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Monday, July 4th, 2005
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10:14 pm - Freddy Rodriguez
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 why is he so HOT?!
its like he is a shorter version of uncle mike lmao
sizzle sizzle!
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2:40 am - OH GAWD
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| Your IQ Is 100 | 
Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average
Your General Knowledge is Above Average |
oh duudesssssss
i am feelin nice right now cuz i drank a bottle of HPNOTIQ.
this kid i used to hang out with called me outta the blue and told me he wants me. ew. too bad he is nasty. i told him that too. lmao
it was hilarious
uhhhh
yep
i need to go to bed like NOW
yeah that would be nice
i can barely walk. good times.
ONE LAST CARRRRRREEEEEEESSSSSSSSS IS THE BEST SONG
OH MAN
SIZZLE SIZZLE
i have the hiccups.
ew
i hate it.
uncle mike is fine as hell. oh gawd.
hiccups suck & im going to bed.
so BYE BITCHES
current mood:  blah
current music: misfits- last caress
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| Monday, June 27th, 2005
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7:27 pm - lurve
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Your Slanguage Profile | | New England Slang: 100% | | British Slang: 50% | | Prison Slang: 50% | | Victorian Slang: 50% | | Aussie Slang: 25% | | Canadian Slang: 25% | | Southern Slang: 0% |
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| Thursday, May 19th, 2005
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11:42 pm - a long day
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Me and Jackie babysat for her aunt Betsy tonight. It wasn't too bad. We had the baby and Jake & Cory (Jake is 5 & Cory is 3 or something).
Uncle Mike is gunna be here tomorrow. =]
haha. dirrrrty.
Jackie's cousin Kevin is hot for a 13 year old. Ew. I'm a pedophile. Me & Melanie both think Kevin is a sexy pre-pubescent kid. Whores.
I'm gettin tired. One thing i don't like about sleeping over Jackie's house is that I always get cat hair all over my clothes. That grosses me out really bad. And even after I wash my clothes, the hair doesn't come off!
My eyes are juicin' muthafucka.
I wonder what the fuck Terry is up to..? I haven't hung out with her in a while. Which is strange cuz we are usually together a lot.
Jackie said she'll drive me home in the morning before she goes to school. Suck ass. I have to wake up at like 6am. Ew. I don't want to go to sleep though because I don't want animal hair all over me when I wake up. Disgusting.
I am so tired. I want to watch Family Guy. I want to buy Family Guy & Futurama DVDs and watch them forever.
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| Friday, May 13th, 2005
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7:38 pm - slap
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i had court today. took forever. got another court date june 28th. get my licence back may 24th. cant wait.
went with terry to holy family for her surgery. waited for her. she's ok. right now she's watching tv laying on the sofa. i hope she gets better. enough of this shit already! gawd.
i bought jackie gay porn a few days ago. it was hilarious.
nate's gone. too bad. he's hot. alex is hot too, though.
tomorrow morning i'm going to jackie's to help her pack some shit into a moving truck cuz they're donating it to salvation army or something.. whatevaaaa.
i have to piss so bad.
GOOD TIMES
current mood:  PEEEEE
current music: law & order S.V.U.
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| Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
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4:03 pm - snort snort
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It’s a rare condition, this day and age,
To read any good news on the newspaper page.
Love and tradition of the grand design,
Some people say it’s even harder to find.
Well then there must be some magic clue
Inside these tearful walls
Cause all I see is a tower of dreams
Real love burstin’ out of every seam.
As days go by, we’re gonna fill our house with happiness.
The moon may cry,
We’re gonna smother the blues with tenderness.
When days go by, there’s room for you, room for me,
For gentle hearts an opportunity.
As days go by, It’s the bigger love of the family.
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9:17 am - turn it over and hit it
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last night i went to the loop. gayyyyy. i hate that place. its lame. lame people hang out there. its just lame. and boring. its only good for movies and shopping at a few select stores ie. yankee candle, bath & body works, borders.
