Friday, March 1st, 2002
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9:53 pm - sigh.
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I am rather frustrated right now...
It was spontaneous frustration on his part and then he walked off...
"this is like pulling teeth"
And now I'm sitting alone wishing he would just come back and talk to me, but I suppose that is too much to satisfy...
I feel nervous and I'm on my way from sad and submissive to getting really pissed off. Especially after trying to see what was up and him just sitting there in silence, not giving a fuck that I am upset. At least I tried.
That's as close as putting my frustrations into four-letter words as it gets in these situations. If you ever read this, I'm sure you'll be proud. Grr.
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Friday, February 1st, 2002
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8:49 pm
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I feel like fooling around and being happy
...but i'm too tired.
This is not real life.
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Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
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9:40 pm
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Miko is precious. I am starting to get itchy... I really don't want to leave him with my mother when I move. :(
My family is sick. They're all blaming me, but I never did get sicksick... just drippy nose. I think I had the beginning of another sinus infection. Yay! (I didn't have the end...)
Ok, nothing meaningful to say... just generally unhappy.
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Wednesday, January 9th, 2002
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10:05 pm - I am...
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When I said I never thought I was one of those doormat people, I meant it... but I also meant that I never thought I could be insensitive.
I was.
current mood: guilty
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Wednesday, January 2nd, 2002
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10:53 pm
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My spirit animal thingie is a wolf.
My beliefs most closely mirror those of the Secular Humanists.
I am done with tests for right now :)
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12:01 pm
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10:25 am - i'm the girl next door. well, not next door to you because you probably live in canada where it's ..
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Sunday, December 30th, 2001
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9:27 pm
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I waited all day. 12 hours later, he's asleep.
It's only 9:30... what will I do with myself?
I know he needs the sleep. I wish I weren't so selfish.
current mood: lonely
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Saturday, December 29th, 2001
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2:13 am
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I bought myself a present today. One of a string of presents to come. I'm rather like a hermit crab when it comes to books... I live in one then outgrow it and search for another. Oh, and I usually decorate them with puffy paints too. Well, not really, but if I /were/ a hermit crab, I would rather like my home to be decorated with puffy paints.
K. laughed at me. The guy at the register, Mack, has a nice voice and an awful name. I didn't look that stoned, honest. I had an eye exam that morning and was dialated and blinky. Anywho, I ended up with bizarre change, but I didn't notice... I was too busy telling K. to leave me alone and act like a person who was quite possibly not infatuated with the cashier. Hmph! Funny how a week earlier when I suggested the sight of him she scoffed. She said his buzzed head was too much for her to bear. Now that it's growing out, she likes the look of the guy. ;) Am I great or what? Maybe I can set them up... hmmmm... *scheme*
I miss Kari and stalking.
I want to cradle certain wounded people.
I need to remember things to do tomorrow. Like...buy things... and watch lord of the rings. Rock on.
current mood: mischievous
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2:12 am
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Friday, December 28th, 2001
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5:32 pm
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I
one day waded into ice floating Johns Creek
chanting "Hallelujah! I freetize
the father, son and holly toast!"
Rising
from a shallow ditch, I say "Peace" to us.
current mood: thankful
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Thursday, December 27th, 2001
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5:22 pm
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I saw DarkDahlia today ;) It's been quite some time since we've talked in person. Her hair is red! Ee! She blew smoke at me, literally, but I still wuv her.
Oh, while I was out I saw Happy too... I didn't say hi or anything, I don't know him that well, but I kinda looked around to see if Anna was there. I didn't see her anywhere so I just left. Later, I mentioned it in an IM and she said she was there....*sob* and now her sick ass wants to stay in and I don't have annnybody to go out with.
BTW, I'm not that much of a flirt, leamme alone.
:)
current mood: amused
current music: ;) heh heh heh
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Monday, December 24th, 2001
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7:43 pm
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Oh! I couldn't resist! :)
 | You know all and see all, but that doesn't prevent you from having a child-like innocence and a playful sense of humor. You obviously think very highly of yourself, but that's okay, everyone does. Told ya God was a woman!!
Take The "Which Kevin Smith Female Are You?" Quiz!! |
current mood: thoughtful
current music: Vitamin ;)
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Saturday, December 22nd, 2001
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6:43 pm
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Thursday, December 20th, 2001
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10:38 pm - wow...
