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in love... [29 Sep 2002|01:53pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | the radio ] with the new car!!!!!!! its sooooooooooo sweet. sooooooooooooo silver. sooooooooooooo new. sooooooooooooooooo pretty. i put 30 miles on it yesterday just cruisin around. its so much smoother and easier to drive than mine...plus it actually has a CD player!!!!!! unlike my stupid cassette deck. why did my parents get a tape player? WHO LISTENS TO CASSETTES? oh well. my mom says she'll give me the new car next spring (or possibly earlier) becuase she likes my car better since it's smaller. she just doesn't wanna give it to me now, becuase i'm such a new/unexperienced driver. but once in awhile she's gunna let me drive it! WHOO HOO!!!!!! its so pretty and shiny. lol well i get to drive to school tomorrow! now i must do all my homework...urghh... sidenote: brian littrell announced that there are only 4 members of BSB now with nicks solo project. i dont get it...does that mean that nick quit? is BSB falling apart? HUH?!?!?! stupid nick. i'm lost. to give

awesome [25 Jun 2002|02:31pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Things I'll Never Say-Avril Lavigne ] Avril Lavigne CD kicks butt just for anyone who cares. got it yesterday :-) 4 thoughts| to give

SAT scores [22 Jun 2002|08:31pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | complicated-avril lavigne ] yes yes the dreaded SAT scores have arrived. i got a 1430!!!!! i got PERFECT 800 in math!!!! i screamed louder than i did at both BSB concerts COMBINED when i saw. too bad my verbal sucks. at 630. my critical reading was in the 95th percentile but my sentence completions and analogies screwed me over because i don't have a great vocab. wow perfect math!!! wow. i gotta work on verbal. 1430 is an awesome score especially at the end of sophomore year though. i gotta bring that up to the mid-upper 1500's though. i'm QUITE content. :-) now i have the average SAT score of the 2002 freshman class at Johns Hopkins University!!! whooo hoo!!! 3 thoughts| to give

blah [13 Jun 2002|09:56pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Avril Lavigne-Complicated ] okay today was the first day of summer gym. woke up at 6:40. ugh... it actually wasn't that bad. we got split into 3 classes. everyone is in Mr.Schellenberger's class but i have Mr.Chavrat who's the new guy. they're both really nice. young and fresh out of college. the other guy looks scary....but Amanda, Missy, Brittany, Sarah are all in Mr.S's. and so is my worst enemy. the one and only...Emily. the one that published in the whole school literary magazine that she thought my now ex-bf was hot. uh huh. she did it like 2 weeks after we broke up. i knew she always liked him. whatever, she's nice around me but its so fake. anyways. the three teachers were half an hour late showing up. we started class super duper late. we got 45 minutes worth of breaks. we ended half an hour early. and we played softball, ultimate frisbee, and basketball. pretty fun actually. its' relaxing and a lot better than taking it in school. just gotta shell out a couple hundred dollars. the only thing i don't like about it is that it's too early. it was pretty nice out today, but i'll be dying when it's hot. tomorrow we're doing the same thing, and next week we're going bowling 3 out of 5 days. haha. moving on... well after gym tomorrow i'm going to go to britt's. thats like 12:20. we're going to go to her bro's band's concert. they're really good. we won't be back til 1:00 AM. and then i gotta go back, get to bed, and i've gotta be at the stupid pre-school picnic from 10:00 AM til 3:00. then britt's party starts at 5:30. oh man i'm going to be DEAD... i have nothing to say. i gotta get to bed early again for gym. the teachers say we dont' have to be there til 8:00! even though summer school starts at 7:30 technically. haha its great. but thats still early. don't expect an update until sunday at the earliest. to give