I hung out with jackie last night. we DO have fun together. she's a little slow, but she's OK. hahaha..
we went to newbury comics after and i got 2 hoodies. it was like true love. no, it was more like amazing grace. yessss. CAN YOU FEEL THE LOOOOOVE TONIGHT?!
i got my eyebrow pierced a few days ago. that was cool. i'm doing my nipples next. yessss.
i'm going to summer jam with jackie. & i'm going with melanie to see eminem. i hate eminem, but she wants to go & she paid for my ticket. hahahaha.
tomorrow i'm going for my placement test thing at the red cross. on the 31st i start the CNA program. i have a feeling its going to suck ass.
i woke up at like 1:30am and i had some canned peaches then went back to bed. it was awesome.
people kept waking me up with text messages. i was like GOSH.
well... THE END
current music: Brooke valentine- girlfight
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| Monday, May 2nd, 2005
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11:02 pm - wow this is gay
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i just found this  picture of me in my msn profile.
hahaha what a tool.
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1:51 pm - pictures
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| Thursday, April 28th, 2005
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3:58 am - MOTIVATE
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(yawn) I slept over jackie's on tuesday night. We went and saw the amityville horror. it was pretty freaky. definitely fucked up.
We drove around for a while after that and jackie got food from burger king then we went and parked at the atkinson school lot where the carnival was setting up. She stayed in the car eating her nasty food and i got out and chainsmoked and danced around like a faggot to the music that was playing in jackie's car. after that we went to her house and watched some crap on TV. jackie passed out at like 10pm so then i watched futurama and south park and family guy... it was like true love. lol.
jackie had school in the morning but it was a half day so when she got back to her house, i was just waking up. sweetness. then we went to my house and i changed and whatever then we went to dunkin donuts. coffee & donuts mmmm..
um then we went and saw another movie. lol. we saw A LOT LIKE LOVE. that was kind of retarded.. but i still liked it. i'm a sucker for that kind of cheesiness. not like HARDCORE cheesy.. but just the right amount. lmao.
i just noticed how fucking annoying my journal is. i talk about nothing. --WHO CARES ITS MINE GODDAMNIT. hahahhaa. i'll say what i want. SO YAH IM GUNNA DO UNCLE MIKE. MY LIFE LONG DREAM. lmao he buys me stuff. its cool. he wants me to go to amsterdam with him. its amazing.-- AMAZING GRACE GODDAMNIT, REALLY. lol. cant believe i've known them for 6 years. jeez
oh mom n dad got the new register at star today... its cool. pretty easy to use. i like it. mom n dad are strugglin with it though. sad times.
oh and heres a bummer about the register- cant steal from it. but there's still mom's purse! ha!
i ordered my cell phone today. came to like 140something. almost 150... and that was soooo perfect cuz i only have 151.58 in my account. lmao
i need to like gank enough cash for my phone bill in a month. so im gunna need to slap like 60 bucks in my account before its time to pay. i hate that they do that auto pay thing. damnit. lol. well actually i guess its good cuz i would never pay on time otherwise. hahahaha.
Boyfriend: ROUGH TIMES. i dont really like him all that much... and i never really talk to him either. & when i DO talk to him, im mean and give one-word answers like "yep, yeah, awesome, oh, etc" and he keeps saying he loves me so much and cant wait til we move in together and get married. im like wtf nigga why you dreamin big for? i just don't know how to dump him cuz he told me like all this shit about how if it wasnt for me he'd be really fucked up or dead or whatever.. and im like GREAT THANKS FOR THE BURDEN. lol. what a bitch. omg.. im horrible.
i'm neglecting him so maybe he will get sick of me and dump me.
i dont know what's going on lately, but a lot of older guys have been all up on me. what the fuck?
i like older men, dont get me wrong.. im sure you all know by now. ESPECIALLY TERRY. LMAO. damn.. haha
but yah, every time i answer star pizza phones or call customer service to order a movie on pay per view or order my cell phone for example i get these pervy guys who try to tell me lame jokes and tell me i have a nice voice and whatever. im like dude can you relax, i just turned 12.
ok i dont tell them im 12.. i had to pretend i was MOM when i ordered the move on direc tv & when i ordered my phone i didnt really say much about being 12 either. lmao.
whatever. these guys are sick though.
maybe guys have always been this way, and im just now realizing it..? =]
its kind of flattering. maybe even gross. oh well
new thought: maybe all these crazy men are attracted to me cuz im sick in the head (as in pervy) lol
BUT I AM NO WAY NEAR THE LEVEL OF DISGUST THAT GINA BRINGS!!!! i just am dirty on the inside. i do not speak of it unless the time is right. =]=]
uncle mike is the coolest perv i know. he's a cool guy AND he's fine.
how sweet is that?! yessss
( Want some more? )
current mood:  mischievous
current music: Pantera- shedding skin
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| Monday, April 25th, 2005
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1:56 pm - yoyoyo chickenwing
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at NECC right now.
