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Miss J.
Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004 10:18 pm
This Journal will no longer be updated as of Nov. 16, 2004.


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Love,

Miss Merbare/Jacqueline

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Miss J.
Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004 09:23 am
http://www.timesdispatch.com/servlet/Satellite?pagename=RTD%2FMGArticle%2FRTD_BasicArticle&c;=MGArticle&cid;=1031778885525&path;=%21news&s;=1045855934842


this is my parents! if you get the Richmond Times Dispatch, check out the bottom front page of the metro section, there' s a pic of a my mommy!

:)

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Miss J.
Monday, November 1st, 2004 12:56 am
so yeah...

i was the devil for halloween. and i was fuckin hot. get over it. : P


its too easy. :)

*edit, when i had to reformat my computer my picture software was eliminated, and i no longer have the disk... if anyone's got intel compatible software, let me know on aim. *

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Miss J.
Monday, September 6th, 2004 09:17 am
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2. movies (19) 12. video games (8)
3. writing (16) 13. tattoos (8)
4. sex (15) 14. the simpsons (8)
5. reading (15) 15. singing (8)
6. photography (11) 16. road trips (8)
7. computers (11) 17. piercings (7)
8. love (11) 18. books (7)
9. art (10) 19. richmond (7)
10. women (10) 20. poetry (7)
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Miss J.
Wednesday, June 30th, 2004 07:46 pm
so fresh n so clean clean

sitting on the bed, watching pirates of the caribbean while tt barks at me for some undetermined reason. my parents are separated. so... weird. like, it's not happening. i talked to dad today and he is upset about it, saying it's all mom's decision but ... :( it's still terrible. i'm not sure what to do or say and i'm just going through the motions of everyday life. bought the cutest skirt ever to celebrate a total weight loss of 20 pounds since jan... more to go. cry me a river is playing because laurel was listening to justin timberlake in the shower. tt has ceased barking and is curled up against my leg. thanks... i needed dog hair all over me. my sister left me a cute voicemail wanting to know if i'd see S2 w/her since i took her to the first one... i guess. i'll have to give her a call. saw F911 last night. waste of 8 dollars. didn't care to begin with, don't care now. i wouldn't recommend it to anyone besides people i dislike. laurel has jacked a bra and we're gonna boogie down to 3rd st diner for some dinner. yu...m. right. johnny depp = impossibly hot. possibly even hott. haha.

If you were waiting for the opportune moment... that was it.


i could use a beer. laurel's driving to dinner. :P my hair is wet, i should dry it because it's gotten so freaking long. so i guess i'll get to that. hope everyone's alright, summer's okay, and whatnot. it's just another season.
xoxo
M

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Current Music: justin timberlake - cry me a river

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Miss J.
Thursday, June 24th, 2004 01:50 am
Can I kick it? ...Yes you can.

Wellllll... Just chillin, got off work early due to extremely strange circumstances. Waiting for Laurel & her cousin to get back to the apt. It's good to see her jokin around with someone, but a little disconcerting since I'm used to it just being me & her & tt. tt is curled up on the bed next to me, happily covering the pink blankets in fur. Got a pretty good tan going on from work and all that mess, it's not so bad. I've read SO many books lately it's amazing. Right now i'm in the middle of A Small Death in Lisbon (robert wilson), which deals with world war II and the germans, as well as the portuguese. interesting to me, cause i've not read too much on the portuguese involvement in the war. It's written terribly well, so much that occasionally I have to put the book down because it's all too real. The apartment is still a bit messy but hopefully *fingers crossed* we'll get it done this weekend. Hopefully. I really need a shower but don't feel like bothering with the removal of clothes. Oh well, i'll just be french and spritz on too much perfume. If only perfume fixed the fact that my hair is ... well actually not TOO bad, but definitely not suitable for the general public. Slowly getting used to laurel's mac, even though we should have been able to figure out how to hook the internet up to both of our computers. *shrug* Anyway, back to reading til the kids get home... haha.
xoxo
Meri

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: JKwon - tipsy

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Miss J.
Monday, June 14th, 2004 11:16 pm
How to make a BitByBit
Ingredients:

3 parts mercy

3 parts crazyiness

5 parts leadership
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of lovability and enjoy!

