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Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
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7:42 pm - I feel better.
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So I'm still sick, but better, and I talked to him about my thoughts, and I feel MUCH better about that too. Thanks to all those who sent me hugs : P Today was pretty uneventful. Woke up around 11, went to class at 1. Had class till 5, went with Kate to pay her phone bill, took my chem tests, ate, and then came back and showered. Loads of fun. The room down the hall has their bass so loud that I can feel it. They're 3 rooms down from me!!! It's really kinda annoying. What I wanna know is how they can stand that and how they aren't blowing their ear-drums out. Stupid boys........
So yeah, that was my exciting day. Sorry this is so boring. Maybe I'll update again later, if something fun happens. Later!!!
current mood:  indescribable
current music: Stay Together For The Kids - Blink 182
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| Monday, March 18th, 2002
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10:02 pm - *sniff sniff*
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So I had two tests today. I'm impressed with myself, and even though I'd had a runny nose and a headache all day, I managed to do good on both!! The first one was in GEO 120, and the teacher forgot to put a number 4 on his quiz, so he just gave it on the ovehead instead, and since I sit up at the back, I could look at the map Steven printed out for me!! Thanks Steve :) And then in psychology, I was super worried, but when I scored it, I got 42!! THat's AWESOME!! Well, I should say 42 outta 50, giving me an 84%. Plus she usually finds one or two questions that everyone got wrong so she adds points. SO the LOWEST I'll get is a 84%, wich rocks cause this class is hard and on the other tests I only got 76% and 74%. I'm pretty damn proud. So after my classes I came back to my room and plopped on the couch with my covers and watched Television with my roomies. (Minus Tara. She's still not back....) We saw a taco bell commercial, and decided we wanted taco bell, so we went on a food run, Came back, ate it, then watched some more tv, then my headache got to me and I went to take a nap. Now I'm gonna go watch Battle of the seasons, and I'll prolly go back to bed after that, unless *someone* comes to visit me and keeps me awake. Maybe I'll watch a movie on my computer too....we'll see. But my show is on, so I'll talk to you kids later!!
current mood:  sick
current music: BATTLE OF THE SEASONS
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| Sunday, March 17th, 2002
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6:03 pm - Intesesting...
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Test Results
| You think of yourself as being Bright, Cheerful, Beautiful, and Fun. | | Others think of you as being Cute, Wild, Fuzzy, and Fun. | | Your relationships can be described as Open, Blue, Sunny, and Warm. | | When stressed, you feel Crazy. |
Take this test here.
Strange.......
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12:31 am - RAsberry Twist is my friend....
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Hey all. SO I'm updating my journal cause STEVE wants' me to. DAMn THE MAN! :P Man Suck!! SPecailly Steve, Actuially, Steve is vcool. I've had 7 shots, and counting :-P. I talked yto Erika tonight. Sje's at Amandas hours for a cas t party. Sounds like fun! I talkded to Krisit Reason too, I miss her. She's a sweetheart. I'm gonna go see all my atppies in Once upon a mattress next weekndn should be fun!! Well, off to sleep, MAYBE :-P Later kids!!
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| Wednesday, March 13th, 2002
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12:57 am
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So ultimate frisbee wasn't as good of an idea as we thought it might be. It was ok, but the wind kept catching the frisbee, and it's kinda hard to play on rollerblades. But Kate and I had a nice time rollerblading. It's a beautiful night tonight. I gotta do some homework for spanish because I have a test tomorrow, but that's it. I'm to lazy though, I think I'll do it in the morning. So we got a new Roommate today. She's really nice. She lives in Fraser and knows Mike and Jason Fiedler. (They go to my church) That was crazy. But she's really nice. Well, I'm gonna go do something else. I'm bored....Later.
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| Tuesday, March 12th, 2002
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3:52 pm - Mark-tastic!!
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So Kate and I just got done playing a kick ass game of hallway frisbee. It was super fun. But we kept hitting the walls and making lots of noise, so we figured, more tomorrow. They've had enough for today. It's a nice way to pass the time when there's NOTHING to do!! But yeah, that's all I have to say, so I'll talk to you kids later!!
