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I'm doing a lot better. It's only been two days, but.. I'm better. I've got my best friend and boyfriend here with us, so we aren't alone. Dad is resting right now. Last night I got 9 straight hours of sleep. Did not wake up once. It was very nice. Best friend slept over, and I don't think I could have done that if she hadn't been here. Sleeping alone wasn't an option last night, nor is it today. We have amazing people around us. We have more food than we know what to do with. Best friend's mom made us three ready-to-pop-in-oven lasagnas. So yes, plenty of food.
I had the feeling mom wasn't going to make it, even before we had to call the ambulance. Just a feeling. The last week or so, I have been preparing myself, so I'm doing a little better than Dad, plus I also wasn't dependant on a woman for 31 years. So, Dad says a lot is going to change. Not sure what, but... I'm willing to listen to him. WE're taking walks and stuff together to get out of the house. It gets easier, until I see something of hers or a note or something, and it gets hard for a little while. But then it's easier again. It comes and goes... But we'll make it.
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