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[16 Jun 2004|12:38pm] bleedingxxme [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | clutch.careful w/that mic ] pics from last night.. ( perfect lines ) 8 | Say What?

The introduction [15 Jun 2004|09:36pm] wooden_dominoes [ mood | mehh ] [ music | none ] 01. Whats your name? Amanda 02. Age, Birthday, and Local? 16, 12-15, and colorado 03. Form of SI?: cutting, biting, burning, scratching, pulling hair, interference with healing, snapping rubber bands on my wrists (leaves cool arse bruises), all that good stuff 04. Why do you SI?: usually i do when i'm mad or sad cause it gets rid of those feelings and makes me feel better 05. When was your first time? What did you use? september 19. the very first time was a saftey pin 06. Where do you most often SI? used to be my arms, now it's my hips 07. What do you use? razors i stole from the bio room. if not available i have other things. 08. Do you hide it? yes and it surprisingly works very well 09. Do you listen to music while you SI? no cause i do it in my bathroom 10. Anyone know? Want them to? lots of people (stupid bitch that can't keep secrets). and a few cause they do it, too, so we can talk about it 11. Eating Disorders? rumors of it. i don't eat a lot just cause i'm not ever hungry. i've only tried to throw up a few times. didn't work cause i didn't have anything in me. 12. Mental Disorders? none diagnosed 13. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? i'd ask about it. some of the stuff on this survey. when, why, etc. 14. Thank you for filling this out no prob Say What?

[15 Jun 2004|11:07pm] x0huneybunnz33 [ mood | aggravated ] 01. Whats your name? Mandy 02. Age, Birthday, and Local? 18, January 22nd 1986, Gloucester,NJ 03. Form of SI?: Cutting,Burning,Hair Pulling,Anything. 04. Why do you SI?: I don't really know..It's been so long. Just basically,to inflict physical pain,to hide the emotional pain 05. When was your first time? What did you use? god..umm...abt 4 yrs ago..exacto knife 06. Where do you most often SI? wrists,arms,stomach,legs,neck,ankle 07. What do you use? anything i can get my hands on 08. Do you hide it? sometimes i try to 09. Do you listen to music while you SI? not really 10. Anyone know? haha..like everyone 11. Eating Disorders? i tried to stop eating and succeded 3 months 12. Mental Disorders? Depression/Borderline Personality Disorder 13. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? I just would talk to her,I don't want her to end up like me. A suicidal depressed lunatic.There's other ways,don't get sucked in. 14.last time cut? 2 hours ago 15.where,and how many cuts? thighs-57 on each thigh,arms-one on right,9 on left.Stomach,32. 16.care to share? I'll post pics.later. Maybe. Say What?

[15 Jun 2004|01:32pm] bl00dyrainb0w_ 01. Whats your name? Ashleigh 02. Age, Birthday, and Local? 16, 8-26, + Minnesota 03. Form of SI?: Cutting, burning, erasing... etc 04. Why do you SI?: Gives me a clean feeling 05. When was your first time? What did you use? First time was when I was about 6, and I just took a kitchen knife and sliced my arm... 06. Where do you most often SI? Arms, legs, ribcage, neck, back... anywhere 07. What do you use? Anything with a somewhat sharp edge. 08. Do you hide it? For a few hours 09. Do you listen to music while you SI? Sometimes 10. Anyone know? Want them to? Yep, and I don't really care 11. Eating Disorders? Anorexia 12. Mental Disorders? Depression 13. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? I cry... \: 14. Thank you for filling this out ^,^ Say What?

newbie [15 Jun 2004|02:16am] firefaerie7 [ mood | cold ] [ music | Marilyn Manson-Dope Show ] 01. Whats your name? katy 02. Age, Birthday, and Local? 14, july 23rd 1989, naples 03. Form of SI?: emotional teardowns, cutting with pencils, pens, nails, my nails, and just about any sharp object i could find 04. Why do you SI?: because i hate myself and i deserve to die 05. When was your first time? What did you use? february 2003, knives 06. Where do you most often SI? wrists and my mind 07. What do you use? anything i can get my hands on and emotional cut downs 08. Do you hide it? sometimes i try to 09. Do you listen to music while you SI? most the time 10. Anyone know? Want them to? my best friend is the only person who knows 11. Eating Disorders? i tried to stop eating and succeded 3 months 12. Mental Disorders? uh...i like to beat myself up on the inside 13. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? i have and i freaked out because it was at a time that i didn't si and i didn't want anyone else to turn out like me so i didn't want her to Say What?

newbie [15 Jun 2004|02:15am] dragon_darigon [ mood | semi-depressed ] [ music | metallica (i dunno...it's on t.v. and i didn't catch title) ] 01. Whats your name? Caitie 02. Age, Birthday, and Local? 14, march 20th 1990, florida 03. Form of SI?: cutting, biting, slapping 04. Why do you SI?: depression, i'm fat ugly, stupid.... 05. When was your first time? What did you use? around september a razor blade from a razor 06. Where do you most often SI? bottom of forearms...wrists 07. What do you use? razor blades from razors not used to shave with 08. Do you hide it? yes....i try to very well 09. Do you listen to music while you SI? yes....but it's always on 10. Anyone know? Want them to? yes....katy....no....i like to hide it 11. Eating Disorders? close to anorexic until 2 friends forced me to eat 2 huge slices of pizza...tried bulemia but there was nothing to throw up on both tries 12. Mental Disorders? 13. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? uh.....i'd ask why and ask to see them...wanting to know how deep..... 14. Thank you for filling this out ^,^ Say What?