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Westlife
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| Sunday, March 10th, 2002
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4:11 pm
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So I'm back at School!! *SMILE* I'm glad to be back. I'm not glad that I have class tomorrow, but I'm glad to be here where I have everyone I need close by, and no parents, and my computer!! Plus I don't have to work!! *Bigger Smile!!* I got a lot of hours in this week though. A nice total of 32.5 hours. NOt to shabby!! I just wish I got paid more.....But hey, it's still money!!
So yesterday I went to Kates. We werer gonna go riding, but it was too cold to go out on the horses, so we went shopping instead. I Got the shoes I wanted from Hot Topic to go with my skirt!! *BIG SMILE* I'm so happy. The shoes are really cute. And I unpacked all my stuff already, so I have ALL night to relax!! Well, I still have to shower...but then I can relax!! So back to Kates house. We went shopping, then it started to snow. Well, it was pretty bad driving home and hwat should have taken us an hour took about an extra half hour!! That's ok though, we had fun. Her bro can be a nice kid (when he wants to be). :P Actually, Michael is a nice guy. So that was a good time. Then we got back to her house, sat around, made popcorn, and then we rented Hannibal and watched that. EXCELLENT movie!! Then we went to sleep. Not extremely exciting, but still fun!! And now we're back. I love school!! Well, I don't love class, but I love being here. Oh well, I'm gonna hit the showers, and then watch tv. So I'll talk to you all later!!
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current music: Michelle Branch
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| Friday, March 8th, 2002
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11:49 pm - Blah....
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Hey all. So I worked all day. Fun stuff. Yesterday I went to Great Lakes Crossing with Steve and Chris. That was fun. Then Chris and I dragged Steve to see Nobody Special with Necia ans Steve Santos. That was a good show. Then we went to Chris's house and watched a movie. Fun stuff. Now I'm supposed to be at Space with Sue, Lynette, and Chris, but I cancelled because I'm too tired and my ffet hurt and I'm poor. Plus I really wasn't in a clubbing mood. So I'm just watching tv. Well, I was watching the South Park movie with my sister, but I fell asleep. Now I'm gonna watch SLC Punk, so hopefully I can stay awake. For some odd reason, I'm just kinda blah right now.....not happy, but not sad. I dunno.......
I gotta talk to Kate about tomorrow still. We'll see what happens with that. Oh well, off to watch my movie. Later Kids...........
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| Tuesday, March 5th, 2002
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11:14 pm - You can't help the way you feel....
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So today was pretty interesting. Well, as interesting as MY life gets...
I woke up on time today. Made it to work on time, worked for 6 hours, came home, ate, napped, talked online and watched Real World. Not too exciting, but exciting for me. AWESOME episode of Real World, and then I was watching the Ozzy show. That's the fucking funniest thing ever. His son is so funny. You'd have to watch it to get it, but it's great.
So tomorrow I get LOT'S of hours at work *BIG SMILE*. I'm working 6 hours, going to get my hair cut, then working another 5 probably. BIG FAT PAYCHECK!!
I have thursday off!! WOO HOO!! I'm sleeping ALL day!! And then I think Saturday I might go Riding with Kate. We'll see though :p. Maybe I'll stay here in the heights and hang with some people that I haven't seen much this break ;) People that think they might be "way too happy". But I think that's a good thing. I'm not a naturally happy person. I don't smile as often as I should. And when I'm with you, I smile constantly. Even when I'm not with you and just discussing you with Kate, a smile always creeps onto my face. Even now, I'm talking to myself about you, and I'm smiling..... You make me happy.......Why is that bad?
So Spring break could have been more fun, but I'm broke and need money. I'm not sure if I put this in my last entry or not, but I'm coming home the next two weekends to work. I guess they are pretty desperate for people, and they'd rather have me cause I know what's up :p I like working at Gmboree. Sure there are some kids who come in and you want to kick them, but then there are the cute ones, and my co-workers rock, so I like it. Besides, we get away with a lot there that other places wouldn't allow. Like one manager lets you leave 15 minutes early if you don't take your 15 minute break.... She rocks.
