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Eh, short hiatus. Oh well, I'll probably be posting a bit less anyway. You know what? I'll admit it. Sometimes I get upset when Kris says things that seem to be uncalled for or out of line. But that's the sort of person she is. When she's angry about something, she says so. And I admire her for that. And this time, everything she said made perfect sense. And just to make things clear? I was mad because she insulted me, not because she didn't want to be my friend. Geez. I'm not THAT pathetic. Looking back, it was silly of me to expect Cory not to say anything. But at that time, I was feeling irrational and angry and I just wanted everyone to know where I stood in this situation. I definitely should've said not to say anything, as I was really, really angry when I wrote that and I tend to "talk shit" when I'm angry. But I wasn't thinking. I've been really fucked up lately. And just... this hasn't been helping. I don't want to participate in this stupid drama bullshit anymore. It's not how I do things. Look, I'll apologize. I'm sorry I called Jamie a bitch. I'm sorry things didn't turn out differently. I'm sorry that this whole situation occured. And if you don't want to apologize in return or accept that? Your loss. I'm still going to all my usual haunts at school, so we can at least be civil towards each other. I actually looked up drama queen in the dictionary. Not that I don't know what one is, I just wanted a solid definition. Well? "any person who overreacts to a minor problem or situation". Guilty as charged. I'm sorry I can be that way... I know I am. But how can I change? I need some help. ( this calls for a RENT-erval )
Current Mood: sick Current Music: PotO OBCR - Masquerade/Why So Silent...
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help! I know some of you have layouts like this. All I want is a layout with the image at the top pushing the entries down, but the sidebars stay up with the image. How can I achieve this? O, and an alternate bg-image perhaps, as opposed to the blank-colorlessness. Domo arigato (mr. roboto)! Hmm, anyway, today was unexpectedly pleasant. :) French - It was okay. I never really say a whole lot about this class, do I? I like it alright, I just... I dunno. I don't have a whole lot to say about it I guess. :) It's cool. Int Design - I talked to Katy about stuff. I feel better now. <3 We did our usual Int Design thing and talked about RENT like, all period. :P I feel sorry for Beth and Lauren, it's really funny when they try to ask questions about stuff. xD;; Teehee. Springsy seemed really... irritable today. o_O Not with me personally, but it was just weird. I guess the beginning of school nice-osity is starting to wear thin. I had PotO and RENT stuck in my head at the same time... :( Cue funny mental images of the Phantom refusing to pay rent! Geometry - Yay! :D We did this weird computer program thing all period and it was like, mucho easy. :) My brain rejoiced. Lunch - twas okay. Just freaking out Lor and having weird sex with Cory. :D Hahaha. I got skittles! OH! And as Katy and I were walking in the commons, we noticed the "LOOK WHO'S GOING TO COLLEGE!" sign. I laughed because there was only one letter on the board, and said something like, "Only one person's going to college this year!!! hahaha!" xD Then I looked and it was DA's letter of acceptance! :D :D Yay for my district attourney! Geology - Blah. I almost fell asleep like, 5 times. :'( I looked at my gibberish notes I wrote while half asleep in which I said that Mt. Fuji was in the Phillipines! The hell? xD After school, I attened the Foreign Language Club meeting! :) Teresa was there! Yay! I miss my Teresa. My life is an empty void without her. ; ; Katy was there, as was DA, but he ran off to save the prom. :P I'd go to prom with him xD hahaha. Those would be some funny pictures. I'm too tall for my own good. So, we got mardi gras beads! :) And since only like, 8 people came, everyone got a whole bunch! xD Dyer said we weren't allowed to make people flash for them, though. :( Well, that just takes all the fun out of everything! We might be going to another restraunt soon. Cool beans. Also, Katy, Teresa, and I asked Dyer about seeing PotO as a FLC outing and... well, she didn't say no! :D It'd be cool if we could get that all worked out. <3 <3 Then we had to call my mom for a ride home. :D She had to take Katy home too, and it was cool because we asked her to go to Petra's and said okay and left us there while she went grocery shopping! :D And Jamie and her sister and her sister's husband were there! That was so weird and cool. They left before we did, though. :) Katy and I sat around talking about tea and other stuff. It was cool. I like how I can be all crazy with her, then just be mellow. Believe it or not, I don't act like I'm out of my mind all the time. :P I like to just... chill sometimes. :) Yeah. The ride home was just cool. Then when I came home I found a tamagotchi on my bed! :D :D My mom remembered! And she got a pretty light pink one! <3 It's a connection one too, so I can find someone else to mate it with! :D Yay! Also, Katy lent me Fiddler on the Roof so I can have some more musical fun. Hahaha I'm turning into such a geek. :'( AH WELL. :D The end!
