OK. So TJ's computer is dead atm. TJs computer is my router.
It's been jsut randomly shutting down a lot and then one day it just couldnt even get through booting up and that was it. I haven't been online in quite a while as a result of this.

Im currently in Walnut Creek, awaiting surgery. My life is full of nothing, i am not bored, but i am not doing anything. I kind of like it this way.

I re-learned how to roll a J, and can now hand-roll something that looks like a stage prop in a movie.

I'm doing not much but talking about life and watching Drew play Warcraft. It's not that bad, I'm not really in the mood to be doing much of anything else.

A lot of people have been calling em with blocked IDs. just a reminder- i don't pick up calls from blocked numbers, so leave a message!Also i have just been not picking up the phone a lot. For a few days there i lost it.

well.

Surgery's thursday, and thats about it.
byebye

Eiren Go Braugh.


WHISKEY ! WHISKEY TO CELEBRATE THE MASSACRE!

So if you're ever too inebriated to go to freeb!rds, here's a decent easy quick chicken recipe that will sate your crave for spice.
Use 1/3 of a can of chickenbroth, and start it heating in a pan (i use a large cast iron with high walls). Throw in one lean clean chicken breast. spoon three or four tablespoons of salsa onto the top of the chicken breast. let sit for five minutes, flip. When the outside of the chicken starts to brown slightly start cutting the chicken breast into tiny strips and chunks. When the chicken is sliced thoroughly add a pinch of cumin and flip, stirring until the chickenbroth evaporates.

This chicken is good in a stoner quesadilla even!

other uses could be many.

well, im almost done, and ive moved on to A Camp. good news? bad news?

as long as i stay away from the Kate Bush i think Ill be ok

Oh god. My best work came while i was listening to "down the barrel of a gun"




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heeeeeelp meeeeeee im meeeeeeltiiiiiing

In the beginning this was easy. I could use almsot any words i wanted to because the definitions i had to choose from were so broad, so sweeping that it almost didn't matter what i typed in the blanks, ya know?
It was like i could say whatever i wanted as long as she was using big ambiguous words. Now shes using much more concise language and words with only one definition, words like copper and spoon. ARGH!

Ive been listening to ministry (not ministry of sound, just ministry) and a lot of stuff from TJs computer while doing this. It seemed like a good idea at the time, but without him here its so hard to concentrate on what im doing.

I jsut looked at the clock and its almost 230. I told Dave Id come over nad hang with him, but i guess that isn't going to happen.

SORRY DAVE! The paper is eating my brain, i can feel it melting.

two pages to go.

penumbra - noun

shadowy, of sorts. the area between shadow and light, the greying outer ring or a sunspot.
from latin meaning almost shadow.

hmmm.
gertrude stein says "any time there is a surface, there is a surface."
Using definitions for the word "surface" i have discovered that "any time there is the outer or the topmost boundary of an object there is a material layer constituting such a boundary"


i wonder if this isnt what she was trying to make us do.

So again im wiritng a paper. kinda.

I took "creative option" paper.
hehehehe

So analysis of Gerturde Stein, eh? Why the hell would anyone analyze Gertrude Stein!?!? thats the most pathetic and unwieldy analysis you could ever do!

so instead i copy-pasted the poem "Roast Beef" and systematicall replaced the words with dictionary definitions and synonyms.

( example )

( too much free time )

God i am so fucking tired. All i want to do is sleep but thats all ive BEEN doing. and when i wake up i STILL feel like crap. I have so much reading to do and im not sure i can do it because of this bullshit.

dammit.

I'm worried about skekkle, it hink he has diarrhea nd thats very bad for cornsnakes. I don't know if i have enough cash to take him to a vet though, and he seems hydrated. am i just being paranoid? I looked up more info on diseases common to corn snakes in captivity and they jsut talked about parasties that can cause what im talking about. Im worried for Schmendrick and I'm worried for Skekkle but i looked them both over, theres no disharge from the eyes nose or mouth, theyre shedding comfortably, they're shiny and their eyes are bright. They both ate yesterday on time and in good form, but Skekkle's feces is runny and darker than usual. It doesn't smell foul or anything, but i think imight need to quarantine him for a few weeks so that i can be sure Schmendrick is ok. I might be overreacting. I'm still concerned though.

........

dammit.

I'm home alone half dressed in front of my computer, again.
this is becoming more of a pattern thatn I'd like to think about.
my hands feel really weird. Maybe this is dishpan hand? I dunno. My skin usually stands up to chemicals pretty well. Guess half a bottle of industrial strength toilet cleaner isn't exactly the average cleaning product though. ::sigh:: and the best part? my toilet isnt even completely clean! Theres something wrong witht he bowls here, they're way too porous and nasty and they just turn blue, then you scrub the stuff off and it's still stained underneath. icky. that or worse.

this time im not washing it off after ten minutes like it says, im reapplying nad leaving it for another twenty.

Who here knew that Francisco Pizarro was an illiterate, illegitimate pauper before he conquered Peru?

I can't help it, i feel good for him. Yeah, he slaughtered an entire race, and genocide IS horrible nad i DO NOT condone it.

but he left home because he couldnt get a job, couldnt find a wife, and would have jsut shirveled up and died in Spain. So he went out to find his fortune. And ya know what? His fortune happened to be an entire Nation.

Isn't that the american dream?

in 100 words my paper will be done. So why aren't i working on it? its due in an hour. why!?!?!?

I miss TJ. He's at work and im here on his computer and i miss him. Im not lonely, Vern is here to keep me company. But i miss him and having him around. i wish that this was just me putting off my paper, and avoiding the annoying bits, but.... I dunno, i miss him.

Happy Birthday Leticia!!!!!!!


Sorry it's almsot belated!