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Sunday, January 12th, 2003
1:20 am - ow
it hurts...it really hurts..

it fucking feels like im going to explode...ouchie..:`-(

it makes me feel like ripping someone's face off

im going to bed

gnight moon

love,
me

quote of the day: "It is better to have loafed and lost than never to have loafed at all" -James Thurber

current mood: cranky
current music: finger 11 ~awake and dreaming~

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Thursday, January 9th, 2003
12:52 am - back to school...back to school
yeah...school woooo

the rents dropped me off...watched me unpack, and of course critiqued everything i did in the process..blah

then we went out to dinner at the boynton, and i invited ian along..that was nice...and my dad paid so it was good...prolly my last good meal in a while

then i just chilled with tyler and erica down at institute with angela and some people there.

i have classes tomorrow...mehhh, starting at 11am tho...so that isnt bad at all

just 7 weeks...then FLORIDA!!! weeeeeeee

i prolly should be hitting the hay soon

gnight moon

love,
me

quote of the day: "Ok, i'm here for my body warmth!" (i'll give you one guess as to who that was ;P)

current mood: relaxed
current music: The Ataris ~You Need A Hug~

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Tuesday, January 7th, 2003
11:45 pm - oh no
i lost bill's shoelace!!!!

i've worn that for almost a year and a half....and its gone!!

:-(

i hope its around the house somewhere and i didnt lose it skiing...i sowwy bill!!

current mood: sad
current music: Incubus

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10:28 am - weeeeeee!!!
yay for skiing!!!

I FINALLY went yesterday...i definitely should have gone more, but nothing i can do about that now...seeing that i'll be back at WPI tomorrow.

i'm bringing my skis with me tho, hopefully i can find some people to go to wachusett mt. or maybe up here to some mt in NH

it was just me, meg and bryan and we only went to Pats Peak, but it was a lot of fun..no real wipe-outs, just little silly tumbles...meg took the cake on that one as she tried to navigate a section of grove skiing and fell on her butt after a bump..hahahaha

anyway..i LOVE my skis, they are so awesome...i would fly down the hill and kept going for a long time without having to use my poles at all. my brother kept getting mad everytime i flew past him..."STOP THAT" he would yell...and i would just laugh and keep speeding away.

so today i must spend packing, last minute shopping, going to the back and opening a checking account, straightening up my room, and preparing to return to WPI.

Break was really nice...REALLY nice...its too bad i didnt get to see all the people i was planning on seeing...i guess i'll blame it on my laziness and the snow...so i'm sorry Bill, Maphoo, Amanda, and Adam...i'll be home on the 29th or 30th of April...we'll get together after that :-D i love you guys...



ok...time to get this packing party started...

i'm out

love,
me

quote of the day: ""You can't make change for it. It's a transcendental function." -Dean Kamen (regarding the currency, which is worth the value of Pi, of his own island country, North Dumpling)

current mood: anxious
current music: 3 Doors Down ~When I'm Gone~

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Wednesday, January 1st, 2003
11:03 pm - lets hear it for ticklish boys, Kiss, and Dick Clark
seriously that man should be dead by now



fun was had last night at meggy's..just me, her, turz, gallagher, and mikey..and LOTS OF FOOD, we could have fed all of bosnia with that stuff :-D

meh...so i was up at 8am to go to work...FOR ALL OF 24 MINUTES!!!! slightly miffed about that one, but at least i didnt have to walk any dogs in the rain when i went back tonite. AND i slept all friggen day...from 10:30 am til 4:30pm...weeee...sleep is god

oh yeah...andi finally bought my plane tickets for florida the other day...fucking $250 tho...meh...and i have a connection at Laguardia, so hopefully i get there and back again in one piece when i go in March. i'm just excited about going to florida for a week to hang out with james and mikey!!!!!!

*big grin*

gnight moon...hope i have some good dreams tonite 0;-)

love,
me

and the quote of the night is.......