Current Mood: happy Current Music: RENT - Happy New Year
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Whoo. Tired. :'( Stuff was boring. A lot of friends were missing. Bright spots of the day involved RENT. :P Geez, I need something better to do with my time. Shay's package has been taken care of! Only a month late... :D;; O well. I threw in RENT, and therefore it was worth the wait. Mwahahaha. Anyway? Hmm. Nothing really interesting happened today! It was boring. :'( I need something interesting to happen. I'm tired of waiting for something to happen. I'm tired of being let down and not being loved. I crave all these things, but it seems likes it's going to take forever to get anywhere. I NEED TO START GOING SOMEWHERE. Not moving out, per se, just getting somewhere with my life. Driver's liscence, job.... relationship. It's all static right now. But somehow, as silly as it seems, I'm afraid I'm going to miss all this. To go all RENT-ish on you, I'm afraid I WILL make it to Santa Fe, then miss New York before I can unpack. And all these ideals I speak about, all my dreams of Seattle or who-knows-where... what use will it be in the end? I don't know anymore. I just don't know. So, there you have it. I haven't touched any of my Geometry homework. Know why? I'm trying to build a basement in the Sims 2. :'( O, how my time is wasted.
Current Mood: sick Current Music: RENT - Happy New Year
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'Lo. Last night, I watched Girl with a Pearl Earring. It's one of the few movies that I didn't abhor Scarlet Johannson in. I don't like her that much. :P Cool. Anyway,I was laying in my bed listening to music around 11, then I dozed off and awoke around 9:00! :) That was just weird. I want a scarf like Mark's. :'( All dark blue and white and stripe-y. Which is awesome, because I've wanted a scarf. And now I know what kind I want! :D If only I could find it on Ebay. :'( Well, I found a cool scarf like what I want, but it's 20-ish dollars and... yeah. I could probably find cheaper if I looked around. And if you STILL haven't gotten me an X-mas present.... there you go. :P I talked to Shay and she gave me the OK to letting me rip the copy of the PotO OBCR I bought for her! :) And I made a copy of RENT for her in return. It's lovely~ I do enjoy it so. But I do sort of miss the way some lines in the movie were sang... :( Like the very last line. "It's over now, the music of the night"... in the movie, that just clenched me. On the cast recording, it was just... eh. I don't know, I'm just weird like that. :) His voice in the cast recording is more light and airy and mysterious, and in the movie it was more raw and emotional. That's just my opinion, I guess.That's my only real problem. :P So, yeah. Her package is going out tomorrow. I rewrapped it and everything. xD I spent like, the WHOLE DAY talking to Shay. :D We talked in the afternoon, worked on misa-chans, and then I called her and we chatted about stuff. :) I got stuff off my chest I've been longing to talk about, and it just made me happy. We talked about a lot of story stuff too and whatnot. I'm so glad to have a wonderful friend like her. That's about it, really. :) I had a nice day. I don't really want to go to school tomorrow. :{ O well. Le sigh.
Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: PotO OBCR - Down Once More.../Track Down This Murderer...
