07:07pm 04/12/2004
 
mood: enraged
toi just wrote a big long entry about how my day and everyone i know sucks. but i thought some beef would get started so i deleted it. so know this, i fucking hate everything today.

i got my pictures taken for the photographer kid at CCS. unfortunatly i moved in almost all of them so we have to redo it...and fast cuz its for a project.

went to the stick the other nite. that was fun. i grooved in the middle of a nerdy boy sandwich. grey goose is so my friend.
 
     

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friend is a 4 letter word   
02:27pm 28/02/2003
 
mood: full
music: hot water music
hey this journal has been on friends only for a while, with the occasional public entry. if you wanna read it (if you know me or if you dont know me) post a comment and add me to your friends list and i'll do the same.



 
     

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ace of base owns you   
12:16am 25/02/2003
 
mood: dorky
music: micheal jackson
i slept in soooo late today. i didnt get up till around 4-ish. gina picked me up with jordan and we got chelsea who is back in town! woohoo! we went back to jordans for a little. she did all our make up and hair, then we went to rams horn and ran in to andy, lauren, mcdavid, and linda.

afterwards we went to tyler's cuz he also is back in town. we watched ace of base music videos then danced around singing to ace of base and ricky martin. then tyler and i called eachother names for about 1/2 an hour.
 
     

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the morning after   
09:21am 23/02/2003
 
mood: stressed
music: weezer
had a horrible nites sleep, if you can even call it sleep. i was up all nite and the few hours i "slept" were actually just me laying in my bed with my eyes closed.

i still really want to leave my house. gina and jordan said they'd pick me up but right now they don't have a car. i guess that gives me time to shower, put all my junk under my sink, and for my dad to finish snow blowing the drive way so i don't have to see him when i leave. yet i lack motivation. i want to do all these things and leave but i just feel like slumping around.
 
     

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i currently have hair dye in my hair   
02:23pm 22/02/2003
 
mood: excited
music: weezer
i totally 4got to write about this! i got a letter from clare in the mail the other day! u know, clare that went out with chris and moved back to england. how exciting is that!? she said she hasnt written for a long time cuz her mom has had cancer for the past year. thats really sad. but on the plsu side, she is coming in to town march 8th - march 28th. so if u wanna chill with clare while she's in town hit me up.
 
     

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sleepy time   
10:44pm 18/02/2003
 
mood: sleepy
music: weezer
went out for coffee with tyler, gina, chelsea, and jordan. saw dwight, nate, suzanne, and dave. later went to tyler's to play clue. very sleepy, so not a very detailed entry. im excited to fill out the mock election ballot. woo! time for bed.
 
     

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liliane greenspring   
12:29pm 16/02/2003
 
mood: bored
Shirley Temple-- you're cute around people but
naughty when you get away from the crowd


What's your stripper name? (female)
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i hope he bought you roses   
10:22am 15/02/2003
 
mood: loved
music: sunny day realestate
so my dad's b-day went well yesturday. my family came over and we had dinner and gave my dad the gifts we got him. i got him a U of M tie. cheryl was feeling sick so her, chris, and ethan spent the nite. i made cupcakes for jammin, and lia helped me frost a few of them.

ben picked me up at like 8-ish, i gave him the cupcakes i made and a cute teddy bear i got for him. its red so it matches his car. he put it in the cup holders. teehee. he brought me a dozen red roses that came with a balloon and in a vase. they're sooo pretty. we went out to eat to this italian restuarant called like tarami su or something like that. it was a long wait cuz they screwed up our reservations but thats ok. the food was good but i ate a lot yesturday so i felt kinda sick after we ate. we drove back to my sub and fell asleep together in his car until he had to be home.

i had a saturday this morning. luckily it was only 2 hours and they let me out 15 minutes early cuz im so good. hehe. jordan and nick were also there. poor nick has a 3 1/2 hour detention. awww. my tattoo is almost completely smooth. just a few raised spots still. hoorah! now i can shower liek a normal person again. hahaha.
 
