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Do it yourself, with shredded
foam!
11.26.2001
(Evening)
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I've been trying to lay off my rambling political tirades lately and
leave the commentary to the
professionals, but a couple of things have happened lately that
I can't keep my mouth shut about.
First off, several days ago Ashcroft stepped in and tried
to suspend an Oregon law that allowed doctor assisted suicide.
Oregon voters passed this law by referendum not once but twice. But
apparently Ashcroft knows better than that silly electorate. A court
has since stepped in and overturned
Ashcroft's edict, but I would think that there are more pressing
matters that Ashcroft should paying attention to.
But I must say that I gained a bit of respect for Ashcroft when I
saw this
one today... I guess we've had about 1000 people detained since
the attacks on September 11. Ashcroft is now saying that they are
all charged or being held as material witnesses. I'm no lawyer, but
this stinks just a bit to me. I was not aware that people could be
legally held without being charged of a crime. But the thing that
made me gain the respect for Ashcroft was his statement today that
releasing a list of the detainees can not be done because it would
violate their rights. Sorry, we can't release a list of people being
illegally held by the federal government... That would violate their
Civil Rights. It has to take some balls to say that with a straight
face.
Then there's Bush complaining about human cloning, but I really don't
want to touch that one, other to say that he should leave the science
to the scientists. But that's just my opinion. |
11.26.2001
(Evening)
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I
had a pretty good Thanksgiving. Chicago was fun, we made it up to
Wisconsin to see the relatives. We watched the Packers play Detroit
up there. Going into the game, I was very worried for the Pack. Not
so much because I thought they actually would lose to Detroit, just
because if by some fluke they did, the shame would be unbearable.
But they took them down. If Chicago had played along and lost yesterday,
they could be tied for first in the division now.
This Hunter S. Thompson
book I'm reading right now is better than the last I read. It's a
collection of his letters from the 60s through the 70s or so. The
last one I read was a collection of his articles from this same period.
So it's kind of cool to hear him talking about going on assignment
here or there, and hear him write his agent bitching about the problems
he's having selling the stories, even more so because I still remember
the articles he's talking about.
But collections like this are very easy to put down for another book.
I've been meaning to pick up a copy of one of Sarah
Vowell's books for a while, and I figured that being in Chicago
was as good an excuse as any to pick one up. I am enjoying it, but
it's very short. I'll probably be done with it tonight. And with my
habit of listening to This American Life archives all the time, I've
actually heard several of these essays on the show before. But it
is cool nonetheless. But if you're looking for a quick read, check
out Take
The Cannoli. Especially if you were in band... There's a nice
essay at the beginning about music.
Oh, and I finally remembered to listen to an episode of This
American Life on WBEZ
while I was up in Chicago. It's a bit like going to see the Packers
at Lambeau
Field, only not nearly as cool.
Going house looking this weekend. This ought to be interesting. All
I've seen so far are pictures on the
website I've been checking out. I'm sure those are taken from
the best possible angle, and I really don't know from a map what kind
of neighborhood these houses are in, so I could be in for a rude awakening
this weekend. |
11.20.2001
(Evening)
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Oh yeah... I almost forgot. I think I'm going to buy a house soon.
I'm sure it's going to be a run-down shack, but I'll actually own
a house I can beat up. I'll be able to play Aliens vs. Predator through
my stereo at full volume, and I'll actually be able to tear the walls
open and try to run speaker and network wire through the house. And
I can finally get more X10 switches (Although I'll get them from somebody
other than X10.com... Those ads have really gotten on my nerves).
But yeah... I was very surprised, but I actually was approved for
a home loan. At a poor interest rate for now, but mostly because a
bit of money I have was in savings bonds, and they don't show up on
a credit report or anything. The mortgage guy I talked to said that
two months from now, now that that money is in a savings account,
I should be able to actually get the normal good-credit interest rate.
Good credit? Good God... They don't know me very well, do they...
So I'm looking for a house. I'll be having a party out at the shack
once I get moved in and everything. I'll keep you posted...
But I guess it's about time to watch 24
now. Have any of you been watching that? I'm really, really enjoying
it so far... It's pretty damn good. But it's about to start now, so
I'm going to get to that... Happy Thanksgiving all... |
11.20.2001
(Evening)
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I
went to Fayetteville last weekend. Loads of fun. I saw two nights
of Big Smith, I got to see Arkansas pull out a squeaker against Mississippi
State at the new Razorback Stadium, and I stayed up far too late on
both Friday and Saturday nights.
I'm heading off to Chicago this weekend for Thanksgiving. We'll be
in Wisconsin Thursday night, but I need to figure out what I'm going
to do with myself Friday and Saturday nights. Does anybody from chicago
have any suggestions?
