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I hate when I start writing in my LJ and I get kicked off line, and all the crap that I just finish typing vanishes away. So for now on I am going to writing my entries in my box and convert them to my LJ, because I just cannot handle typing up 2pages worth of expression and heart, and having it deleted automatically because some jackass decided that he wanted to call in the midnight hour to say hi; anyway, I should just shut my bitching now before it gets out of my control. So I was talking to Keely today, and we were looking at some levi tops on the computer.
I came across this one denim blue jacket that was just to die for, and I was just a scroll away to see how much it cost. When it hit me that I had a jacket similar to that one in my closet; bared somewhere (so I thought). I was a bit giddy by it, because if it turned out that I had a similar jacket in my closet, I could then wear it to a family reunion that I'm going to tomorrow that is probably going to suck big time, but we well get to that later. So like not that long ago I went digging in my closet in search of this jacket that I would seriously cry if I find, because I'm pretty confident that its not there, and even if it was it would be my sister from way back in the day. Well, of course I wasted about 45minutes of my times searching for something I knew wasn't there, but hell it was worth the hut. So I've come to conclusion that I'm going to wear one of my famous shirts I got from Structure to the reunion; Wait, before we go any further I must say that I wanted to kill this boy in school this morning, because he had on the same exact structure shirt I had on yesterday. I am so sick and tired of people stealing my style; first it was the sunglasses now its the shirt. When will this madness end? Okay I'm back; so we have to be at this person house around close to noon which means I have to get up early in the morning to get ready, because the place is not exactly around the corner if ya know what I mean.
So I'd probably take a shower tonight and get my clothes lad out and everything. I'd be honest with you; they only reason that I am going is because the food is out of the world delicious. Two years ago when I went I ate so much that the skin on my stomach felt like it was going to break off. Yes, I was in that much pain from eating all that food, and it was weird because it was that type of stomach pain were you couldn't take a crap if you wanted to. you were just pretty much agonizing in pain until your stomach gave the 'okay' for you to go and do your do in the bathroom. I really don't need to be talking about that right now, because I just ate some Chinese food earlier, and for some reason I wanted to throw it back up; It just didn't agree with my taste buds.
OMG, my friend David just found out today in school, during our 4th period class together that he was moving to Texas this Sunday. David is probably the closest male friend I've had at my school, and to have him go so suddenly really just posed a question mark in my head as to 'okay, why are your parents making this decision so soon to pick up and go. A lot of it had to do with his brothers death couple of weeks ago in a car accident. He told me that the reason why he is leaving is because he parents along with himself want to get away from everything, and just start their lives over with a fresh new heart and renewed peace. I just wish it wouldn't have to be this way. I mean it was the last period of the day that he found out; he didn't even get to say good-bye to a lot of his friends, I'm just really at lost about the whole situation; at the same time I'm upset because there is a lot that I wanted to tell David, and I may not ever tell him because I'm never going to see him again. I just wish the best for him in life. I love ya Davy boi =(.
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