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Hello. I was going to make an entry before I left for Kiwi's, but that didn't exactly pan out. :D;; So let me start at the beginning. Friday was alright, I think. I don't remember it much now. :D;;; I had a good time at lunch, though, I remember that. :) Talking with Cory~ And RENThead fun with Katy! :D O, that reminds me! I saw the big book o' RENT (the black one with the whole script and all this hot shizznit, not the one that matches the cast recording cover) on half.com for like 10 dollars! :D :D :D I was so excited and my dad actually bought it for me, but then he got an email saying they sold out. :'( MUCHO DEVASTATION (as opposed to mucho masturbation). Anyway, went to Kiwi's party. Was fun, mostly. I liked the part where Katy and I belted out RENT. :P I'm sad we didn't get to disc 2. :'( Anyway, Kiwi said something that amused me greatly. She said that I'm fun because I'm traits of Ben, Teresa, Cory, Jamie, and Katy all mixed together. :D And, yeah. I've had thoughts like that before. I listened to disc 2 of RENT while I was trying to sleep. I shared a futon with Katy and Kiwi again. Why do I do this to myself? Why can't I let go? I was listening to disc 2 when I was trying to sleep, and it made me think. It's important to remember your past, because without it you are nothing. But then you can become obsessed with the past, and try to live INSIDE it. And by doing that, your life becomes just as meaningless. And that, I think, is one of my biggest faults. Morning was cool. DDR that wasn't marred by lame asses like Rikito and cinnamon rolls! :) Went to see PotO with Kiwi and Katy. Let me say, while I am full willing to belt out the RENT cast recording while at home and stuff, I DO NOT like it AT ALL when people want to sing along with movies at the theatre. Or at a play. It's bad theatre manners, it's bad movie manners, and honestly, I didn't pay to hear YOU sing. But since it was Miss Soukup, I'll forgive her. THIS TIME. :P Anyway, PotO was ABSOLUTELY FAB. ; ; <3 <3 <3 I wanted to cry near the end. Went to the mall afterwards. Didn't buy anything personally, just... looked around and stuff. Then was plopped off at my house. I want to say I had a good time and it was an absolute blast, but to say that would be a lie. And I don't want to lie. I felt like crying, and I'm glad I was able to hold it in until I came home. I felt like I was slowly dying. I... I don't want to talk about it. Hmm... that's about it, I think. I probably left a whole lot of interesting shit out, but O well. Every journal entry can't be a 500-page novel. Ciao.
Current Mood: depressed Current Music: The Shins - Kissing the Lipless
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Today was okay. Just generally... whatever. Talked to Nagle about Naruto in French. :P Tres amusant. I finished my Int Design project thing, and talked to Katy about RENT! :D Hoorah! I have made a RENThead with which to converse and geek out with! *dance* It's great. xD I feel bad for Katy, though. :/ When she was telling people she broke up with Matt, people were like "again?" and someone said "at least you aren't all sad and stuff this time" and it just made me want to PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE. People can be so fucking insensitive, I swear. Geometry was boring, because apparently I did the whole packet last night, when we were only supposed to do 2 pages. Leaving me with most of the period to myself. Well, she gave us another assignment but my mind kept wandering elsewhere. :'( O well. Lunch was cool. Geology was okay. I spent like, all period writing on my bag and rewriting stuff that had faded. :D After school! I watched Napoleon Dynamite. Mucho amusing! Ligers! :D :D I want a Pegasus Xing sign now. That made me so happy inside. xD Then we went to the awards ceremony! :D Well, first we stopped at Petra's and I got ACTUAL COFFEE so you guys who make fun of me for going to a coffee shop and getting coffee-free drinks can bite me. :D At the awards ceremony I sat with Katy and Matt and saw a lot of people I knew and it was great! :D My award was for Civics, as anticipated. And Katy got all RENT-excited because she finished it when she went home. :D Yay! Saw Rhodesy, and I was like, "You gave me an award! :D" and she was like, "Yeah, I did~ :D" And it was yay. Stephanie recorded it all apparently. :P And why didn't you go, Teresa? :{ You got an award in every class except Art 2 (because Graves didn't give awards to anyone cause she's a bitter old hag). And I'm still surprised Ben didn't get any awards... at all. xD Awww. Yeah, I saw the O and she said that she was proud of me and stuff and she was going to go "yay Ruthi!" for me but SOMEONE *cue glare at Katy's mom* beat her to it. xD Oh man, it was so great. Wonderful night. :D Now I think I'll wait for The Apprentice to come on, then do a bit o' homework or something. :D "Katy: It was like, you had me at hello, except it was, you had me at... tune up #1? :D Me: December 24th, 9 PM, Eastern Standard Time! From here on in I shoot without a script! :D"
Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: RENT - What You Own
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There is probably a meme similar to this out there somewhere, but I'm too lazy to dig it up. I'm the the mood for some different music! :) Particularly songs that remind you of me. So, send away, via yousendit or whatever you'd prefer. domo arigato, mr. roboto! :D *robot dance* Or, you know, you could just tell me and I'll look it up on limewire. But that's so troublesome. :'( Err, yes. That's all. <3 And since I've decided to do a bit of even trade, here's a meme for you. :D 1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you. 2. I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you. 3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise. 4. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you. 5. Put this in your journal. ( what sefie said about me, since I was very touched by it )
Current Mood: curious Current Music: Pretty Girls Make Graves - Sad Girls Por Vida
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Blah, today. I brought my RENT cast recording for Katy, but she forgot Napoleon Dynamite. :'( But since I couldn'tcarry it around in my bag al day as there is NO ROOM, I had to give it to her anyway. I miss my RENT already. :( I spazzed because I threw my bag on the ground this morning like usual, forgetting RENT was inside. Then I opened it and was like "ARE YOU OKAY?!?!" I am so sad sometimes. :D Anyway. French was okay, advisor time sucked ass, Int Design was fun due to the fun project we have, Geometry made me cry because I don't understand ANYTHING, lunch was hilarious!! They kept making fun of the way I laugh. :( Which, I will admit, is rather funny. I do all these weird little dances and shit. xD I wish someone would make a video of me and my laughing. I'd... laugh. Yeah. Katy and I are the green suede jacket gang! :D Rawr, baby! Geology was alright. I missed 6 questions on yesterdays test. :( Lame. And like, a lot of them were about isotopes. BECAUSE I HATE THEM. Anyway, Mr. Sirmans gave us like, half the class to ourselves to do nothing. So I worked on BtC! :D I have like, 4 pages to type up. w00t. Got Meredith papers after school! They want me! They really want me! 8D *spins around* I might just send them that little paper back... Even though I don't know what the hell it is. :'( Visited the baby bunnies after school~ :) They're so cute! :< I need to give them names. Because there are two and I am odd, they'll probably end up being Sibeal and Dimitri. Harhar. I love Sibeal-bunny~ :) She/he/it is the cutest thing! :D I took her inside and took pictures. ( bonne sounds like bunny... bonne bunny! )The end. Perhaps Geometry homework or something now. Or typing up story. Who knows~
Current Mood: tired Current Music: Dashboard Confessional - Living in Your Letters
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Ah, I'm feeling better now. :) It's just... there's something that's tearing me up inside, and I can't share it because I care about the others dearly, and frankly, if I did share it, no one would agree with my opinion and so it would just be pointless. It's stupid. But thank you, Cory ( silver_topaz). It was incredibly sweet of you to say all the things you did. :) <3 <3 <3 Knowing that someone out there cares always lessens the pain a bit. I've been spending my morning doing something I started ages ago. Privatizing my old journal entries. Wow, my journal is 5 years old. I think I missed it's birthday in December... oh well. It is 5 years old nonetheless. Some of the stuff I wrote when I was in like, 6th grade is so embarassing! :( But I can't just delete this journal and run off. My journal is like... a pie. The crust is slightly burnt on one side, but most of it is still great. So you're going to eat that motherfucking pie. :D Ah, I was so annoying back then. Why didn't any of you kill me? Were you expecting me to grow up into a wonderful person or something? If so... wow, I disappointed. 8D Wow, I really didn't have any friends until like... last year. Years past make me sad. ; ; That's about it. Maybe I just wanted to make a post about absolutely NOTHING, much like the entire year of 2001? :P Hahahaha. But now I think I'm going to work on my story. I spent all last night reworking my plot outline, because some of it just needed reworking. I still want to write the epilogue, as I have an idea, but it's sort of blurry right now. I'll probably know by the time I finish it, so... yeah. Going now!