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Miss J.
Monday, June 14th, 2004 10:42 pm
well!

just spent the night at laurel's with most of my belongings here, so this is my first "new home" entry. definitely have adjusted to my work schedule, as i definitely woke up wayyy too early. i'm typing on laurel's computer (booo) since we dont have room for mine to be here yet. soon, though, soon. laurel has a job interview today so i'm gonna go nuts and attempt to clean here... well, clean is the wrong word. it's not really dirty, it needs ORGANIZATION. one side of my nose is clogged (thank you for allergies, ma nature) so it's really painful to lay down. laurel doesn't want to wake up, i tried everything! haha. a whole day off! what will i do. i need to do some laundry, but there's no point in doing it if i have nowhere to put it. *sigh* we'll figure it out. okay, for now, i'm done, i'm just gonna read the friends list, play a little neopets, maybe hit up some soulxchange!
xoxo
Meri

Current Mood: awake

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Miss J.
Monday, June 14th, 2004 08:03 pm
ahh.

deliciously cold shower.
shaved my legs
painted my toenails
so comfy in the clothing i'm wearing.
gonna dry my hair
put on a little makeup because i feel like it
then bring a carload of stuff to laurels, and leave the rest for tomorrow.
xoxo
m

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Current Music: bloodhound gang - new vagina

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Miss J.
Monday, June 14th, 2004 11:05 am
wow.

literally one woman's trash is another woman's treasure...

i'm cleaning out my apt because i'm going to be moving out of it soon... and thus i keep taking trash outside and throwing it in the giant green trash cans. so i walk outside to throw yet another load of crap away and there's this chinese woman, with half of my shit. seriously. so as i'm dumping this out she is going "no no no" you wait i want... like, she had the bubble bath that my aunt lisa gave me, some candles that stank, and two half empty things of hand cream that were years old... the list goes on and on and on. i was almost tempted to be like "yes come into my apartment, just take whatever you want"

and yet at the same time i was pissed off. who is she to go through my garbage right in front of me? i mean seriously. so i called the police (non emergency) inquiring as to the legality of taking peoples trash. perfectly legal, once trash has been put in a trash can. *shakes head* yeah yeah i know we're not supposed to look down on poorer people, but seriously. who does that.

on a happier note, i took down my curtains that i've had up since i moved in. wow, my carpet is dirty. i dont understand how i havent bred new viruses on it, despite my attempts at vacuuming. i guess it really is hard to clean in the dark. *shrug* later!
xoxo
M.

edit: noticed her crappy shoes, asked what size she wore... then placed some cute shoes in her size conveniently at the bottom of my trashcan so when i upside downed it they'd be on top. guess who's wearing em right now. to her credit, she said "thank you" sweeet.

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Miss J.
Monday, June 14th, 2004 08:56 am
...ok.

weird night, gonna be productive today. wish me luck.
xoxo
m

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Miss J.
Sunday, June 13th, 2004 10:38 pm
lalala.

2 days off, tomorrow and tuesday! how thrilled am i??? incredibly. <3 the job though.

12 hour workday today. i was SO TIRED. still am. but i'm gonna have playtime with laurel before hitting up the good ole bed. moving in with laurel... soon. *crosses fingers* man. i took a hot shower, and now i am feeling reeeeeeeeally lazy. and i can't stop sneezing definitely just blew my nose on a tshirt (not the one i'm wearing) because there are no tissues within arms reach. how sexy is that. *laughs* anyway, later honeys. leave some lovin. or not.

Current Mood: pleased
Current Music: aint no mountain....