Well, I guess we're just about done with the Taliban as such over
there in Afghanistan. I hear that there are a couple thousand foriegn
Taliban troops surrounded in Konduz. The Northern Alliance says that
they aren't going to let them out of the country.
This is me feeling sorry for those fuckers...
Well, there continues to be plenty of good stuff over at Matt
Welch's site. A recent post linked to this
story with no comment. I link to it as well... It's a lovely little
piece on The Pursuit of Happiness. It comes highly recommended by
me as well.
I've been running this site for a while now... I guess it's been about
a year and a half now. I do this mainly to let old friends of mine
know what I'm up to these days, and hopefully to get some people to
watch Young Pups.
(Hey, watch Episode
3...) Actually, looking at the
stats, it looks like about 20 or 30 people a month at least start
watching the shows. That's pretty cool. Of course, for all I know,
it could just be web robots indexing the site, but I can dream...
Anyway, back to the point I was originally trying to make... There
are a whole other class of webloggers out there. There are folks (like
Matt Welch) who actually write for a living, and who do this as a
hobby. I don't know why, but I just find that very cool. Hell, I rarely
even read over a post before I upload it. (Which is why I end up with
sentences that just don't make sense sometimes...)
Again, I don't know exactly what my point is. I guess it just brings
me back to the days when I used to think that the internet was going
to fundamentally change the way people live their lives. And I guess
it has. I think I get more of my news through weblogs like Matt's
than anywhere else. I listen to NPR in my car for the straight facts,
which I think they do a fairly good job with, and then I check out
the sites of interesting people for interesting comment.
What was my point again? Oh yeah... Big
Smith Rocks. I'm going to head down to Arkansas for New Year's
and catch them then. |
11.16.2001
(Afternoon)
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Woo hoo! Big
Smith this weekend! See you in Fayetteville... |
11.15.2001
(Morning)
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Also,
for your reading pleasure, an interview
with Terry Gilliam. And I'll see you all in Fayetteville this weekend
at Big Smith.
Read Matt Welch's warblog.
It rules. |
11.15.2001
(Morning)
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When the attacks first happened on the 11th, I was very worried
about how Bush was going to handle the situation. I was very impressed
at first, then as the conflict started to drag on, I started to
worry about how the bombing was going to affect the view of the
US in islamic countries. I was worried about aid shipments not being
able to get through to refugees in Afghanistan.
But in the last three days, everything has just worked out perfectly.
The Taliban is out of Kabul, word is that they're going down in
Kandahar (hell, maybe they're out now... I was playing Aliens vs.
Predator 2 all night last night), and even those Christian aid workers
are free now. Hooray for us. We rule.
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11.11.2001
(Evening)
|
I've
been reading a fair amount of stuff about the war and international
politics and such lately. I wish I had the ability to perform some
sort of thoughtful analysis of These Trying Times, but dammit Jim,
I'm an engineer, not a political columnist.
I do have a couple of stories to comment on, though...
I read this
long-ass article on Osama bin Laden's possible motivations, and possible
strategy. Scary stuff, although take it with a grain of salt. There's
an excellent Plastic
discussion about this article here.
I've been trying to read stuff from all kinds of points of view, but
the Noam Chomsky "America is Evil" viewpoint pisses me off
these days a lot more than it used to. I know we've done some bad
in our past, but I haven't seen a whole lot done since 9/11 that I've
disagreed with. I read this
article recently from Counterpunch,
a wacko left-wing site. The article actually makes the claim that
America has now become a fascist state. Their evidence?
Armed National Guardsmen now stalk our airports, concrete barriers
surround our government buildings, and the president's press secretary
cautions our apologetic comedians (when they're not sports casting
or sharing emotional moments with Dan Rather) to watch what they say.
Fuck off... Number 1: Armed National Guardsmen now stalk our airports...
OK, I guess they do. I flew to Chicago last weekend, and I saw one
national guardsman at each gate I was in. When they weren't looking
bored, they were chatting with kids. I'm not sure how much extra safety
they're actually providing, but I'm glad for whatever extra they can
provide. I haven't seen them walking up to people and demanding their
papers, haven't seen them harassing anybody, and never even caught
them giving a second look to the middle-eastern looking people that
I flew with.
Number 2: Concrete barriers surround our government buildings. Government
buildings are targets. The Pentagon, the ultimate symbol of our military
strength, has already been hit. Fuck, those barriers were there before
the attacks on the 11th... Added security is in order.