Well, I'm done for now. I probably won't update tomorrow, but I'll aim for thursday!! Night all!!
current mood:  cheerful
current music: Saints And Sailors - Dashboard Confessional
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4:25 pm - Sorry Randy!!
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2:11 am - Hey all
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Hey kids. It's been a while. Well, I'll start with last friday. So everyone went home, and I decided I didn't want to sit alone in my dorm. So I call my mom and tell her I'm gonna pack up and then be on my way home. I also say I'll call when I leave (She's a worrier). So I call home and nobody is there. So I call my mom's cell phone, and she tells me that she's at Art Van buying a new fouton matress for me because she knows mine is uncomfortable and she thought it'd be nice for me to be comfortable this week. Isn't that great? My mom kicks ass.
Saturday was boring. I slept all day, picked up my sister from her alternative spring break, and came home. Then we went to Brazil and Pronto (In Royal Oak) with Joe and Enzo. Man I miss hanging with gay boys. They are SO much fun!!
Sunday I got to work!! That was great cause I got a Big fat 38 cent raise, and I got to work with Michelle and Kim, two of my favorite co-workers!! Then I came home, we ate, and then we had to go to the funeral home for Karin, my grandpa's girlfriend. Her father died. Then we came home and I bummmed around, watched some tv.
Today I worked again. I told Shelly That I can work next weekend and the weekend after, so she was pretty happy. I guess they need people right now, so it's cool that I'm back. And then I came home, sat around, ate Pizza, then met Steve and Chris at Oakland mall. We went to Hot Topic *BIG SMILE*, but then it was 9 and the mall was closing, so we went and saw 40 days and 40 nights. It was a cute movie, but there were WAY too many tits. Those, I can see in a mirror, I don't need to see them on the big screen 10 thousand times too. But it was still a cute movie. Then I came home. I should have gone straight to bed, but I didn't cause I'm not tired. I gotta get up around 8:30 tomorrow, Well, technically today, but still, I gotta get up at 8:30, and I'm downstairs updating my journal instead. Man, am I an idiot or what? I have a 6 hour shift tomorrow, and It'll probably be a screaming kid day. You get those, when every child who enters the store feeld the need to SCREAM at the top of their lungs. It's not very pleasurable for the employees, espically when the parents ignore it. Like today, this lady left her two kids wathcing the tv. No big deal, that's what it's there for. but she was the only customer in the store, and her kid was screaming because he dropped his bottle on the floor, and she was ignoring it. I walked over there and handed the kid his bottle and a sticker, and he was quiet the rest of the time. The stupid mother didn't even notice. People like that piss me off. Pay a little attention to your kid or else leave them at home when you shop. It's sad, but I see a lot of bad parents in that store. Sometimes you wonder why they even have kids.....oh well, another day, another dollar, Right?
Well, since I'm waking up in a few hours, I'm gonna go sleep now. AGAIN. Cause I've already said I was going to bed twice. This time is for real. So goodnight all of you in livejournal land. Sleep well, Sweet dreams.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: None, It's 2:30 am and my parents room is right to me.
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| Thursday, February 28th, 2002
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10:08 pm - Expect A Miracle
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After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises.
And you begine to accept your defeats, with you head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child.
And you begin to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden, and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong
And you really do have worth
And you learn and learn and learn...
With every goodbye you learn
Hey all, This was in the RA/MA handbook, and I really liked it. It says a lot, in a better way than I could say it.
Hi Steve.
current mood:  good
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5:43 am
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So yeah, I think it's real cool when people feel they have to babysit me............I'm 18, I thought I didn't need a baysitter anymore............
So today was boring. I went to class, took a chem test that I FAILED MISERABLY, watched some Rainbow Brite, ate some pizza, watched some movies, and that's it. That's my boring life. But at lesat I get to work over spring break. The bummer is that Erin is in Florida, and I usually hang out with her when I'm at home, but that'll be kinda hard seeing as she's in a different STATE this time.........
Well, that's it for toniht, I'm gonna go sleep. Night all.
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current music: none, it's 5:45 am. Everyone else is sleeping
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5:42 am
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So yeah, I think it's real cool when people feel they have to babysit me............I'm 18, I thought I didn't need a baysitter anymore............
