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music |
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Micheal Jackson - Billy Jean |
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[my name is]: Russell [in the morning I am]: usuay tired from getting to bed so late [all I need is]: a big fat joint and some classic rock, or love and security =) [love is]: amazing but not what life is about [I'm afraid of]: being alone forever, working in a dead end job at 25, being depressed for the rest of my life, having to kill myself. [I dream about]: crazy, dark, fucked up shit. Last night - A kid at Reading Festival stole ?20 and my tent so i tracked him down and then killed him. My mum was driving really fast on the icey roads, hitting cars looking for somebody/something? and the grim reaper came to my family and said to each of us "you have to die, but you can save anbody from death" and i said my little sister =/?
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R- [coke or pepsi]: coke [flowers or candy]: i dont get either =P [tall or short]: short girls!!!but tall guys
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [what do you notice first?]: height, smile, eyes, general personality (i watch them and then realise what they're about) [person u slow danced with]: i've never once slow danced seriously [worst question to ask]: "why are you dating me?" or "can we go on a break?"
-W H O- [makes you laugh the most?]: Howard [makes you smile]: most people [gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: nobody really. [has a crush on you?]: nobody [easiest to talk to]: Chloe and Howard
-D O. Y O U .E V E R- [sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: not waiting, but i sit on the internet. [save aol/aim conversations]: some, i used to save the conversations with my ex girlfriend so i could read them after she went :) [wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: I am femanine enough for my likings so no [lie?]: not usualy..only if i know it will hurt somebodys feelings/will get soembody in shit
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N- [you talked to on the phone]: Darren [hugged]: my pillow? i dont remember..ive not been hugged for about 2 weeks [you instant messaged]: i can't remember, i was high last night. [you laughed with]: Darren...talking about being us being roadies
-D O .Y O U- [color your hair]: nope, i seldom wash it let alone colour it ;) j/k [ever get off the damn computer]: sometimes, but its better then real life. [habla espanol]: labia quesento (i made that 2nd word up)
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U- [smoke cigarettes]: yea [obsessive]: not really [could you live without the computer?]: probably [how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 14 on AOL but i talk to about 3. 36 on MSN i talk to most [what's your favorite food?]: chicken, mayonayse, pizza, eggs, lasange [whats ur favorite fruit?]: apples or lemons [drink alchohol?]: yea [like watching sunrises or sunset]: both...they're beauty at its rawest [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: physical [trust others way too easily?]: i hardly trust anybody!
-N U M B E R- [of times I have had my heart broken? ]: 1 [of hearts I have broken?] : 1 or 2 [of boys I have kissed?] : 5 [of continents I have lived in?] : 2 [of drugs taken illegally?] : 7 [of tight friends?] : 0 tight friends [of cd's that i own?] : 100 [of scars on my body?] : 10, 4 on my arm, 2 on my chest, one on my hip, 2 on my tights and 1 on my shin [of things in my past that i regret?] : most things I KNOW: i'm doomed I HAVE: big dreams I WISH: it was summer and i had an amazing girlfriend who made every little thing ok I HATE: winter, lairs, my dad, this place, this life I MISS: having hugs and kisses, being loved, the sun I FEAR: eternal lonelyness or being a failure in my life I HEAR: Uriah Heep I SEARCH: for a decent job I WONDER: about everything I REGRET: most of my life I LOVE: music, some of my family, the summer, my guitar I ACHE: in my wrists and in my neck I CARE: about too much/everything I ALWAYS: get depressed I AM NOT: happy I DANCE: when im drunk or by myself I SING: everyday to music I CRY: alot I DO NOT ALWAYS: wash myself I WRITE: things of little interest I WIN: nothing I LOSE: my sanity I CONFUSE: myself I LISTEN: to every genre of music which doesn't piss me off. the other day i listened to Jusified =) I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: on the computer, playing guitar, being quiet I AM HAPPY ABOUT: my fingers, my hearing, the opportunities ive been given, the beauty i've seen and watched
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