ITS MUH BIRTHDAY!

Yay I'm older :/

If anyone wants to get me these goggles for my birthday, I would be gratefull :D Click where it says 'these goggles'.

I know you don't want to fight.

You didn't even bother to let me calm down.

You just up and left.



I have the worst headache of my life now.

You are Magenta. You hail from the planet
Transsexual in the galaxy of Transylvania, but
for now, you're here on Earth, working as a
maid in Dr. Frank N. Furter's castle. You are
languid yet intense, with a calm insanity and a
subtle sensuality that, surprisingly, only your
brother Riff Raff gets to experience.


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So I went and applied for the Spokane Interstate fair today. 9 days of work is still 9 days of work. Wish me luck. The apricots are about ready to be picked. I wonder if I can make preserves....hmm...


These were originally posted on myspace.com. O, yeah, go check me out on there clicky-clicky me!.

( Read, copy, write and paste your own dumb survay! )

I have a man who loves me alot :)

Just thought I would express how much I adore him!

Hey everyone! Someone is stealing artists works and selling pictures as her own work. Illegally using copyrighted material to make a profit. This stuff need to stop! Rion is an awesome guy and doesn't deserve the time it will take it court for this girl to learn her lesson.

This is from her website :

"All Tags are made from Tubes, which I have received thru my MANY graphic groups.They are then animated and become moving "parodies of the Tube itself. Once animated, I add a name,then it is posted on these pages, for ALL to enjoy and take! THESE tags are FREE for all to take and Use! Below are some of the Artists, whos tubes I used in the PAST! Special Thanks to Dean Yeagle and Joel Adams for their help YOU will find their links below, Please visit! IF you see a Graphic on MY site that is YOURS & Copyrighted, PLEASE Email me and IT will be removed AT ONCE!!. or A link to your work!"

Problem is she has never gotten permission from Rion or any other artist there that I know of. These are not free pictures she is posting.

Her website is http://www.bronxtags.com/ and her email is BronxLady1@aol.com. Boycott her and her nastiness! The good folks from Rion's Yahoo group have emailed her about the illegal pictures and she has been NASTY to them.

lamer: n.

1. Synonym for looser, common among warez d00dz, crackers, phreakers
etc. A user who behaves in a stupid or uneducated manner that's often
characteristic of newbies. A person who downloads much, but who never
uploads(aka leecher). One who opposes the elite(L337). Has the same
connotations of self-conscious elitism that use of luser does.

2. A person with no Phreaking/Hacking skills, but who talks a lot of
sh1t.

3. Someone who annoys the sysop or other users — for instance, by
posting lots of gay messages, uploading virus-ridden software,
frequently dropping dl'ers, etc.

4.Crackers use this to refer to cracker wannabees. A lamer is one who
scams codes off others rather than actually doing cracks or really
understanding the fundamental concepts.

5.In warez d00dz culture, where the ability to wave around cracked
commercial software within days of (or before) release to the
commercial market is esteemed, the lamer might try to upload garbage,
shareware, or something incredibly old (old in this context is read
as a few years to anything older than 3 days). `Lamer' is also much
used in the IRC world in a similar sense to the above.

This term seems to have originated in the Commodore-64 scene in the
mid 1980s. It was popularized among Amiga crackers of the mid-1980s
by `Lamer Exterminator', the most famous and feared Amiga virus ever,
which gradually corrupted non-write-protected floppy disks with bad
sectors. The bad sectors, when looked at, were overwritten with
repetitions of the string "LAMER!"

Poor kid: David Varney, a 19-year-old who is auctioning off his virginity on the Internet, had planned to give some of the winning bid to Oxfam, but the charity says it wants nothing to do with his tainted money

Lurid headlines are claiming that frantic last-minute editing had to be done on Colin Farrell’s “A Home At the End of the World” because, as one report put it, “his manhood is so big it had to be axed from nude scenes.” Funny. That contradicts what Farrell himself once said on the topic. Last year, in an interview with the London Mirror, Farrell discussed the infamous sex tape made by Pam Anderson and Tommy Lee. "They call [Tommy Lee] T Bone. … Good for him. I'd follow that trend if I could, but it's physically impossible. Two inches. Hard as a rock. Write that down." The Scoop thought you should know.

And now I'm really freakin confused. Marlon Brando is dead right? Died at 80. Well read this. Click this link and see that the article is real. It goes as follows: A spokesman points out that Brando will soon be going back to work. Hes doing a voice in an animated movie called “Big Bug Man.” A 80 year old dead guy doing a voice over in a new animated movie. Something sounds fishy here :P

Watch out. The government now wants to control our VOIP. That's 'voice over internet protocol' for you non geeks. Read the article here.

