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| Saturday, March 6th, 2004 | |
| 12:18 am | Spring has not yet fully sprung, so I guess that means Spring is springing to be sprung. :) I love spring!! Love it love it love it! My fav time of year!! The world starts coming back to life! Color and vibrance and birth! New chances..opportunities...Rain falls and awakens the ground and the crocus bid me "Good Morning"...the weather warms and I open the windows and the breeze gently blows. aaahhh I love this time of year. The weekend is here also! Thank gawd. I told Speedy I would take her to the river tomorrow for a run.She has had cabin fever and is anxious to explore. I never want to go to bed when Friday eve arrives. I dont want to lose one precious moment of the weekend...It flies by so quickly! peace Current Mood:  excitedCurrent Music: CCR's "Suzy Q" |
| 12:04 am | oooo more quizzes!!!!!  You are Pocahontas. You respect and love nature. You are also spiritual, and are never afraid to stand up for what you believe in. Which Classic Disney Movie Girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
| Friday, March 5th, 2004 | |
| 11:57 pm | quiz results thanks to "awesomequizzes"  You are one of the Undying, the immortal beings that would stand beside the gods, had they not been bound to the material world by people. What level of divine power do you have? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: E. Clapton "Unplugged" |
| Sunday, February 29th, 2004 | |
| 5:19 pm | |
| Saturday, February 28th, 2004 | |
| 11:34 pm | try lookin through my eyes I picked up my new glasses today...My vision has always been crap...wore contacts for most of my life...but as Ive become an old woman, Ive begun preferring glasses..not sure why...easier?....something to hide behind?...ask Doc Phil...anyway, I paid $500. for these suckers!! can you believe it? I mean, they ARE good glasses and all, but for $500 bucks I should look 10 years younger or something!!!!!!!! |
| 11:22 pm | Visit the farm: http://www.geocities.com/kissacamel/SSF |
| 11:04 pm | Hello World I got the good buzz going tonight...feelin smoooth, baby. So how the heck IS everyone doing? It will take me some time to go back and read the last 3 years of everyones journal! ha Thats how long since Ive made an entry of any kind. Funny how, once love steps in the door, everything else falls to the wayside. Adam is gone now, but will never be forgotten. No regrets...would do it all over again, even if I knew the outcome ahead of time. he was good for me and brought a lot into my life...but we hit a point where we couldnt grow, as a couple, any further...and we were bringing each other down...so it was time for a change in direction. He went back to Texas and we stay in touch...always friends. I am experiencing life alone now. It works for me. Im working for the City so Im set for the time being...good enough pay and the job is challenging...theyve put me in charge of the dept and Im calling my own shots. The best part, for me, is the flexibility in hours. ...makes no diff as long as I get my 8 in...so some days Im there at crack of dawn and out early in day...othertimes Im draggin my ass in at 10 and staying till 7 (unless I skip lunch.) This summer I plan to do a few 10 hour days so I can have a 3 day weekend. Yes, the flexibility is very very sweeeeeeeet. One of my 3 best friends :) is doing a show in town this summer. She has an exotic petting zoo.I use to work with/ for her but never have time now...Somehow, I will squeeze time in this summer!Im very excited about that...I love her to pieces and it will be nice to have 2 miles from my home, for the weekend...hangin out in the park, smokin the good stuff and chillin together. We see each other randomly and stay in touch weekly, but its hard to just find time to hang together....hold on...let me find her web page address for everyone to check out... |
| Saturday, February 2nd, 2002 | |
| 10:17 pm | |
| Monday, December 31st, 2001 | |
| 11:38 pm | startin' a new job edited this out!!! why, you may ask? I got my reasons, doll...... |
| Thursday, December 20th, 2001 | |