"Will you still be my sex slave?" -said by...who else but james :-P

current mood: devious
current music: ~gullom's song~

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Monday, December 30th, 2002
11:42 pm - I'm not a loser....
pure
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i'm just ....untainted...thats all :-P


well i got to see Two Towers again today with the family...that was fun...i guess

looks like itll be meggy's house yet again for new years...it'll definitely be fun...although i have a feeling it wont be the same fun that we had last year...hahahahah ;)


well...i'm out


gnight moon!!

love,
me

quote of the evening: "That's descriptive. I'm getting wet already." -james (the mac-daddy..hahahaha)

current mood: dorky
current music: snorxxxxxxxx (father's snoring)

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Saturday, December 28th, 2002
11:05 pm - i'm all alone...there's no one here beside me...
gotta love those saturday nights...home...alone...

yay for that

i think i'm gonna go watch another movie...alone...by myself...



ooo...and thanks for the card maphoo :-D you look really good in the picture...again..i'm glad you are happy...and we will definitely hangout soon!! <3



well...off to watch that movie

gnight moon!

love,
me

quote of the day: "Emptyness is lonliness and lonliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness and God is empty just like me" -Smashing Pumpkins

current mood: lonely
current music: ~Take my breath away~

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Wednesday, December 25th, 2002
1:54 pm - Gollum's Song
Where once was light
Now darkness falls
Where once was love
Love is no more.

Don't say - goodbye
Don't say - I didn't try...

These tears we cry
Are falling rain
For all the lies
You told us
The hurt, the blame!

And we will weep
To be so alone
We are lost!
We can never go home

So in the end
I will be - what I will be
No loyal friend
Was ever there for me

Now we say - goodbye
We say - you didn't try...

These tears you cry
Have come too late
Take back the lies
The hurt, the blame!

And you will weep
When you face the end alone
You are lost!
You can never go home

You are lost!
You can never go home


current mood: mellow
current music: Howard Shore-music Fran Walsh-lyrics Emiliana Torrini-voice

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11:49 am - its hard to change
but once you do you can find a whole new world of opportunities right in front of you

that hideously dark and ugly cloud has finally been lifted from above my head...i dont quite know what it means...but it felt really good to see some light again

maybe things can become something like they were before...

but for now...its Christmas...whatever the fuck that is

its all about the family and friends for me

i hope everyone has a happy, healthy, and safe day, those winter storm warnings make the forecast out to be pretty severe

love,
me

quote of the day: "Over 50 million Noddy books have been sold around the world." -announcer for a parade that was on tv (its rather amusing if you say it outloud)

current mood: peaceful
current music: LOTR

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12:32 am - aaand its over...
i guess it was worth while

my family decided to do the whole christmas morning thing the night before instead because my mom has to work xmas and bryan is going to lisa's family's house in the afternoon

soooo...yeah, presents went all around and even the pets got into it. my dog loves to rip paper off packages even if they arent his. and he's really smart about it. :-D its funny to watch him tho.

i got some really nice things...chai stuff from bryan, clothes from mom :-/, and brita stuff from dad...and not to mention the $500 skiis i got a few weeks ago :-D although i still have yet to go skiing...hopefully thursday me, meg and bryan will go...and mike too, if he wants :-P

i have to be up in less than 7 hours for work...woohoo...well at least Harley is there. he's an awesome dog that boards there occastionally. and bessie the only cat that i like. so not a big deal i guess.

to bed for now tho

gnight moon

love ,
me

quote of the day: "When you forgive, you in no way change the past - but you sure do change the future." -Bernard Meltzer

current mood: hopeful
current music: LOTR soundtracks :-D i stoled them from my brother already

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Sunday, December 22nd, 2002
12:21 am - laertyuigberluqgblvhbESDI;U
I MASH MY KEYBOARD AT THE AIRLINE INDUSTRY!!!!