lalalalala [09 Jun 2002|09:31pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Cry-Mandy Moore ] what have i been doing since school let out? well after the last exam, me, britt, chris, kim, candi, and james went to burger king to grab a bite to eat and then we went out and saw spiderman. katie came over that night and we watched harry potter hehehe....then i went to gapkids that same night and got a bathing suit for scotts... friday. i went to the mall again, and spent a whole lotta money. shirts shirts shirts. lots of summer clothes. i love hollister. its an awesome store. i still need shorts though. came back, went to scotts party. came home, took a shower, went to bed. yesterday....slept in. went to the mall for the 3rd day straight. the only reason i wanted to go was cuz i got to drive. didn't do much of anything... today. went to the mall AGAIN. but to get my cell phone. $40 plan. 400 anytime minutes, 3500 night and weekend minutes, 250 extra minutes for people who go through the same network (verizon/alltel). cool beans. its a shimmery/dusty midnight blue nokia. i got the ring to program to minuet by bach. haha my first violin recital song. there's a lot of cool rings though. i'll change em once in a while. i also programmed the numbers in. i love it. hehehehehe.... that wraps it up. i've got a whole 3 days of vacation left before its back to school for me. urghhhh...what a summer. a summer of classes. *sigh* to give

SCHOOLS OUT YAHOOO!!! [06 Jun 2002|10:07pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | nada ] last day of school. both global studies and l.arts exams were extremely easy. math teacher told me i got an A on my math exam. gives me an A semester grade. getting an A is no different as getting a B- because my semester grade stays the same, but oh well. he actually stopped to chat, and he's not exactly mr.conversational but he talked to me today. i'm so surprised i didn't flunk that math exam lol. he's a good teacher. i'll have him in two years for 2nd year calculus. global studies exam was just a wrist killer. 9 pages of essays. asla one was easy. i swear i got a 100 on the multiple choice. it's just a matter of what he gives me on my essay. i got a 102/100 on my independent reading...a.k.a my 20 page boring old paper on Alice in Wonderland. that should bring up my grade to a 98.6 which rounds up to a 99 which is an A+. yippee. i think i've got A+'s in everythign this quarter cept French and Bio. first quarter this year i dont' have one in bio. oh well i don't care. tomorrow is scottaroo's swim party. sorry i gave ur bf a silly nickname katie. i'm in a silly mood. i got a bathing suit. it matches my flip flops i got at gap kids. lol i got the bathing suit at gap kids. i think its kinda tacky. blue and white and purple big huge flowers. but i was desperate and thats what i get for trying to find a bathing suit 8:30 the night befoer i need it. stupid me. oh well. it'll do. it was only $20 so i can get a new one if i want it that bad. my parents are getting me a cell phone this weekend. they finally understand my need for one. lol ITS SUMMMMMERRRR! PARTY TIME! to give

sigh [05 Jun 2002|12:07pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | here with me-michelle branch ] todays my happy day off. no exams since today's are 4th and 5th period. 4th i have lunch/lab/study hall (i use it as one anyways) and 5th is honors physics but that got moved to yesterday 3rd period since i wanted to get it over with and i exempted biology. i've got global studies which will be stupidly easy and honors l.arts tomorrow. i just gotta go over the stuff again for l.arts, review the couple hundred vocab words we learned (which i mostly know), and plan out/write my essay. easy day. i blew $50 today. on flip flops, a tank top, a hair crimper/waver/straightener thing, makeup/glitter, and a whole bunch of random stuff. it feels good to spend money. i woke up bright and early and went out for a nice morning jog. it felt good to actually have time to do that again. but now i am done w/lunch and must go study. au revoir mes amis! to give

