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Tuesday, January 14th, 2003 | 9:53 pm |
Pain and Comfort Bizarre and strange. Yesterday, I had a tension Headache. ALL DAMN DAY. My head HURT. It throbbed. it was uncomfortable. It did not go away until sleep.
Today? Today my JAW HURTS. >mutters about in her head, stretches her tired, oddly pained body< I have decided., though not necessarily come to terms with, that this is the state of my body as it is now.
Pained and nasty, it is, and I am ALWAYS TIRED BY defination, but, fuck all. I better deal.
I, however, how have a super comfy Much easier to work in DESK CHAIR. Good god, the difference it makes. seriously. Wow. I need sleep. | Thursday, January 9th, 2003 | 12:52 pm |
I'm Happy - Yet I'm Aware of the Ironic Ramifications of my Happiness http://www.annetaintor.com/God, I love these magnets. I want them ALL. If they weren't so goddamn expensive.... Current Mood: Useless, useless | Monday, January 6th, 2003 | 12:08 am |
We are Here to Take Your Pornography and Sodomize our Vast Imaginations God Bless Adultswim. | Thursday, January 2nd, 2003 | 11:47 am |
He. Happy 2003 for ya' all. I'm going to try to ignore all the little signs that have been happening over the last couple of days that while 2002, despite the relationship that should have ended earlier, was a year of change and growth and quite a bit of fun, 2003 might be a muddle. I will not let it be so, oh, no, no. He. And this is so true. These damn tests almost ALWAYS end me with this dude.  I fancy Wizards. He almost dies in Moria, but you know how wizards are; they refuse to die. Which culture from Middle-Earth do you fancy? By Hannah and Dani Current Mood: complacent | Monday, December 30th, 2002 | 11:32 pm |
The Singular Experience of Being Dumped By Friends. ... Is singularly sucky. >Sets out one massive, glandular, Dark-Dark Half-off-due-to-Holiday-packaging Josef Schmidt Truffle on desk, places small glass of 2% milk next to it. Begins to type and breathe deeply< 'Twas a good night, A friend made me dinner and we drank wine and ate cheese and talked about boys and other such things, and then the guy I'm sorta seeing and continuiously flip-floping casually over and I went out to a cafe for an hour and talked. Which was lovely. (If. Only. He didn't. Smoke like a chimney. Must decide if this is a dealbreaker. >chomp<) As I am going to Toronto early tommorrow with the loverly Liz and Maggie and driving de whole way, I planned to throw some clothes togather, make some CDs, jump in bed, wake up early. I get distracted by a very short, cruel, mean e-mail of a friend who I've been avoiding and whom I blew off for dinner tonight. It is a veyr short, mean e-mail. I, being a basketcase for at least 15 minutes after major upheavel with people I care about, cry, though firstly call ex-friend crying and leave message saying Fuck you and I hope it was worth it. now. Yesh, I have been avoiding him, and,thus I recognized he had a reason to break up with me, though it was a sensationalistic way to do it, no doubt. >sigh< But he was an old friend, and a good one for a while. >chomp< And then, after some back and forth on e-mail, it becomes clear that he broke up with me because he is attracted to me, and he will not stop being atrrracted to me... and Darcinator just knocked over a huge stack of CDS, for fuck's sake -thus he does not want to hang aorund with me. Just having been dumped and booted by a girlfriend of three years, and feeling very destructive in terms of friendships, this surprises me less. And I am Not Attracted to him AT ALL, and that, in the ned, is why why I've been avoiding him... I am not comfortable with him being attracted to me. But he is determined, and he can not be my friend, "Have a nice life and keep the 5 The Sims Games you borrowed" being the end point. Dork. >sigh< Boys are Idjits. You know, I do hope it was worth it. The poor boy will get out of this Obscenely bitter stage, look about at the rubble he's made of his friendships, and wince mightily. Maybe it had to be done, but with such Drama? Hmpf. Men call Women hysteric. >sigh< No new CDs and one Obscenely Chocolatey Truffle later, I'm going to bed. Current Mood: cranky | Wednesday, December 18th, 2002 | 1:12 pm |
