Friday, February 14th, 2003
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3:17 pm
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Why do we all want something that we can't have?
Why do I have to....
Why does he have to...
How can I get out of this?
current mood: nauseated
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Wednesday, February 12th, 2003
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9:30 pm
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i love teaching first graders
i love basic color
i hate physics
i hate this oh so familiar feeling...
current mood: confused
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Monday, February 10th, 2003
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7:20 pm - because there are no good guys...
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10 Things I love about my life....
1. I have a wonderful family who may be annoying at times, but they support me in everything I do and believe I can do anything.
2. My best friend is as silly as I am, she understands me comletely, and she is by my side whenever I need her to be.
3. God has blessed me with so much more than I could ever imagine.
4. I have met so many awesome people this year whom I admire so much becuase of what an inspiration they are to me.
5. I have been accepted to a college that, I know, will be the best thing that has ever happened to me.
6. I can't sing...therefore, it's a lot more fun to sing in the car and on the karaoke machine.
7. I laugh so hard at least once a day to where I can't breathe.
8. I really don't know what I want anymore so that makes life so much more exciting!
9. Three whole people have invited me to do something with them on Friday (interesting)
10. In 11 days I will be sitting in very good seats at the MERCY ME CONCERT!
current mood: blessed current music: Worthy is the Lamb- Third Day
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Saturday, February 8th, 2003
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10:52 am - I'm dwelling it, I'm dwelling it...
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Good morning everyone!
Last night was so much fun! I was really surprised by the turnout at church, and everyone had such a great time! Wow, I hope people come back every Friday becuase if we keep hanging out like this then maybe the youth group won't fall apart. I am very surprised that I am not sore from playing pillow polo. Maybe, I am getting used to all this running around. Oh, and I would like to give a shout out to Heather for her awesome foozeball strategies and team work from last night! HAHA!
Today should be really fun. Me and Jenny are off to the mall at 1:15 and then back here to wait on everyone! I am looking forward to it!
current mood: cold current music: Better is one day- Third Day
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Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
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3:21 pm
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Today was....great...and I can't even explain why it was so great....but it was just great!
current mood: happy
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Sunday, February 2nd, 2003
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8:13 pm - and I know he'll bring you back again...
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Today was Cary's last day at church. It was really sad, and I am going to miss him so much because I am a changed person because of what he did for me. This song reminds me of him...
Packing my bags this morning Was the hardest thing to do But packing my bags was so easy Compared to standing outside your door right now to say goodbye to you
Think of me I know you've never seen me cry Think of me But it's so hard to say goodbye Think of me What can I say to show you I'll never give up on you I will be waiting for you
I will be there when you call I will see you through it all And even in your darkest hour I pray that the Lord we found Will set you on solid ground
I know that is feels like leaving Is a part of letting go But I'm praying with hope and believing That I'll see you once again down this road I hope that it won't be long
Think of me I know God brought you as a friend Think of me I know He'll bring you back again Think of me What can I say to show you I'll never give up on you I will be waiting for you
Think of me I know you've never seen me cry Think if me But it's so hard to say goodbye Think of me What can I say to show you I'll never give up on you I will be waiting for you
Well, on a happier note...Today I vacumed out my car for the first time in several months. I also realized that I am an awesome basket ball player. Well...ya know...I can shoot pretty well. Anyway, Heather and Mizatt came over and we played basket-ball for like 2 hours. It was very, very fun. But thats about all I did today, and I am so so very tired...
current mood: tired
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Saturday, February 1st, 2003
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10:57 pm
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There's nothing like a mocassippi and an extremely deep conversation at 9:00 at night...
current mood: satisfied
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Friday, January 31st, 2003
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10:01 pm - give us clean hands, give us pure hearts...
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Wow, I just got back from the mall with Heather and Meg Mac. It was so much fun. Everyone was there tonight looking for Sadies shirts...except us...we were just there to have something to do. Anyway, here are some funny moments... "chant it like an Indian price!" "The lamb is worthy and holy..." "Whipped cream!...No one has ever asked me that before" "scuse me, last time I was here, Jeffery gave me whipped cream..." "Lets see...it taste like cream with Irish..." "Nah, lets wait till Wednesday night...that's bike nite..." "I could live in his hair" "YES! Megan, you are so in our band..." "I've been waiting for my chance all night!" "She gave me my change in all nickels!" "Your defroster is amazing" "DVD party at my house, okay!....no...?"
I got a new purse!
current mood: silly
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Monday, January 27th, 2003
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8:32 pm
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So at about four o'clock Joey came and picked me up, and we went to LIfeway to get our sadies shirts. We got these awesome orange shirts that say forgiven on them. We are gonna look like cool mutha truckas. Then we just looked around Lifeway, and we satrted talking a lot and we were in there for like an hour and a half! THen we went to Bennigans to eat, and we stayed there for like 2 hours justa talking...it was crazy....but so much fun!
I think I am going to go to bed early tonight...
OH....
I GOT MY DEVOTIONAL BIBLE!
...and Jenny you are in my prayers. If you need to talk, I am always here.
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Sunday, January 26th, 2003
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1:46 pm - Fling wide you heavenly gates...
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This weekend seemed so short. I didn't really do much, but it was really fun...
-- Friday night, I went over to Heather's house and watched a movie. We watched Fear Dot Com. It was extremely weird, and I didn't understand it at all. It was really gross too, so I wouldn't waste my money on it if I were you. Yeah, so then I watched Heather and Kale beat each other up, which was very amusing and then I went home.
