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Sunday, July 25th, 2004

(1 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:Why are there so many songs about rainbows, and whats on the other side?
Time:11:20 pm.
Mood: tired and HAPPY.
Well, i'm back for good, and tired as hell.

I would write more but my brain function is low right now, and i have entirely too much to write; it wouldn't all fit onto one entry.

All i have to say, is that it was incredible, and i wouldn't change it for the world.


Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004

(ride the wave)

Subject:If i traded it all, if i gave it all away for one thing, just for one thing
Time:8:40 pm.
Hey guys-
I promise i havent forgotten about this journal, i'm just off at camp for ohhh 7 weeks or so , and forgot to leave a note. I'm going to try and keep up with everything, but if anything significant happens, let me know!

i'll remember my camp address later and put it up...
<3
-M

Wednesday, May 26th, 2004

(ride the wave)

Subject:love is a burning thing, and it makes a fiery ring
Time:1:15 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
Music:Less Than Jake- Shes Gonna Break Soon.
John thinks im still in love with David...

"which is okay"...

blah... i hate myself...

Tuesday, May 25th, 2004

(4 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:I've changed my mind so much i dont trust it, my mind's changed me so much i dont even trust myself
Time:9:48 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Music:Modest Mouse- Talkin' Shit About A Pretty Sunset.
"I dreamed about killing you again last night, and it felt alright to me"

That, THAT is the song lyric that i'm feeling right about now...

is it bad that all i want to do right now is spend time with other people...or one other person...as opposed to him...

fuck... i'm going to be with him for 8 weeks...

i do love him...from what i know of love...

maybe i'm in a funk right now...

maybe i just need to get away...

or maybe i'm just feeling obligated...

All i ever hear about is how much of a perfect couple we are... blah blah blah, we're so cute...

but i don't know anymore...i don't know how perfect we are... i mean if we were, would i honestly get so pissy with him for copping out tonight?...or maybe its because i hear how perfect we are.. or whatever, and i'm just getting flustered and confused...

or maybe its just hormones of the moment...

or maybe it's just that i had a shitty day...

fuck...

i'm feeling too tied down...especially now that HE's home...and after spending 5 and a half hours with him...that were wonderful...and never boring...and...ugh...
i dont think theres anyone one in the WORLD that i could sit and TALK to for that long...about anything and everything...and love every minute of it...and thats all we did... talk... we went to lunch, and talked, and then went to his house, and chilled upstaris, listened to Phish, and talked...and hugged, and
HE's so comfortable, HE's so warm, i don't seem to ever get frustrated with HIM...but maybe thats because we're just friends...

i dont know...i dont know what i want....

i think i want to live...

Monday, May 24th, 2004

(7 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:Armageddon, let the light in , before we say goodbye, give us something to believe in...
Time:10:05 pm.
Mood: enthralled.
Music:Alkaline Trio-Armageddon.
Sometimes i do something a little bit stupid...
And sometimes i like it, more than a little bit...
And sometimes i wish it would happen again...
And sometimes i know it wont...
But sometimes, once is enough...


Saturday, May 22nd, 2004

(2 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:I.can't.get.no...sa.tis.faction..
Time:12:48 pm.
Mood: nostalgic.
Music:Autopilot Off- Nothing Frequency.
so...
graduation...
wow..


Wednesday, May 19th, 2004

(ride the wave)

Time:10:47 am.
Ahh! where did all of my entries go?!?!

Tuesday, May 18th, 2004

(8 wipeout | ride the wave)

Time:12:37 am.
Mood: sleepy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYLER!


I ♥ you as well...

Monday, May 17th, 2004

(ride the wave)

Time:10:45 am.
Mood: happy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZARD!



I ♥ you...

Thursday, May 13th, 2004

(ride the wave)

Subject:You wiped the floor with victory, then puked until you fell asleep...
Time:11:56 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:Flogging Molly- Salty Dog.
Pretty neat article about the guys who may have found a possible HIV anti-virus...(aka, treatment for AIDS). give it a read, it's pretty interesting...

(ride the wave)

Subject:I've got a brand new pair of rollerskates, you've got a brand new key...
Time:7:50 pm.
Mood: hungry.
Music:Eric Burdon- Spill The Wine.
Anyone who wants 4 tickets to see Styx tomorrow night at Smirnoff, give me a call...
I can't use them, unfortunately...
General Admission..

Wednesday, May 12th, 2004

(1 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:We're from the band LIMOZEEN!!
Time:11:10 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Music:Modest Mouse- Talking Shit About A Pretty Sunset.
Because i'm ultra-bored and bitchy...and this is stupid...
do it, and you get a prize...

1. What is my name?
2. Where did we meet?
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?
5. When is the last time we saw each other?
6. Do I smoke?
7. Do I believe in God?
8. When you first saw me what was your first impression?
9. My age?
10. Birthday?
11. Color hair?
12. Color eyes?
13. Do I have any siblings?
14. Have you ever had a crush on me?
15. Have you ever been jealous of me?
16. What's one of my favorite things to do outside?
17. What's my favorite thing to do indoors?
18. Do you remember one of the first things I said to
you?
19. What's my favorite type of music?
20. What is the best feature about me?
21. Am I shy or outgoing?
22. Would you say I'm funny ha ha or funny sarcastic?
23. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?
24. Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance,
or a good friend?
25. What word would you use to describe me?
26. Have you ever seen me cry?
27. If there was one good nick name for me what would
it be?
28. Are my parents still together?
29. If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you
tell me?
30. What's my favorite color?
31. What size shoe do I wear?
32. What is my favorite tv show?
33. What do you know about me that you don't think I
know about myself

Monday, May 10th, 2004

(ride the wave)

Subject:Theres a big ol' hole, goes right through the sole of this old shoe
Time:12:13 pm.
Mood: nervous.
Music:Creepin' In- Norah Jones, feat. Dolly Parton.
calculus exam...
anxiety ensues...



