Friday, June 13th, 2003
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10:59 pm
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i just got my tragus pierced and i love it!!! keith at cowpok is the greatest! time to go out and drink it up now!
current mood:  giddy
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(3 hollas | holla at me!)
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Thursday, May 15th, 2003
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1:07 am
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Matrix Reloaded = Awesome
go see it now if u already havent!
current mood:  contemplative
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(holla at me!)
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Monday, May 12th, 2003
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9:07 pm
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i feel like its been weeks since ive really smiled....
current mood:  discontent
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(holla at me!)
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Wednesday, April 16th, 2003
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10:31 am
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so i guess all that venting did me good...
but i did get an email for him yesterday and im ok with what he said, it wasnt that he wanted to stop talking to me, the end of the semester is taking a toll on everyone i guess
so currently i am chipper, aside from the 2 tests and the paper i have coming up...
the weekend wont come soon enough...i need a little temporary relief!
current mood:  chipper
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(holla at me!)
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Sunday, April 13th, 2003
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10:22 pm
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so i was actually happy for...almost 2 weeks, i think thats a record....
where it went wrong i dont even know, he was smart and funny and mature
he had goals for himself, he was a grad student...
of course he had a baggage of a girl, whom im not sure if she couldnt let go of him or vice versa
integrity my ass, who is the lier now? you should stop lying to yourself and her first...cuz last weekend u were kissing me while she was gone, does she know that? i highly doubt it, we are all liers---u need to accept that
things went so well for those almost 2 weeks...now i dont know what to do, i know its only been 3 days but thats not usual for him
maybe i never knew who he really was, maybe things were never meant to be at all...
im not heart broken, cuz i wasnt in love but i am sad...i had high hopes, i felt special for once
ill live, ill go on...i have big plans for me and my life, with or without you in it....im sorry you picked to not be with me, or at least i think u did
"we are made to bleed
and scab and heal and bleed again"
current mood: bitter
current music: ani ~ two little girls
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(holla at me!)
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Wednesday, April 9th, 2003
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2:17 pm
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True happiness is....
to enjoy the present,
without the anxious dependence on the future
current mood:  sleepy
current music: phones ringing...
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(holla at me!)
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Friday, March 28th, 2003
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12:20 pm
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i have no fulfilled a childhood dream....
last nite i saw bon jovi in concert....i have been a fan of his since i was 5 yrs old
i can now die a happy girl :)
current mood:  accomplished
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(holla at me!)
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Monday, March 17th, 2003
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1:11 am - throat is scratchy.....
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but it is well worth it!
nothing like starting your spring break by going to see disturbed/chevelle/taproot with an old friend in toronto.......i feel extremely cleansed right now
sex conversations on the way home are always fun....guys get blue balls, girls bake cakes ;)
thank you rob for being the best concert buddy ever! you're a great listener too!
this night was just what i need to take my mind off of my miserableness and problems...g'nite all!
current mood:  content
current music: ringing in my ears..
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(holla at me!)
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Friday, March 14th, 2003
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10:39 pm
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i think my worst fear may be coming true...
and its all my fault
current mood: depressed
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(holla at me!)
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Sunday, February 9th, 2003
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10:52 pm - long awaited update...
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so my life is a rollercoaster....
i have put my 2-weeks in at subway for real this time...my last day is Feb. 18 and I cant wait! hopefully after then ill be able to get homework done before 11pm the nite before its due and i wont be so sleep deprived....we'll see, im sure ill get bored in a month or so
my second to last semester has started and already i want it to be over....im being a bad girl and skipping classes already...hehe
one of my good friends is being deployed overseas with the 105th...you'll be in my prayers and in my heart heather! you will come home safe so u can go to paris with lee!
i miss my friend rob in england, i tried to go visit him for spring break but that wont work cuz his work schedule is insane...i guess i can wait til he comes back home to visit in june
the guy situation is up in the air as usual...my current situation as the "other woman" isnt the greatest and i know im stupid for staying in this situation but hopefully things will change...cuz i have this crush on this super cute guy...he works at weggies and i have known him for awhile now...he likes all the same music i do, except smashing pumpkins ;)....hopefully things will get better...we can start with our trip out to IHOP tomorrow!!
im housesitting again in march for 2 diff people...ill be at one house from march 6-10 and then at the other march 22-29....everyone must come visit and we can have sleepovers!!
current mood: cheerful
current music: Keith Urban - Rianing on Sunday
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(3 hollas | holla at me!)
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Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003
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4:41 pm
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i want a cute boy to take me out for a good Italian dinner....
it would be even better if a boy would make me eggplant parmigiana himself....
ill keep dreaming...
current mood:  hopeful
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(holla at me!)