TAKE THAT YOU FIENDS!!

arg...i'm still attempting to find a flight to florida, looks like the best i'll get is from boston to orlando with one connection in chicago roundtrip for $214....

i wish i had my own credit card...so i didnt have to go through my parents to do this....blah


well...today was uneventful, useless and boring....i hope tomorrow is at least a little better because i get to see mikey and gallagher :-D woohoo

well for now i should be sleeping...cuz i have to get up at 7:45 to go to work at 8am yick!!!

gnight moon

love,
me

quote of the day: "Well, tell him to fuck off and i'll find you a direct flight." -my FATHER (to me about james....hahahahahahha...my dad said fuck...i still cant believe it!!)

current mood: annoyed
current music: Disturbed ~Remember~

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Saturday, December 21st, 2002
4:53 pm
My Sundown

i see it around me
i see it in everything:
i could be so much more than this

i said my goodbyes
this is my sundown
i'm going to be so much more than this

with one hand high you'll show them your progress
you'll take your time
but no one cares ....no one cares

i need you to show me the way from crazy
i want to be so much more than this

with one hand high you'll show them your progress
you'll take your time
but no one cares...no one cares


current mood: bored
current music: jimmy eat world

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Friday, December 20th, 2002
1:05 am - And i'll get away from you...and pull you down...
yeah i liked this idea...but since 13 is my favorite number i added 3 more categories... :-D

*****13 Bands/Artists You Really Like (no particular order)
1.) Disturbed
2.) Incubus
3.) Live
4.) Linkin Park
5.) Sublime
6.) Our Lady Peace
7.) Finger Eleven
8.) Jeremiah Freed
9.) Korn
10.) Nine Inch Nails
11.)Marilyn Manson
12.) Stabbing Westward
13.) The Ataris

*****12 Things You Wish You'd Done
1.) Gone skydiving this past summer
2.) Been honest with myself
3.) Not lost my best friend
4.) Learned how to rollarblade better
5.) Gotten to play soccer this fall :'-(
6.) Not said about 98158714571634 things
7.) Curbed my sarcasm
8.) Not worked at the State this past summer (ahhhhhhh)
9.) Adopted Baby Jade from the vet clinic
10.) Learned how to talk to people
11.) Read about 23875613485071634 books
12.) Not drank the cheapest vodka ever made (yuck! :-P)

*****11 Things You Absolutely Could Not Live Without
1.) sleep
2.) my bed (or my WPI substitute)
3.) music
4.) meghan
5.) tyler
6.) mike and james
7.) the stars
8.) darkness
9.) weekends
10.) chapstick
11.) meghan's lakehouse

*****10 Places You Want to Be Rather Than Where You Are
1.) Ireland
2.) Florida (but only for a short while)
3.) Worcester (only because i miss my woopie-ites)
4.) In bed...mmmm...bed
5.) On any mountain...skiing
6.) Boston
7.) Here
8.) Here
9.) Here
10.) Here

***** 9 Things You're Looking Forward To
1.) Going skiing with mikey
2.) Seeing Tyler on monday
3.) Seeing Return of the King
4.) Reading Lord of the Rings
5.) March 2nd
6.) Seeing Luke
7.) Hanging with Meghan (if she ever finds a spare minute :-P)
8.) HOPEFULLY going to see my grandparents
9.) Sleeping :-D

***** 8 Things You Wear Daily
1.) pjs
2.) contacts
3.) WPI sweatshirt
4.) james' fuzzy bracelet
5.) Bill's showlace
6.) 3 plastic bottle lid rings
7.) earrings
8.) underwear

***** 7 Things That Annoy You
1.) The general public
2.) ignorance
3.) stupidity
4.) mental laziness
5.) lack of ambition
6.) Having to wait a year to see Return of the King
7.) lonliness

***** 6 Things That You Touch Everyday
1.) chapstick
2.) my iMac
3.) contacts
4.) Casey
5.) toothbrush
6.) water
7.) my bed

***** 5 Things That You Do Everyday
1.) laugh
2.) swear
3.) sing offkey
4.) wake up (eventually)
5.) eat...mmm...food

***** 4 People That You Want to Spend More Time With
1.) Meghan
2.) James
3.) Mikey
4.) Maphoo, Bill, Adam, spikey Mikey, Amanda, Beth (shhhh....so i cheated...so what???)