3 down 2 to go [04 Jun 2002|11:52am] [ mood | tired ] well i took my honors physics and honors pre-calc exams today. i got a 96% on my physics one, and math was uhhh...it wastn' hard. i think i was so sick of numbers and my calculator that my brain just shut off. i am almost positive i got the first 20 right but the last 25 were just blah. i didn't care. it was no A+ test but it'll get me my A semseter grade in the class. even though i wanted an A+..grr. i think i'll live. i'm scard though because i didn't bubble in any of my answers until the very end, and now that i think of it, i'm afraid i skipped one and then i would have gotten every single one after that wrong...and that would just suck...*crosses fingers* i could have done better, but i was so tired i just kinda called it quits and started guessing. oh well. i've got all tomorrow off. then global studies and l.arts on thursday. bobby called last night and gave me his old l.arts tests this morn to study off of. :-) the last two exams will be easy. i went to be dat 4:00 AM so if u will excuse me, i have some sleep to catch up on... to give

ergh [31 May 2002|10:00pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Peanut Butter Jelly Time ] last day of classes today. pretty psyched about that. otherwise, i flunked the last bio test of the year (not that i even care). SAT's bright and early tomorrow. ick. graduation sunday. gotta fit studying somewhere in there. i got the harry potter movie :-) i'm in love with it. haha i was just watching it. its a good one to relax to right before SAT's/exams. i just went through my WHOLE SAT wordflash book and proved to myself that i've managed to learn 500 vocab words this school year which should help bunches on the SAT's. then after that i'm going to relax, watch some more harry, go out for dinner. then full time studying til 4:30 sunday. monday i've got french exam. tuesday i've got physics and precalc (which i'm going to fail), wednesday i've got none, and thursday i have global studies and l.arts. its getting down to the very end. we've finally made it. i gotta get to bed early, waking up at 6:30...i hate standardized tests.nobodys online. they probably all ditched me and went somewhere. haha i/d/c. byes to give

oooo HOSTILITY [30 May 2002|03:27pm] [ mood | BITTER ] [ music | vanessa carlton-1000 miles ] oh boy i'm going to flip. besides for the fact that i was up til one oclock in the morning and gave up because i decided its just WRONG to stay up late with only 2 real days of school left. so now i have a whole buttload of work ahead of me due tomorrow so i will tell the real reason why i am extremely hotily/volatile right now... well me and brian broke up 2 weeks ago. old news right? well throughout our whole 3-4 month relationship, emily who's a junior, kept flirting with him. she was the one who set us up but she's so FAKE about everything to me. it was so bluntly obvious that she liked him. and i thought he liked her before we were going out. but he ended up telling he that he liked me even though all he ever did was flirt w/her. so she set us up. anyways, ever since we broke up, she's been just a stuck up little brat to me rubbing it in and all. but i've just basically shrugged it off. but they went back to flirting crazily with e/o. okay fine. well she's part of the journalism staff that does the school's literary magazine/newspaper thingy. so as me and brian were walking to class, they were passing it out, and brian goes "check this out i'm in here." and there was a section where they interviewed people to see what was "hot" and "not" for summer. well brian pulls up that page and the very last one in the "HOT" section says "brian dainton"-emily williams. like its not bad enough, she just HAS to put it in a SCHOOL PUBLICATION. JUST to rub it in more. and the HE rubs it in too. i'm so sick of this. on top of school, exams, SAT's, and volunteering and EVERYTHIG else which i can barely handle, i have to deal with THIS. i can't control my emotions. and thats bad when i've got so much else going on. *sigh* 1 thoughts| to give