     

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lovejord4n: poisson rouge and big joker in the house!   
03:22pm 11/02/2003
 
mood: silly
music: the ataris



lovejord4n: seans sending me pictures of his new industrial...i sent him big joker killing poisson rouge
 
     

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spin it round again   
02:05pm 11/02/2003
 
mood: sick
i woke up thos morning feeling really dizzy and hot. i took a shower anyway thinking maybe it was ust cuz i was tired. i think that made it worse. my mom let me stay home and i slept, a lot. i still feel a little out of it. thats not good. maybe i'll go back to bed.
 
     

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tattoo fest!   
10:11pm 10/02/2003
 
mood: sad
after school today i went with gina & chelsea to get gina's tattoo. (everyone is on tattoo kick! haha). the guy who did it for her was really nice and realy funny. his name was brendan and he was super short. but he did an awesome job on her tat. its really cool. not as cute as mine of course! haha (cuz my opinion isn't biased at all, heheh!)

after that we took chels home and gina and i came back to my place. we did homework, ewww and when my mom got home gina showed her her tattoo and we started talking about that sort of stuff for like 1/2 an hour. so finally i showed her mine, which i sooo was gonna hide for ever. she was actually pretty cool about it and i know she secretly likes it. she did her little smile like she did about the belly button ring when i was like "yea u know u like it! u think its cute!" she said not to tell my grandma (duh) and keep it on the DL from my dad for a while (also, duh).

gina and i went over to jordan's house later in the nite and just sat around. we were all very unmotivated. every body at school really seemed to dig my tat. yay me! hehe.
 
     

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12:35pm 24/01/2003
 
mood: bored
10 Bands You've Seen Live....(only 10??)
1. suicide machines
2. weezer
3. alkaline trio
4. new found glory
5. dashboard confessional
6. boy sets fire
7. milencollin
8. hot water music
9. bouncing souls
10. orbital

09 Things You're Looking Forward To
1. graduation
2. the weekend
3. spring break
4. prom
5. valentine's day
6. moving out
7. sleep
8. confessing my undying love for hecker
9. my b-day

08 Things You Wear Daily
1. glasses
2. earings
3. underwear
4. a bracelet (not always the same one)
5. belly button ring
6. deoderant
7. perfume
8. necklace (not always teh same one)

07 Things That Annoy You
1. ppl who have nothing better to do than post lame comments in my and my friends' livejournals
2. my chinchilla at night
3. rachel kahan
4. crying babies
5. drama
6. slow drivers
7. kids

06 Things You Touch Every Day
1. glasses
2. computer
3. ben
4. hairbrush
5. phone
6. toothbrush

05 Things You Do Every Day
1. talk on the phone
2. go online
3. complain
4. feed corey
5. check my mail

04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time With
1. demian
2. suzanne
3. lauren
4. ben s

03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over
1. breakfast at tiffany's
2. high fidelity
3. labyrinth

02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment
1. teenage dirtybag- wheatus
2. wannabe gangsta- wheatus
(j/k)

01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With
1. gina or ben<br
 
     

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im a slave for eric wrenn   
07:18pm 22/01/2003
 
mood: silly
music: gina on the phone
VulpixNFG: lets go have hott passionate sex, while listening to wannabe gangsta by wheatus
sutrusu: hahaha
sutrusu: definately
sutrusu: ;-)
sutrusu: i'll bring the wheatus, you just bring that ass
sutrusu: hahahahahah
VulpixNFG: score!
sutrusu: lol
 
     

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bored in yearbook   
12:12pm 21/01/2003
 
mood: bored
Moon%20Goddess
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)

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bored in yearbook. theres a ton of new people in the class and they're annoying and its overly crowded. i havent really been writing in here as much as i usually do. saturday nite some people slept over at nick's cuz his parents r outta town. it was me, chels, shulman, jarrett, and josh. earlier in the day i hung out with tyler and his cousin and chelsea. yea i've been oh so exciting this weekend. eric weiss loves harry potter. yea he does. he wants to pre-order harry potter #5. hehehe. tra la la! i have nothing to say. everyone gets on my nerves lately. im bitter. i almost typed "im butter" haha. fun.