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Miss J.
Friday, June 11th, 2004 06:19 pm
ShadyIady21 [6:18 PM]: oh... ok i love you. call me when you get there so i know yall are ok
my mommy [6:18 PM]: Whose the mom?



ahahaha. i love my mommer. gonna go pack some crap up and watch the storm.

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Miss J.
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004 10:49 pm
whoaaaaaa....

got out of the shower, dried my hair. i'm an entirely different color than i was yesterday. no photo editing at all.
hahaha
i'm going to be black at the end of the summer.... or the month.



interesting.

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Miss J.
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004 09:38 pm
greatest out of context quote ever;

laurel: of course i will do it with you.

ended up working 12 and a half hours today. whoa. brain... dead.

tired. shower. shay's. sleep. the end.

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Miss J.
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004 07:38 am
good moooooooorning america.

sitting on my bed, eating oatmeal (bleh) for breakfast cause it's gonna be a long hot day next to the pool. hahaha.
woohoo for jobs like this. things i need to get done:
1. contact lauren, deal with that mess
2. register for classes ( i keep meaning to do this...)
3. pick up my car (laurel, can you do this w/me? i need to this afternoon, like when i get off work. it just means we have to go out to the west end)
4. sort out laundry (what needs to be done, what doesnt)
5. take a nap (i'm going to be so tired.)
6. figure out why my calves are still cramping on nearly an every other hour basis. maybe i'm growing?
7. change birth control patch.

already, i'm tired just thinking about it. gonna go finish my oatmeal and then shower really quickly, and get my butt to work.
xoxo
Meri

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Current Music: redneck girl

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Miss J.
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004 01:13 am
do it?

(everyone fill it out, post it in a comment.)

01. Who are you?
02. Are we friends?
03. When and how did we meet?
04. Do you have a crush on me?
05. Would you kiss me?
06. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
07. Describe me in one word.
08. What was your first impression?
09. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this and see what I say about you?

Current Mood: curious

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Miss J.
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004 12:53 am
detroit lost in o.t.

me = bummed

it was a great game besides the completely UNCALLED flagrant foul on poor ben wallace (much love for the vuu student) on behalf of big dummy (shaq). kobe, as much as i hate him, had a beaaaaaaaaaaautiful trey in the time before overtime. anyway, work early in the a.m., so im off to sleep

however, am thrilled by The Bourne Supremacy... must see it when it comes out. matt damon. SO HOT. (yeah yeah laurel, want to touch the heiny!)

Current Mood: disappointed

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Miss J.
Monday, June 7th, 2004 03:49 pm
work was nice but tiring. foudn out my schedule for the next two weeks today... and it is:

Tomorrow: Off
Wednesday: 9-430
Thurs: 1-3
Friday: 9-4:30
Saturday: Off
Sunday: 9-9
Monday: Off
Tuesday: Off
Wednesday: 9-9
Thursday: 3-9
Friday: 3-10
Saturday: 9-10
June 21st (summer!) Monday: 3-9
Tuesday: 3-9
Wednesday: 3-9
Thursday: 3-9
Friday: 3-10
Saturday: 9-10

Oh yes, matt, i love the way you schedule me. seriously. sooo soo great. i <3 working at the pool it's so pretty and adorable. i may just have to hit it up tomorrow and work on the awesome tan i'm going to have this summer.
xoxo
meri

Current Mood: happy

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Miss J.
Monday, June 7th, 2004 03:58 am
"Eventually all the pieces fall into place. Until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moment and know that everything happens for a reason."

goodnight moon.

