Seti I's Journal

Subject:	Triumphant in Failure - Humble in Victory
Time:	8:21 pm.
Mood:	loved.
Music:	Nadie.

yeah sounds weird huh, u ask me trey how can u be humble in victory and triumphant in failure well i tell u being humble in victory means u kno how to win and triumphant in failure means u also kno how to loose it's what u make up of it. It's my new model i might even start putting my poems on here because i don't use this that much anymore it might just start being Trey's personal poem corner for his friends. And P to tha D u want to holla at cha boy u need to start getting on line. Well anyway i havent' been doin anything but chillen and thrillin ya heard. Sitting at the gate two nites in the roll for last cycle got me pretty ate up by the mosquitos man u think u've seen misquitos u haven't seen nothin out here they put them to shame around America. They runnin things up here i mean clouds literal clouds of them everywhere. Then i got to sit in front of a plane for one day of my lovely cycle, welcome to grand forks or as i have dubbed it appropriately No Where. Grand Fucks Well that's being Triumphant in failure making the best out of any situation. Well I hope everyone on tha blocc is representing getting it done back in the waters and back at the crib, i miss all of ya'll keep it gangsta and one day we can all be humble in victory ight
holla
T

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Subject:	Chillen
Time:	2:40 pm.
Mood:	exhausted.
Music:	Bubba Sparks and Kiss - They don't kno.

That seems to be a popular word with me anyway. Tomarrow is pay day and i will be getting paid. That's right and maybe a lil Canada time hmmmm maybe just maybe. Well shyt round here is the same bugs Bugs And hella bugs man everyday i work the gate i get chomped on what the hell is this about. So u kno what we did well it was a long nite on gate one and it was about 2 oclock in the morn and we were bored as hell so we declared war on all June bugs and Mosquitos. After 2 cans of off and a couple of maced bugs uhh did i say mace i meant to say untraceable - yeah that's right well anyway and no sir i did not witness the burning of any bugs at all it wasn't me. Well gettin back to the point - i'm starting to get skeptical of coming home soon. Maybe they just tell shyt like that to get us all hype then we go home when we are sposed to. Ok yeah thats right play with my emotions and lie to me, confuse me about the money i make, have me on post for 13 hours and expect me to want to get up in the morn for a class taht i wanted to take, but still give me guns hmmmmm .........

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Subject:	She's Foaming at the lips, the ones btw the hips pubic hairs looking like sour cream dip!!!!!
Time:	9:19 am.
Mood:	ecstatic.
Music:	none.

That's my favorite line from Eminem's new CD his song called drips it's pretty funny - and if u haven't copped Em's new CD i suggest u go out and get it - it's pretty hott. Well anyway what up Mr. Journal how u living. U kno i get on here week after week and i tell u about my life but u never say shit to me bout urs - why's that??? Hmmm maybe cuz ur a computer well anyway. Things is chill right now for Trey - i got a girl - yep believe it or not. I got one. So yah that's right i'm hanging up the jersey - i'm tired of all u playa playas out there. I think Trey is going to settle for a minute and give this girl his all. THAT might just be the case. She's a great girl - she's beautiful and intelligent and she always be thinking bout me. Last time i tried to settle down it was a disaster - but this girl is even wanting me even tho i'm here in ND. She's great and noone i mean no one can replace her. Last time i decided to settle down i was in for a big surprise and she knos who i'm talking about Outta sight outta mind right Prissy?? and the time b4 that the girl was kind of psycho couldn't keep her legs closed but now i'm doing it again. That's right i'm a one woman man or is it one man woman damn it i think it is one woman man. And i might be going home early - so holla at cha boy Trey might be back in Keno NO like come next week or the next HOLLA - i'm trying to decide what i want to do for the rest of the summmer if i apply for a full time job at our base i would have to keep it for the next 3 to 4 years but if i don't i will have to find a job for the next semester i might be back at UWW that's right TREY DEEZY and he'll be 21 Break out the Bicardi Limon cuz i'm asking where the party at???? Girls on the way i got the Bicardi there willl be a fresh supply in my room eveyrday - and how about Big nuts not come out to my gate post and start asking me questions - but it was cool cuz i told them i was from Milwaukee 128th and he was like ur unit don't play u have to be a squared away troop to be from there u guys won the ANG unit of the year award - ur nothing but a bunch of KILLERS. Made me actually feel good to belong SILENCIUM MORTUM - while u guys figure out what that means i'm bout to break out - and i feel sorry for Tanna that nasty sink cut her hand open and how about she not be able to still type - Dont' worry Tanna as soon as i murder that Rocky Rococo's guy - I"LL KILL THAT BASTARD i'll go back and get that gas station attendent me and Jamers HOLLA
T