And on another note, I'm FANTASTIC! Still unemployed :( but good. I've been doing witchy things for the past few days like storing garden grown herbs (I have waaaay to much lavendar), tending the garden and generally enjoying the summer. Today its wonderfully cool! The greenness (is that a word??) around me is amazing. I am startled by Their gifts to us every day :)

chopping
slicing
dicing
hitting
pain
anger
regret
tears
fear

Had a good , very relaxing evening hanging out with Brain and Patrick. Went over to Terry and Sara's to try out Terry's new toy. Mmmmmm boy does that thing work well. Make your own guesses as to what it was :D .... Then traveled over to Jason and Lis's and sat on the porch drinking beers (only 4 :D) and watching lightning. I'm in a really good mood. Yay!

When people start flipping out about a problem THAT DOES NOT EXIST, they need to take a step back and say, "Hey, why am I freakin' out?"

There was no problem. None at all. Yet he seems to think there was. Just cause I posted something that he should have never seen. From now on anything personal is either going to be friends only (cause I am a VERY open person) or will be kept private. I'm sick of problems being created about NOTHING. I repeat, THERE WAS NO PROBLEM UNTIL YOU FREAKED OUT.

I love you. There was nothing wrong :(

You read some of the bad poetry aloud. Your small intestine attempts to strangle you from within.

Mick's IcyVapoHotness Rub: Sweet merciful Jesus, this is the strongest-smelling muscle rub you've ever encountered. It's like a Spearmint Fairy took a crap on a candy cane, only more medicinal-smelling.


Jason is a prick. I call him to see if he wants cigerattes from Worley. He bites my head off cause I guess a 6 dolla bag of tobacco is not good enough for him. Maybe I should stop offering to do things for him if this is the way I am going to be treated. i thought i was being nice, but i guess not. Asshole. Jason Robert Shores can be a huge asshole.

I've been so busy I forgot to update. :P Tho I injured my back again, I went dammit. I was going on a freakin stretcher if I had to. Midsummer was great. The coven ate well, had alot of fun, bickered a bit and didn't get bit by one mosquito. w00t. I left the DD with a HUGE amount of leftover energy. Luckily, food is grounding :D I love Janette's cabin. It really is like the house of a fairy. Oh, I also now have my second degree pentacle. Tho I never got around to having my talk with Brian. I was much to tired and concerned about everything going ok last weekend. All in all, Lammas went wonderfully well :)

If I have something else interesting to say, I'll post it.

This issue affects anyone under 25.

Draft expected to start on June 15, 2005 (bill in Congress now)
FOR AGES 18-26. MEN AND WOMEN, NO COLLEGE EXEMPTIONS.

There is pending legislation in the House and Senate (twin bills: S89and HR163) which will time the program's initiation so the
draft can begin as early as Spring 2005 -- just after the 2004 presidentialelection. The administration is quietly trying to get these
bills passed now, while the public's attention is on the elections, so our action on this is needed immediately.

See the following websites to view Bills:
Senate Bill 89: http://www.congress.gov/cgi-bin/bdquery/z?d108:S.89:
House Bill 163: http://www.congress.gov/cgi-bin/bdquery/z?d108:HR00163:


Congress brought twin bills, S. 89 and HR 163 forward, entitled theUniversal National Service Act of 2003, ;"to provide for the common defense by requiring that all young persons [age 18--26] in the United States, including women, perform a period of military service or a period of civilian service in furtherance of the national defense and homeland security, and for other purposes."; These active bills currently sit in the committee on armed services. Dodging the draft will be more difficult than those from the Vietnam era. College and Canada will not be options. In December 2001, Canada and the U.S. signed a smart border declaration," which could be used to keep would-be draft dodgers in.

Signed by Canada's minister of foreign affairs, John Manley, and U.S.Homeland Security director, Tom Ridge, the declaration involves
a 30-point plan which implements, among other things, a ;"pre-clearance agreement"; of people entering and departing each country. Reforms aimed at making the draft more equitable along gender and class lines also eliminates higher education as a shelter. Underclassmen would only be able to postpone service until the end of their current semester. Seniors would have until the end of the academic year. This plan, among other things, eliminates higher education as a shelter and includes women the draft. Please contact your representatives to voice your opinion and contact newspapers and other media outlets to ask them why they're not covering this important story. The draft $28 million has been added to the 2004 Selective Service System (sss) budget to prepare for a military draft that could start as early as June15, 2005. Selective Service must report to Bush on March 31, 2005 that the system, which has lain dormant for decades, is ready for activation.