I think it's the third point that pisses me off the most. I get tired
of people crying "censorship" every time somebody in a position
of authority frowns on unpopular speech. If the Bush administration
had called for the FCC to pull ABC's license over Bill Maher's comments
on Politically Incorrect, I'd be throwing a fit. But that wasn't what
happened. Hell, some moron at the LA Times actually called
for a constitutional amendment to make it illegal for advertisers
to pull their ads if they don't agree with what is being said on the
shows they support. Of course, these are not sane people calling for
these sorts of laws, but I guess it takes all kinds...
In the somewhat more sane rooms of the left-wing, People for the American
Way published a column called
right-wing watch, where they pointed out attempts by the more
conservative folks' attempts to capitalize on recent events. It's
a bit easier to point out the silliness of others than to try to make
a coherent point of your own (don't I know that...). Nevertheless,
the silliness of others that they point out in that article is somewhat
silly in many cases. Out of all the more liberal stuff I've read lately,
that column was by far the most sane.
Speaking of insane, though... I used to highly recommend Robot
Wisdom, another weblog run by a fella of the name of Jorn Barger.
Even before the attacks, one of his big political causes was the Palestinians.
Since the attacks, he's gone a bit over the top. He posts links to
stories, and prefaces the link by saying things along the lines of
"She's a Jew", or "secret Jew." I'm not going
to claim that I know a damn thing about what's going on with Israel
and the Palestinians. However, I think there are a lot of Palestinians
who hate all the Jews, and a lot of Jews who hate all the Arabs, and
I think that those folks on both sides are the reason that their situation
isn't being resolved. And I don't think that people like Jorn are
doing anything helpful by cranking up the rhetoric. But again, what
the fuck do I know...
Blah... But enough of me trying to make a coherent point (too late).
I will point out the latest addition to the Go Here section over there
on the left. Matt
Welch's Warblog has become several-times-a-day required reading
for me recently. He's a freelance writer in LA, and has one of the
most balanced takes on what's going on these days that I've been able
to find. Check him out if you get a chance. |
11.08.2001
(Evening)
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Well that was fun. My old, broken, shitty RCA DVD player has been
sitting around for a while, and I was about to throw it away, so
I decided to take it apart. I found a blown fuse on it and after
some encouragement from my roommate, figured what the hell... We
went down to Radio Shack and got what we assumed was the correct
fuse. The old fuse wasn't in any sort of a connection that allowed
it to be removed without snipping wires, but snip them we did, and
we soldered the new fuse into place.
Now normally I'm rather nervous around electricity, but I truly
expected the DVD player to come on when I plugged it in, so I didn't
even hesitate when I went to insert the plug. As soon as the plug
hit the contacts on the wall plate, a horrible buzzing/burning noise
came from one of the boards on the player, and I jumped, pulling
the plug away from the contacts. When we looked at the player, a
resistor on one of the boards had made a nice black mark across
one of the circuit boards.
So I guess I can declare that player officially dead. I wish I had
a digital camera so I could take a picture of that board. It really
is nice to look at. But it's time to play racquetball now.
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11.07.2001
(Late)
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Well,
I at least made
my quota for words today, but I remain several days behind. I
hope to make up for some lost time this weekend. No plans, and I have
a lot of coffee. I needed to write tonight, so I made a pot of coffee.
Now I'm at that lovely state where I'm tired, yet I'm alert from the
coffee. I guess that means it's time to go to bed.
I had decided that I didn't like a character in my book, but when
I started the chapter where I had decided to kill him, he grew on
me a bit. I think I'll have to re-work his introduction if I ever
try to re-write this god-awful piece of crap, but I think I'll keep
him around to do what I had planned on him doing from the beginning.
Did I mention this novel sucks? I can't write. But I want to be able,
at least once, to work the fact that I wrote a novel into a conversation
with a girl I don't know at a bar. Maybe a coffee shop would be a
better idea. I wish I had a laptop. I'd love to head out to that cool
little coffee house down on Westport tonight and drink Earl Grey tea
and work on my novel. I would just be too damn cool.
Big Smith is in Fayetteville in a couple of weeks. I'm doing my best
to resist, to stay back in Kansas City and not spend money, but my
resolve is faltering. I bet I'll end up in town. Well, the last trip
I took wasn't too expensive. Maybe I'll do the same thing I did last
time. Load up a cooler with a 30 pack of Miller Lite, grab some cold
cuts and a bunch of rolls, and eat and drink cheap for the weekend.
Plus, I should be able to find a place to crash out in Fayetteville,
so there will be no hotel this time around.