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Subject:	UP in it just to be in it
Time:	1:37 pm.
Mood:	predatory.
Music:	Welcome to Grand FOrks - i mean atlanta.

Sup - what is the dealy????? I'm chillen nothign to much to report on. It's almost the weekend and u kno what happens when we get weekends offf - WINNIPEG here i come i'm not ttaking a cell phone or a two way.... wait i don't have a two way now do i DAMN IT. Well finally the jokes came out about what happened that nite, word is i guess i fell out of the car and i started Blowing chunks everywhere - and i'm laying in a pile of my own puke good thing i'm a cop on base cuz if not there would of been trouble. Damn i love being an SP and from what i heard Mary is becoming the Rocky Rococo's guy hope she knows that THERE IS A HIT OUT ON HIM damn it i'll kill the bastard. Doesn't seem like anyone is having to much fun in Keno NO, damn for that matter the whole WI that's right - This looks like a job for T so everybody just follow me we need a little D - E - E - P cuz it's so empty with out me......... HOLLA
T

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Subject:	hmmmm I GOTTA REPRESENT
Time:	1:48 pm.
Mood:	dirty.
Music:	Feels Good - Naughty by nature and 3LW.

SUP JOURNAL,
how u doin dawg??? Well i'm chillen as always. Very confused tho, u kno what i'm here in Grand Forks and i'm not enjoying myself but i'm not being bored i'm looking forward for the day i can walk up in the bars which is 72 days away i just counted i was wrong Damn it is sooo far away - UGH!!!!!!! well nothing really is been happening, i leave home and my cousin david decides to have a big sleeep over and this one fine latina girl goes and let me tell u she has this J.LO type ass right FEEELING ON UR BOOTY that's right, when i get back i will be at it, BOOHOOOTY lol well anyway b4 i gets carried away. I feel kind of good that i'll be here until i'm 21 it will feel like forever but great things happen in the Month of Aug duhhhh i was born. and i'll be coming home. I don't know if they want to let loose a force like me on Keno NO over age. Hmmmmm i don't kno there could be some casualties WATCH OUT NOW!!!!!! Well here in Good ole Grand Forks it still sux .. but hey i'm an important person pppl like me and i stay in the gym where the WOMEN be at ya heard, well i'll be going now HOLLA - and to P.DIamond i kno the reason u be goin to Kenosha, i'm goin to tell ur man hahahha holla
T

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Subject:	READY TO GO
Time:	4:58 pm.
Mood:	calm.
Music:	Jagged edge - Gotta Be.

Well Today i got up early said good bye to my fam who came up here to visit me for a couple of days. I LOVE MY FAMILIA well anyway we kicked it and had a cook out , for mother's day i got my mommie some perfume that she wanted and then my grand ma and mom got gift certificates. I am kind of down at the fact my God mother isn't here but she is looking down on me, i kno she is in Heaven. Well the countdown till i'm 21 starts now that's right three mos in advance. 67 more days to go. BArs here i come. Well i'm ready to leave to go back to Good ole North Dakota ----- Oh well it's going to suck but i'm turning 21 soon so i have that to look forward when i come back get ready to see trey in the bars baby. YEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Well anyway, i'll hoolla at u later i got some more packing i n3ed to take care of and believe me i'm making sure i will be comfortable or not, and also 2 slightly used lizards for sale or rent - cute green anoles i'm setting them free soon so if u want inquire and i might just give em to u ight
holla
T

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Subject:	WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT
Time:	7:17 pm.
Mood:	anxious.
Music:	Fortunate - MAXWELL.