So today was boring. I went to class, took a chem test that I FAILED MISERABLY, watched some Rainbow Brite, ate some pizza, watched some movies, and that's it. That's my boring life. But at lesat I get to work over spring break. The bummer is that Erin is in Florida, and I usually hang out with her when I'm at home, but that'll be kinda hard seeing as she's in a different STATE this time.........
Well, that's it for toniht, I'm gonna go sleep. Night all.
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current music: none, it's 5:45 am. Everyone else is sleeping
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| Tuesday, February 26th, 2002
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4:23 pm
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Blah... So I'm trying to study for chemistry. It's not working too well....... But I talked to my mom and I'm going to see Blink at the Palace on June 11th!! *BIG SMILE* Shes getting tickets BEFORE they go one sale, so I know they'll be good seats!! And I just talked to my manager from Gymboree, and she's giving me 27 hours to work next week. She also said if she needs me more, she'll call me in. *BIG SMILE* I'm gonna make some money!! Sure it's not as much as others make cause it's only $6.12 an hour, but it's money I can save for visitng Erin in May, and for paying bills next year. Money is money, and I'm one broke ass ho!!
So Kate and I are collecting those free AOL cds to use to decorate our apartment next year, and they have this HUGE bin of them at Wal-mart. So we go there with Chris and Steve, and we walk by the bin. I take about 10 cds or so, and leave. Steve stands there and just gathers as many cds as he can. When we got back to our room, I counted the cds we got, and we got 82!!! In one trip!! We had about 91 from other trips, but that took a while because we grabbed about 10 each time. But this was just too funny. SO now we have LOT'S of cds to decorate our apartment. It's gonna be awesome. We're also gonna put up the pictures Kate took and we developed last friday. That was really fun. I liked working in the dark room.
Well, I'm gonna go eat now, so Later kids. Sorrry if this isn't very interesting. I'm boring.......
current mood: peaceful
current music: Acoustic Music from Kate's computer
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| Saturday, February 23rd, 2002
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5:26 pm
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Hey all. So yesterday was pretty interesting. I woke up areound 1:30, and Kate and I decided that we were gonna go to Falmouth and develop some pictures in the dark room at her high school. We got there around 3, and we didn't leave till 7!! But it was actually really fun. I made 4 prints from her pictures. I'm pretty damn proud of myself, and I think my dad would be too. He's a HUGE photography fan. So then we got back to Central around 10 because we stopped at Kates house and got Beef Jerky, cookies, and said hi to her parents for a little bit, then we visited Kole. He was grouchy though.........
So we get back to Central, and we are bored as ALL hell. Kate's sis bought her some birthday smirnoff ice, but that was definately no enought to get us drunk. Which is what we wanted to do. So Chris had some rum, and he didn't want to share. So after MANY hours, we finally got him to share!! But Kate went to hang with Dave, so It was just me Chris and Steve drinking. We also didn't start till 3 am. So yeah, we definately had a LOT in a short amount of time. Between 3, when we started to drink, and 4:30, i had 7 shots of Bacarrdi spice, and half of a smirnoff ice. Chris had already been drinking, so he had about 5 shots total, and Steve had about 7 or 8 shots in the hour and a half time period. We felt GOOD!! So we tried to watch a movie, but that didn't work out to well...... Chris went to sleep on the floor, and I can't concentrate on movies when I'm drunk..............And I was kinda concentrating on other things............
SO yeah, which brings me to today. I woke up around 2:30. All I've done so far is shower and eat. I really need to clean because our room got TRASHED last night!! Plus I think we are re-arranging today, so it'd help if it was clean in here!! So that's my fun weekend so far. Tonight I'm probably gonna sit around with Steve and Kate. We'll probably watch a movie. That's not very interesting, but my life isn't ever interesting....
Well, I'll talk to you all later. Maybe I'll have some DRUNK ANTIC's for you!! :P (HA HA STEVE!!)
P.S. Chris is finding religion, and that makes me really happy. I hope he can be happy with whatever he ends up believeing in.