Please see website: http://www.sss.gov/perfplan_fy2004.html>; to view the SSS annual performance plan - fiscal year 2004. The pentagon has quietly begun a public campaign to fill all 10,350 draft board positions and11,070 appeals board slots nationwide. Though this is an unpopular election year topic, military experts and influential members of congress are suggesting that if Rumsfeld's prediction of a long, hard
battle in Iraq and Afghanistan [and a permanent state of war on terrorism proves accurate, the U.S. may have no choice but to draft.

http://www.sss.gov/perfplan_fy2004.html>

WHAT TO DO:
Tell all your friends
Contact your Senators & Reps
For the list of Senate &; House Representatives (53)
and websites, go to:

http://www.visi.com/juan/congress/cgi-bin/newseek.cgi>
http://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm>
http://www.visi.com/juan/congress/>

Thought i'd post this, too. Stolen from sykospark

Female gamers Wanted!. If only I lived in Cali...

I need a new LJ avatar. Someone make me one. I'm to lazy.

Read this http://www.molvania.com/. I must have this book.

I am tired. All is good. :) Andrea, are joo and the folks goink out for Gay Day tomorrow? Jason and Lis are dragging me to da bar. JOO SHOULD JOIN US! Drag Jairus out, too.

Love you Georgie! Wish you could have stayed longer this morning :( I love sleeping next to you.

Its been odd w/out the 'rent' here. Having Ben here has made it even more odder. Ya I know that's not a word, but it fits. Guh to teh!

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I’m not going to give out the contact number that I have for “Fight Club” author Chuck Palahniuk, so don’t even ask. The Portland-based author is going to show up in Spokane July 8 at Auntie’s Bookstore to read from his latest collection of nonfiction pieces, “Stranger Than Fiction: True Stories” (Doubleday, 233 pages, $23.95). I will, however, reveal this: The final three numerals of the phone number that I have for Palahniuk are 666. As the man’s book title says, stranger than fiction.

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Your comic relief saved you. You were probably
the hero's best friend and messed up a lot, but
helped him in some major way, believing in
yourself, near the end. As the sympathetic
character, you live.


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I know you peeps out there are going to throw a fit BUUUUUUT, George and I have talked, he's gone to counseling and quit the weed, so we've decided to get back together. Its going to be a long road of healing and understanding, but I love him to much to throw what we had away. He spent several hours apologizing for how he has treated me, and I feel allot better. Hell, we both feel allot better. I am so in love :)

Tonight we are going to go see The Day After Tomorrow, BBQ then watch Troy. WOOT! Looking forward to both movies.

Stolen from Duh!?!

You are THE REAL THING!
You are just a regular person with alternative
beliefs. You don't feel you have anything to
prove and are just enjoying life. Good for
you!


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Yay for being a witch!

Sorry I didn't attend you BBQ last night Andrea and company. I had ALOT to think about and needed to be alone. I love ya guys tho ^_^

A brilliant bolt of lightning descends! SHAZAAM! The oracle has spoken!

The smoke clears to reveal that inside you is a divine being,

HERA the Goddess of Devotion.

She's a deity who demands total worship from her partner, and will go to great lengths to achieve the admiration she desires.

You probably place a lot of value on monogamy and exclusivity, and you give yourself completely to your man. With so much devotion, you
guarantee his satisfaction in all facets of your relationship. You feel most comfortable when there's an intimate connection between you and your partner. When you feel that security, you abandon your sexual inhibitions and set your divine powers loose. You are a profound and passionate lover who believes that great sex means more than just a union of your bodies. To feel truly free, you believe that your heart and mind must be a part of the experience. When that total involvement finally happens, it's like a light drops down from heaven. Behold, the skies proclaim, here lies a goddess!

Take the test!!!

You dream: You're standing in front of the Council of Loathing dressed only in your underwear.


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The urge to pass through the veil and complete my training is huge. Not only will I be looked up to from the community, but have many more duties to assume. Editor, teacher, part time HPS, student, friend. We (the community in general) seem to change from day to day. I've been stagnant for so long, that maybe a change this drastic will give me that extra push to complete what in life I need to complete.

I'm not sure if I am willing to commit to a suggestion from someone. The plans seem laid, but I hold GREAT hesitation over the whole thing. I am not fully ready to commit myself to it.