You know that Basement Jaxx song, "Where's your head at?" Where's your head at! >beat< Where's your head at! I feel like that song, As I am so astoundingly USELESS, motionless, hapless to today I want to weep. It's just BIZARRE. And, as there is NOTHING wrong in my life, I wonder if it's because of the season, something burrowing in my brain speaking of stress, exhaustion,and all the damn presents NOT YET BOUGHT. Current Mood: lethargic | Thursday, December 12th, 2002 | 9:05 am |
| Wednesday, December 11th, 2002 | 2:54 pm |
Kittens Roasting on an Open Fire.... Alright, maybe not that. But yesterday, when I was workin', I took some shots of the kittens... I was on Manual, and they're blurry, but they catch the character. >obsesses cheerfully< http://www.digitrevolt.com/Kittens12-2002/Life is pretty good, work busy, gone on two dates with this older guy which has been enjoyable, buttt... ew're also moving very slowly, which is even better, as I have no idea if I want to get involved with anyone at all right now other than my kittens. Having a social life has been very enjoyable. Being HAPPY and single has been very enjoyable. Not getting any drawing done, however, not good. Current Mood: content | Sunday, November 24th, 2002 | 9:59 pm |
I believe Wellness is Upon us This was something of a disappointing weekend from a personal point of view, as I think something snuck up on me Friday.
I was exhausted, and pissy on Friday night during my dad's B-day party, and just felt generally oddly "Blah", Saturday it got worse, and cut into my plans of dancing and general silliness. >Weeps< I was So Excited for the night, it was going to be, by all accounts, a good one.. .drinking in Ann arbor, go to Detroit and drink in Detroit, end up in good ol' Skeezy City Club for a few hours of booty shakin' and questionable booze.
And I denied the obvious right up to when I was supposed to leave, and it was obvious I felt like crap.
So no fun and dancing for me. >sigh< So I drew(A rare ting ,it is. >Grin< I think I will actually post it!) and colored said drawing, and slept. and spent all day in bed and played my game boy advance and slept and hugged kittens.
and now, I'm STARVING, and hyper, and happy. >does the welleness dance<
I like it when sickness fits weekends, even when it messes them up. So much more convenient. | Friday, November 22nd, 2002 | 4:25 pm |
SKkkkkkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeeeeech Props to Tracy:  Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by QuizillaBet ya' that's what ya' get when your answers are allll over the place, as mine tend to be. ^_- Ooo, you're right, those pictures, all of 'em, are BEAUTIFUL. | Thursday, November 21st, 2002 | 2:07 pm |
Well, Wasn't THAT a Barrel of Constipated Monkeys >Breaths a few million times<
So, What Actually happened: everythingipod.com charged me four times for one 60 dollar order by accident on my Debit Card, which, as my account was near the edge and one other charge kicked in, Caused four overdraft fees of 30 dollars, thus putting Emily 300 dollars in la' hole unexpectedly. And, after putting most of her paycheck into Paying off credit card bills, eating up the 300 dollars that was going to be Life for the next 2 weeks. Luckily, everythingipod.com had been having credit card problems in general, instantly went, "Oh, look at that. Oops. We'll give it back, no worries." And the bank instantly my 120 smackers back.