| 11:40 pm | Im not sure why I dont come here (to journal land) as often as I use to...busy life,I guess. A couple of times Ive thought of deleting my entire journal...of just sayin,"*uck it" (funny that I dont type out the entire word THIS time...I have in previous entries...but it depends on my mood) But then I thought,its always here....my journal...if I dont come back to it for awhile,it will still be here when I need it.I like reading others entries also...sometimes...Sometimes i think"geesh people,get a life"...and then I think "duh,what the heck you doin here sherry?" >c# "I want to be happy-but I wont be happy-till I make you happy too"< The mind,MY mind,swings back and forth...bobs up and down...spins around...thoughts flood in and emotions run rampant..... ---------------------------------------- There is a particular journal I have always enjoyed reading.(s)he writes intelligently,(s)he writes of feelings and depression and anger and joy.(s)he doesnt write often but when (s)he does,I stop and slowly read what (s)he has to say and sometimes ponder the entry for the afternoon. I often want to respond,but am not always sure if (s)he likes for me to.I mean,most of us enjoy getting input from others...and we like the idea that SOMEBODY out there is interested in what we've got to say...but Im not sure if (s)he wants to hear from ME. There was a point when I had a disagreement with her/his 's (?) significant(questionable)other...a slight disagreement,I felt...a differing opinion...but that person went balistic in their journal toward me....next thing I realized this other person,took me off their friend list. I would like to think it was because I became tooo boring to read any more...But I think it was more due to a closed (sealed off tight) mind. >sigh< so sad ---------------------------------------- As I was standing near a tree as quiet as could be A great big ugly man came up and tied his horse to me. ---------------------------------------- Have a Happy and Glorious Holiday....NOT just thE day,but the SEASON !!!! Current Mood:  mischievousCurrent Music: "I tried so hard...but in the end,it doesnt even matter" |
| Tuesday, November 20th, 2001 | |
| 4:29 pm | Yuck Thanks Vorpal,for the link to yet,another quiz...APPARENTLY,if I were to be a disease,THIS would be it!!! <img src="http://shite.squirming |
| Saturday, October 27th, 2001 | |
| 9:19 pm | Thanks to Lique for the new gif...I love it!! |
| 9:11 pm | or is it: c# While the sinners sin the children pray? c# |
| 9:07 pm | but what does it mean? :) c# Bring tea for the tillerman Steak for the sun Wine for the woman who made the rain come- Seagulls sing their hearts away Cause while the sinners sin the children play- Oh Lord,how they play and play for that Happy day! c# |
| Friday, October 26th, 2001 | |
| 10:43 am | Im baaaaaack (online!) What a long,strange trip its been. :) talk soon |
| Sunday, October 7th, 2001 | |
| 10:38 am | LOL I was just getting ready to sign off when out of corner of my eye I saw something scurry across floor !! Its a chipmunk!! Looks like I'll be spending my afternoon TRYING to corner it and return it to outdoors! This has happened before (but its been awhile)...either a cat brings it in or they find their own way in...On nice days I keep a window open for the cats to come and go as they please (I have two now).... Just call me the Chipmunk Chaser wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee |
| 10:06 am | update Gawd,this IS a busy busy busy time for me !! So much to do with a time frame to do it in..... I am canceling my AOL acct (at least for now);but when I called to do that,they offered it FREE for a month to "change my mind"...So,as of Nov 5,I will be offline until I decide on another provider or whatever. I CAN,however, check mail,etc at my work computer on the farm under boss ladies name ... Winter is not yet knocking at my door ,but it has sent a telegram saying it is on its way! I have lots of winter preperations to do with my cave and this takes time and energy from me....Im gettin too old for this shit...(Ive been bustin ass for last three days and this morn Im pooped). The final show of the season,at farm,is Oct 20 and there is also LOTS to do to ready for that! Hay rides,decorations,food,music,beer (and Pina Coladas for meeeeee). My art show is end of Oct and Im also trying to get ready for that! If I can ever get this puter squared away,I can download a BUNCH of pics....Ive had so much trouble with this thing...for long time I thought it was me (puter idiot),but have since learned its the machine! I can rarely download a new pic for my journal...It wont let me enter pics for my webpage...all kinds of differant probs...So while Im offline,I can take this thing in and clean it,reformat,etc.... My daughter had court yesterday for her DWI...she got a great deal as far as "no points" against her license and shit like that,BUT we are gonna be payin a shitload of money for fines,fees,and stuff.... As far as MY own court...Judge ruled that daughters daddy does NOT have to pay the two years back child support...I told him I didnt want help for future (she's a big girl now) and never was I asking for spousal support...ALL I wanted was assistance for the two years from time we seperated till we got