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I know it seems stupid, but I just wish Ms. Hamilton didn't hate me. What bugs me most is that after months she still has to think for like 5 minutes before she gets my name right..if she is even that successful. She just assumes that me and the people I sit with in bio are exactly alike. She was bitching about Catherine and I to Stef's mom. She has absolutely no right to do that if she can't discuss her problem with us to my face, or even to my mom. This is where it gets slightly confusing. Stef's mom told Stef, who later told me and Cath, that Ms. Hamilton was bad mouthing us. So then Catherine's mom called Mr.Domina to complain, and he said it was very unprofessional, and went to talk to Ms. Hamilton about it. She denied saying anything bad, and accused Caherine of listening to her conversation with Stefanie's mom from the hall outside her office. She said Catherine doesn't listen and didn't hand in some assignment, etc. Only thing is, Catherine had handed in that assignment, and I was the one that hadn't, so she was really bitching to Catherine's mom about me. That explains why she was so hostile when I went to talk to her about something later in the week. Also later that day, my mom called to talk to her, and she never returned her call. She thought it was my mom who had called earlier in the week, and therefore, didn't want to talk to the person who had complained about her. If she only knew which one I was. I am not Catherine or Stefanie god dammit...I AM CHRISTINA YOU INCOMPOTENT BITCH!!! It's so stupid because she knows who is Stefanie, and who is Catherine, but she has no idea who the fuck I am..I have been called both Catherine and Stefanie often, but she never seems to know that my name is Christina. FUCK THAT STUPID BITCH!! WHY CAN'T SHE GO BACK TO GUYANA?!?! That lady is fucked up. I hate her!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She is the worst teacher I have ever had. Boring...mean...and such an idiot. She knows nothing about any of us, and clearly has favourites. She thinks the sun shines out of Nikki's ass...she is so stupid to fall for Nikki's little suck up scheme. I mean it works for her when it comes to getting marks, but I would never do that. I refuse. And everyone hates Nikki anyway..even her so called best friend.
Back to Hammy/Hamster/World's biggest (literally..fat) bitch She just gets an idea about some one and cannot let go of it. I have never hated a teacher this much..not even demello. In first term when Castelli taught us I thought she was bad, but I would beg to have her back now. I can't believe I felt guilty and pitied Ms.Hamilton before when everyone hated her. If she hadn't said anything to Stef's mom, I guarantee I would not be writing this. She is making her own enemies. Luckily if she makes enough, she might get fired. It is a waste of my money to pay for such a crappy bitch teacher. She's totally ruined this year for me. I would have been on the honour roll...not that that's all that matters to me, but it would have been nice..o and by the way that C she gave me, it was a 69% c+ bitch..you have to learn these simple things before you call me an idiot for not understanding some really somplicated shit, especially when you're teaching it. I just want Ms. Byrik back...Ms.Castelli..whoever...anyone is better..even some one that doesn't teach bio would be i'm sure.
Wow..I feel quite a bit better to get that out of my system, but it won't make ms.bitch go away. I just wish I could get her ugly, scary, judgemental face out of my head. Either that or she would suddenly learn how to teach, and how to identify people. for the last time...I AM NOT CATHERINE!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
On a happier note....that best thing happened!!! Raptors made the playoffs of course!!! I'll just relish in that and hopefully it will take some of the stress away from me. Also, leafs are up 2-0 in their series against the islanders. O..I didn't make the softball team. I think I should have honestly...hahaha..no seriously, softball I think, is the only sport I can say for sure that I feel I am good at. But there were lots of other good people trying out, and I don't think Ms.Pace got to see much of what I can do..I really don't mind tho. It's not worth worrying about. I have too much else on my mind for next week. Me & Christine's health project is due Wednesday..crap I'd forgot about that one. The other stuff is an art presentation monday, a geo test tuesday, as well as a Spanish presentation. That was supposed to be friday, but due to matters beyond my control it had to be pushed back. there are also 2 bio tests - mon and wed - again what the hell was she thinking. Thank god there's something good this week...Thursday..job shadow day. I think it will be great cuz I'm going to CTV!! I'm so excited. As you may know I haven't quite decided what I wanna be, but it will likely be something in film or the media. I can really see myself being a foreign news correspondent. To travel the world is my top priority in life...before anything I think. I mean I do want a family..maybe even 5 kids..but I think I would give anything to travel the world. See..feel...hear all those places I've dreamed about and seen on tv. photo-journalism would be great too, because I love writing..I think language skills are my greatest gift...and I would love to take pictures of all the things I saw..to show the world. Anyways maybe I'm getting a little carried away..what I'll be doing Thursday is hanging out with a tv producer..I can't wait!!!!!! It's really such a great opportunity. I'll even get business cards and whatnot...maybe one day I'll be working for these ppl!!!! no I think I'm getting carried away slightly, but I am really excited. I hope it's all I am expecting, cuz I'd really be disappointed if the tv business I dreamed about, was so different from the reality.
Well for now I'd better just get to work. Just a few horrible days til thursday :)
PS. For those of you who do not know, 4 canadian soldiers were killed in afghanistan in an accident earlier this week. They were doing a training exercise which involved guns. Thinking they were under enemy fire, an american plane dropped a bomb on the canadian soldiers, injuring several of them and killing 4. Clearly there was some miscommunication, and therefore it would be unfair for me to hold this against anyone until the investigation is complete. However, I was disgusted by president Bush's reaction. He did not make an apology until almost 2 days later, and showed absolutely no emotion. If this is the type of gratitude we recieve, what are we fighting for the americans for? I just hope the bravery of all soldiers is recognized, and that those who died can be truly appreciated. They gave their lives fighting for a good cause, and made their country proud. My condolences to all those affected. May those young men who were killed rest in peace.
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