Well what up BIg Babby baby, well anywya, i made PDiamond join the journal click so jamers if u read this cilla's name is PDiamond so hit her journal up. Well anyway my life is been going pretty str8 i get to drive back up to ND so i'm kicking it with my car, best believe Canada will be seeing more of my Bachelor ass. Well anywa, i'lll be up there doin my thang kicking it kicknig int , well i spelled it wrong - i'm about to get drunk and go to the movies cuz that's where it's at. Ya kno, i changed my tounge ring it glowes in black like and says pimp on it, how can i be a pimp with no girls u ask, and i say mind ur own friggen business, and u kno what, i seen a Rocky Rocococ's guy driving the other day and i was suddenly over come with the urge to .......... to........... I"LL KILL THAT ROCKY ROCOCOC'S GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
(Get's up and runs from puter) - ohh yeah that's right, he got away i'll get em next time well, i have to go and start drinking nwo, HOLLLA!!!!!!!!!
T

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Subject:	Haven't been here in ages
Time:	2:44 am.
Mood:	drained.
Music:	7 Days Craig David.

Well LiveJournal, what is the friggen deal???? This here is Trey i haven't been up to much lately. Less drinking N more kickin it with my boyzzzz. Well anyway things that's new in my life, I got my tounge pierced, yes that's right i did it finally, i got big huge friggen personality. Well anyway, i don't really miss Whitewater all that much anymore, i'm leaving ot go some other anonomous place. I'm not enjoying it that much but i am making money, I got rid of the BARNEY mobile, i roll J.LO - Lo now, she's a 2000 Plymouth Neon, and she's getting pimped out. I'm her pimp, she makes gals stare and i do favors for her ;) woudln't u like to kno. But n e way, One of my lizards died, That damned Rocky Rococo's guy, he's as good as dead damn it. Well whitewater news: My favorite RA won't be an RA next year, (She has typical Red head problems), Sorry i had to listen to the booty song, well anyway, My favorite hall director is leaving, Bye Bye Cole i'll miss u. And i'm not going ot be here for the summer, Hopefully just to do something i'll be comin back next summer for SAING, I hope u guys have a nice year, Well i'll holla later i must go and defend this base HOLLA
T

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Subject:	Wisdom Teeth Less
Time:	8:32 pm.
Mood:	numb.
Music:	Court TV.

Well yesterday i got up around 9 oclock and i had to get ready for an appt i had with a doctor that I didn't know and he planned to put me to sleep and rip four precious teeth out of my mouth called Wisdom teeth. I wasn't nervous at all, I'm a friggen killer, ok ok i was a little shaken. But n e wayz i get up get dressed went and got my X Rays and started on my way to go to the Tooth Ripper, wait did i say tooth ripper i meant Dentist. What ever they are calling themselves these days. How come when i get there they describe my incident as a Surgery. I was like damn it, duhhh, they are putting me to sleep while removing shit from my mouth. Ok ok, that's not important, well any way, I get into the room i'm not really afraid but just kinda uneasy. The lady tells me to put on thier hospital shirt. I like the idiot i am put it on the wrong way, can there not be two ways to put on the shirt???, well anyway i sit down on their operating rack and she starts connecting shit to my shirt and putting the IV in my arm. i was suddenly over come with this overwhelming urge to pee. But i didn't feel like getting up and having to unconnect the IV, then go to the bathroom. So i just held it, the doctor came in he said he was from WI, asked me about Kenosha and before i knew it i was walking out. Wierd stuff ya know. But my mouth still hurts, I dont' really know what happened, i'm missing teeth. It's kinda funny that dentist ask u about ur life, know ur going to be knocked out in the middle of the story and never ever talk to u again. hmmmmmmmm, I'm on to it Rocky rococo's guy i know my teeth din't need to be removed u think ur slick don't Ya
Ur messin with the wrong mutha shut yer mouth
T
Ps did i mention i get off for the next two days, and i get drugs STRONG DRUGS,
T

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Subject:	IS it a man or a woman?
Time:	4:09 pm.
Mood:	quixotic.
Music:	Nas - Ether.