>Breathes some more<
I'M NOT A COMPLETE AND TOTAL FINANCIAL FUCK UP!!! YEAH! >does a little booty dance<
Wait, that's not completely correct. Lets amend:
I'M COMPLETELY AWARE OF HOW FINANICIALLY FUCKED UP I AM AND AM POSSIBLY GETTING BETTER!!!>dance dance<
Yeah. Time for chocolate. | Tuesday, November 19th, 2002 | 10:02 pm |
| Monday, November 18th, 2002 | 8:23 pm |
Yesh. I am too sensitive, Reactionary, silly by far. Perhaps also judgemental. But there it is. I'd like to do a Pride and Prejudice Yaoi take off, but, right now I'm going to do nothing but sleep early. Far too easily offended, am I. Current Mood: cranky | Thursday, November 7th, 2002 | 10:27 am |
Hellllll yeah.... Wanna know the best mix for working, in my humble opinion? New Order and Erasure's greatest hits, baby, though I'm finding myself doing an awful lot of "Bopping" when I should be "editing". (SToP! Before you make a fool out of loveee......) Current Mood: crazyCurrent Music: Erasure - Stop! | Monday, November 4th, 2002 | 1:19 pm |
The kitten Fixation Stops here. Good god, make me work. I now have an icon for each of my kittens, yesh, and photos up at http://www.digitrevolt.com/Kittens ... only four, not so great, but that's them! Must. WOrk. Edit, yesh. >smacks self< No more kitten related discussion or activity other than cuddling for long time!!! Current Mood: complacent | Friday, November 1st, 2002 | 9:19 pm |
Priscilla, Queen of Mirkwood!!!!!!!! So, Among much champagne and Various Vodka/Rooster-sauce Bloody-mary concoction drinking, Liz luckykitty, Maggers berzyneko and I watched Priscilla, Queen of the Desert, and for me, the first time in ohhhh, many years, long before LA Confidential told me who Guy Pearce was and the Matrix told me who Hugo Weaving was(ELROND IN DRAG!!!! My god, he's good at it), it was much happiness. I will love forever the first person who makes a LOTR, Priscilla Queen of the Desert Doujin. Perhaps it should be me, but lazy am I. Now we totter off in drunken splender after Baxter-chewing(Pat the bunny butt...) I am not drunk. >grin< (BTW, I must say, subject was coined by Lizzers...^___^) Current Mood: drunkCurrent Music: ABBA!!! (In my head, at least) | Thursday, October 31st, 2002 | 12:42 pm |
| 11:12 am |
Kittens are on Crack. Good god. I did not sleep much again due to bouncing-pouncing-fighting-tumbling-litt er-box-scrinching KITTENS.
It went something like this: Almost fall asleep, kick kittens of bed, open door so they'll leave, try to fall asleep. Come thiiiisssssss(Holds up fingers for demonstration) to nocturnal bliss, until either a.) kitten jumps on my bed and bounces around b.) kitten attacks my face c.) kitten attacks other kitten, wrestling madly with much noise d.) kitten jumps on something that makes a lot of noise, like bag or lamp that falls down e.)kitten jumps in litter box just for kicks and swims around in it. f.) kittens, having been kicked out of the room, door shut firmly in their fuzzy faces, stand RIGHT outside the door for an extended period of time and cry.
I hate being a light sleeper.
Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Kitten chasing on the couch | Wednesday, October 30th, 2002 | 3:06 pm |
Cat o' Rama..... Wellz, Right now there's a tabby kitten on my lap with huge ears and six toes on his front feet, looking goofy and astoundingly cute, and a big, unbelievably fluffy kitten with bright blue eyes and an imperious attitude on a pillow near my hands, looking white and astoundingly cute. >Squishes Darcy and Bingley< And then a really pissed off large grey cat near the TV who's done a lot of hissing and pooping in Debbie's bed today. >wince<(I'M SO SORRY!!!!)
Brian and I had Exceedingly Serious Discussion about the future of Our Relationship Part 2 last night, and the outlook is positive...
Cats, however, are still easier to take care of than boys. Even when they keep you up all night by bouncing on and off your bed while chasing each other around. (Thus the sleeping now)
And I FINALLY DREW!!! A character design for my some-day Web comic I'm going to color, but I did draw!!^_^
Current Mood: Tender Current Music: Red Elvises - Rocket Man | Tuesday, October 29th, 2002 | 6:54 pm |
Cranial pain I am feeling Captious today. Yes, yesh I am. (I have also decided that I'm going to start using, in my Livejournal, my Dictionary.com words of the day so I actually possibly learn them and they come in use in future GRE takage. So if ridiculously stupid words end up in my LJ from now on, that is why.) But I am definately marked by a disposiion to find fault or raise objections. I would like to raise objections with the world. I am feeling obnoxious and pissy, my nap just made it worse, I want to have Pumpkin pie for dinner but that's not good for me, I didn't get enough work done today, and ... I do, however, have a second kitten to keep my first kitten company. and I WILL draw tonight. After a bit of e-mail catching-up-with. Current Mood: aggravatedCurrent Music: Soul Coughing - Misinformed |
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