Dammit, why do those guys have to play so many shows... Hey guys,
when are you heading back out to Lawrence? |
11.07.2001
(Morning)
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I almost forgot to mention that I saw my first print edition of
The Onion
this weekend. It was the Chicago local edition, and the "Picks"
section chose the Steve Kimock Band shows as one of the shows to
see this weekend. They had this review:
Although not household name himself, guitarist Steve Kimock has
played with and impressed dozens of big names, most notably Jerry
Garcia and Merl Saunders. Early last year, he formed the Steve Kimock
Band, which gathers equally accomplished sidemen like drummer Rodney
Holmes and guitarist Mitch Stein. The group's mixture of improvised
jazz and slightly psychedelic rock (heard on its first CD, "Live
From The West Coast") should appeal to Deadheads and regular
folk alike.
Cool. I've certainly seen the Steve Kimock Band before early
this year, but I guess that's about the time frame for the forming
of this latest incarnation of the band after bassist Bobby Vega
abruptly left before a gig. But I do like the current lineup. Hammond,
the bassist certainly doesn't solo much, if at all. But I like how
Mitch has kind of folded into the band. The early tour this spring
I thought that Mitch was playing a bit to aggressively in places
that it didn't belong, but he and Steve are playing off of each
other quite well now.
Damn I need a copy of those shows...
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11.07.2001
(Morning)
|
Michael
Bloomberg was elected mayor of New York City last night. His first
legislative initiative will be to mandate the implanting of direct
brain-feeds of the Bloomberg information channel in the skulls of
all New Yorkers.
Critics believe that this could cause heads to explode as the brains
of New York citizens struggle to process the sheer volume of information
being pumped directly into their cerebral cortex. Bloomberg shrugged
off the criticism, commenting "Waste Management to Pay $457 Million
to Settle Suit Over USA Waste Merger. Merrill to Sell Canadian Brokerage
as O'Neal Scales Back Global Expansion." |
11.06.2001
(Late)
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OK, I couldn't go to bed without writing at
least a bit more. And it is technically after midnight, so these
words go on the 7th. (I never roll over the date on the web page
until either I've gone to bed and woken up, or the sun comes up.
So even though it's technically the 7th now, this update reads 11.06.2001
Late. I bet you didn't know that. Well, now you do.)
Ahem. As far as the novel goes, I'm now up to where I should have
been on the first. But I still have a lot of catching up to do.
The original idea I had for the book doesn't seem to be working
out, but I actually find that it may (possibly) be going somewhere
new. We'll see. I have at least three characters that I actually
like, and have ideas for at least two more that I haven't introduced
just yet. I think I'm going to kill the rest.
I love this god-like power over life and death that I have as a
novelist. I think that at some point in the novel I'm going to have
all my ex-girlfriends show up, just so I can make them do stupid
things that they would never do in real life. Now the only question
is whether to use their real names. I guess it couldn't hurt since
more than likely nobody is ever going to read this...
Decisions, decisions, decisions...
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11.06.2001
(Night)
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I
think the severe weight
dip can be explained by a combination of the fact that I didn't
eat too much for the first couple of days I was home combined with
weighing myself on my parents' scale, which reads consistently lower
than my scale at home. I don't know which is more accurate, but that's
beside the point.
I only managed to write
another hundred words tonight. I'm going to have to do better
than that tomorrow, but I'm taking the evening off. No TV, no This
American Life, just writing and perhaps a 30 minute break for some
racquetball. Now it is bedtime. |
11.06.2001
(Evening)
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I
just shoveled October 2001 off to the archives, and realized that
I've been running this site for a damn long time. It's been over a
year since I've been making (at least somewhat) regular updates.
That's a lot of words. And the text on these pages has a more engaging
narrative than my novel so far. How sad. But back to that...
I also noticed that I had put the Rabbit
Blog, Heather Havrilesky's weblog in my "Stuff" section,
where I put my own stuff, rather than the "Go Here" section,
where I post links to consistently cool sites. My mistake. She is
in the right section now.
I'm really going to write at least 100 words in the novel now before
Band of Brothers comes on. |
11.06.2001
(Evening)
|
As
much as I did want to work on my novel, I did have to watch 24.
I like it. I will definitely be watching more. But now to the novel.
Damn, I almost forgot I have to watch the last episode of Band
of Brothers. Damn you television and your soothing glowing soothing
warmth. Damn you to hell! |
11.06.2001
(Evening)
|
Well it was a damn good weekend.
My flight got in to Chicago at around 7:30. We drove back to my
parents' house, I got changed quickly and headed into Chicago for
the first night of the Kimock show. I was surprised at how quickly
I found the place, but I still missed the first couple of songs.