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Miss J.
Saturday, June 5th, 2004 09:33 pm
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Miss J.
Saturday, June 5th, 2004 07:21 pm
good golly miss molly

wow i certainly slept late late late.

it's been rainy and gray the past few days.



sucks to be the weather. also, it sucks for me since i work at a pool.

oh well. :P apparently ronald reagan is dead. not to be callous, but seeing as this doesn't affect me in any way, i'll be moving on now.

was thinking about innocence today and really couldn't figure out when i lost mine. i mean, in some ways i am quite innocent/naive, but in most... i'm not. then i realized i should be thinking about driving, so i did.

felt badly about sleeping so late (i was supposed to pick up my car this morning) so attempted feverish cleaning of the apartment. bathroom was already clean. cleaned the bird's cage. picked up the left half of the living room. organized my dresser. then ate a bowl of chocolate chip ice cream and pondered the futility of cleaning when entropy is such a strong force. said ice cream bowl is now located on the floor, where my not so fresh panties had been before the cleaning FRENZY.
great. now it looks like an obsessive compulsive schizophrenic person lives here. looovely.

the bird is now watching dogma, because it has watched dogma about 35 times in the past 2 weeks. this is because dogma is the only movie that my bird can watch without chirping incessantly during. yay for that. i don't want a bored bird though.

people complain about the fact that i don't capitalize anything. well, most things. is this REALLY such an issue? Would you pay more attention to my entries if I wrote them like this sentence?

Love,
Meri

p.s. got ahold of a measuring tape. measurements:
bust: 40
waist: 26
hips: 44.

what the hell. how did that happen? i mean it just doesn't make sense. to understand what that looks like, go find an hourglass.

Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: dogma

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Miss J.
Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004 07:44 pm
life = way too crazy

i need a vacation.
my hair is long as hell.
eek

talking to laurel
emailed my mommer

haven't talked to anyone in days, too busy.

blah.

i get my car back as soon as i can get my butt out to the west end. a/c = a good thing.

yay for my parents being sweet about fixing it for my bday. love em.

later kids. be good.

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Current Music: fefe dobson - take me away

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Miss J.
Monday, May 31st, 2004 04:40 pm
happy birthday laurenpa80!

beautiful day, hopefully gonna storm. THANK YOU ALL for the help concerning my charley horses. why are they called that anyway? i think elevenphoenix must have been correct though, i havent been eating right lately. guess that would explain loose pants. *shrug* i'll make an effort to eat something better. need to do laundry. ick. anyways gonna shower and go find shay or laurel, see who wants to play. hope everyone has an alright memorial day... we already had a triple murder in richmond...

xoxo
m

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Current Music: lloyd banks - on fire

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Sunday, May 30th, 2004 04:27 pm
welp.

long, productive, exhausting day.
was preceeded (sp? too tired to care) by long fun exhausting night.
man. SO FREAKING TIRED.
thank goodness for 3 day weekends.
paint thinner in the eye is NOT comfortable.
had a ball with laurel last night. boys are stupid.
well. ok. i dont know.

i'm just all mucky mucked right now about life /relationships / boys. considered celibacy, decided that would never work in a million years.
i want to take a picture but the camera is on the floor and i am not, so this makes picture taking difficult.

worst charley horse ever in my left calf this morning. why do i keep getting these??? they're always early morning and usually in my calves rather than my upper thigh or anything. anyone have any ideas??? its really getting irritating. i miss my cell phone. i wish it hadn't wandered off. apparently have to file police report so my phone insurance covers it. *yawn* so unhelpful. need to check voicemail, possibly take a nap. neopets came out with a new pet. i'm not sure how i feel about it.

i haven't played neopets in a while. i used to all the time. direly need shower. screw it.

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: britney - toxic

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Miss J.
Saturday, May 29th, 2004 05:38 pm
welcome to goodburger home of the goodburger can i take your order!?

everyone:


cool people don't go out til at least 11, okay?


yeah.... right.

have had a nice few days painting and generally being worthless since its memorial weekend. woohoo. now its time to have girl night out with laurel, cause duh, boys are stupid, throw rocks at them. nah. most boys are stupid. wwhhhatever. girls night.
booya
possible tgifridays then possible downtown

definitely definitely having a ball

or kicking men in the balls. i'm a little disgruntled. not post office style yet though. some men would even like it.


