| A meme I made up |
[04 Feb 2005|04:39pm] |
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Thievery Corporation - Abuductions and Reconstructions |
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( Routines )
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there is no spoon
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| I just want to bang on the DRUM ALLL DAY |
[04 Feb 2005|02:41pm] |
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Bills, bills, bills - destiny's child >:O |
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This week, I think this week is payback week. I lived through last week, which... was, a really shitty, stressful, insane sort of week. If you don't know the details suffice to say it's was a 7 on the Richter.
Regardless, I think I was ok last week. This week though, I think we have some aftershocks. Aftershocks in the form of. I WILL FUCKING BITE YOUR HEAD OFF STYLE. I guess I've just really wanted to be left alone at work and lately everyone here seems really interested in conversation. I imagine it's normal for people to be less than cheery after dealing with enormous complicated personal events. Except I seem to be saving the angry irate mood for work. Heh. Too bad that's most of my day.
GAH! I feel busy and yet unmotivated. I mean, I've gone to class all three days, I had a quiz I didn't bother to study for because I knew the material, I plan to inhale a bunch of English Breakfast just to be wired enough to plow through my distance learning class assignments but other than that, my usual go get em attitude has taken a hiatus in favor of a more. I even filed my taxes all ready. I mean come on, I even got to buy myself some cute underwear this week. I'm tired of being grumpyangstyface.
Ok, Colleen has apparently picked up my angst on the radar and made it slightly less intense by mentioning a future Philly trip to check out some Dali.
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| Today I am.... |
[31 Jan 2005|11:52am] |
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having one of those moments.
My pants don't fit right and my coat needs dry cleaned.
I hate the socks that I'm wearing.
I love school but I feel tired and irritated and am annoyed that not only am I having difficulties concentrating but I'm still not in a better mood than I was when I woke up.
My back hurts.
My weekend was over too quickly, I hardly got half of what I wanted done and while I remember having fun it was all over so quickly I can't seem to make that last.
I feel like I didn't have enough time to take care of the 8 million things I needed to do, I don't feel like I got to spend quality time with anyone. I feel unreplenished, tired and unhappy.
I'd really like to go home and just get back in bed.
All I can seem to think about is the fact that my company is likely to go under in the next 6 months - 1 year, that I'm not sure I want to go to GMU, I'm terrified of student loans, I want to just quit my job and work my degree but there are too many things I want to do so I'm having a hard time committing to a major.
I feel estranged from the people who are close to me and normally comfort me.
This whole shit storm with my family has me constantly on edge, my fucking lawyer hasn't answered any of the 3 e-mails I've sent or returned my phone call.
I want to work more with my camera and my new site but I hate that I have to ask anyone for help.
>:O
today can just die in a fire.
seriously.
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14 red pills| there is no spoon
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The ![[info]](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20050205224629im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) door Meme |
[18 Jan 2005|12:11pm] |
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Think of 3 pictures you'd like to see. Things around my apartment, me in various states of disrepair etc..
*EDIT (ok less of me maybe and more of stuff ?)
Photos posted as a follow up this time next week.
ADDITIONAL EDIT
Further requests for b00bs or other nudity or sexual content of any kind will be met by my foot to your ass style
Shuddap all ready. No, you can't see me naked.
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57 red pills| there is no spoon
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| Dispensing Wisdom: At the vending machine |
[17 Jan 2005|05:50pm] |
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Curve - Come Clean |
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"Peanut M&M;'s". He looks over. "Yeah, I think you're right" "Or.." I offer " a snickers if you're really hungry" "Yeah, that's true I'm not really hungry, just looking for something crunchy"
We're just bored, bored here at the office on a Federal Holiday, well not that this bit of trivia keeps it from being bored on other days but... yeah with two hours to go, I'm so over today all ready.
( But let's chat anyway since I want to kill some time, shall we? )
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6 red pills| there is no spoon
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| Roll Call |
[14 Jan 2005|04:11pm] |
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I'm thinking of going to see Infected Mushroom tonight... Will you be there?
