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Tuesday, March 5th, 2002
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2:49 am - I feel so left out
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All my strange friends seem to be posting so much more than me, especially online tests :p So I will just have to be painfully normal.
The past week and a half has been--strange. So I will just start with Sunday.
Sunday started when seth called me at 12:30 to ask if I wanted to play Chris's game at 2. I said sure, I'll sleep till then. When I arived late, doug, liniger, and seth were taking a playboy quiz called "Are You a Sex God" The playboy belonged to liniger, more proof he is a chauvanist pig. Chris showed up just a bit later than me. We seemed to be waiting for nick, who didn't show till 4:30. More proof that sideler is a pain.
The game went bad from the first, as we were expected to make buttons for nick. Liniger also seemed to think that every NPC was there to be abused, which he did contantly. At least doug is supposed to be violent and starting bar brawls. Liniger is supposed to an archologist. I had to develope scruppals to counteract him.
After that I spent some time with a kitten, an old cat, and a bear. oh, and jason and morgan too. after that I was off to spend some quality time with a rabbit, err, crane. After that, patty pissed me off, so I shot her. Rebuilding is a pain.
I would like to say that, for the record, my first day sucked. Devel psyc- prof talks down at the class. Car is going to be royal EE pain in my ass, but at least I have good company. Independant study-I have no idea where I fit w/ the PT team, but Sebern seems to like me. Work sucks, and I have more of it this quarter. And finally: Leadership skills- late the first day and Durbin is in my class.
that is my painfully normal life. Next: remote control of desktop.
current mood: tired current music: power supply fans-lots of 'em
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| Thursday, February 28th, 2002
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2:02 am - need more alchohol
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I sit here, not inebriated enough, thinking to myself: self, you are on LJ far too much.
Yes, I reply to myself, but how else will I commmunicate with others?
Why would you want to?
Because I feel totally alone. All my friends have better things to do. So I sit here on LJ.
Wow, self, you should get more alchohol. You are really wigging out.
Yes, I should, because I can never have what I really want.
current mood: drunk current music: Law and Order
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| Wednesday, February 27th, 2002
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5:40 pm - Bruised, battered, missing pieces, but as I have always known:
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| Monday, February 25th, 2002
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2:40 am - Only worse for the hope
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Away with everything you've grown to hate Away with anything that holds you safe Away And every light I've found Is every light that's shining down on me I'm never alone
current mood: depressed current music: Smashing Pumkins - With Every Light (in my head)
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2:17 am - alone
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I feal the hermit on the hill, the old man, apart from others. Who can I go to in times of need? Who am I close to? I once thought of myself as a good friend, loyal and willing to stand up for those I cared about. No one asks my help, confides in me, seeks my advice. I spend most of my hours, waking or not, alone with only my thoughts. What a cold, calloused bastard I became while I wasn't looking. Does anyone really know me, my little secrets, fears, hopes. No. I won't give them away, I just hold them, so they can wither and die, just like me: alone.
current mood: drained current music: the whispers in my mind
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1:57 am - Always
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1:52 am - Just as i thought
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NC-17 Woah, dude, too far. You're totally unsuitable for anybody under the age of 17, and for society in general. Tough break...
"Which Movie Classification Are You?" Test created by Jamie - take it here.
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| Thursday, February 21st, 2002
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7:44 pm - Quote of the Day
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"This school deals out failure like Pez, but it comes in such a nifty package." -Seth
current mood: melancholy current music: WWF
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| Tuesday, February 12th, 2002
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1:58 am - Just for fun
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| Thursday, February 7th, 2002
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10:03 pm - I have to do more than I thought...
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So here is the complete list
*Accounting Project, too long, monday night *SDL4 paper, 20 Pages, sunday night *SDL4 presenation, 10 minutes, tuesday *OpSys project, ????, tuesday *Accounting Great Plains shit, too long, wednessday *Business Finance final, 15 problems, thursday *Business Finance project, 7 pages, thursday *Business Finance presentation, 10 min, thursday *Misc GE300 shit, not long, don't care
That is far more than I want to do in a week. I really have to hit that damn SDL report soon, or I am going to be screwed.
current mood: listless current music: Beatles - hey Jude
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8:01 pm - Things to do
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Ok, so I got the damn presentation out the way, and pissed off Cobb in the process :) I don't know why he bothers me so much, but he does.
So, all I need to do now is *Start that SDL4 paper (20 pages, due sunday night) *SDL4 presentation, Tuesday *OpSys Lab, Tuesday (when the hell are we working on this?)
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| Tuesday, February 5th, 2002
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9:32 pm - Jealous bitch extraordinare
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7:36 pm
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To do tonight:
Op Sys Presentation - 1st thing GE300 Carreer Goals GE300 Program Explanation GE300 IEEE and professional org summary Accounting problem 12-5b SDL4/CMMI work (Not much tonight) email SEMIS team for report scripts Business Finance project
This sucks....must sleep.....class over.....thanks dawson.....
current mood: tired current music: business finance end of class....
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| Thursday, January 31st, 2002
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8:50 pm - Mmm Quizes
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| Wednesday, January 30th, 2002
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1:12 am - Things I hate
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I hate Op Sys I hate not working on the Op sys project I hate not finishing my paper I hate accounting I hate not having my accounting project done
don't get me wrong, I really don't care, but these things annoy me.
Most of all, I love not working on what I should. I am off to move my laundry to the dryer
current mood: blah current music: court tv...operation sting
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| Thursday, January 24th, 2002
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9:15 pm
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9:06 pm - Hmm
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| Monday, January 21st, 2002
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2:39 am - instead of doing homework
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| Sunday, January 20th, 2002
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3:36 am - the weight falling on me...
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Ok, heres what I figured out was due in the upcomming weeks, excluding homework <1 week long and the games I put more effort into than school:
SDL4 Project: internet search for materials Sat, 5 SDL4 Project: CMMI Sat, 6 SDL4 Project: literary search Sat, 6 SDL4 Project: student and professional input Sat, 7 Java Program Thr, 7 OpSys Paper Mon, 8 OpSys Project Tue, 8 Acounting Project Wed, 8 SDL4 Project: distill a suggested practice list Sat, 8 SDL4 Project: formalize all information Sat, 9 Bussiness Finance Project Mon, 10
Here is how I plan to deal with them: remove the lit search from the SDL4 project drop java push internet search back push CMMI back make cheesy questionaire for SDL students not care about anything else.
Hey, it's a plan. Now all I need is 3 metric tons of uncooked mackrel.
current mood: tired current music: three guttering flame
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| Saturday, January 19th, 2002
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3:45 am - An item of interest
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I am 56% evil.
I'm getting there. I haven't done all the damage I could do but I've done quite a bit. I'm just over the border into the Evil Zone.
Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com
Very interesting indeed.
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