Drama Queen

Your Perfect Prom Dress is
Drama Queen!
You're the
star!
Decked out in a brightly colored, sparkly dress
with a feather boa, gloves, and a
princess tiara-
you love to be the center of attention!


What Is Your Perfect
Prom Dress?

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Dannielle*
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i try not to think of the pain i feel inside   
03:32pm 18/01/2003
 
mood: weird
music: saves the day
shauna is in town this weekend! i miss my shauna! yesturday she came over to my house with jordan, gina, and chelsea after my tv 10 shoot. it was so fun bonding with her again and it wasnt even weird, liek no awkwardness. it was as if she never left! tyler and his cousin came over too and we all played a game of "i've never." i think i was supposed to have a saturday today but my mom didnt wake me up so i didnt go. i hope i dont get suspended cuz of it on tuesday. that would suck hardcore.

shauna!




today i went and got thai food with tyler and his cousin and we stopped by jordan's and saw shauna again. yay! im gonna be sad when she leaves 2morrow. i've been in such a funk lately.

things i need to do
1. take a shower
2. finish my launrdy
3. clean my room
4. clean core duffle
5. go to carla's party
 
     

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my eyes feel like they're going to bleed   
07:50pm 16/01/2003
 
mood: disappointed
today my crying was proved to not be done in vain
 
     

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rough sex, make it hurt.   
03:04pm 14/01/2003
 
mood: sore
music: kid kinetic
i hate cramps! owwy owwy owwy! I got my period this morning and i was pissed. period sucks. but i guess it's better than babies. haha. gina is gonig to come over and have homework party with me. i just foudn out about another paper i have to do (for stasys) thats due 2morrow. eeep! why dont i pay attention to these things. my advil needs to kik in like woa. im not sure if im hungry or not. i need to go shopping for b-day gifts. do u remember at b-day parties when u were little u'd have to get all dressed up? and girls wore those poofy paryt dresses that everyone hates wearing cuz u cant do like anything in a fancy poffy dress. i want one and i want to wear it to b-day parties.
 
     

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i failed u, im sorry, that's simply my life story   
10:38pm 13/01/2003
 
mood: worried
music: vandals
suzanne is really mad at me and i feel horrible. last nite i slept over at gina's so i didnt need a ride in the morning. i called suzanne a couple times but i couldnt get a hold of her. she didnt aswer her cell or her house phone and her house phones answering machine didnt go off.

i only called like 3 times though cuz it was really late, i should have called more. she showed up at my house this morning and i wasnt there so now she is really mad. she doesnt think i understand that she goes out of her way to get me and that i dont appreaciate it. i do understand. and i do appreciate it. i fucked up, and im sorry.
 
     

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brrr its cold in here, there must be some toros in the atmosphere   
12:46am 13/01/2003
 
mood: cold
im atgina's sleeping over with jordan. its cold. i have chills andmy tummy sorta hurts.

i found out my psych project isnt due until tuesday. noa is a life saver! hehehe. i got a lot of it done today though. and i wrote my script for creative writing. its a sitcom about my grandma. my whole family was over today and though it was hilarious.

cheryl, chris, and sarah finished my bathroom todya. it looks soooo good! i'll have to putthe before and after pix up. im excited to use it! hehehe.

i started reading girl, interrupted for psych class. i like it so far.
 
     

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BIRTHDAY BONANZA!   
01:16pm 11/01/2003
 
mood: cheerful
music: mundy
HAPPY B-DAY JORDAN! (Jan 9th)

HAPPY B-DAY BRENT! (Jan 9th)

HAPPY B-DAY JODI! (Jan 10th)

HAPPY B-DAY SUZANNE! (Jan 11th)

HAPPY B-DAY BECKY! (Jan 11th)
 
     

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