....those without balls, i mean. anyway, gotta get out of here. home = driving me nuts.

oh, for more fun ramblings, log in, bastardos.

Current Mood: bouncy

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Miss J.
Wednesday, May 26th, 2004 01:54 pm
okay...

heres the plan.

go get adam
do whatever
go to mechanic
get al's car
go to laurels
get movies...

not sure what else...

its me, laurel, zach, and adam.

comment suggestions on what to do?

email shadyIady21 at aol.com the l is an i. :)

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Wednesday, May 26th, 2004 12:18 pm
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i, miss "after that disaster with eric i am never dating again", have definitely tumbled hard over a boy.

his name is adam.


and he is.... not perfect. but close. damn close. more later.

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Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 02:11 pm
tonight...

is my little sister's junior prom. needless to say, (but you know i will anyway) i am weirded out.
i called her to wish her good luck and find out what sort of devilry she'd be up to after, doesn't sound like anything too bad.
then she asked about eric and i explained what happened.
or at least how i see it.
and even if eric sees it a different way (which apparently he does from conversations with people)
fuck it. because it's me who matters.
eric would say that's selfish.
but i guess now he falls under the "fuck it" category (figurative, of course.)

then i told her about going and hanging out with matt last night
because she knows matt's little sister.
and matt's little sister happens to be dating ...
our old neighbor who used to take care of Dante.
very odd.

somehow my sister blurts out
"HEY DID YOU KNOW LILIANA BINDAS HAS HER NIPPLES PIERCED?"
whereupon i remembered her telling me approximately 2394870298374 years ago she planned on it.
still.
gross.
metal + nipples.... no thank you.
ick.
i mean, i regret my bellybutton piercing (
despite the fact that it is adorable)
and i had that done senior year of high school. eek.

metal and flesh just are wrong to me.
not gonna do it, wouldn't be prudent.
can't do it, at least no more than i already do.
and i barely ever wear earrings.
i'm rambling because i have nothing to say and don't feel like calling anyone.

so after calming my sister's worried mind about the idea of me poking holes in my nipples
(hello i already have holes ANYWAY. duh. everyone does.)
i bid her byebye and told her i'd call her tomorrow night,
sometime after she wakes up from prom fesitivities.

ok. back to reading, i guess.

graham crackers are yummy.

p.s. just spent ten minutes trying to figure out why my hair is CRUNCHY. then i realized i used lauren's spray in gel instead of my spray in detangler. it's a good thing i dont have anything to dooooOOOOOoooooooOOOoooo cause i guess i can take another shower. though technically the first time was a bath seeing as i didn't feel like standing up. i dont know. maybe i'll just try and play with sweetpea, and then he'll bite the crap out of my fingers again, and poo on the carpet. way to go, stupid bird. it's like precrime for birds. and i'm nuts.

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Current Music: eminem : way i am

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Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 08:03 am
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
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Miss J.
Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 04:32 am
im hot, sticky sweeeeet from my head to my feet yeaaah

sssssssssssssssssssssoo GOOD. :)



went out with matty tonight. he makes me feel like this! :)

went to baja bean co (which was stupid, loud, and hot) and i saw a bunch of people i'd rather not see. then we went to his friend andy's house on broad and boulevard, he spent the entire trip to there nibbling on my shoulder and petting my leg and purring at me. basically, being as distracting as possible.... we get there, and have a few more drinks. explore the basement of the apt building together, and get locked out of the goddamn apt, but locked in the basement. which is when the kissssssssing starts. oh the kissing. i had forgotten what it was like to kiss him (we dated 6 years ago.wow) but of course all those old feelings came right back up. *sigh* eventually andy's drunk seventeen year old sister let us back in, and we proceeded to ...