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH [28 May 2002|10:27pm] [ mood | stressed ] i can't stand this anymore. i just can't. i'm so close to the end...yet so far.... maybe i should start with last week. lets see...i was up til midnight monday, 1:00 AM tuesday, 2:00 AM wednesday, 3:00 AM Thurs. In that time period, i managed to write a 20 page literary analysis, 2 page global studies paper (2:30 AM Friday morning), a BUTTLOAD of every other subject u can ever imagine. i was so freaking dead by friday. 2 fridays ago i slept from 3:00 PM to 9:40 AM Saturday. Last Friday i slept from 4:30 PM to 9:00 AM Saturday. During this time period, i am for the most part unconcious. i wake up feeling even worse, and i don't know what i'm doing to myself. this past weekend... Saturday: went out and bought supplies for my bug project, helped a middle schooler with his power point project for 3 hours, went to Kimmy's for 3 hours Sunday: did my bug project from noon to 10:00 PM. piece of crap Monday: did bug project, 70 math problems, 3 pages of french, 6 pages of biology, a.k.a 8 hours of homework... i can't stand it anymore. my life has just been homework homework and MORE homework. it was okay at the beginning of the school year but i'm seriously just running out of gas. i dont' know what drives to me go crazy like this. i keep pushing myself and its just driving me insane. i feel like shooting someone. and i get so freaking frustrated. during this week...I've got French skit tomorrow, i JUST did 162 math problems, read through the first of three biology chapters. i'll read the rest after i get off. i had to finish a 6 page biology packet, 5 page physics packet, write a GS paper, and do notecards for l.arts. Thursdya i have a chapter test in French, Friday a 3 chapter biology test. i've gotta study for exams this week, SAT's bright and early for 4 hours Saturday morning. go home, study for exams. Sunday study for exams. 4:30 Sunday~leave for graduation ushering. won't be back home til around midnight. and monday-thursday are exams. HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO HANDLE ALL THIS? oh and i have an orchestra meeting for australia from 7:00 PM to 10:00 PM Thursday which gives me no time to study biology. on top of e verything, exams are going to be a killer. i need to get over a 1400 on my SAT;s. Amanda just got her scores back-1400...i need to do well. ahhhh this summer consists of 11 four-hour sessions of gym class, 3 weeks of Kaplan's $800 SAT prep -course, summer reading for honors junior l.arts which will be reading Grapes of Wrath and many other books, writing speeches, reading short stories, and writing at least 30 pages of essays. and THEN i have volunteering. i can't do this. even my summer is work work work. i don't have time to be a high school kid. i BARELY spend any time with my friends. this is probably 75% of the reason me and brian broke up. we still talk and hang out at school, but neither of us have time outside of school. i know i only have 2 weeks left, but i don't know if i can hang in there much longer. and summer won't be any b etter. i'm still not done w/my hw. better go do it. *sigh* to give

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH [28 May 2002|10:25pm] [ mood | stressed ] i can't stand this anymore. i just can't. i'm so close to the end...yet so far.... maybe i should start with last week. lets see...i was up til midnight monday, 1:00 AM tuesday, 2:00 AM wednesday, 3:00 AM Thurs. In that time period, i managed to write a 20 page literary analysis, 2 page global studies paper (2:30 AM Friday morning), a BUTTLOAD of every other subject u can ever imagine. i was so freaking dead by friday. 2 fridays ago i slept from 3:00 PM to 9:40 AM Saturday. Last Friday i slept from 4:30 PM to 9:00 AM Saturday. During this time period, i am for the most part unconcious. i wake up feeling even worse, and i don't know what i'm doing to myself. this past weekend... Saturday: went out and bought supplies for my bug project, helped a middle schooler with his power point project for 3 hours, went to Kimmy's for 3 hours Sunday: did my bug project from noon to 10:00 PM. piece of crap Monday: did bug project, 70 math problems, 3 pages of french, 6 pages of biology, a.k.a 8 hours of homework... i can't stand it anymore. my life has just been homework homework and MORE homework. it was okay at the beginning of the school year but i'm seriously just running out of gas. i dont' know what drives to me go crazy like this. i keep pushing myself and its just driving me insane. i feel like shooting someone. and i get so freaking frustrated. during this week...I've got French skit tomorrow, i JUST did 162 math problems, read through the first of three biology chapters. i'll read the rest after i get off. i had to finish a 6 page biology packet, 5 page physics packet, write a GS paper, and do notecards for l.arts. Thursdya i have a chapter test in French, Friday a 3 chapter biology test. i've gotta study for exams this week, SAT's bright and early for 4 hours Saturday morning. go home, study for exams. Sunday study for exams. 4:30 Sunday~leave for graduation ushering. won't be back home til around midnight. and monday-thursday are exams. HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO HANDLE ALL THIS? oh and i have an orchestra meeting for australia from 7:00 PM to 10:00 PM Thursday which gives me no time to study biology. on top of e verything, exams are going to be a killer. i need to get over a 1400 on my SAT;s. Amanda just got her scores back-1400...i need to do well. ahhhh this summer consists of 11 four-hour sessions of gym class, 3 weeks of Kaplan's $800 SAT prep -course, summer reading for honors junior l.arts which will be reading Grapes of Wrath and many other books, writing speeches, reading short stories, and writing at least 30 pages of essays. and THEN i have volunteering. i can't do this. even my summer is work work work. i don't have time to be a high school kid. i BARELY spend any time with my friends. this is probably 75% of the reason me and brian broke up. we still talk and hang out at school, but neither of us have time outside of school. i know i only have 2 weeks left, but i don't know if i can hang in there much longer. and summer won't be any b etter. i'm still not done w/my hw. better go do it. *sigh* to give