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it's actually cold inside my house... the windows are all open and it's finally down to 50 :) yay!!
I am one happy person right now. Well, except that my fingers feel tingly when i wash my hands with warm water... :) but i can get used to that.
*stretch*
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Wednesday, December 19th, 2001
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7:29 pm - Back in the day there existed a conversation...
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"Yeah, I dated an 18-year-old once... she was hot."
"Oh?"
"Well, yeah, but then I found out she was my aunt."
Good job George.
(Back in the day when those who could drive were deities and those who could get their ears pierced without parent permission were actually worthy of unconditional devotion)
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5:06 pm - oh well...
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My first exam, which btw was my hardest, was so strange. It had nothing to do with what was in the curriculum and it was verrrry long. I felt like crying afterward. I really have no idea how I did and that scares me... though I know it shouldn't and I'm just being academically anal me... My other exam was great, even though some ass put a game of poker on the calculator I borrowed (from the teacher) so every time i tried to graph something it asked me if i wanted to stand. Hmph.
I still finished beautifully... then I scooped up my little bro and we were off to help my mother with something... but she sent us out to buy a christmas present for my father. The place was almost inaccessible because of screwed up medians and superheavy traffic, but 'sall good (or something). While in the most awful place on earth (a sporting goods store... and by sporting i mean hunting and fishing), I started to feel really dizzy and my hands were shaking. I went outside to wait for Charlie in the car, where I fell asleep, i think... I might have passed out, but I didn't wake up with a headache or anything so i figure sleep is more likely. Anywho, I went through a Checkers drive thru line to get something sugary :p The banana shake machine wasn't working (blast!) so I got eggnog. Mistake. Charlie was hungry and wanted some meal or something so i ordered it for him and drove up... where the man handed me a whole bunch of stuff I didn't order... like six champburgers or something. I handed them back. He got pissed. He snapped and said I had to take them because he'd already "cashed it through" or something like that, and I told him it wasn't even near what I had ordered, and he put in another order for me... I should have just left, but I am stupid and I wanted a shake and charlie was whining for his food. I stayed and he messed things up four more times, including handing me charlie's order, but no shake and then snapping when i mentioned that i hadn't gotten the shake etc. I ended up talking to his manager. Luckily, I didn't have to ask for her; she came out to fix his mess. She said sorry and rolled her eyes. ;P I won't go back... even if the banana shake thingie is working. Take that.
After consuming half the shake and giving the rest to charlie, I had a brain freeze... when that went away I started to feel better, and got angry-hyper. I even held down the horn when someone stopped in the middle of the stretch of one of those lanes to get you going faster to merge. ;)
Now i'm sinking again and I'm just going to go to sleep. I feel like I can't even walk downstairs without risking a fall...or falling asleep on the way down.
Oh, and sorry for all you who got the result of Tori from that quiz... didn't mean to spoil the happiness with the announcement that it's rigged.
current mood: melancholy
current music: La Nouba soundtrack. purr.
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Monday, December 17th, 2001
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5:06 pm - Whee!
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I is happy.
Exams are coming up this week and I am ready, as usual, but this year I don't care enough to worry that perhaps I am being overconfident. (ha, etc.)
Thus, I have time to help my friends. O, that all of mankind could be as unselfish as I! *preen* Teehee :D
I am in a ~playful~ mood, so dangle some string and I'll come a'pouncin'. Still, beneath the frisky exterior, I'm jealous to the core. (of Sara because she is with her person and I am without mine and ... yes, well... my day will come! Oh, and of Annie because she's going to Germany to stay with her person, who is only sort of her person, but who is a GRRRRREAT reason to stay in a foreign country.)
Anywho, I have a few dollars and a new haircut which means it's time to get my groooove on with some cheap ho from University Boulevard. Whee!!
Later monkeyheads.
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Saturday, December 15th, 2001
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5:54 pm - oh...
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12:04 am - surprise, surprise...
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or not
See which Ab Fab character you are! click here
quiz made by xqueeniex
That was so predictable!! ;) Still, somehow I think cleavage is not a problem.
All of you go to bed! tsktsk
current mood: motherly
current music: devil with a blue dress blue dress blue dress...
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