Current Mood: amused Current Music: Poe - Amazed
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French - Dyer likes me. And I feel bad because I'm a bad public speaker and stuff. :( She'll ask me a question, and I'll just stare at her all dumbfounded until she answers her own question. Then I go and make 100s on tests and worksheets and stuff. :( Blah. There is a weird poster in her room that reads, "I'm looking for a place without irregular verbs!" or something to that effect. Every time I look at it, I go, wtf?! :) Int Design - There was a test. It was lame. :( And I was making an 88! A fucking 88! It's because I was missing this one homework thing, and I don't think we ever even went over it. So, since only 4 people actually had it, she gave us another chance to turn it in. So I did it in approximately 5 minutes and turned it in. Whatever shit grade I get has to be better than a 0. Geometry - Lame abounds. UGH, I was pissed off because the one time I'm actually ready to go when the bell rings, she kept us behind like 5 minutes so she could continue to run her mouth about shit no one was listening to anyway because OMFGTHEBELLRANG. :( Grargh. And when I got to lunch, there was no more chicken again. Well, let me correct myself, there was chicken, but the stupid whiny whores in front of me took it. Lunch pisses me off for this exact reason. I hate second lunch. HAAAATTTEEEE. There were people kissing and we could see them through the window and it was really gay. Geology - We talked about minerals! :D Like, minerals! Not the stupid lame atom crap inside them! Well, we talked about that a little but mostly it was just minerals! I was secretly gleeful inside. :) And I knew like, all the ones Mr. Sirmans was passing around. I wanted to steal a few... :'( So pretty. And apparently, the girl behind me is in my French class! Well, I know she is now that I think of it, but I didn't really know before, you follow? Because she passed me a rock and went, "here, Viviane!" :D It was tres amusant and stuff. The bus was cold and contained much lame drama. :( Like, Ashlee whatsherface was yelling at stupid goth-whatsherface for stuff that was stupid... and it was stupid. :( And totally ruined the conversation Lor and I were having about... whatever it was. I want to go to Petra's, but I doubt mi madre will take me. :'( Jeez, that's probably where I'm going to go all the time when I get my liscence. I'll end up going to Petra's with my laptop, sitting there and writing all day like some cool intellectual artist or something. Wouldn't that just be neat? Teehee. Dad talked more about Disney World stuff again... :( Apparently, if Katy (or Angel, I haven't forgotten you, love) pays 250 for the ticket, he'll cover the food and room and everything which, as he calculated, is going to be a lot more than 250 anyway. And... yeah. :'( Le sigh. But... internet in the hotel room this time! w00t! I've been working on my story again! :) I think I'll get back to it, or play a bit of Sims 2. Or nap. You know, whichever comes first.
Current Mood: tired Current Music: RENT - Finale
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Blah. Every class gave me homework. :{ Well, except French. But I weep. O HOW I WEEP. We had a debate in Int Design, and it was a much cooler debate than the one in English since it wasn't as uncool and orgazined. :P I got a 60 on my quiz thing because I made 4 rather stupid errors. :'( Woe is me. Lunch was interesting. Harharhar. In Geology, we got our quizzes back. I didn't fail! :D Yay! I just did the calculations and apparently I made an 88. Cool. I almost fell asleep in here cause I was soooo tired ; ; Came home. Watched Naruto. Was cool. w00t @ kimimaro. I'm so happy, I've been drawing again~ :D Well, during class, but... :( Still much joy. I finally took one of those type-indicator test things. I'm an INFP. Interesting. :) Judging from the company I'm in, I'm very... protagonistic? Hee. It's like 25 degrees outside, and my crazt old bat of a mother bought ICE CREAM. WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER?!? :( Now, to do homework, or nap, or something. I hope it snows tomorrow. Today feels like Friday, and therefore I shouldn't have to go to school. Blargh.
Current Mood: bored Current Music: Modest Mouse - Satin in a Coffin
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Oh! Guess who got reimbursed with 14 days of paid account time?! MOI! :DD Yay. Eeeeeeek. French - Lame. advisor time - MORE LAME. No transcripts until February! ; ; Int Design - Slightly less lame. But not by much. Geometry - EEWWWW. ; ; Lame. But I actually like proofs. I can actually understand them. But now I'm afraid they're going to turn on me. I don't trust math to be friendly at all. :< Lunch - I took pictures! :D And stuff. Aww, Sprousey and Mareth drifted off to form their own island away from Sarland. :'( (yes, whatever space I occupy around mi amigos is to be referred to as Sarland. Since art room can't very well contain Sarland anymore, now can it?) And there was no chicken. AGAIN. Geology - I BOMBED THE QUIZ. ; ; I looked at my paper the second he took the quiz up and felt like crying. I MIXED UP COBALT AND CARBON. And forgot tin and copper and what the hell ever else. ; ; Ugh I suck. So much suckage. O well. There were notes and stuff, but that's about it. DIDN'T go to Katy's afterschool today because she had to go and BE LAME and GET GROUNDED. :( Suckage. ( pictures!! )
