Monday, November 18th, 2002
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5:07 pm - off to a new home!
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Psst..I'm over here now.
I've added all my friends to that account and as you add that account to your friends list (c'mon..you know you wanna) I'm going to delete your name off the friends list on this account. So don't get all huffy-puffy about being removed from this friends list.
If it's too much of an inconvenience..then why are you here anyways? I love being difficult.
No, really..new journal, fresh start..hopefully I'll be updating that one on a more regular basis. I'll have fun and exciting things to talk about and share. Wheee!!
I'm not deleting this account because I've got a few LJ codes left (email me if you need one for someone) and I don't want to lose them.
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Thursday, October 31st, 2002
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1:49 pm
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I was doing really well here at work, being all productive and whatnot.
But a phone call derailed my productivity.
And now I'm stressing out..finances, teaching people how to do my job..
And how the FUCK do I approach asking my work for a 4+ month leave of absence with 3 weeks notice?!?! Any suggestions would be GREATLY appreciated!
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3:01 am - I know I never post...so here's something lame to make up for it
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Monday, August 5th, 2002
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5:09 am
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Wednesday, July 24th, 2002
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4:48 am - mixed up emotional phase
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Wow..I'm posting..*dies of shock*
Anyways..I confronted a huge fear tonight and parted the seas of frat boys and soror-hoochies to check out Field Day tonight. It wasn't too horrible..the person taking ID at the door was giving everyone 21+ bands for some reason..so it was one big happy drinking crowd.
They did a cover of Always Something There to Remind me and dedicated it to the one band that could cover it like no other..to Butch, Jayce, and Slug. It was cute.
I had a Long Island Ice Tea..and it has since replaced Malibu & Pineapple as my favorite drink. (gotta know all the important stuff about me and all)
So now I'm over watching the lead singer, who was supposed to drive to Jax tonight, snore on the floor while the cats climb over him (cats take turns tryin to fuck with his head..whaaaa?). Funny funny..so I guess they're kinda stuck here tonight. I would invite them over to my house, but my parents are there..so they'd be just as cramped.
I'm just entertained that there's a band member snoring at my feet right this second..haha..hmm..hopefully I'll make it to work tomorrow!
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Sunday, July 14th, 2002
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2:12 am - haha..spunky monkey!
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Saturday, July 13th, 2002
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8:35 pm
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Wednesday, June 12th, 2002
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9:47 pm - My mom is a weirdo..
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Just my side of a convo..you get the point..it's pretty funny, though.
BubbaDillo: there's a nascar album compilation thingy
BubbaDillo: like music
BubbaDillo: bands like staind, static-x, machinehead, etc
BubbaDillo: my mom wanted to borrow it for some reason
BubbaDillo: to make someone at work jealous since they loooove nascar
BubbaDillo: and HAHAHA
BubbaDillo: she listened to it in the car
BubbaDillo: and her favorite song was by SLAYER
BubbaDillo: my MOM
BubbaDillo: the one who's last album she bought was Charlotte Church
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Sunday, May 12th, 2002
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5:19 am - haha..funny
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Your personality has been set since the time you were born.
The following is the astrological interpretation based on your unique profile as it relates to intimacy.
You could be a destructive lover if you can't control your overindulgent tendencies. You will take your excessive needs into the bedroom as well. Prepare your lover for the consequences, if they plan to get involved with you. You are the type of lover who needs mental stimulation. A potential lover can have the most sensual appeal, but if they open their mouth and sound even the slightest bit stupid, you will lose interest immediately. You will only be attracted to independent, strong-minded individuals who have no intentions of curtailing your freedom by getting jealous or by looking for a commitment. If your lover can keep you guessing, they will hold your interest. If your lover sits and fantasizes with you, they'll capture your attention.
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4:22 am - accomplishments..woo
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I thought today was going to be wasted..but woo..I got so much done! I didn't even start until 11pm after coming home from pizza and Wal-Mart. I bought laundry baskets so I didn't have an excuse to have my laundry all over my floor..so now my floor is clean and the stuff I need to sort out is waiting patiently on my bed.
My brother went through my email and weeded all the junk mail out for me..he rocks.
I got stuff started for several projects I've been procrastinating on. I sent out tons of emails about it and put together a database and started doing the data entry..so I'm on a roll there.
I haven't decided what to do about the whole project thing in general. I have a really tough time working with other people and that's starting to show through. If they're not on the completely same level as me (which they never are and never will be I'm sure) then I throw a mini tantrum and try to get things done my way. Usually that doesn't end up working out either. I'm worried that people who act like they're interested in helping are going to just completely drop everything at the drop of a hat to go pursue other ventures. I've been put aside for boyfriends, girlfriends, school, parties, and other sources of attention several times over. Even when I'm sitting down at a "business" meeting I keep second guessing intentions. I can't 100% trust the people I'm working with and that makes for very shitty work conditions.
I'm waiting for people to prove to me that they really want to help..investing more time than just meeting once a week or talking about things at work. It's difficult for me to work in a routine..I need to just go go go while I can, otherwise I get distracted. I want to sit down with people and just work for a whole straight weekend and get things ironed out as much as possible..assignments and and work distribution doesn't help me when I don't see the other people doing anything in their free time. Sure they might be doing something but I don't see anything other than the piles of email that I sift through and the lists that I'm developing of potential contacts.