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Saturday, January 18th, 2003
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7:39 pm - i had to document this somewhere...
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i am sitting in the den on the computer, my dad is at the other desk looking at something and my mom is looking through a drawer in the desk for a sympathy card...
my mom pulls a card out and asks my dad why he signed it and its still in the drawer
my dad replies, i dunno...what is it?
my mom then says its a sympathy card, and only u signed it...why?
my dad then says...i dunno, maybe they didnt die...
the way my dad said it was WAY too funny and i had to document it...for those of you who know my dad, you will probably find this more funny than others!
current mood: content
current music: mom and dad talking
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Tuesday, December 10th, 2002
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10:53 pm - its been awhile....
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so much has happened....
i gots a new tattoo, i LOVE it...ill try to get a pic up soon
i fell in love and fell out of love....and im over it
school has kicked my butt for another semester, but im glad to say i will be graduating in dec 2003
ive been working mad hours at subway...its wearing me down...im sleep deprived, etc.
one of my good friends is being deployed soon...i am sooo sad and soo scared for her but im also so proud at the same time!
excitement has been missing from my life, hopefully once the semester is over i can start goin out again.......i need to catch up with a lot of old friends...
thats it for now, i think.......time to study for GEG101
current mood:  indescribable
current music: lonestar-one more day
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(holla at me!)
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Thursday, November 21st, 2002
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8:51 am
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i really dont know how i made it to school.work today without getting into an accident....my eyelids are so heavy i cant keep my eyes open...
i just have to get through my 3 classes, one of which i have a test in....so maybe ill be home by 8pm....watch csi and go to bed!!
current mood:  exhausted
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(1 holla | holla at me!)
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Thursday, October 31st, 2002
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5:10 pm
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i just realized how much i miss working with sue
and how great of a friend she really is,
even if i only see her once a week!
current mood:  loved
current music: OLP - Innocent
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(holla at me!)
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Sunday, October 13th, 2002
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6:56 pm
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HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
thanx for all the great stuff heather! ur the best!
current mood:  full
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(holla at me!)
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Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
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9:38 am
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so things have changed...
before i could even quit at subway, my managers found out and offered me 2 separate raises and the asst. manager position of the store.....i guess i can stick it out if it means im making more $$
i saw john from blockbuster and he was u should totally come work with us at blockbuster...but i dont know if my manager will hire u....
and i was like "why the hell not??"
and he says "she doesnt hire young ladies"
what kind of crap is that??? granted i would be a big flirt like always but im a damn good worker even if i am a "young lady"....whatever
so now that im continuing my employment at subway i requested off for the cd release party/toronto party and im excited
yesterday was the hectic day from hell...
skip crj to go home and sleep
go back to work at 3
went to get joel at the border with heather and dan
went to get joel's bus ticket to nj
ordered food cuz we were starving
1 hr later we eat after not giving the delivery guy a tip :)
i go to subway to get my schedule for this week and i of course have to talk to john
i run home to make sure im home when nick gets there at 9
go to see red dragon which was VERY good
go to dennys for coffee and chatting.....its always good to see nick, we def need to do it more often!!
go home and go to bed at 1:15am
current mood: tired
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Sunday, October 6th, 2002
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11:17 pm - subway - my death
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well the decision was made within myself today to quit subway
this job has drained me sooo much physically and emotionally...
i dont need the constant back pain, my wrists hurt, my ankles, my head...
i want to spend time with my family and friends....i have been such a bad friend lately, no excuses this time, you know how u are ::hugs and kisses::
its amazing how crank a job can really make u, i can snap at anytime and thats not me at all...
quitting now will make me able to go to dan's band cd release party and the lnc/moc party in toronto if im still invited....i hope i am
i have a few leads on better jobs, hopefully jody can pull through for me...
in 2 weeks angie will be back to normal...i already feel a burden lifted off my shoulders!
current mood:  relieved
current music: Earshot ~ Wake Up
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(holla at me!)
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Thursday, October 3rd, 2002
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5:15 pm
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9:33 am
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how lucky can i be???
last week i was asked by one lady my mom works with the housesit/dogsit for her one dog while they go away...i was so excited cuz the house is beautiful and the dog is cute and they have a hot tub!!
now today i get an email from my mom to housesit/dogsit for her other friend that has the 5 dogs and it turns out the week is the week right before i housesit at kathy's!!
this would mean i would be out of the house from nov 9th to nov 23th!!!! what freedom! gotta start making plans now!! ;)
on another note, i wore my big black chunky star shoes today and they are cutting into the back of my ankles already.....looks like ill be walking around the office in socks and goin to buy a new pair of comfortable black shoes after class!!
current mood: excited
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