***** 3 Movies You Can Watch Over and Over
1.) Lord Of The Rings
2.) Aladdin
3.) SLC PUNK!

***** 2 Of Your Favorite Songs at the Moment
1.) ~The Great Below~ NIN
2.) ~Darkness~ Disturbed

***** 1 Person You Could Spend Your Life With
1.) ...is somewhere out there...



weeee...that was fun...


bedtime i guess

love,
me

quote of the day: "A baby is born with a need to be loved - and never outgrows it." -Frank A. Clark

current mood: indifferent
current music: Finger Eleven ~Awake & Dreaming~

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Thursday, December 19th, 2002
2:02 am - POE-TAY-TOES!!!!!!
hahaha....

Two Towers was so great....it definitely had its moments

gollum (aka Sméagol) the multiple personality creature
gimli the comic relief
gandalf the white (yay)
aragorn...*drooool* :-D
and WOW...legolas actually has lines this time

i really should get around to reading the books

i really should get around to doing something this break...i've been such a lazy bum. it was really nice to see Katie and Jay tho. and of course it was great to chill with meggy last night too. i need to hang out with mikey...and go SKIING!!! just let me know when you wanna go already!! :-D

i wish it wasnt christmas season...it doesnt even feel like it to me
its lost all its meaning, other than spending quality time with family and friends...there is no meaning in it for me. i'm not a fan of exchanging gifts...i hate dragging a once beautiful evergreen tree into my house and putting cheesy chinky ornaments on it...i miss being a kid and actually enjoying the holiday season...i hate shopping...i hate malls...i hate buying stupid things...i hate not knowing what to get anyone...i hate getting useless things from people...

i especially hate that i'm prolly not going to get to see my grandparents because my mom wants us to be here for next week including christmas, which is the only time really that i could possibly get off from work for a long enough period...even tho shes not even going to be home for christmas cuz she has to work....does that make any sense??? my grandmother...who i last saw at graduation time when she was in almost perfectly good health...but now she is slowly recovering from a very bad fall she had a few months ago...in which she injured her pelvis severly so she is now in a wheelchair and she's sucking oxygen cuz she also had issues with her lungs due to her 60 years of smoking. and my grandfather isnt getting any younger.

i mean...all i want to do is hug them and spend a little quality time with them before i can never do that again...i'll definitely be able to spend lots more time with my mom...and its not like christmas really has any more special meaning than any other day for my family.

goodnight moon...

love,
me

quotes of the day: "It was all a dream." -Aragorn to Arwen
"We don't have any friends." -Gollum to himself
"Should I describe it to you, or shall I get you a box to stand on?" -Legolas to Gimli
"What's a 'tater?" -Gollum..."POE-TAY-TOES!" -Samwise

current mood: sleepy
current music: Lord of the Rings score....damn i need that soundtrack

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Monday, December 16th, 2002
10:29 pm - more boredness

Which guy are you destined to have sex with?

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only because Amanda would be crazy jealous!!! ;-D


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Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?

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I see a pattern here...


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oh louie!! well at least i broke the pattern...:-D


i did absolutely nothing today and i enjoyed it thoroughly!!

gnight moon


love,
me

quote of the day: "Men talk of killing time, while time quietly kills them." -Dion Boucicault

current mood: awake
current music: Metallica ~Nothing Else Matters~

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2:19 pm - hahaha so what??? i got bored...
Sex Wanted.
Got Sex?
Time To Make The Sex.
Fall Into The Sex.
Come Fly The Friendly Sex.
When It Absolutely, Positively Has To Be Sex Overnight.
Did Somebody Say Sex?
Taste the Sex.
We're Serious About Sex.
Because So Much Is Riding On Your Sex.
Think Sex.
Poppin' Fresh Sex.
cuz i'm not mean enough to take up your entire friend's page )

you can thank a link in Beth's profile for this nonsense....blame her!! :-D


love,
me

current mood: amused
current music: Red Dwarf theme...(gotta love that crazy British comedy)

