Saturday, February 5th, 2005
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11:26 am
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Friday, February 4th, 2005
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2:45 pm
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Look who is on. :P Well I didn't have that much work to do after missing so many days of school that I can do other than a bunch of US History review. And I massively bombed a math test but I don't know if I care. Im going in Monday for everything though, so I'll be okay in the end.
Some funny stuff happening, like getting a "we're reviewing your app" letter from Agnes Scott after getting a "You're in!" package, and having an argument with a teacher whose logic train is... strange, but I'm too lazy to get into details.
Oh, and the doctors told me theres nothing wrong with me. Just chronic inflammation, don't worry about it, blah blah. Thanks, wish you told be that before this week was shit! Ah well. :)
Sushi tonight though.
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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
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10:56 pm
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10:34 pm
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I'm going to take a break from the game for a week, or try to. I'm ignoring a lot of stuff because of it and theres not enough people to play with. I need to think more about schoolwork.
Rethinking about investing in getting a PS2 and a good DDR pad. Good exercise makes me feel better, from memory. And thats the only way to exercise I've ever particularly enjoyed.
I got accepted to Agnes Scott. Not looking forward to dorm life but thats college for ya. The rest of the college will make up for having to share my space.
I have come to realize that I am an ornery emo kid. I find this to be a bad thing but cannot think of a suitable remedy.
I hate school. My new teachers don't particularly like me (in fact I pretty sure they don't like me at all) and I haven't done much to make them like me as I sleep through their classes.
I think I'm definately having an emo night. I hate those. Everything looks bad sometimes. I wish I was always happy in the face of anything. Like, more than wishing I could fly and speak every language.
Not much has really been going on. I've been very antisocial.
I also cannot think of one thing I'm very good at. There's nothing I can say I do better than most people. I haven't really learned any important life skills.
I think I should unplug my computer and try to find things to do without it. I remember writing about how much happier I was without using it a lot when I was in New Zealand. This means I need to start cracking on learning how to drive. I still am extremely paranoid about dying while driving.
So after this entry I'm going to unplug my computer for a week and see how that goes. Probably will plug it back in tomorrow.
So I really can't think of what I have done that is worth noting.
This guy has an awesome icon tho: http://www.livejournal.com/users/robbieperson/
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4:44 pm
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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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11:20 am
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
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2:28 pm
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10:14 am
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Blahblahblah WarCraft blah blah.
I talked to a really nice nurse yesterday, asked me all sorts of fun questions.
Haven't been doing much else other than school and game. I went out and saw a really good movie on Friday with Sylvia, Keida, the gnome (I can't remember his name ever! Aahhh!).
Trying to keep up with stuff without going insane. I'm a horrible person to everyone recently.
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Thursday, January 20th, 2005
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5:52 pm
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I feel like shit. I have too much blood in my urine. Because of this I have signed my name over 80 times in the last week, had my ID and insurance card xeroxed 5 times, waited doing nothing for 5 hours minimum, talked to a doctor for 15 minutes maximum (+10 minutes of a CT Scan), been through way too much buracracy, and I still get to go back on the 31st and sedated so they can look around, stick things in all the orifices I'd rather they not, and see if they can figure out what the hell is up.
I hate doctors. Period.
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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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1:48 pm
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Sunday, January 16th, 2005
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5:52 pm
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12:39 pm
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Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
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12:12 am
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Who I used to be seems to have left me. I am now a no-nothing, careless degenerate of society. I don't see myself adding anything worthwhile to the planet during my existance.
Hopefully this is just the PMS talking, but seriously. I have felt lost for a long time now.
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Monday, January 10th, 2005
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6:44 pm
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Sunday, January 9th, 2005
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11:11 am
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Thursday, January 6th, 2005
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10:43 pm - UNAPOLOGIZING LYRIC SPAM!
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Me got fire can't put it out, cheap firewater gonna make me shout, I going down and get my squaw, Me n my tribe 'll start a war I'm gonna do everything I could Me big Chief, I'm feeling good, Me Big Chief, I'm got my tribe my flag boy by my side My spyboy, havin fun lord gone get down to mardi gras I'm gone do everything i could me big chief i'm feelin good
current music: Funky Meters - Big Chief
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Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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11:47 pm
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Its interesting. I know that I come across as a horrible person to some people, but others think I'm great. I wish I could ignore all the people who don't like me, like I do the people who do.
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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11:45 am
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Hey. I'm kind of taking a break from WarCraft until Droopy gets internet access at his new place. The game consuming my free time and me feeling my life wasn't worth writing about has kept me from doing just that -- I look at the update page and go "I don't want to write down my boring life."
Just a pessimistic, self-depreciating behavior. Livejournal is ABOUT writing down the pointless shit of life.
And life isn't that bad. I hate school, and have loved having time off. Droopy is the best boyfriend ever. Helping him move into his really nice new place has been fun. I liked staying home and doing nothing over break but play games and hang out with Droopy.
Around the date of my Dad's death I got really detached and emotionally distraught, and didn't really even realize that was it until I reached a breaking point. Its subtle, that.
I still have to get college bullshit put together. In the end I'm an irresponsible person. :P Now I need to go vacuum and stuff. I didn't do it yesterday because my family had Deep Space Nine Season Two Marathon :D We still need to finish! : /
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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12:13 pm
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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
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8:49 pm
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So I get bitched at for playing my game and not being social while my cousins and my sister go smoke out in the cold, my stepdad is giving computer advice to my gramma, and everyone else watches Office Space AGAIN.
Fuck everyone. I don't do pointless "oh look I'm here" time very well.
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