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Friday, May 6th, 2005
10:30 pm
ABOUT YOU
1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Place of residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/last listened to:
6. Do you read my journal:
7. If you do, what are the bits that stand out as particularily good or bad:
8. Interesting fact about yourself:
9. Are you in love at the moment, or have a crush:
10. Favourite spot/place to be:
11. Your favourite lyrics (poetry or song):
12. Best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
1. A movie:
2. A book:
3. Artist/band, song and album:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. If we have mutual LJ friends, tell me what you like about them:
4. Put this in your own journal so I can tell you what I like about you
1 .x.shattered souls // collided.x.
11:09 am
soo, I'm a sophomore in college now.

I made it through year one.

....but now I'm packing up and heading out. moving back home. blah.
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Thursday, May 5th, 2005
4:11 pm
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. erica
2. stevens
3. and some random ones

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. I had like 5 handon ones [crazytay, tay4erica, mmmtay, etc.]
2. photobug, erica 3858292
3. winkypetals, rkchic, mysaviourlove ... probably about 50 more

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. um. my ears? they are small.
2. my eyes? they are fake.
3. yeah thats about it.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my nose
2. my fat
3. my legs, arms, general faceial region ...

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. german
2. american?
3. thats about it.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. never moving away from clermont county
2. compromising my dreams
3. giving up

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. showering
2. internet [addications, everyones got one]
3. writing

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. a red shirt that says "my lips hurt real bad"
2. chucks
3. jeans

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. relient k
2. bush
3. matchbook romance

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. tiger lily - matchbook romance
2. helena - my chemical romance
3. reinventing your exit - underoath

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. I want someone who is so in love with Jesus that I don't even see him at first.
2. um someone who won't cheat on me, yeah thats'd be good.
3. someone who adores me [and I them]

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I'm sitting in a library
2. I'm afriad I'll always be a wimp
3. I'm not procrastinating

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. hair thats kinda in the face and saved but maybe not for a day kinda face.
2. eyes that look in mine when they talk to me
3. a smile that says "I'm paying attention to you and only you at this moment" <-- that too

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. trying to be a rock star
2. going to concerts and almost dying everytime
3. djing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. be with the ones I love
2. change my pants. I hate these pants. but they are pretty much the only ones clean.
3. move to california

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. surgeon
2. doctor
3. audio woman [w00t]

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. italy
2. england
3. long beach

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. tobias james
2.
3.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married and have lots of married sex
2. visit every country at least once
3. live in Gods will completely

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY (or girl if you are a boy):
1. I think about teh opposite sex at least every 3 seconds
2. I can't wait to get married and have sex
3. I like to mosh becuase I'm hardcore

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. I get my feelings hurt easily
2. I hide the fact it hurts
3. I hate the way I look

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. johnny depp
2. hayden christensen
3. matthew theissen

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. jeremy
2. luke
3. karly
1 .x.shattered souls // collided.x.
12:19 am - oh and how true it is

Your Birthdate: August 18

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity.

There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself.

You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator.



You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas.

Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed.

There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others.

Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give.


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Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
9:54 am - ohh

want to see lots of pictures?

 www.xanga.com/winkypetals

go there ... comment here.

:)

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Monday, May 2nd, 2005
10:08 pm - hmm.
its almost over.

I almost have to make bigger decisions.

much bigger.

one year of college is under my belt. one of the best years I think I have ever lived.

whats next?
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Saturday, April 30th, 2005
5:16 pm

I do not have much time to write. however, my commentary and my chart are now done. yess.

I have some pictures from the romote me and michelle did a few weeks ago ... this is after we set it up ... singing.... toby mac ... to whoever was walking in the door. she was ghetto one, and I was the awesome one. jon was behind the camera because he was there for looks. get it? ha.

 

 

 

 

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3:54 pm
I'm taking this time to give my brain a slight break. 12 page single spaced papers on 3 verses and 3 verse alone is something that will seriously make you lose your mind.

I'm on page 7. I'm getting closer.

praise the day to which I am finished.

after this I have to do a synthetic chart for these stupid verses. I'm going to not apperciate the bible as much after this and thats def. not a good thing.

who said I wanted a bible minor anyway?

..ugh. back to stupid work.
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Friday, April 29th, 2005
5:06 pm - my game plan.

friday

  • get my books
  • eat dinner
  • do my commentary
  • go to work
  • do my chart
  • sleep

saturday

  • get up at 9
  • go to brunch at 10
  • drop my papers off
  • go to the bank and cash my moolah.
  • convenice someone to take me shopping
  • read books and rest

sunday

  • sleep in late
  • study for my sf exam
  • eat dinner
  • no record news because its over :'(
  • go to bed early.
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2:53 pm


You Are 0% Redneck









I'll slap you so hard, your clothes will be outta style.