MY DAY'S SUCKED SO FAR. dad's been in one of those douche bag moods & keeps bitching at me and mom for everything. fucking bastard. =]
he keeps saying that everything is so much better now that i dont have a car. im like "..." i want him DEAD. dick. face.
then he said something like how when i get my licence back i'll only get to have the car for the times i have school. and i was thinking OH GREAT. NO JOB NO MOVING OUT NO LIFE. SWEET DEAL. kill myself.
but i know thats not how its going to work. because if thats the case, i'll just fuck up the car and jack the miles and just really screw them. HAHAHAHAHA.
im starting to think i should just tell them to have the civic and help me get (or just have them pay all of it) a used ford taurus. right? i think thats the car im talkin about. i know nothing about cars. OH WELL.
i'm still motherfucking waiting for my visa debit card to come in the fucking mail so i can order my fucking cell phone. goddamnit why is this taking so long. lol
im so impatient. is that the right word? whatever. ha.
its been only 10 days. but still, where is it goddamnit?!!?!
BACK TO DAD:
told me some shit about how i never help at the store- i didnt speak. but i was thinking in my head that i help a lot actually and he can just SIT ON IT if he thinks otherwise. fucker.
IM AN UNCLE FUCKER
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| Monday, April 18th, 2005
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6:12 pm - never scared
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yesterday gina and her friends got caught by mom drinking at the house & gina cried in front of her friends. yessss. it was funny.
mom wasnt mad they were drinking just was scared they'd get hurt then mom n dad would get slapped with a lawsuit. ahahahaa
MY CAR IS BACK! mom is driving it. she came home earlier and i got to drive it. it felt weird to drive after so long. but i havent lost my touch... =]
36 days left.
cant wait.
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| Friday, April 15th, 2005
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12:58 am
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 | You scored as Ren & Stimpy.
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feels like its 4am. weird. maybe its cuz i popped some pills and drank some brandy... whatever.
happy birthday to me.
i had a pretty good day actually. hung out with terry. saw alex in jail. that was sad. but it was ok. we made him laugh. he's pretty hot. yeah
ok well.
oh yeah, i talked to my cousin eleftheria... that was an hour ago and i just remembered now. what a loser. lol. ok so yeah shes so awesome. i love her. tunit i hope you read this cuz i'll probably forget to tell you anyway... oh yeah i almost forgot what i was saying.. loser.
eleftheria's.. oh damnit i'll just send you the convo. what a moron i cant remember anything i said to her. i cant believe i talked to her when i was like retarded. lol. she didnt even notice. i talk shit whne im messed up. oh well
i hope i remember to send you that, terry. lol.
and terry let me copy her daft punk cd human after all.
its the best.
really. it is. i like it a lot.
so uh i'll write more when i get to "school" tomorrow.
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| Monday, April 11th, 2005
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1:43 pm - tmobile-fuckerrrr
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i just found a sweet plan on tmobile. so im getting a new camera phone. score.
the phone is free. all i have to do now is pay $100 to activate it and whatever. i already ordered it. hahaha. my bill's gunna be like $46.98 a month- plus tax (!@%$&#@$*#%). I'm down with that. My birthday is on thursday. So i can finally change my name. AWESOME.
i cut my hair yesterday. I like it. I cut like 3 inches off and angled the front so its sexy on my face. YESSSSSSSSS.
um..
i got one of those INTUITION razors. its really awesome actually. i didnt think it would be that exciting. so girls, you all need to get one.
gina didn't come home last night. not that i really care. but mom was worried. here's what i discovered on the computer-
gina left her screen name signed on, so when i went on my username on winxp, i signed onto AIM cuz i knew she was already on compufucker... so i read her away message which said something gangsta along with "im at my boyz house in meth town" who the fuck calls it meth town anyway? loser. its METHU-TOWN. hahahaha. like what i call it is any better... =]
so yah. then i called gina's cell phone, knowing she wouldn't answer.. so i could check her voicemail since i know her password... loser. its 1234. what a tard. she never changed it.. or maybe she did and just is really dumb and thought no one would guess that. hahahahaha. im such a fucker. =]=]=]
oh duuuuude- mom gave me this lame talk about how if we have boyfriends not to get too close with them cuz sooner or later they'll want SEX and she wants us to be VIRGINS til we are married. ummmmm wtf. lol. its ok, i didnt want to crush her dreams quite yet. HA.