Well i'm sittin here watching Maury and can there not be all fine women up on the show and can sum of them not be MEN????, Wait wait wait, does that make me gay if i think a man that is dressed like a woman is fine??, I mean it looks like a woman but it really isn't so shouldn't i think they were ugly cuz they are actually a man that is dressed to look like a good looking woman, Hell NO, i don't like Weiner dog, even if it does dress up like pretty pussy kitty cat. Well anyway, i'm getting paid today, and money makes me happy, so i can save, But n e wayz, i looked up on the puter how much my car is worth and it is worth 2245, i might get another car but i don't know cuz i be pooor folk!!!!!!!!!!and Why is Roselyn Sanchez soooooo fine?????? How about i get up this morn at 8, and go to a radar class do u know Radar stands Radio Detection and Ranging, hmmmmmm, damn this active duty......but if i get pulled over in WI do u think i can show them my card and tell em that I am radar qualified?????? What the hell does QUIXOTIC, and why are Nas and Jay Z sooo mad at each other, Nas wins this round QUOTE: Cocka Fella Records and GAY Z want beef.......

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Subject:	Ohh yes sir, don't worry bout it i didn't want to be off for Chirstams or New Year's anyway
Time:	8:08 pm.
Mood:	bitchy.
Music:	Jay Z The Things that u do.

Well How bout i spend my first Chirstmas away from home here, and on top of that i had to work, then i spend my First New year's with out no alcohol cuz i have to work, I HATE THIS ACTIVE BULL SHYT.... u don't get over time or holidays for working Holidays, They shaft u and then they tell u to bend over more then they shaft u somemore, that's why i joined the guard, if i wanted to be active military (which isn't very smart anyway) i would of joined the Active military. UGH!!!!!! well anyway, i'm done bitching now, but i'm having a wonderful time here in ND, all my friends over 21 going to the bar and coming back and telling me about it, my life consists of Playstation 2 and the Gym, and since i've been sooo lazy recently u can count the gym out..... My only prayer is that i can get back in time for summer and put all this crap behind me, I'd like to try and be a college student, That is, if u don't mind Uncle Sam, why don't u call up some of those nice Army Troops that are stilll enjoying the Guard life -- Wait wasn't i one of those U know what it's all that Damn Rocky Rococo's guy fault......

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Subject:	O CANADA O CANADA, I'm moving.....
Time:	6:32 pm.
Mood:	ecstatic.
Music:	#1 NELLY.