You ain't no redneck - you're all Yankee!


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12:34 am
my eyes are puffy.

it was the last top 20.

I don't want to leave.

I can't do this alone.

I'm going to be alone again.

....He never said it would be easy.

:(
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Thursday, April 28th, 2005
1:21 am
sorry about the last postage. I guess its all I can really say.

today has been long. I put a sign on my door that said, "migrain GO AWAY!!!" and no one bugged me. I slept for awhile and it was nice. however, this constant having a headache makes me want to kill something.

tonight was my last wednesday night dj shift here at u99.5fm ... and if things could go wrong ... they did. I embraced the stress ... because I can't much longer. :'( who would have known this would have turned into as big of a passion as it has. I knew I'd like it and think it was amazing ... but ... i love it. I'm at home. its natural. its everything.

its not over. "its not the end, this is the beginning" ;)

however, I do not think I will be working in a christian radio station again. 1. because I want to make more money 2.hello better ministry. I'm so sick of christian hiding in their chrtistian clubs, stations, stores, etc. beucase the world is a bad place. GET OVER IT. there is a lot of bad ... thats why we are suppose to get our butts in the middle of it and try to make it better. but there is also a ton of good out there, people are just to stupid to see it. this is why I'm never homeschooloing my kids. it pisses me off when I find out parents are hiding their children from the world. I really really doubt I'll send them to anything BUT public school. they need to embrace the world and make a difference ... not hide.

I so didn't mean to rant. I just want to DJ forever.

and I will.

woo!
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Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
12:59 pm
thats it. I've officially lost my mind.

and I think I've caught A.D.D.
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11:13 am - okay kids... on todays menu... la worko topped with a side of fun! (wait..)
its not even 11:15, and I have already gotten ready, went to class one (okay, side note, I usually get out of bed, brush my teeth, put clothes on and run to class number one, today ... I got on early), chapel, and lunch. that means I have from right now until about 1:50 to work on my commentary. then I have class. hopefully it will get done SOON [el commentary].

after which, I must prepare my powerpoint and speech.

then ... after these things are finished ... I'll count those things for hours, and be done.

tomorrow ... I must start of my charting.

I hate school work.
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Monday, April 25th, 2005
12:10 am - ahh it is offically monday...
...we all know what that means! its offically HELL WEEK! oh yes, the week before finals week ... the week where classes eat my soul for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.

I would say "bring it on!!" but um. no.

no.

this week ... will suck.

love,
erica :) (look, smile implys I'm happy! cause I am!)
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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
7:17 pm - I'm an adult punk.

Your Taste in Music:


Adult Alternative: Highest Influence
Punk: Highest Influence
80's Pop: High Influence
80's Rock: High Influence
90's Alternative: High Influence
90's Pop: High Influence
90's Rock: High Influence
Alternative Rock: High Influence
Classic Rock: High Influence
80's Alternative: Medium Influence
Hair Bands: Medium Influence
Ska: Medium Influence
80's R&B;: Low Influence
90's Hip Hop: Low Influence
Old School Hip Hop: Low Influence
Progressive Rock: Low Influence

2 .x.shattered souls // collided.x.
7:15 pm
Reply with your name and I'll tell you something I adore about you.
Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal so I may do the same.
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Thursday, April 21st, 2005
1:25 pm - oh snap.
here's my deal.

I'm not coming abck here next year.

for all of you who I hear round the corner asking eachother whats been wrong with me lately .. why I'm not "myself" then there is your answer. I hope you feel great for asking.

for the ones I actually care about, I'm sorry I haven't been peppy ... or ... whatever, lately. its not an easy thing for me. not at all. I'm finally happy, and oh look ...

I actually heard someone say, "yeah shes leaving, but its like shes already gone ... shes not herself at all, and hasn't been for about a week or so." I do not like having to hear things like that. I hate it actually.

so I'm sorry. lets make these last 15 days the best.

love,
erica
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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
11:18 pm
you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask

I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that

with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer
nicer
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Sunday, April 17th, 2005
4:02 pm - do it!
1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Give me a nickname and explain it.:

5. Describe me in 1 word:

6. What was your first impression of me?

7. Do you still think that way about me now?

8. What reminds you of me?

9. If you could give me anything what would it be?

10. How well do you know me?

11. When was the last time you saw me?

12. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

13. Are you goin to put this in your livejournal/blog and see what I say about you?
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