awww crap i gotta go. i lost track of TIME. muthafuckin clockbastard.
i saw HITCH yesterday with jackie. it was OK. it was lame..but mostly funny. definitely a cheesy movie though. but it was still OK. i mean, it made ME laugh.. so yah. it had to be at least a little funny. worthy of my time or whatever.
slept outside in this huge tent me and jackie got at walmart. lol. it was HUGE. it said it "sleeps 6" so it was big. yeah. we had these weird MUMMY SLEEPING BAGS. those were sexy. hahahahaha. it was cool though. we camped in her back yard. and we dragged an extention cord out too so we could charge our cell phones and bring out her cd player. WE ARE HARDCORE. =]
i bought all these magazines and made this collage of my LIFE. you know, BORN FUCK DIE. yep. it was hilarious.
and i planned my pretend wedding. lol. i love doing that. i cut out pictures of hot guys and made them guests at my wedding.. and i found a really hot guy to be the groom. YESSSS. i picked wicked ugly girls to be the bridesmaids. you know, all girls do that. i mean, pick ugly girls as bridesmaids. lol...
so uh yeah it was good times. i was so bored i had to do it. i swear. jackie fell asleep like around 8... so i was up til 2am chattin with paul and planning my wedding and reading lame magazines... haha
it was a good time though. honestly.
ohhhhh and when we went out for dinner at the 99, jackie was like falling asleep on the table so i was like awww wtf and i got all our food packed so we could take it home and i had to drive. lol. it was awesome. i felt like a SMOOTH CRIMINAL.
up until i backed into the car that was passing behind me. JUST KIDDING. that didnt happen. hahahhaahhahaa.
so i had to drive my ass all the way home to get clothes and whatever... then drive back to jackies and drag her ass to the tent... where we made sweet love. again, i'm just kidding about the lovemaking. =]=]=]=]=]
lol
man i crack myself up.
ok im bouncin
MUCHO LOVE-O
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| Friday, April 8th, 2005
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1:35 pm - asscheese
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hey fuckers
ive been doing a lot of nothing lately. just work at star pizza all the time and want to KILL dad... but other than that, my life is pretty boring.
blah blah blahhhhhh
im talking to jenny right now. im at NECC. she ordered food from star today and me and dad delivered it. so that was hottness.
yesterday me and gina cleaned--- meaning I DID ALL THE WORK. but its ok. i was mad anyway so i just cleaned with an attitude. lol. it was HARDCORE.
then i had some nice apricot brandy with fruit punch. mmmm. i had like 2 of those then chain-smoked for a while. it was good.
last night i was outside on the porch smokin, and those fuckin geese that swim in that swampy shit on the side of the house, like over in the trees-- they were fighting/being attacked/mating?? hahaha it scared me though. i was like "is there an alligator in there?! ahhhh!" hahahahaha
then i went inside. i was scared.
i want to get another tattoo. i want it on my back. like right in the middle so when i wear tanktops or haltertops or whatever, everyone will be able to see it. yesssssssss. and i want to cut my hair too damnit... and dye it. IM SUCH A FUCKIN PROCRASTINATING SLUT.
oh well. i'll do all those things someday.
I called the red cross today. the one over on ward hill... in haverhill. and i asked about the CNA shit and they told me its $750 and it starts on may 31st and its for a month.. so i'm gunna do it. i talked to mom and its all good. i didnt crush her dreams yet though..
i still have to tell her im not going to college anymore. im just gunna do the CNA shit... you know, wipe ass for a living and make like 300 a week. i'm down with that.
well i gotta go now. you know, since im done with school now. lol....
riiiight.
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| Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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8:16 pm - blaze
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Blaze all day, every day
Each way, the right way
My way, greenhay, we high
Been there done that
Big blunts, fat sacks
Hit it fast, make it last
First class, we blaze
FIRST CLASS- KOTTONMOUTH KINGS
my new favorite song.