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Friday, May 21st, 2004 05:53 am
owch.

birds woke me up and now i have a headache. :( took some aspirin so i should be okay in like 20 minutes. went over to laurel's last night, matt met us up at food lion. laurel got me the awesomest birthday present EVER, the cheat hoodie from www.homestarrunner.com!!! pictures will follow whenever i get them taken. :) anyway, so then matt brought me back here before he went out on the town, and i went over to shay's for a little bit. couldn't deal with his bitchiness, so i left. odd, huh. me, not being able to deal with that. i'm gonna go take a nice hot shower because apparently i slept funny and now my neck hurts. booooooooo.
xoxo
meri

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Current Music: alicia keys

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Wednesday, May 19th, 2004 10:26 pm
Kenny Fisher: Yo, I gotta have sex tonight! I mean peep this - They say here ninety-two percent of the honeys at UCLA are sexually active. Ninety-two percent of the women in Los Angeles at UCLA walking around going, "Class... or sex? What shall I do?" Ninety-two percent, yo! Hey, you know what that means?

Ritchie Koolboy: What?

Kenny Fisher: It means I gots a ninety-two percent chance of embarrassing myself. I roll up on that shorty be like, "What's up yo?" she be like, "You don't know 20 different ways to make me call you Big Poppa" cuz I don't yo.

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Monday, May 17th, 2004 04:06 pm
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift

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Monday, May 17th, 2004 01:48 pm
when i get that feeling... i need...

hum de dum. birthday was... interesting, to say the least. need to clean the apartment, badly. will have to do later on tonight. anyway, hope everyone is doing well. 364 days til the next birthday! (just kidding, we won't count down everyday)

thoughts on life:

craziness. eric and i having troubles again, i feel like he doesn't understand me. not sure if this is my fault or just the fact that we are two very different people. how similar do people have to be though, for a relationship to work? i'm not sure if we're even together anymore, because his brother called me a fat bitch and said that if we don't break up he's going to disown eric as his brother. i'm not fat. i used to be chubby but i'm definitely not anymore. stupid. i may be a bitch but taking disrespect from eric's family is not something i need in my life. besides, eric seems to think i can't do better than him. not that i want to but HELLO, how much can you value someone if you are saying that they couldn't do any better than you? i mean, what's with that. how can you have an ego that big.... or that little respect for me. i dont need that, thank you very much. oh well, at least i had adorable text messages and voicemail from my girls saying "happy birthday i hope you're having a great time" which was sooooooooo sweet and unexpected. sometimes it's the unplanned spontaneity of friends that is all i need. gotta get going to see grammie and grampie. later honeys.
xoxo
m

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Current Music: marvin gaye - sexual healing

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Tuesday, May 11th, 2004 11:18 pm

Which Family Guy character are you?
Your Homocidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:Bazooka
Your Favorite Target:Televangelists
Your Kill Count:149,860,846
Your Battle Cry:"Mutha fuckaaaaaaas!"
Years You Spend in Jail:36
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:$134,835,198,113,267
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 4%
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Your Homocidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:Shovel
Your Favorite Target:Inanimate objects
Your Kill Count:662,234,292
Your Battle Cry:"Touch me, I'm happy!"
Years You Spend in Jail:7
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:$251,801,084,917,714
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 94%
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Miss J.
Sunday, May 9th, 2004 09:30 pm
*yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn*

off work & tired. ma day went fine:
woke up
went and got grandma
met family up at grapevine
family discussed deodorant, cory's recent loss of two teeth, the watch mum got from dad (she didn't like it...hahaha) and various other crap. got penne a la vodka mmm and grandma made me take her food home, so now i have two boxes of food that i dont want. yay. :( haha.

spoke to eric for a little bit, and now i'm off work and just layin on my bed. i definitely should be cleaning but... nah. went outside and walked around a little and then remembered that i live in la ghetto. so, went back inside. in exactly one week, i will have already been 21 for 21 hours. AAAAAAAAAH! what craziness. looks like i'll be spending friday - sunday afternoon in maryland, livin it up. pretty exciting. guess sunday night i'll see grammie and grampie (they are coming from new hampshire). maybe monday would be better.