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So? Today. I slept in really late, then I think I played Sims 2 or something until it was time to go to DA's party. It was fun... sort of. I was sort of mad at myself for being so horrendous at DDR, these were songs I knew, my body just wasn't listening to me and I got tired really easily. :( I also played some Halo 2, but I sucked ass and the only person I managed to kill was DA... my fellow teammate. :( Everyone else seemed to derive joy in killing ME, though. Also, my DDR pad has a name, Agatha. I am very protective of her. ; ; When I was at the party, Shay called. We talked some more, and we reached an apology. I have a lot to say, but I don't know how to articulate it. I un-filtered my entries for her. I just hope that things get better.... We've both got our flaws; things we need to work on. *sigh* I don't know what else to say. ( pictures from the party )
Current Mood: okay Current Music: shay on the phone
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[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<:d>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <b>My entry from Friday:</b>
Today was just weird. I stayed up until 1:30 doing my homework. Dude, my mom came in and was all worried about me. ; ; I told her I'd be done soon just so she wouldn't worry about me. I couldn't finish my Geometry homework; I just passed out. I was about to spaz this morning when I found out Katy didn't do it either, but Kiwi helped me. :) Yay. We watched a video in French, drew pictures in Int Design (which was fun, and Springs was impressed with my drawings :) ) and in Geometry there was a long ass boring test. She didn't even take up the review paper ; ; God damn it. I hate it when teachers torture me like that. Lunch was interesting, because Jamie, Rissy, Cory, Katy, and I ran inside to be with Sprousey, Lor, and Mareth! :D Mucho cool. We watched another video in Geology, and we got our tests back. I got a 37/40. ; ; Could be worse, I guess. The periodic table initimidates me. Jamie took me, Teresa, and Rissy to Petra's! :O I got a frozen coffee thing without any coffee. xD Yay sugar. It was good, though. Hoorah. We had a big adventure with stopping at everyone's houses and stuff and then we went to the mall! :D I bought some stuffs. ; ; The Chinese place was such a bitch to me. There wasn't any lo mein! All I wanted was lo mein. Blah, whatever. Teresa and I ate together and like, had a "date". xD HAHAHA. I used all these lame pickup lines on her, like "when i look at your ear, i want ot pierce it with my love", "when i look at your face, i want to sprinkle it with paprika", and "when i look into your eyes, i want to buy a boat. so i can sail around in them..." xD At Suncoast, I bought Kare Kano 13, melon soda, and pop rocks at Suncoast. <:D And at Waldenbooks, I bought my own copy of Son of the Shadows, and was pondering getting Child of the Prophecy when I saw FMA action figures! ; ; IN MYSTERY BOXES. URGH I HATE WHEN THEY DO THAT. I was like, holding them all trying to figure out who was in what box. :O I figured out Al (heaviest) and Ed (lightest), but the rest were a mystery! ; ; I really wanted Hughes, but I got Hawkeye. It's a good thing I got her. I like her. I would've been somewhat displeased with Roy, and I would've demanded a refund with Winry. :O Hahaha. O well. There was Richard and all those weird people I don't know and we watched a concert thing until Jamie came back from getting her mom to take us home. Because she left Rissy, Teresa, and I all alone. ; ;
That was the entry I made last night. Since then, I came home, was sad with LJ for it's downtime, and went to bed at like, 10-ish. Well, after I read volume 13 of Kare Kano. The random time-skip was just.. disconcerting. @w@ The mood of everything changed completely. It took me awhile to adjust, but it was still a good volume. :D
I have another entry to make, but is completely different in tone, so will not be added here.
<b><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/14151384/">I drew something! :O</a> </b>
<b>My entry from Saturday:</b>
HOLY FUCK. Yes, of course, MY cluster is the one that's going to be down for another fucking 5 billion years. I'm so fucking pissed off.
Shit happened today. I played DDR, ate ice cream, and stuff. I have a new story plot developing.
HOHOHO, I better get a paid account time extension for this. I remember one time LJ was down for like, 5 minutes, and I got an extra four days. WHERE IS THE LOVE, EL JAY? Dude, there need to be t-shirts or something. :( "I survived the LJ outage of '05!"