No big deal. Friday nights show was pretty damn good, but they closed
at 1:00. I went home and got some sleep.
Saturday was a beautiful day. It's the beginning of November in
Chicago, yet I'm warm in a t-shirt. We wandered around downtown
for a while, got an idea of how damn expensive housing is down there,
and had a good lunch of ribs. We went over and saw The Man Who Wasn't
There. I liked it, but want to see it again. I was expecting a bit
more suspense in the movie, but it was interesting. Just about this
guy whose life gets all screwed up. I think I will go see it when
it starts here in KC.
After the movie, we headed back to my parents' place in Bartlett.
After relaxing for an hour or so, I headed out to Saturday night's
show.
I got there earlier this time, and they were giving out the will
call tickets in the restaurant attached to the club. I noticed that
the Arkansas vs. Ole' Miss game was on, with four minutes to go
in the fourth quarter. So I figure I'll sit down and have a beer
and watch the end of the game. Well, it was about 8:50 then, and
Kimock was supposed to start at 9:00. Mississippi scores a touchdown
to tie the game, and stops Arkansas' drive. The game goes into overtime.
Now the way college overtimes work is that one team gets the ball
on their opponents 25 year line. There is no game clock, just a
play clock. You get a series of downs to score, then your opponent
gets a chance to match or beat what you did. Arkansas scores a touchdown,
and nails the extra point. Mississippi answers back. Mississippi
scores a touchdown. Arkansas answers back. Now, going into the third
overtime, teams have to go for two after a touchdown. Arkansas scores
and puts in the two point conversion. Mississippi does the same.
In the fourth overtime, Arkansas manages to stuff Mississippi, and
I believe they blocked the attempted field goal. Arkansas gets stopped,
and miss their field goal, so we're going into a fifth overtime.
At this point, I'm starting to wonder if I'm missing the show...
Just as the sixth overtime starts, I hear the opening notes of It's
Up To You, easily my favorite song that they do. Arkansas scores
their touchdown, and hits the two point conversion. Steve breaks
out of the opening into a sweet guitar jam. Mississippi scores a
touchdown and lines up for the two point conversion. Jermaine Petty
stops Mississippi tight end Doug Ziegler two yards shy of the end
zone. I loose a joyous cry, leave a message on the answering machine
of a friend from college, and head in to the show and hear Steve
wind the song back down.
What follows is the absolute best Steve Kimock Band show I've ever
seen. They played all my favorites, and I absolutely need to find
a copy that show. After the show, I take a shower and get to sleep.
Two hours later, I'm woken up by my parents. I drink a quick cup
of coffee and we hit the road for Green Bay, Wisconsin. Three hours
later, we're in town, parked, grilling Bratwurst and drinking a
beer. We head into the stadium and I spend the next three hours
watching a hell of a game, then I'm trying to sleep all the way
back to Chicago, and in bed as soon as we get back.
We spent the afternoon Monday catching a Van Gogh/Gaugin exhibition
at the Art Institute of Chicago. Very cool. But then I was on a
plane heading back to Kansas City.
Then I wen to work today.
But look at all these words I'm wasting... I should be writing my
novel. I'm way behind.
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11.01.2001
(Night)
|
Well
I'm already
behind on my novel, but I have started. In order to write 50,000
words by the end of the month, I have to write just over 1600 words
each day. Today, I wrote 895. So I am behind, but I think I'll have
a lot of spare time this weekend. We'll see. It is horrible so far,
and most likely will continue to be so. But that's all right... When
I'm done, I can pick up chicks in coffee shops by telling them I'm
a novelist.
Even though I ate a ton of halloween candy today, I for some reason
lost about
five pounds. That's just bizarre. But unfortunately, I'm spending
the weekend with the folks, and I always eat way too much when I'm
there. I will try to control myself this time... I'm very close to
getting that tattoo.
But I give up on the book for now, and I am going to bed. Have a good
weekend everybody, and see all you Chicagoans at Kimock
Friday and Saturday night... |
11.01.2001
(Morning)
|
We
had exactly one trick-or-treater come by last night. I answered the
door, apologized, then ran out to buy candy. No more came, so now
I have about four pounds of candy that is going to completely blow
my diet. Oh well...
I start my novel today. As soon as I get home from work, I'm going
to be doing laundry and writing. I'll burn what I have to a CD tonight
so I can bring it home to Chicago and continue while I'm out of town.
If I can get a lot done this weekend, I might be able to make up for
the fact that I have a very hard time staying up late these days.
I think I'm also going to make a point of making a pot of coffee every
night when I get home. But I said I was going to make it in to work
early today, and I need to get going if I want to do that. |
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