my life continues to get worse [17 May 2002|03:20am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | none ] me and brian broke up. no surprise. it was pretty mutual. both of us never have time to do anything, and its better that we stay friends...and i honestly think that its better that way.so why am i crying over it? heck it happened at 11:30 last night and its 3:00 AM right now and i've gotten a total 1 hour of sleep...i can't stop crying... 2 thoughts| to give

entry time [15 May 2002|04:09pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | A Thousand Miles-Vanessa Carlton ] i think its time i updated on my extremely busy/stressful life lets talk about this week because i've managed to block the past couple of weeks out... AHHHH CRAZINESS. my lit analysis for ASLA is due next Friday. 15 pages minimum. Bio Bug project due the day after Memorial Day. Physics project due sometime in there. today we had a HUGE 3 chapter biology test AND a 55 question slide labeling test which everyone every single year has flunked, and i managed to due just the same. tomorrow we have our math test on probability and statistics which is by far the most messed up and confusing chapter we've studied all year. screw calculus, i don't even understand permutations and combinations. *sigh* global studies test tomorrow, math quiz friday, Things Fall Apart test in ASLA friday, WordFlash quiz Monday, Calc Problems quiz Tuesday, cumulative 11,12,13,14,15 test Thursday, June 1st i've got those dam SAT's, and the day after that i'm ushering for graduation for GLC (Girls Leaders' Club). AHHHHHHH then its...EXAMS. and of course i'm left with no time to study because i'm so busy with my classes that i don't have time!!!! and that whole weekend i won't get anything done which leads to cramming...and i cramming isn't always 100% effective. ugh i was up for most of last night studying bio. these past couple of weeks have been horrid.... last week we had a 3 hours orchestra concert. last one of the year. of course my parents just HAD to sit next to brians parents. and they were talking to his grandparents after the concert. even better. not. i was up most of that night doing homework since i didn't start til about 11:00 when i got back from rehearsal and concert and all that jazz. yesterday, we had a GLC Banquet, but i skipped that to study bio, which is a good thing because i barely got any studying done. the seniors are gone on senior project. bye bye to my whole physics class. theres 5 of us left in there, and the teacher is getting mad because we don't do anything, so now we have this huge project. goody goody. not all my teachers are trying to cram EVERYTHING in before the end of the year. its really taking a toll on me. i'm already worn out seeing as how its the very end of the school year and i've spent almost all of sophomore year not sleeping and i'm so sick of it i'm about to explode. i actually cried myself to sleep saturday after staying up til 3 to answer dumb LA questions. its wrong to stay up that late on a Satuday, but thats what my life has come to. i dont' even wanna think about SAT's. i'm really super duper hoping for a 1400 but thats a stretch...i know i can get nearly a perfect in math, but verbal is ugh... brians at his COYO (Cleveland Orchestra Youth Orchestra) audition. hope he's doin good. thats like one of the top 5 best youth orchestras in the country. he'll get in though. he's awesome at the cello. I WANNA SEE SPIDERMAN BUT I HAVE NO TIME. I'M FREAKING OUT ABOUT SCHOOL. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! 1 thoughts| to give