divorced! Daughter was 15 then,barely,and he never helped with a single penny of her expenses...He NEVER saw child support as being about helping his daughter...he saw it as "giving me money"...geeeesh.....looooooser. I am appealing the ruling,but am no longer optimistic...it will take approx.6-7 months to be ruled on again...so **** it ! My sweet "Rascal" kitty died a couple weeks ago...:( she was 14 years old and within a month went downhill rapidly and passed...I opted against aggressive therepy...based on her age,stress factors and the fact that she is not a "peoples" cat,,,she would have preferred this way...going quietly at home with the ones who loved her. talk soon ya'll (LOL) peace sharon Current Mood:  coldCurrent Music: Eminem...My Name Is |
| Monday, September 10th, 2001 | |
| 10:38 am | brief update on me and mine A man's character and his garden both reflect the amount of weeding that was done during the growing season. --W.F.C., in the Houston Post ---------------------------------------- I have been sooo busy...havent read or written in journal for couple weeks...No relief in sight for a month or two... 1)Have an art/craft show at end of Oct that Im preparing for.. 2)Doing lots of "end of season"work at farm..on the plantbeds,etc.. 3)Daughters DWI is costing an arm and a leg and her court date is approaching so we are dealing with that 4) Even tho divorce finally became final 5 weeks ago (after waiting two years)...the judge has yet to sign the decree stateing the release of back child support...I dont yet know when or how much...and its frustrating...and her daddy wont hand over a dime to help her until court orders it... 5)Trying to sell my car cuz I need to get a truck,for the work I do... 6)The construction out my window is NOISY and disturbing,but it has turned out not looking so bad as anticipated...I still have two acres with the house and the one direction where the woods have been stripped and the houses are going up is also the one direction that no windows face out and so I hardly notice it...Still feels private. ---------------------------------------- Man cannot remake himself without suffering. For he is both the marble and the sculptor. --Alexis Carrel |
| Thursday, August 23rd, 2001 | |
| 10:47 am | Keep what is worth keeping & with a breath of kindness,blow the rest away I have been on a search and the search continues.....but I am learning... We all need a vision and even as we work to achieve our vision,we must surrender it to the power which is greater than ourselves....ThE power can dream a bigger dream for us than we could EVER dream for ourselves...this is my first realization...and the one I will use to keep me centered. Secondly,we all have the power for greatness.We live in a world that confuses wealth with success...dollars making for a joy filled life....so sad...because we will always fall short and will always feel a void with this thinking.Possessions only have the meaning we give to them. Ask yourself "what do you feel passionate about?" and then find the courage to pursue it.You will know whether you are on the right path ,with the right person or the right job choice or in your daily activities by the same way you know when you're not;you will feel it! Your gut tells you what is wrong or right for you...STOP IGNORING IT!! Reach deep down,if need be and find the strength and courage to act upon your gut instincts! It is easy to do what is known and comfortable..It is scary to do what you feel you MUST...but,Nike said it best (and has always been a fav of mine) "JUST DO IT"...the rewards will be pronounced and you will wonder why it took you so long. If you dont know what your passion is,recognize that one reason for your existence on earth is to find it.Ignoring your passion is a slow death...a painful life...Our lives speak to us everyday,all the time...and it is our job to listen and find the clues. Passion whispers to us through our feelings,beckoning us to recognize and pursue our purpose in life. Pay attention to what makes you feel good..what makes you feel energized,connected,stimulated...this IS where our passion lies. and the quest to be the kind of person I want to be and living the life I want to live,continues.... Current Mood:  thoughtful |
| Saturday, August 18th, 2001 | |
| 9:14 pm | do not adjust your computer,this is only a test ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20040614184456im_/http:/=2fwww.geocities.com/hermitatpeace/Pics1.html/adamlake.jpg") my man at the lakeor ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20040614184456im_/http:/=2fwww.geocities.com/hermitatpeace/Pics1/adamlake.jpg") Adam Man Current Mood:  productiveCurrent Music: BBKing / Tick Tock |