I've been reading shoebox project. Oh gods. ; ;
<lj-cut text="shoebox snippet that made me cry."> <i>"I like to remember everything," Remus says, very quietly, so as not to wake him. "As it was. Because moments by themselves aren't enough; they're just -- they're like photographs. They move a little, they wave, but they aren't everything. You can look back on a moment and say 'In that moment I was happy' or, more often than not, 'In that moment I was uncomfortable' or 'In that moment I was sad' or 'In that moment we were all berks' but you can look back on everything and you think, 'That was good.' Because when all the moments come together, when all the songs meet up with one another, you get something whole and complete and wonderful, people you loved and people you hated and a fondness for them you may not be able to recapture but everything you remember about them being somehow more than they really were, because that's what remembering everything does. When I'm old, I think, I'll look back on this and I won't remember 'That time Sirius thought, if he lit a fart on fire, he could make a star come out of his arse' but I'll probably remember the stars themselves. I won't think 'He nearly choked me when he grabbed onto my tie' but I will think about the stupid doggy noises you're making, even right now, even while you're sleeping. It probably means remembering everything and not jumping from moment to moment like life is a game of leap-frog and should be taken experience to experience like lily-pads is foolish, because I won't remember you're often a berk and James is often a berk and Peter can be impressively inane and I am such a wet-blanket with such a large nose it's a miracle you don't hate me. I'll just remember that I talked for five minutes to a friend who was already sleeping and I was happy anyway." Remus pauses, sighs, and thumbs the side of Sirius' jaw, not noticing the path of his fingers. "You're not going to remember any of this. Which is probably good since this, my friend, is definitely babble. I hate Gillyweed. It makes you think everything is profound when, in reality, you're talking to yourself and no one else can translate the language that is You." </i>
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<b>And now it's Sunday. </b>
Yes indeed, I am seething. :( And still reading shoebox_project. I hate EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WITH A FRIENDS ONLY JOURNAL. Stop being such pussies. ; ; I want to read entries but LJ has decided I am unworthy of logging in. And will be until around midnight tonight. I cry. I cry a lot.
HAHAHA there's a 05 blackout icon already. :O I am amused.
Finished shoebox project. THE FORESHADOWING IN PART 19. I almost cried. VEILS. ; ;
I can log in! :D Life is good. And now I post. And as promised on friday (or saturday?) another post will follow.
<b>[edit:]</b> I just realized I have like 3 days worth of flist backlog. PWNED. ; ;
Current Mood: bored Current Music: Anthony Rapp - Just Some Guy
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Ugh. Today. Was a day. Kiwi gave me a douche this morning. :P It was amusing. French - Ugh. I feel stupid. :( The end. Int Design - There was a quiz. I still felt stupid. Katy went through my SCAD stuff. I'm going to drag Katy to SCAD! :P And to Disney World. 8D I <3 Katy. Geometry - Yay, we worked on AM all period. I got some stuff done, but now I don't like asking Gurganus questions cause she made me feel all stupid. ; ; Yeah, I think everyone wanted me to be stupid today. And stuff. Anyway. Lunch - Jamie and Cory got out my douche and started playing with it and shit. They got douche juice on my jacket. :( It was funny for like, a minute but after that they really pissed me off so I went over to Katy. Before I left for Geology, I forcibly stuffed the other douche in Cory's pocket. Fucking annoying. Geology - There was a test. I think I did okay. There's another person I know in here now... that stupid chick who was in Art 2 with me. :/ You guys know, the one we had to draw? Ugh, I hate her. And now we're doing stuff with atoms and elements and minerals. Oh shit. I am going to die. :( What was I thinking when I changed my 4th to this... On the bus I showed Lauren my SCAD book, figuring she'd enjoy it as well. 8D I am taking everyone I know to SCAD! Mwahahah! Well, or not. :P But that would be fun. I came home and watched Naruto and it was awesome! :) Yay for bright spot in my day. Then I took a nap for an hour. :( Bad moi. I have to finish my Geology paper, and START my Int Design paper. All is due tomorrow. I am going to die. DA (and Kiwi?), I still need info on your parties! :O Stop being so gay! That's all. [edit] Holy fuck. I am SO sick of my father's shit. I'm counting down the days until I turn 18.
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Dude, okay. My dad wants to go to Disney World from May 21st - I dunno yet. We're going to Epcot, Downtown Disney (the arcade!!!1<3<3<3) and we're probably going to do a dinner theatre thing on the last day. Dad said I could bring a friend! 8D You don't have to pay for the room or anything, and if the ticket is cheap enough Dad said he might pay for you. But you would need your own spending money for goodies, and dinner theatre tickets and stuff. Angel said she wanted to go, but if that doesn't work out, I'm going to ask now if anyone else wants to go with. :) Just leave a comment here, or talk to me about it so I can get back to you when I get more info. [edit:]You see, May was when we were going to go to Japan. I was excited because robokodomo and I were planning to meet up. But apparently, because my mother wants to complicate things and shit, we can't go. Dad promised me that he'd take me before I graduate, but... sometimes that just isn't good enough. It won't be the same. ; ;
Current Mood: angry Current Music: Sugar Ray - When Its Over
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