I went to canada this weekend and let me tell u..... Where should i start, ok well we get to the border, and we buy all types of alcohol, when i crossed the border that's right i was legal. Drinking age is 18, well we get cross the border into winnipeg right, and as soon as we got into it was on WOMEN EVERYWHERE, so u kno i had to strut my stuff. U know how i do it WEEEESSSTTTSSSIIIDDDEEE, well any way, we go get a hotel room and we realized sumthin, WE NEED WOMEN, the friggen club was part of the hotel, there were so many fine women with ACCENTS--- well anyway, since we had a room we were on teh VIP list to get in the club, so that's rihgt we went str8 to the front of the line, WOMEN EVERYWHERE, GOD, well any way we get in the club and go str8 to the bar, CAN i do that HELL YAH it's canada, i walk up and the guy is like what can i get u, i almost turned around to see who he was talking to, Ohhhh wait and did i say i got it all on tape????? hahhahh, well anyway, I get a Beer, cuz my guy took the first round, and i drink it, then i'm on my way to the dance floor, but not before i get a long island iced tea, hahahh well on the wway to the floor, this fine ass asian girl stops me, and she's like my friend wants to holla at u, i was like damn i been here for 3 minutes, Her friend was this bad ass asian girl with blonde streaks in her hair, she walks right up to me and grabs me and takes me on the dance floor!!!!!!!, we dance like 5 or 6 songs, and how do u like the fact the clubs don't close till like 3 in the morn. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH AMERICA????? And so i'm dancing away and u know Who decides to show up, and she feels it and grinds even closer, WHAT THE HELL???? And this girl could groove, boy let me tell yah, so i buy her a drink and she goes on her way, then i run into this fine ass Black girl with a French accent!!!!!!!!, i almost fainted, just sitting there talking to her and looking into her eyes, she was beautiful, GOD, but he had a man, and i understood, then the asian girl comes back takes me bakc on the floor for another couple of songs, a slow song and just to hold me, it was weird. Well anyway 3 hours and 3 screwdrivers and 2 more long island teas later, and i think two bears, it was time to go, that's when i seen the whole asian click, wait wait let's get back to this, On the dance floor i'm dancing with the asian girl right, and she is grooving all up in my gril, girls i didn't even know was grabbing my ahhhh ya know!!!!! damn it WEEESSST, well anyway, and i getting my feeling on too, OHH CANADA, well we leave the club, my guys grab some girls and go back to the room, i get in the car with the fine black girl and her TWIN SISTER, ohhhh LORD, and then 3 fine asian girls, HOW DO U DO THAT THERE???? well any way we go driving around a bit in canada, seeing sights looking for parties and we drop the twins off, then we all have a lil mini wrestling match in teh car, and i ON ACCIDENT put my hand up someone's clothes she smiles and starts grinding on her friend, and then i discovered she didn't have any underwear on !@!!!!!!!!, I had to back up Re group and think so then we pull over at another hotel there was nothing popping off there so we went to my hotel room and too many ppl there so then we tried to find a place to rent one, but no luck tehre, so i basically went back to my room and they went home, I get in my room and there is all types of women there, they pour me a drink and we all play strip cards, meaning lowest card has to take something off, I got beat really bad in that game, lol , really bad, and i know all about it DAMN THAT CAMERA, 75% of the room was naked, but luckly didn't nothing go down, Well i don't know actually i kinda passed out. IF that's what happens in Canada, i'm getting citizenship and moving out of this country, I"m starting to enjoy being active military!!!!!!!, well i've written alot, and i know sometime later in my life i'll re read it, so i can actually say i'm proud of u IGHT DAWG I"LL HOLLA
T

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Subject:	The longest Shift of my life
Time:	6:43 am.
Mood:	amused.
Music:	Didn't I Blow ur mind this time - Commodores.

Today my shift drug on like for ever, i couldn't keep my eyes open. It sucked baaaaaadddd, but i survived, and in about an hour i'm going to get a cavity filled!!!!, ho boy way to start off my break. Yo let me drill that. How about ahhhh, ok, but did ya get that memo??? Well any way, i had to sit in a HummV by myself again today with nice heat but no music, so u kno i had to have the Apollo show up in there, I was everyone, DJ Trey, has a nice ring to it, don't it!!!!!!, well Mr. Journal Sir, i'm going to play my video game now cuz i have to stay awake for my dentist appt, and i'm sure u have better things to do then listen to me ramble, but ya do it any way and ya do it soooo well.
I have a confession to mmake, I just thought about something, I arm up like everyday, Tell that Rocky Rococo's guy he had better watch out, wait what did i have to confess??
Damn it
T

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Subject:	I swear sir, i didn't see that plane coming!!!!!!!
Time:	7:36 am.
Mood:	crazy.
Music:	Micheal Jackson - Don't walk Away.