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current music: Pink Floyd
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| Friday, February 22nd, 2002
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Hey all. So apparently, my entries are not entertaining enough for Steve. So I'll try harder to make my life more interesting....
So I did NOTHING today. It's Kate's Birthday though. I woke up around noon, showered, went to class, then sat around my room. Slept a little, wrote a letter to Erin, talked to Karin, who I haven't talked to in forever, so it was nice to talk to her for a bit, talked to Tim, whos a real cool guy I went to HS with and didn't talk to very much, then sat around and watched my VCR. We have no tv, so that's all I could do, and let me tell you, MTV was playing some good music today!! Ataris, Alkaline Trio, Rufus Wainwright, and Switchfoot!! Wait.......that was may stereo......oh well....
I then proceeded to change my tongue ring again. I had put my original barbell back in, but it was too long and driving me nuts, so I put the light blue one in. Now I'm sitting here again, soing nothing. Hopefully soon watching the second half of i am sam. Steve, AJ and I watched the first half the other day, but the second half hadn't downloaded yet. So maybe I'll get to see the rest of that tonight. And that will probably be the most exciting thing I do. Man, Isn't being me fun? HA!! Oh well..........I'll find something to do.......I can always go sleep in my cubby hole some more.....
Later kids
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current music: Alkaline Trio
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| Thursday, February 21st, 2002
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4:13 pm
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATE!!!
Kisses and Love to the 19 year old!!!
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current music: Country Stuff That Kate Downloaded (It's Good too!!)
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| Wednesday, February 20th, 2002
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3:11 am
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So yeah...Studying......What a pain in my ass. I got a PSY 100 test and a SPN 101 test tomorrow. It's 2:47 am, and I am not done reading the material for psychology, and haven't started reading the material for spanish. Man, I'm cool. And I've been studying ALL night. Well, trying to at least. There were a few distractions, like when Steve and Chris came over and bugged us. So yeah, studying isn't working as well as I hoped........
We re-arranged our room yesteday. We did it at like, midnight, and the ho's who live under us and giggle non-stop, which in turn keeps us awake and annoys us, called us and were like "Are you guys re-arranging up there?" So I said (in my most polite voice) "No we're not." And this skank goes "Well, there's a bunch of noise, and it's sounds like it coming from your room, and I'm trying to sleep. So could you keep it down?" I was like "Well, we aren't doing anything, but we'll try to keep whatever we do as quiet as possible." Usually after we talk to them because they are screaming at like, 3 in the morning and we call them to shut the fuck up, we can hear them talking about us. I'm surprised she didn't sart talking about how that "bitch upstairs" lied to her. HAHA!!! Stupid ho's........
So yeah.....What have I learned from my studing adventures tonight? I've learned: "The theory that dreams are extensions of waking life means that our dreams reflect the same thoughts, fears, concerns, problems, and emotions that we have when awake." And that's a direct qoute from my textbook. I actually found this quite interesting. Our dreams reflect what we feel and want in real life, but don't have. Wich makes me wonder because I can never remember my dreams. What do I dream about? Actually, I remeber this one dream I had...........crazy................Cause the theory is true for that dream.......... I dunno. The human mind is so crazy and hard to understand. Like a lot of people put others feelings first, and hurt themselves to spare someone elses feelings. Why do we do that? Why do we let other peoples emotions control us? I mean, yeah, to a point it's a good thing. But then again, when you are so unhappy with every aspect of your life because you live to please someone else, that's not good either. Where is that happy medium? I dunno.....Maybe I'm just rambling like an ass because it's now 3:10 am, and I need to read more psychology!!! and I HAVE to go to my 12 o'clock class, because that's my spanish test!!! Or maybe I'm rambling like an ass because I wanna know why things happen the way they do. Maybe it's because of the lyrics to the song I'm listening to right now. "It really makes me wonder why some things happen when they do. It really makes me wonder why it wasn't me instead of you. And when you say it doesn't matter, well it does. And all it takes is a mistake to eat your words. Just one more time, I think I'll drive on home tonight." (Second Chances-Michelle Branch)
Whatever, Maybe I'm just an ass...........whatever. Back to studying. Goodnight faithful livejournal readers...
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