Opening credits:Light And Day- Polyphonic Spree
Average day scene:The Golden Path- Chemical Bros. Feat. The Flaming Lips
Best friend scene:Young Girl- The Distillers
First date scene:San Dimas High School Football Rules- The Ataris
Relaxing at your house scene:The Joker- Steve Miller Band
Falling-in-love scene:Sunrise- Norah Jones
Love scene:Bubble Toes- Jack Johnson
Inside the club with dance segment scene:The Thong Song- Sisquo (rock...hehehe) or Hey Mama- Black Eyed Peas
Fight-with-friend scene:Stupid Kid- Alkaline Trio or Shes Gonna Break Soon- Less Than Jake
Break-up scene:One Thing- Finger 11
Get-back-together scene:Never Let You Go- Third Eye Blind
Walk in the park scene:Blueside- Rooney
Wedding scene:Those Sweet words- Norah Jones
Long-night-alone scene:Get Me Away From Here I'm Dying- Belle and Sebastian
Heartbreak scene:Maps-Yeah Yeah Yeahs or Walking After You- Foo Fighters
Mental-breakdown scene:Creatures- 311 or Bang My Head- Cross Canadian
Driving scene:6 Underground- Sneaker Pimps
Deep-thought scene:Speakers Push the Air- Pretty Girls Make Graves
Regret scene:Whiskey River- Willie Nelson or My Own Worst Enemy- Lit
Lesson-learning scene:You Live, You Learn- Alanis Morrissette
Good Day scene:Dinner and a Movie- Lagwagon
Party scene:The Way We Ball- Lil Flip
Happy dance scene:Bouncin Off The Walls- Sugarcult
Fight scene:Cold Hard Bitch- Jet
Flashback scene:Dramamine- Modest Mouse
Death scene:Somewhere Over The Rainbow- Israel Kamakawiwo
Closing credits:Paranoid Android- Radiohead or Ring Of Fire- Johnny Cash

My Life: The Soundtrack brought to you by BZOINK!

Saturday, May 8th, 2004

(1 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:Sittin on a cornflake - waiting for the van to come
Time:1:07 pm.
Mood: satisfied.
Music:Buddy Holly- That'll Be The Day.
Sooo, my uncle brought me a bunch of records (on top of all that my father gave me, and i grabbed from mom.) It's mostly the stones, and the beatles. Mom had a bunch of ten days after, chicaco, iron butterfly, etc. dads was willie nelson, hank williams etc. I've got an ecclectic collection going.

Darrell brought me
The Beatles- Magical Mystery Tour (with the book in it)
Santana- Self titled
Rolling Stones- Beggars Banquet
Buddy Holl and the Crickets- Buddy Holly Lives
Rolling Stones- Through the Past Darkly
Rolling Stones- Let It Bleed
The Beatles- Rubber Soul
Blood Sweat and Tears (hahaha)- Self Titled
Rolling Stones- Got LIVE If You Want It!
Billy Joey- 52nd Street
Allman Brothers Band- Idlewild South
The Beatles- Beatles VI
Chicago- Chicago at Carnegie Hall

Friday, May 7th, 2004

(ride the wave)

Subject:And he asked "Be you angels?" And we said, "NAY! We are but men." ROCK!
Time:11:21 am.
Mood: pants-less.
Music:Flaming Lips- She Don't Use Jelly.

HAPPY
NATIONAL
NO PANTS
DAY!


Thursday, May 6th, 2004

(2 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:Love is a burning thing, and it makes a firey ring. Bound by one desire, i fell into a ring of fire
Time:6:48 pm.
Mood: sick.
Music:Johnny Cash- Ring Of Fire.
so, you should all check out

_rateme_

its a rating community based on intelligence, not looks.
And i KNOW all of you are intelligent...




p.s. no one touch me for about 10 days. I've got an upper respiratory infection, kidney infection, something else, AND i'm on my period. (i know you wanted to know.)
So if you don't get sick, you'll get the closest appendage bitten off...

its been one of those weeks

Monday, May 3rd, 2004

(4 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:She is not scared to die, the best things in life drive her to cry, crucify then learn
Time:12:48 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
Music:Tsunami Bomb- No Good Very Bad Day.
23 hours 42 minutes and counting...

this AP is going to kick my ass...

and as of yet, i'm not really studying...

bad idea?

probably...

Thursday, April 29th, 2004

(5 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:I'm not gonna wash my hair, My hair's greasy I dont care, 1234 wash your hair, 1234 fuck you...
Time:10:47 pm.
Mood: lonely.
Music:Simon and Garfunkel- Mrs. Robinson.
i've realized that sometimes a big fight is the worst thing for us...

and sometimes it's the best...




Thursday, April 22nd, 2004

(3 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:I stood up on these legs and held my head up high, emerged beneath the sun, to start a new life
Time:10:48 am.
Mood: anxious.
Music:The Toadies- I Come From The Water.
Is it bad that i'm unbelievably excited that David and Lena broke up, and that he's coming back to Texas at the end of may?
and we're going to have a shindig?

*sigh*

Wednesday, April 21st, 2004

(1 wipeout | ride the wave)

Subject:bring a calculator, it's going to be a nerdfest...
Time:10:19 am.
Mood: giggly.
Music:Conan O'Brien's Commencement Speech.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHI


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