I got the new Blink-182 CD from Chicago and like 2 gifts...not alot. I got home at like 1 am. and checked my messges...I got 1 message. It was from Vanessa, I read it and felt like the worst person in the world...which i am. I forgot to tell her sister i wasn't goin to be in school and couldn't drive her home. I can't believe i forgot to do that. I've been so busy with the whole international festival thing and being sick it sliped my mind. Vanessa is probably pissed at me. And I can see why, I'd be pissed at me too if i was in her spot. I'm truely very sorry 4 what i did and i know sorry can't take back what i forgot to do. I think i'll call her later.
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Current Music: Stockholm Syndrome~Blink-182
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November 20th, 2003
03:28 pm
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.
"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.
As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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November 18th, 2003
November 16th, 2003
10:25 pm
HEHEHEHEHEHE
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Current Music: Sean Paul Stuff on TV
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10:22 pm
Hahah Eric...U can't update ur journal~! jk
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09:52 pm - A-O-K
I'm very happpy that things are worked out. Lets keep things that way. We are all happy!
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06:33 pm - Grr
Things were going so well. People were talking again. Then, staurday comes along. Everything was fine and dandy at bowling. i had tons of fun. Then a war broke loose. i'm sorry, I'm not gunna agree with someone i don't agree with. I'm not gunna sit there and listening to people bitch and complain about a person I have no problem with. Heather would have anyones back if someone was bitching about that person. I've seem both sides. She's not lying! I hate all this fighting. I hate seeing freindships getting torn apart. Why can't people be the bigger person and talk about this. It hurts more when u talk about a person behind their back. When u tell them to their face tahts showing then RESPECT! Stating that U are the bigger person. This enrty doesn't go out to specific people. Just the whole party in general. If a person had a problem with me, I'd rather have that person tell me to my face. At least I know they don't want to hurt me, they just wanna talk things out. To all that care, Word gets around. If u go tell one person, soon enough everyone finds out. Soo lets grow up here and act like adults. Sit down and work things out. Stop all this arguing, complain, and bitching. We are seniors. We don't need this shit. We have enough stress getting into college.
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November 11th, 2003
09:56 pm - I just wanna scream
I just wanna scream right now. I'm scared for the ones I care about. What in the hell has this world come to?
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November 10th, 2003
10:50 pm
Things have been getting very stressful. Only a week until International Festival. I need to get things together for that and Thursday is a band concert. Teachers need to stop with all these essays and projects cuz seriously, all this work for one person causes people like me to get very stressed! It will all be okay. It will all work out perfectly. Hopefully. On a good note things are good in the world of friends. I've found my true friends, once again. They are always there for me and I'm always there for them. We have each others backs! THis soong has been in my head and its about how i feel.
"Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
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Current Music: Perfect~Simple Plan
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November 6th, 2003
07:22 pm - Tired days
Today was another 1/2. It was fun. Age, Carolyn and I all got Chinese and headed back to Age's to watch FINDING NEMO! Hanging out with the group is a good thing. Aftter Joz, Shane and xhafer left, age, carolyn, heather and i hung out. Then I came home and fell asleep for like an hour then did my homework. Its been a long day. This weekend better be fun. Football game tomorrow! ahh...lol. Well tootles all, my parents will be back with comments from my teachers. I got to hide!
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Current Music: T.V.
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November 4th, 2003
11:11 pm - MY CAR!
Wow. what a fun day. We had a 1/2 day so a bunch of us went to olga's , then me and age headed out to the mall. I bought a new pin and shoelaces! hehe. Around 7 i got a call from Heather to come over so i went over there. At 7 30 we then kidnapped Age and headed to 7-11. But before that I got to heathers and locked myself out of my car w/ it still running! so we both learned quickly how to break into a car. It was fun. then we partied at age's house watching the sad 8 simple rules. It was an awesome night. hanging out with Heather and Age are so much fun. Thursday is another 1/2 day so if ya wanna hang Call me!
Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: Meant to Live~Switchfoot
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November 1st, 2003
05:12 pm - Arg
Can't We All Just Get Along!
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Harder to Breathe~Maroon 5
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01:22 am - Halloween night
Wow, tonight was halloween and no trick or treating for me. We had a football, which we won, and it was exciting and lots of fun. It seems that today i've been blown off by many people today. People comment on how much they love me, but how many actually mean it? It almost feels as if people feel sorry for me. I don't get it. O well its not my prob. All i know is that tonight was fun. Age, Heather, and Joz are gunna spend the night like good ol times. Tootles all.
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Current Music: Goblins holiday
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October 28th, 2003
08:21 pm - Fall
It seriously is fall, things are dying and the leaves are changing. I guess people are getting on each others nerves too. It seems no matter who i talk to, that person is mad at someone else. i hate when this goes on. I hate seeing friends getting hurt. As I tell every single one of u people. I am here. If u need me I will be there. I can listen and try to help because i know if i were in ur spot u'd do the same for me. I think that we should all just get together and just talk. It will help. Whatever happened with what we promised last year, Its our senior year, we shouldn't be fighting. We don't need this right now. Senior year is all about parties and having fun. How can we have fun when everyone is mad at one another!?!?! It just doesn't make sense. Please try to work things out. i am here if ya need me. I don't care what time it is or what i'm doing, If u need to talk to someone all u gotta do is pick up the phone and i'll listen. I'm here for ya.
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Current Music: Blahing
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October 27th, 2003
10:25 pm - Doobie
Well Today was a crazy one. I went to school and had an easy day. After school me and Age went pet shopping. I got a cute lil (well its not that lil) gerbil. We had a bad first meeting. I got 'em home and Age opened the box. I grabbed 'em and it jumped out of my hand onto the floor. So i grabbed it again and tired getting 'em in the cage, well that didn't work i ended up squeezing 'em. So it bit me, the lil devil BIT ME! so i'm sitting here screaming with a bloody finger and Age is on the floor laughing! so We finally get the thing in the cage and we stare at it. I told her we needed to name 'em. Well the name that popped in my head was Dobbie (since the one and only Mr. Duby is evil, my gerbil, that is evil too, will be named after him) haha. So For now the gerbil's name is Dobbie. If ya have any ideas for another name Please tell me! Well after Age and i laughed she had to go, then Stacey came over. We both got coffee and stared at Doobie, then we took pics. It was funny. It was a long over due hanging out. Today was an awesome day. We all need to do this more often, minus the buying gerbil part that is! haha. Tootles all
Current Mood: silly
Current Music: Hey Ya ~Outkast
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October 25th, 2003
04:24 pm - FUN WEEKEND
Well the weekend has arrived and its gunna be full of fun. Last night we all went to the movies to see texas Chainsaw Massacre. It was sooo good. U must all see it! tonight we all might go to a haunted hayride. Its gunna be fun. U people should come on and join. Give me a call. tootles for now!
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October 19th, 2003
02:04 pm - Homecoming 2004
Last night was homecoming. It was was the best dance i've been to. It was my last homecoming but first time going with a date. I hope Kyle had as much fun as i did. Dinner was awesome and the Dance was too. The after party kicked ass. it was so much fun. All we did was laugh. We'll have to get together more often.U people are great!
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: Hands Down~Dashboard Confessional
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