What I'm forseeing is that I'm going burn myself out working on everything and then the other people will pick up and be on the front line and I'll get bumped out of everything.
When I missed 3 nights of shows in a row I knew something was wrong..so I sat down and made a list of everything I needed to get done and by the end of the second page I realized that perhaps I was taking on too much. I did send off an email about missing one of the shows, especially after I failed to get ahold of the person I was going to go to the show with and received no calls about it until well after the set time. I hope by missing the show I didn't burn too many bridges there because I know there is some sort of impact he can make locally..so I'd like to keep a decent respectful relationship there. I hide behind emails so much better than phone calls or in person discussion.
It's nice to have help with things, but I'm still waiting for proof that it's going to be worth it to bring other people in on things with me. I feel really strongly about things that I'm going to have my name associated with so I'm quite wary of recommending people who aren't going to be up to par. I'll circumvent this by piling people with information so they can get themselves recommended without using my name, but if they're not willing to make the effort then that just shows me it's a good thing I didn't put my name on that in the first place.
So basically now that I'm done bitching and whining about how no body is reliable enough to work with anymore, I'm going to go finish sorting stickers and posters.
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Saturday, May 11th, 2002
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1:40 am
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Last night I ended up doing something that really surprised myself. I guess it was for the better..I just wanted to get things over with and find out now because I got sunk in any deeper in any way. I suppose I received my answer in silence. *phew* At least now I'll never wonder and spared myself from future pain. I'd like to say I'm disappointed, but I really think it's more of relief and shock in myself.
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Friday, May 10th, 2002
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12:51 pm - people have encouraged me to post more..so watch out!
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As much as I feared dragging myself into work for another boring day..things have actually turned out quite well. I was thrown on the phones. Phones = no real work and I can read online stuff all day..woohoo! It made me mad for a little bit because the other person who was supposed to help me out on the phones went off to a baby shower that I couldn't go to since I was stuck on the phones. But she came back and I got to go get some free Chinese food (score!). I felt bad about mooching off the party so I hopped online before I ran over there and ordered a gift certificate from Sky and I from Babies R Us (subsidary of Amazon.com) and had it delivered to her work email. So she'll check it and be all happy and surprised and I won't feel as bad. They had cake too. Half of my cake was icing. I don't like icing. Blah.
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Tuesday, May 7th, 2002
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1:38 am
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Anyone wanna go see Home Grown, Yellowcard, Allister, and Standstill next Monday (May 13)? Gimme a shout!
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Friday, May 3rd, 2002
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5:26 pm
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Man I got HOOKED UP for the Adema show..guest list +5 and tons of TrustCo CD samplers to hand out at the show..sweet! The box is huge so I hafta go put the CDs in several smaller boxes so my guests can help me get em into the show tonight..
See ya soon, Car! ;)
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Monday, April 29th, 2002
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2:21 pm
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One of my coworkers has pictures on her desk. 5 of them. ALL of herself and only herself. No family, friends..just her.
That terrifies me.
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Monday, April 15th, 2002
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2:00 pm
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I skipped class because I couldn't find any parking and it was too hot out to walk far. I just wanted an excuse actually.
I'm passing the class with a solid B, if I really tried I'd get an A..but it doesn't count so why should I try? haha..
Hmmmmm..looking for directions to the Freebird Cafe in Jax..I wanna go frolick in the ocean with the band..damn that getting wet aspect of things.
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Sunday, April 14th, 2002
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8:28 am - Off...
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Sunday, April 7th, 2002
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4:41 am
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Earlier this evening and last night I was surrounded by people who were passionate. Completely passionate and emotional about their dreams for one and the other completely passionate in the music played out on stage. I've been hanging around with people without motivation or passion about anything for so long that I've felt the need to hide my passionate side. I'm sick of only associating with people who are simply getting by in life without really doing anything. But as I drove home tonight I realize that everything I do surrounds what I'm passionate about.
I never quit thinking and just relax. Every decision I make in my life comes with a lot of forethought as to how it can help and affect my future and what I really want to do. I have a job that's not going anywhere but it's flexible as anything so I can get everything else done. I'm through with my degree and I'm just in school for the sake of keeping that job. I'm not interested right now in pursuing a higher degree because I don't want to be tied down for another few years for a degree that I'm not interested in using right away. I'm serious about what I want to do and I find it hard to find anyone else who's even close to as serious as I am.
I want to hang out with people who are studying every free moment working on getting a degree or getting into a good college..that's passion. I want to hang out with people who will drive me to secluded places and sit in the car for hours playing all the songs of their life and singing along and explaining to me why each song is significant. I want to hang out with people whose music gives me goosebumps but isn't even comparable to their offstage persona. I'm looking for that 110% the majority of the time.
And, on a completely unrelated note. I kicked my cat out of the room for eating plastic. I just opened my door and found that she left me a wet squishy surprise. Guess she showed me exactly how she felt about that.
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Wednesday, March 27th, 2002
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8:25 pm - wha?!??!?
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Friday, March 22nd, 2002
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12:42 pm
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I'm getting paid $50 to promote a show that I was going to anyways..rock!
Heh..of course the one day that I'm all about sleeping in and can sleep in I wake up at a VERY EARLY hour! Damn the idiosyncracies in life.
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