I know this all seems vague, but this post is for me. Assume what you shall.

[karkajou_automaton] death is just nature's little way of saying "hey, relax"

A NEW HELLRAISER!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!

I think I ate waaaay to many carbs yesterday, drank to much vodka and SoCo. Hangover :D

I will repeat, I have the best friends in the world. People who I can actually go to and talk about how I feel, tho I rarely do so. Its (not always) better to work out these feelings internally. Maybe I am an overly analytical person.

ohGr - Pore + Decoded Feedback - Phoenix = A better mood!

2 hours of sleep later, I am more the retarded for it. Odd dreams. I mean just plain odd. In my inability to sleep last night I perused LJ stuff, noticing that Gothic_Werewolf added me. He's been inactive for some time now. I can still remember the 1 and only date we had. Odd. Neway, he and Jeff were playing croquet on a large green lawn. Then suddenly everything turned cartoony. After that, I sort of lost the dream. Sleep. I need sleep. I need sleep badly. I want to sleep for 12 hours. I haven't slept for more then 6 hours a night since I broke up with George. I'm starting to wear thin.

[syntheticangel] you guys are all extremely gay for being homosexual super power dictators of milanowski republic in the lemon lime dance revelution i hope to someday rule and be remembereds as one of the greatest cheesenuggets ever carved into the symbolistic gods of teen angst


This came in my Inbox:

To: nw-ind-goth@yahoogroups.com
From: abuse@gov.us Add to Address Book
Date: Tue, 25 May 2004 11:40:45 -0500
Subject: [NW_Ind_Goth] Internet Provider Abuse


You have visited illegal websites.
I have a big list of the websites you surfed.
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Can people be ANY dumber? Its a yahoo group moron. I am still wondering how he managed to post without joining the group tho.

Every night I put myself through this. Did I do the right thing? I miss him so much. I miss his arms, wrapped around me. I miss his pizza. I miss his lips...why must I do this to myself.

I'm soooo sorry that I hurt you. It was the last thing I wanted to do.

DOOOOOOD Morrisey is going to be on Craig Kilborn!!! Orgasm! Ok I'm better.

Well today was a thrill. I cleaned, did some laundry, made corn bread for tomorrow's chili feed and that's about it. Woowoo. I live a charmed life :P

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The title of the forthcoming album of Nine Inch Nails is known! "Bleed Through,", written in Los Angeles and recorded in the New Orleans, will be the successor of "The Fragile" studio album published in 1999. Trent Reznor, the charismatic leader of the band, describes it as more brutal and more minimal than the previous one, he also adds that "It's more song-oriented [than The Fragile], it's much more lean. It's going to be twelve good punches in the face -- no fillers, no instrumentals, just straight to the point". The producer is of this new opus is noone else but Rick Rubin (Red Hot Chili Peppers, Johnny Cash, Jay-Z), the sound guru of "Further Down The Spiral" (1995) with the help of Adrian Sherwood. The band is still recording, no release date has been announced yet. Expect a tour to present this new record.

The Cure" is finally the title of the forthcoming album of the living legends of... The Cure, out on the 29th of June. The new record will contain 14 new tracks with among, the new single "The End of The World". Robert Smith claims that "it's probably the best thing we have ever done. This is record is called "The Cure", so if you don't like it, you don't like us". Smith has also revealed that former guitarist Porl Thompson has recorded some songs with them. Ross Robinson (Limp Bizkit, Slipknot, Amen) had the chance to be the lucky producer in the London based Olympic Studio (The Mission, Depeche Mode). About this collaboration, Robert adds that Ross forced them to play, most of the time, like
in real concert conditions. The tracklist: Lost, Labyrinths (working title), Before 3 (working title), Truth Goodness and Beauty, The End of the World, I Don't Know What's Going On, Taking Off, Anniversary, This Morning, Us or Them, Precious Advice (working title), Jason #3 (working title), The Promise, Going Nowhere

PANZER AG is no one else than ICON OF COIL front man Andy LaPlegua! And the charisma and thrill of his live performances also characterizes his new project. Wherever this man may dig for his energy and his ideas – he seems to find plenty of both. "This Is My Battlefield" is the title of the first album by his new side-project signed to Accession Records. The whole album is said to be channeled into finest electro, combined with hefty doses of industrial and power noise. A provocative release aiming in the direction of musical figureheads like The Prodigy or Marilyn Manson! Expect a full interview with PANZER AG in the new issue of Side-Line n°48 out in July.