-- Saturday I woke up at 9:30 and went with Heather to the wrestling meet. It was fun. I had a good time talking to Ashleigh's dad and Julee's dad. They are crazy! Yeah, so then me and Heather went to Canes and then back to the wrestling meet. So basically, we were there all day, and the only thing that kept us occupied was coming up with pick up lines to use on the guys from the other teams. It was funny, and surprisingly enough, we came up with some really good ones....especially for the green team. -- So we got back around 4:15 and then my parents left to go out to eat cause it was my daddy's birthday. Me and my sister ordered pizza, and baked cookies, and then I burned the first batch cause Joey called me and I was talking to him and I forgot they were in there! But then Megan Mac. came over and she likes burnt cookies so she ate them. We talked for a little while and then we got on and some weird people were IMing me and calling me...it was kinda weird and dumb. Yeah, and then we watched A Walk to Remember and cried.
So today I went to church and talked to Peter a lot, and he is so awesome. So now I have trig homework, and then it's off to Joey's for his Super Bowl deal...I need to decided who I am going for...
current mood: cheerful current music: Did you Feel the Mountains Tremble- Sonic Flood
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Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
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8:25 pm - it's hard to breathe...
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Sadies date, Sadies date
Maegan has a Sadies date
Who has a Sadies date?
Maegan has Sadies date!
current mood: pleased
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Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
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9:09 pm - why is everything so confusing...
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Everything is falling apart....
and it feels like I have to be the one to put the pieces back together
current mood: disappointed
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Saturday, January 18th, 2003
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10:40 pm - my hizeart is spizoken fizore...
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O wow...today was great...
It all started when me and Heather went to my sister's basketball game at St.Amant middle. So we get there and we get lost going to the gym. Then finally we got there, but we couldn't find my parents, so I called them on their cell phone. So they say that they are in the other gym, and me and Heather didn't even know that there were two gyms. But then we finally found it and there was a really cute ref and hes "still got it" huh Heather?
Then we came home and rode around getting food and trying to find a movie. No luck though. At 7 we went to church for family fun night and it was soooo much fun! We played pillow polo with a whole bunch of old people and we are gonna be so sore tomorrow. Me and Heather played pool like 5 times too! We are so getting awesome. Ya know, if we don't scrizatch on the izeight bizall! Ha! we had so much fun, but that wasn't the best part! After almost everyone was gone we walked in the sanctuary and the lights were out and there was music playing. So me and Heather went up on the stage and sang to "an audience". It was such a rush....yeah...so tonight was great and I am so tired...
Hey, Hizeather, I'm sizorry you didn't gizet to gizo to mizatt's mizeet, bizut, I hizope you hizad fizun anywayz...ya cizopy thizat?
don't even ask y'all...
current mood: sleepy
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Friday, January 17th, 2003
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10:28 pm - soon I'll have no identity...
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Oh my gosh! Can't I have anything that's mine anymore?! Everything I do, I never get credit for or someone else takes it or something like that! I know that it is kinda selfish, but I am so sick of it!
it's just little things like this that set me off...
current mood: frustrated
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10:51 am - there is no price I would not pay...
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Last night was so completely awesome. Me, Heather, Holly, Megan, An-Drew Price, Dane, and Wade all went to Joey's house for an FCA leadership meeting. Wade read us some scriptures from the Bible, and he just talked to us about taking a stand in our school. It was so awesome becuase if we take a stand, things will change. Then, we ate some really good chicken, and we discussed how each one of us was going to make a personal committment to the club. It was so awesome. The when we left something really really funny happened! HAHA! But I can't say cause I can't.
Then I went back to Heather's house and she got a phone call from a certain someone finding out a certain something, which was good news to her ears! Anyway, then we just talked bout stuff and watched Kale do some of the weirdest things I've ever seen done, and then I went home at like 10:40 and went to sleep! So, that was my night, and it was extremely fun!
current mood: silly current music: Heart of Worship- Third Day
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Wednesday, January 15th, 2003
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5:32 pm - where would you be?
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"Sometimes we have to let go of the only thing that keeps us going"...
I am so proud...
current mood: accomplished
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Saturday, January 11th, 2003
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7:00 pm - I've heard it said that a man would climb a mountain just to be with the one he loved....
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So...me....you...feb 8....pick you up at 7?
Ha! I need someone to ask to Sadies, and I am so not asking him ...you know...the obvious!
current mood: aggravated current music: Love Song- Third Day
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Friday, January 10th, 2003
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8:14 pm - i used to get lost in your eyes...
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Today, I got home and then went to sleep. I woke up and found it to be 8:15. I must have been really tired! Kelsee called me at 8...her grandmother has had 2 heartattacks in the past 2 days. She's not doing well at all. She is in surgery right now and there is a big possibility that she might bleed to death. This is really hard on Kelsee, especially since she lost Caleb last week. Marsha is doing really bad too because her hrandmother raised her so she was like a mother to Marsha. So Kelsee has to be the strong one here, and she is not holding up too well. Just please pray for her grandmother and her whole family. I don't think Kelsee can bare to lose anyone else right now.
...just please...take time out and pray...
current mood: worried
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Thursday, January 9th, 2003
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3:32 pm - I'll be your witness in the silences when words are not enough...
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We got a visit from Sears today and we got a brand new BLACK refrigerator! But that's not the best part. It has...
Crushed Ice
current mood: okay
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Wednesday, January 8th, 2003
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9:07 pm - with all that I am, with all that I have...
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So I feel horrible...I don't remember the last time I felt like this...ever... so I am going to compose a list of things that make me happy...
my Bible Mercy Me -"I can only Imagine" my teddy bear my bed
him baseball vanilla lotion my best friend my scrapbooks my grandparents Shane West Third Day singing in the car sleeping Youth camp my room shoes shopping bubble baths pedicures ... him
current mood: not much (but a little) better current music: Among Thorns
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