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Sunday, December 15th, 2002
9:33 pm
tyler just said about the funniest thing i've heard in a long time...too bad too many people read this so i cant post it...

blah...today was eh

i woke up at 7:45 and was at the clinic by 8. woohoo...yay for cleaning for 5 hours and dealing with an overly spastic black lab, grrrrrr if only they were calmer maybe i'd like that breed more

so i got home...watched MIIB and took a nap on my couch, which isnt exactly the most comfortable thing in the world, but i was far to lazy and tired to move.

now i'm just bummin around...i really have nothing planned for break.
i did get my rad awesome cool new skis yesterday tho...weeeee i cant wait to go skiing even if i just go to Pats by myself...i need to go a lot


oh just one more thing...I FUCKING HATE DIAL-UP!!!!!

ok..i'm calm...

gnight moon

love,
me

quote of the day: "I never thought I would say this but i sorta miss yur Imac." - Tyler :-D

current mood: meh
current music: ~A Whole New World~ dont ask...i just watched Aladdin ok!?!

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Friday, December 13th, 2002
11:56 pm - home yet again...
it feels like i never left after thanksgiving break...

this past week went by so fast, and i cant believe i am done with half of my freshmen year already...

i'm sitting here at home at my deak in my room...and i am wondering how my life is different now...

*the new people i've met and friends ive made for starters...i can even begin to discuss that in full detail.

*the new way i'm living...so closely with so many awesome people. it makes it hard to be away from there for so long and not see everyone's faces everyday.

*being on my own...granted i have a great support system in every direction...but living away from home, my parents, my doggie, my brother, my OWN room...thats hard in itself...but also give one the ability to be able to create new foundations and sprout in new directions instead of being grounded and stuck in one place, doing the same thing day in and day out.

*knowing that i dont have to change to fit the "college life"...i've already been "talked to " about how i'm different and how that might hinder my ability to get to know people....well i know i'm not different just to be different...and i have met and gotten to know some of the best people without hardly leaving my residence hall...i dont need to get drunk to make friends...and i dont need to walked around in a lake of beer to have fun. thats me...and thats ok

*realizing that some things cant be the same forever...college makes things morph so rapidly that its hard to keep up with everything...


so...i was home hardly an hour before i found myself in bed and sleeping soundly...for 5 HOURS!!! that was really nice i love my bed here.

i always LOVE homecooked food...no matter what it is, it is better than "club daka"

so tomorrow...laundry, pick up skiis!!, and work (yay!)

gnight moon!

love,
me

quote of the day: "Have a nice Christmas, even though i know you hate it" -Brent

current mood: rejuvenated
current music: Jeremiah Freed ~Reasons~

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Thursday, December 12th, 2002
2:17 pm - woo fucking hoo
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current mood: drained
current music: Disturbed ~Rise~

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Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
12:44 am - yay for studying
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reeeeeeeally....


well then...today was blah...only had one class that calc test thing...twas easy
worked on my paper a little...although i'm still a little lost as to where to go with it
studied calc and chem somewhat...but basically just chilled with james and laurie
watched Interview with the Vampire with james...weeeee louis, lestat, vampire gore and ANTONIO BANDERAS!!! cant go wrong with that

and now i should be sleeping...see as i have a long day ahead of me of writing a paper and studying...weeee even more fun..at least thursday night will be fun...and i'll be home friday woohoo


gnight moon!

love,
me

quote of the day: "I'm flesh and blood, but not human. I haven't been human for 2 hundred years." -Louis Interview with the Vampire

current mood: nerdy
current music: NIN ~The Great Below~ (just for you james!)

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