this week is a nutso schedule so far as my two part time jobs... most nights i will be waitressing at 1421, it looks like, but i could be placed at rivah if they need a hostess! crazy go nuts.... loser gets the egg. talked to laurel for a little today, wish she hadn't jumped offline immediately after i asked her to give me my d12 world that eric burned for me... which i still haven't gotten to burn to my computer. *irritation* also irked at lack of thanks for me being instrumental in getting her a goddamn job. whatever.

painted my toenails earlier today, found myself wondering just what the hell the point of toenails are. it's not like they are hard enough to protect anything. what a bunch of crap!

i have jessica simpsons cover of "take my breath away" looping through my head. annoying, yet soothing. yep, that's jessica simpson.

currently reading/re reading:
pop goes the weasel - james patterson
violets are blue - james patterson
the face - dean koontz
the devils teardrop - can't remember. duuuh.

quite a bit on my plate but it works out, with a couple interesting mistakes on my part. it's amusing though, to find yourself wondering what the hell happened to detective so and so because he isn't mentioned anymore until you realize detective so and so is not even IN the book you've got in your hands. anyway, i'm rambling out of sheer boredom, so i'm going to continue laying down and reading. later kiddos.
xoxo
Meri

Current Mood: lethargic
Current Music: take my breath away - j. simpson

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Miss J.
Saturday, May 8th, 2004 01:02 am
good night moon

I'm not a redhead annnnnnnnnymore, for now at least.

One

Two

Way too curvy. :P

:) have had a nice lazy evening.
went down to rivah bistro and am now the hostess there. so come visit me and i'll host your asses on over to a table. :P chilled out there for a while then headed on back to the apartment and then over to starbucks with my trusty bottle of water and a book. sat and read for a while, then got bored and got on 64. had a minor incident involving tailgating (someone else on me) which i fixed by screwing with the stupid driver as much as possible. quite amusing. hung around and read some more, then made phone calls and intercepted hyper ims from ms. St. John, who is in the process of crafting a new screenname. went to walgreens in search of hot pocket. made another call on the way back. am now in severe chill mode, and will remain that way until 4 tomorrow, when i will be at work catering to other peoples needs. :) sooooooo... with that, i'm out.

much love to those who aren't as perfect as i am. hahahahaha.

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: notooooooooorious

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Miss J.
Monday, May 3rd, 2004 06:09 pm
ahhhh love to love you baby...

happy bday, drjayphd. :) tired from work & life in general, weather won't stop being crapola. lauren came and took her "office furniture" last night so now the living room is...well, pretty damn bare. considering moving my stuff into there and just making my bedroom into a chill out room. i dont know. i guess i'll see. irritated with life in general because of the weather and whatnot. so i'm going to go read the jester which i jacked from eric's. :) haha. 12 days til 21! oooooooh yeah. later

Current Mood: pissed off

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Miss J.
Wednesday, April 28th, 2004 01:54 am
1. FIRST NAME:
Jacqueline

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
No.

3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
I wish on shooting stars...

4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE?
I am partial to giant foam fingers.

5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
pretty much every day this week. though we may note it is "that time" and eric and i broke up.

6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
oddly, yes. some letters of it i dont like.

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
bologna?

8. ANY BAD HABITS?
smoking (but i'm quitting) ripping my nails off, cursing at inappropriate times, speeding, not calling people back, not checking my voicemail, not emailing people back, procrastination, reacting badly.

9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASING CD?
meatloaf - bat out of hell. 2 copies. long story.

10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
mmm. depends on who i was..

11. ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL?
at times. it's more just poorly thought out spontaneity.

12. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
yes.

13. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yes. often they're what will cause someone to talk to you. i mean who says "hey i thought i'd talk to you cause you seem really smart"

14. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
crying. throwing things. particularly my poor abused cell phone.

15. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
i dont have a second home. i mean... i have my parents house but that is not my home any more.

17. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
dont remember but according to my grandma i liked bugs a lot. i also had this electronic piano that was shaped like a giant hamburger and you could open it up and the keys were on the inside. has anyone else ever seen anything like this?

18. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS?
all of them. they dont teach you about life and human nature. they should tell you that people lie and people cheat and people steal. and that not everyone is going to help you when you need it. that family isn't always there and that your friends won't always be there either.

19. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
this one.

20. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
yep.

21. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
not in the big huge concert sense. though i'd count being at the mall around christmas time as a mosh pit...

22. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY?
intelligence, chemistry, humor, generosity, forgiving, emotionally stable, taller than me, knows how to dress

23. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
meri, la oruga

24. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
not interested in rubber bands. i would gladly jump out of a plane though.

25. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
no, most of mine are zippered.

26. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
sometimes. it depends. either strong or just emotionally dead.

27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
starbucks java chip. poor mommy loves that one too. (i eat all of hers)

28. SHOE SIZE?
8-9

29.WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
red, green.

30. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
none.

31. WHO DO YOU MISS RIGHT NOW?
it's hard to say. i miss cory and allison. i'll go see them sometime soon. i miss everyone that's not here. i miss eric.

32. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
uh... no but i'd like my friends to fill it out

33. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
nothing actually. just talking to an old friend on im, listening to the fan

34. LAST THING YOU ATE?
spaghetti

35. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
lauren.

36. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
general build, way of walking, posture.

37. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU?
irrelevant.

38. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
tired, in pain.

39. FAVORITE DRINK?
water.

40. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
icehouse, captain & coke.

41. FAVORITE SPORTS?
basketball (go rockets), football (go colts)

42. HAIR COLOR?
see current icon.

43. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nope

44. SIBLINGS?
cory, allison, danny

45. FAVORITE MONTH?
january is too cold, february just sucks, i like march. april goes too quickly, may is awesome (birthday birthday birthday), june is alright but generally too long, july is too hot, august is good but scary because school always starts around then, september is fine, october is good times (i love halloween), november is just too lonely and december is stressful.

46. FAVORITE FOOD?
i dont really like food anymore. it makes me unhappy

47. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
i dont know. the last movie i watched that i'd never seen was empire.

48. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Halloween. and my birthday.

49. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
generally things have just evolved.

50. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
action movies with realistic endings. carlitos way, scarface, empire. ( i love jon leguizamo & al pacino. love em!)

51. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter.

52. HUGS OR KISSES?
hugs are the best. kisses are only good when their passionate.

53. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS?
neither thank you.

54. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
uh. who responds to a survey

55. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?


56. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING NOW?
the da vinci legacy, the murder book

57. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
actually i'm using a yellow book as a mouse pad

58. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
candy land! and my favorite person to play it with is laurel.

59. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
sportscenter.

60. FAVORITE SMELLS?
lightning (that ozone smell) the way copier machine paper smells when it first comes out, cologne on guys, garlic bread

61. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
noooooooooo please dont make me get up mr alarm, i hate you.... ok, ok pillows, it's ok, i'm not going to leave you... for another five minutes at least



yeah... so uneventful night really but i could use a night of relaxing.

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Miss J.
Tuesday, April 27th, 2004 11:00 pm
and the birthday madness starts!

StephenMR82 (10:58:59 PM): happy early birthday
and lauren called me today to announce that my birthday was soon. i was like DUHHHHHHH! haha. :) later cause i'm playin online.

Current Mood: excited

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Miss J.
Tuesday, April 27th, 2004 04:54 pm
Your head and your heart are tugging in different directions now and there is no quick and easy way to get them to work together. You know what you feel, but situations may require you to act differently. Try not to be too hard on yourself. Judgment can wait. What's most important is that you listen to each of the voices coming from within, understanding that the logical solution may not warm your heart. The stress will resolve and you'll find a way to move through this.

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