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5 red pills| there is no spoon
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| Listmaster |
[13 Jan 2005|11:46am] |
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The Roots - Phrenology |
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Movie's I need to see.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
I heart Huckabee's
Punch Drunk Love
Hedwig and the Angry Inch
Hero (again)
Cd's in the Amazon shopping basket
Lovage- Music to Make Love to Your Old Lady By
Handsome Boy Modeling School - So How's Your Girl
Elysian Fields - Dreams the Breathe Your Name
Razed in Black - Damaged
Remy Zero - Villa Elaine
Faith No More - Easy/Songs to Make Love to (EP)
Roots - Tipping Point
Clutch - Blast Tyrant
Tentative List of Sites to Submit Future Photographic Exploits to
Nerve
Human Clock
Jones Soda Company
This month's horoscope
CANCER (June 21-July 22): Five hundred British art experts recently
voted to determine the most influential art work of all time. Was it
Leonardo da Vinci's "Mona Lisa" or Michelangelo's "David"? No. The
winner was "Fountain," the white porcelain urinal that Marcel Duchamp
mounted in a gallery show in 1917. "It reflects the idea that the
creative process that goes into a work of art is the most important thing,"
said one of the voters, Simon Wilson. "The work itself can be made of
anything and can take any form." I nominate Duchamp's urinal to be the
most potent symbol in your world in the coming weeks, Cancerian. May
it inspire you to place fresh thinking above all other values. For the
foreseeable future, the greatest beauty will originate in imaginative
departures from the way things have always been done."
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12 red pills| there is no spoon
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| 2005 To do list (in progress) |
[11 Jan 2005|06:08pm] |
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Drink more water
Do the splits
Complete my 2-year degree
Go camping
Cook for myself at least twice a week
Maintain the weight I've reached
Start lifting again
Buy my first domain and build my website
Use my camera at least once a week
Read 50 books
Try Ethiopian, Burmese, Moroccan and Turkish Food
Visit the Metropolitan Museum of Art
Keep track of all the live shows I go to
Visit my Grandma in Florida
Added
Spend one week living entirely cruelty free (humanely raised animals, products, including food, personal care, clothing etc...)
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| January Entertainment Calendar |
[07 Jan 2005|06:13pm] |
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OMFG FRIDAY AIYEEEEEE |
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Confirmed!
January 7 - Clutch
January 8 - Rise Against
January 12 - Ecliptic (black metal band my friend is in!)
January 28 - Thievery Corporation
Pending/Likely!
January 14- Infected Mushroom (MUSHROOM)
Anything else I should know about?
( Updates/Reviews )
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| Bitter Tears |
[06 Jan 2005|02:58pm] |
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This is just a big fuck you to propagators of reality tv everywhere.
It's fucking trite garbage. I want to smack all the people who are failing so pathetically at living their own lives that they have made this vicarious bullshit popular.
While there is a tv in my house, I don't own one and have no desire to buy one. This is only furthering my belief that my existence may be better spent without ever wasting time in front of one, HBO or not.
INXS looks for new singer
HI! It's not fucking INXS without Hutchence.
whew, that was random angsty.
I feel better now!
Carry on
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16 red pills| there is no spoon
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| This post is all for you |
[05 Jan 2005|02:03pm] |
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Attention fg.
After many shenanigans with the post office (they wouldn't leave it for me because I couldn't sign for it and apparently they won't leave it in the leasing office either?)
I went today and FINALLY picked up my package.
A+.
All I expected was a book, not a cheery greeting and other ridiculous things as packing material. I was thinking of taking up knitting and my desk can certainly used a fantastic stuffed lion.
Clearly, one of the coolest packages I've received.
My offer to treat you to local tour guiding and beer is hereby loudly renewed. Let me know when you're heading this way.
p.s. That puzzle is ridiculous and currently in a giant knot in my car. Yay Thailand
p.p.s. I knew I recognized the artist (he's the one who painted the pig in this icon), I'm not sure if I got the metaphor I really like artist.
p.p.p.s. Is it weird that you now seem like a real person because you sent me something in the mail? Now I want to mail weird things to people.
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| 3 posts in a day |
[03 Jan 2005|11:15pm] |
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It must be the sudafed and the english breakfast.
Damn it man. I can't shake the vacation vibe. I'm not done spending time puttering around in my apartment doing menial household chores and running tedious errands.
I guess I'll just have to capitalize on the fact that there is one week remaining until classes start.
I'm just hoping I'm healthy enough by the end of the week to abuse myself.
BEER!
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7 red pills| there is no spoon
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surprised