WElll today i got to sit on the flight line for 12 hours, and guess what tonite i do the same thing, but just about 45 feet away from the spot i say on yesterday!!!!!! or last nite or what ever, what's the day today??? it's thurs, and i'll be working tonite while most of u wil be intoxicated. And how about the senior sgt in command comes and talks to me and asks me to report my post and i start studdering
Ahhhh Sir Ssssssenior AAaaaaairmen white reports all secure would u like a possssstttt breiiiiffing
yeah white lay it on me
Well sir frankly i don't knwo what the hell i'm doing out here, but i'm tired and cold, Wait did i say that out loud DAMN IT, well what can i say, U ask me something about Psychology of the adolesence i could tell u all u want to hear, hey wasnt i signed up for that class this semester???? Semester?? what's that, what the hell am i talking about, did i used to be a college student???? ohhh yeah i remember, that must of been in my past life. U know what I"LL KILL THAT BIN LADEN BASTARD!!!!!!! well i guess that's not nice, but i will , and As far as that Rocky Rococo's guy, GRRRRRRRRRRRRFUL
T

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Subject:	WISDOM TEETH
Time:	11:33 pm.
Mood:	good.
Music:	Wifey - Next.

So i sayz to tha doctor ummm, i need my wisdom cuz with out it i'll just be dumb. and he said back, shaddup and open up and take this!!!!!! Yeah i'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled in Jan. And i can't lie and say i'm fearless about the whole ordeal. I'm like very petrified of ppl i don't know putting me to sleep and digging in my mouth for my teeth. What if they all of sudden have these prejudice urges to rid the earth of all ppl that's not like them. What if the Grand Dragon of the Klan is doing it????? Damn it, ARGGGHHHHH, I'll kill that Dentist, wait how could i kill em if i'm dead???? Argggh, well anyway, GOD PROTECT ME!!!!!, Did i mention it's friggen cold here?? I was working in a HummV bymyself for like 12 hours last shift and how about i get out to refuel it and i realize my hands are gloveless when the cold tries to make me part of the HUMMV Dang it Jack Frost. Well after i got my hand unstuck how about i could see the frost bite settling in, and then to top that all off, the friggen gas dispenser would only dispense like .1 gallons per pump so i had to keep pressing the button. Somebody please push me down he stairs!!!!, Well i guess i'm bout to hit it I"LL HOLLA<
this ya main man SrA WHITE
Signing off
And How about my first Initial not be T and everyboy call me WHITETY??? HOW ABOU THAT????
T

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Subject:	No Rest for weary
Time:	7:38 am.
Mood:	bouncy.
Music:	Hezekiah Walker - Let's Dance.

What up??? This ya main man Trey RIght CHEA!!!!, well any way, ummmm today really sucked, i got to sit in a Hummer in front of a plane all day checkin badges. SOMEBODY SHOOT ME, but don't kill me, i just want to get on profile with a bullet in the leg. YEAH!!!!!, but n e wayz, Needless to say i miss the waters, everybody seems to be having fun excepting me, Well i do like spending my hard earned money but sometimes u just run out of things to buy. Every time i get on my off cycle i watch the sun rise through the blades in my room and i think about how it is rising for a lot of ppl, even my homies back in the waters, But they are sleepin off hang overs soooooo. lol. Well Journal , i've made a decision, I'm going to try and be more Religious , cuz i had this really really influential dream and it scared the pants off of me, (Literally) ha picture that, But ne way i took a nice mental trip to hell. ANd it wasn't nice. And being active mmilitary now, it seems more evident to me that i could die!!!!!, even tho i could of died back in WI too- hmmmm i never thought about it that way. Well i do have a lot of time to think about different things and stuff, but i'm just rambling now so i'lll holla at cha later.
"Famous Quotes"
WATER go down the hole
Theres noise in the potty
SSAAAAADDDD
HAPPPYYY
lol
lmao
Tango Victor Mike
"Yo Tango Un Gato in los pantalones"
oh yeah mr journal sir, i'm going to apply to be an RA!!!!!, so i'm going to start my jr year off, (When ever i'm not an active military Freak lol j/k) with a bang!!!!!, TREY AN RA????? what is the world coming to????
T

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