ahhhhh [11 May 2002|03:48pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | vanessa carlton-1000 miles ] MY. LIFE. IS. WAY. TOO. CRAZY. TOO. MUCH. TO. DO. NOT. ENOUGH. TIME. hope u enjoyed my extremely informational update. :-) bye to give

FRIDAY! [19 Apr 2002|03:40pm] [ mood | hot ] [ music | me chompin on food ] yes finally friday! hmmm lets see what i should update you on in my life... *orchestra-played gladiator and lord of the dance...blah blah. boring *french-had another dull mrs.rabbit lesson. gosh i hate that lady. maybe if she actually TRIED teaching. she makes no sense. i really super duper miss mrs.skorepa. SAVE US AHHH!! *biology-we each got to dissect our own worm!! YEAHHHHHHHH!!!! it was sooo awesome. my wormy was cute and i liked it! but i sorta cut its intestine open a little on accident. oops. oh well. besides the fact that the fermadahyde smelled horrid, it was fun. *lunch-ate, talked, discussed attack plans for global studies game of diplomacy *physics-learned about thermodynamics and all that great fun stuff. gas laws, yeah yeah whatever. we were supposed to have pizza (it was senior skip day), but it never came on time. some people stayed into the next class to wait for pizza but i didnt' wanna miss math. *hpc-started chapter 15 on statistics and probability. learned about all that. yupp yupp. interesting. not really *global studies-played another day of diplomacy. we took over all of great britain. the last day of this is monday. the whole class is plotting to attack us at once, because they all want us to lose. BUT we have 9 supply centers and the closest any other country has gotten is 6 and thats italy. we're allies with them, but we might have to break it. everyone else has like 2 or 3 or 4. i think russia has 5. we got great britain down to 1!! hahahahaha. they're dumb. oops did i say that? *study hall-well i got to listen to a couple of the performing groups from the Cleveland Orchestra Youth Orchestra instead of going to study hall. they;re really good. no wonder they're one of the best youth orchestras in the country. too bad i fall asleep during classical music. *ASLA-got tested on SAT wordflash, watched a video on Chinua Achebe...author of Things Fall Apart. thats about it.... not much happened today. me and britt are going to the mall tomorrow and a few of us might go catch a movie later. i'm out byes! to give

quick [18 Apr 2002|03:40pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | silence ] i'm going to make this a quick one. nice day today. *yawns* i don't have much homework again. i got a 100/100 on my math test and a 25/25 on my math quiz so yay for me. we were discussing dress codes in l.arts. even mr.douglas thinks it should be changed and is too strict. french is such a drag. i hate it. the lady gets dumber and dumber. we dont' start dissections til tomorrow...but oh well. physics is stupid. we're getting to some pretty tough calculus in math. me and beth are still ahead in our global studies game even though we didn't gain any supply centers today and everyone else did. we did move to new ground though. we've got great britain surrounded. definitely a lot of action tomorrow in the game. i'm missing study hall tomorrow to go see the cleveland youth orchestra performance. l.arts is dumb....thats about it for me. i want to go tanning. lol....all i have for hw tonight is a 60-90 word french letter and draw, color, label, and describe functions of a worm. i'm outtie. ttyl byes! to give