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5:08 pm - t-unit
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yo im at t-unit's house. yesssssss.
shes watching some movie with this incestuous bitch who fucks her 2nd cousin. good times. yeah
i went on a shopping spree with jackie yesterday.. she stole mad cash from CVS so she took me shopping and got me like EVERYTHING from kohl's. fuckin awesome.
today i ganked 300 bucks for terry & our trip to virginia. SCORE! hahaha
ummmm thats it really.
peaceeee yall
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| Monday, March 28th, 2005
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1:15 pm - sexy babies
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holler at me, bitches.
the other night, i went to jenny's baby shower. yesssssssss.
she's so pretty yay. =]
i met abby, finally. she's wicked cool & she's pretty. AND she has the best clothes ever. (she has this red coat & its sexy. i want to steal it)
so yeah. it was good times.
jessica vallone called me that night and was like "d i miss you, we should hang out... blah blah blah" and i was like OH FUCK ME so i said something like oh im busy with school and work and all this shit.. so i dunno about hanging out and stuff.. hahahaha
she has a cute baby... valeryn is her name. yessss shes the best. but um, yeah jessica is like.. so brain dead. she's PERMA-BAKED as terry would say. hahaha.
so fuckers, my boyfriend is like tellin me he's in love with me and wants to marry me & all this CHEESE. and i'm just like wow... i'm not even feelin this kid that much... haha. i'm going to crush his dreams sooner or later. i'm just bored and need someone to waste my time with. yessssss.
but who knows, he might grow on me.. right? lol. all he's really got going for him is personality. and that JUST makes the cut. but oh well.
so how FINE did kris (jenny's lil bro) look? sizzle sizzle bitches. yessss. i spent most of my time with kris talking and making fun of people we didn't like. hahahaha. and that tanya girl... oh jeez. i dont even know her & she was tellin me her life story. honest to god. it was creepy. i was like WOAH GIRL, REEEELAX.
but enough of that..
i'm at school right now. i dont go to ANY classes, but you know... i still come here from 1pm-2pm every mon, wed & fri. lol.
soooo did i already tell EVERYONE that i can get my licence back on may 24th?
it's so MAGICAL. yessssss.
today i am pimpin my glo jeans and a ramones tshirt. sexiness all the way.
i'm like acne-queen lately.. i hate working at mom n dads pizza joint. ewwww.
my face is like an ocean of oil with islands of puss. (lmao right sandy? that poor john kid)
i talked to jackie today cuz i know how fried her brain is.. and its not from drugs cuz she doesnt do that. its just natural.
so anyway i called her about the accident to see if she picked up the police report from the lawrence police yet..and like i assumed, she didnt get it yet. FUCKIN RETARD. and i was right about telling her to go for physical therapy cuz now the bitch is like "you know what...can i have the number for your physical therapy place?" and i was like "THATS RIGHT BITCH" hahahahaha.
but she's like "you better not sue this guy cuz then i wont talk to you" and im like jackie, YOU HAVE TO SUE THIS BITCH." lets sing my anthem everyone..
MONEY MONEY MONEY MOOOOONNNNEEEEYYYY.....
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MONEY!
like i always say, its so much better with the music. (shrug)
dad was tellin me how he and mom wanna go to greece this summer & i was like "GO!-- i mean, yeah that sounds ok to me.. you know, since i cant go, i'll stay here and run the store with terry or something.." haha.
what a bad idea for them huh terry? we're gunna rob them AND use their cars & the house for crazy things... CAN YOU SAY BROTHEL?!
just playin. LMAO
so fuckin aye dude
im so bored.
i want to get my hair cut. really badly. and i still haven't dyed it yet. i just gotta motivate sonnnn.
well i'm out for now bitches.
SHO LUV & LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS FOR CHRISSAKE
current mood:  RE-laxed
current music: $$$$$$$
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| Friday, March 25th, 2005
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5:30 pm - ozzfest
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um OZZFEST.
true love.
im going.
july 15th.
i'll have my licence back by then!!!! yessssssss.
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| Thursday, March 24th, 2005
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11:36 pm - awe yeah sonnn
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court today.
not in much trouble so far.
for my licence at least.
getting it back may 24th. yesss.
got in another car accident last night.
fucking aye.
it was in LAWRENCE again.
jesus.
i think i have a death wish.
wound up in the hospital again lol. neck brace and allllll. it was complete hole. (as in bung-hole, etc)
so like im gunna double collect. yessssssssss
money money money money...
MONEY
um that song doesnt look right without the music.. darn.
well you all know the theme from the apprentice. so suck it.
uhhhhhhhh
thats all. you suck.
fuckin sluts!
all of you!
@(&*^$@_)@(^%#%!$$##@%^!@#$@
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