hmph [17 Apr 2002|03:39pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | P!NK-Get This Party Started ] i hate high school. i actually haven't had that much homework this week, but i've been so lazy about it. the little homework that i DO have isn't being done. i think its almost better that i have more homework because then i push myself more to do it. i have math tonite. being the idiot that i was, i did tonites math homework last night and turned that in, so now im going to get no credit for it, and i have to do it over again tonight. goody. i got a 84% on the bio test. need i say more? i was ready to cry, but i still have a 95% in the class. i had a 105% before it though. i have an 100% in physics YAY!!! its so freaking hot and our school administration is freaking gay! there's this new rule where shorts must be 4 inches from the middle of your knee or longer. HELLO NOBODY SELLS SHORTS THAT FREAKING SHORT!!!!! just about E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E got sent down to the office because of that. i mean, where do you go that doesn't sell super short shorts? people wear the ones that are half-way between hip and knee, and follow the fingertip rule but 4 inches? thats NOTHING. especially for tall people with long legs. me and britt are going shopping thsi weekend. i'm going to keep it to tanks, t-shirts, short jean/khaki skirts, and capris since our school is dumb. i'll get a few pairs of shorts for kicks... we're playing diplomacy in GS. me and beth are kicking butt! we're winning by a whole lot, because our strategy is awesome. we've never been beaten in anything in global studies. haha prolly cuz they're a bunch of idiots with like 2.2 gpa's and me and beth are top 3 of our class. its funny watching their faces drop. "why do they ALWAYS win?" "because they're smart you diphead." c'est amusant stupid student teachers are dumb. our french one is soooo stupid! she can't explain anything and i get so confused. she doesn't even understand it herself and CONSTANTLY asks me and beth how to conjugate verbs. HELLO you're the teacher, we're the students. she also decided to make me and beth tutor the two dumbest most annoying kids in the class without even asking us. then theres the retard student teacher in orchestra who can't conduct and who needs to learn how to wear a bra because she jiggles so much. she needs some looser shirts. ewwww... todays not as hot. i do have a pretty nice tan for only staying outside for 2 hours. i love how my skin tans. hehe. integral calculus gives me headaches. i think differential calc was more fun. this antiderivatives junk is getting to me majorly. ahhhhhhhhhh WE START DISSECTIONS IN BIOLOGY TOMORROWWWWW!!!! WORM, FROG, SHARK!! me and beth are psyched. i'm actually thinking about becoming a surgeon instead of a pediatrician. but i'm not sure if i c ould cut people open that often or stand through all this school we'll see.... wow the only person i mentioned in here other than myself is beth. maybe its because we have 5 classes together and we relate to each other so well. she's #1 in our class!!! YEAH GO BETH we took a super hard oedipus test in l.arts yesterday. it was on all this detailed stuff which we never went over. the quotes made no sense and neither did the themes. my essay was awful. it was sooooooooooooo hard, i was ready to cry. beth was practically in tears when she came to global studies ugh.. we took a super easy test on matrices in math. HELLO A+. mr.douglas is dumb. we have to read "Things Fall Apart" by Chinua Achebe AND do independent reading at the same time. can we say cramming everything in before the end of the school year? me and heather are reading "Alice in Wonderland" and "Through the Looking Glass." last time i read Joy Luck Club. yuckkk. i ended up writing my 17 page paper the DAY before it was due. thats okay because i still got a 99. i don't know how...weird. that class is pretty hard. i haven't had lunch this entire week because i've been doin hw and studying. i'm gunna go get somethin to eat right now. thats a basic update on my life. goood byyyeee! to give

yow [14 Apr 2002|06:18pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | my tummy growling ] this whole weekend i've been so lost within myself. all last week has been psycho. i've gotten absolutely no sleep...and i just didn't know if what i was getting out of it was even worth it. is the difference between an A and an A+ worth ruining my health? i think not. my uncle said the 3 most important things in life are: eating well, having fun, getting good grades. in that order. i'm not doing a very good job at the first two...i'm going to just chill for awhile. try to get a little more balance. i kinda isolated myself from the world for awhile, and i think i'm going to try and be a little more social again. stupid school. its going to be over soon. i've got a lot of hw to do though so later! 1 thoughts| to give

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