[14 Jun 2004|10:51pm] broken_x_tears [ music | dashboard confessional ] .New. 01. Whats your name?  Sara 02. Age, Birthday, and Local?  14 - january 19- california 03. Form of SI?: cutting 04. Why do you SI?: to lessen the emotional pain, and turn it into physical 05. When was your first time? What did you use? January 19, 200l. I woke up and it was my 11th birthday, i woke up and went into my parents room and said hi to my mom.. she started yelling for no good reason tellin me she wished i was never born. I went in to the bathroom went into her makeup bag and took her little scissors thingys and used that. 06. Where do you most often SI?  mostly anywhere on either arm, and soemtimes my stomach 07. What do you use? razorblades, scissors, whatever i can find at the moment when i need it 08. Do you hide it? depends on where i am. 09. Do you listen to music while you SI? sometimes. 10. Anyone know? Want them to?well i guess everyone knows since the teacher saw it in the lockerroom and told the counselor who told my teachers and parents, and eventually the whole school found out somehow.. =/ 11. Eating Disorders? I was bulemic and still sorta am, but they stuck me inside the mental hospital for that too and now i have to take medicine for that. 12. Mental Disorders?  yes. 13. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? both my best friends do it, one of them found out about it through me and then started, and the other one has been doing it about as long as me. 14. Thank you for filling this out ^,^  you're welcome ma'am Say What?

[14 Jun 2004|11:16pm] sallys_stiches When I cut I don't feel anything either.I use to use a blade from a razor that I broke with a hammer.It wass small and flimsy but it fut deeper than my boxcutter.The other night I took the razor and broke it in half.I threw it away....I still have the urge to cut when I'm upset but I fight it like a smoker ya know.I stop to let my arm heel.All my cuts are under my many bracelets.I hide it.I don't want anyone to know because I'm scared they'll either 1) tell my Mom 2) tell alot of people and the world will think I'm more of a freak then they already do and 3) it's weird but I'm scared and try and help me.I don't want people to care about me and I don't want them to help me.I can do that myself.... Say What?

[14 Jun 2004|08:21pm] rainbowfaerie13 [ mood | creative ] ( lovemychucks ) right leg scars Say What?

[14 Jun 2004|05:20pm] bloody_suicide new. 01. Whats your name? christina 02. Age, Birthday, and Local? 15 / 13.09. / germany 03. Form of SI?: cutting 04. Why do you SI?: just a little help for my mind 05. When was your first time? What did you use? october (i think it was the 9th) 2002, razorblade 06. Where do you most often SI? inside & outside left & right arm 07. What do you use? razorblade 08. Do you hide it? mh, no 09. Do you listen to music while you SI? no, i look tv (sometimes) 10. Anyone know? Want them to? everybody who knows me 11. Eating Disorders? no 12. Mental Disorders? "just" cutting 13. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? mh i would feel disappointed and guilty... 14. Thank you for filling this out ^,^ ;D Say What?

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[14 Jun 2004|01:19am] coming_to_terms Ive really been working on quitting for a while now. I promised my best friend I would after a very emotional night, and so far its been two months. I have scars from last year that are almost faded and are lower on my leg. I was wondering if anyone had tried using the tatoo cover up stuff. I would love to be able to wear skirts this summer. So does it work? Say What?

[13 Jun 2004|10:17pm] darkwriter2004 [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | These walls, Trapt ] Bipolar Bisexual Pyromaniac Suicidal Alcoholic Nicotine Addict Pill Popping Paranoid Skitzo With a depressed father And a Workaholic mother Always caught up In their own dammed lives To give i shit But now thats over But perhaps next time They wont make the same mistake But i doubt it Maybe thats why i am the way i am Because of you Bipolar Bisexual Pyromaniac Suicidal Alcoholic Nicotine Addict Pill Popping Paranoid Skitzo Please post comments 1 | Say What?

[13 Jun 2004|10:09pm] bleedingxxme Tomorrow night, at 9 p.m. on Lifetime, there's a movie on called Painful Secrets. and its about a girl that hurts herself. just thought I'd post it if anyone was interested, I know I'll be watching it.. 4 | Say What?

[12 Jun 2004|09:19pm] bleedingxxme [ mood | lonely ] [ music | soil.can you heal me ] Hello. I'm new here... well, heres my survey.. 01. Whats your name? Erin 02. Age, Birthday, and Local? 17, August 9th, Ohio 03. Form of SI?: cutting, sometimes burning or hitting myself 04. Why do you SI?: its my coping mechanism...and my addiction, I can get depressed, sad, suicidal for no reason and just have to hurt myself to get rid of those feelings 05. When was your first time? What did you use? my first time was over 4 years ago.. I used a gilette razorblade 06. Where do you most often SI? my arms and thighs 07. What do you use? razorblades, I usually use those bic/gilette blades you get out of those plastic shavers 08. Do you hide it? yes 09. Do you listen to music while you SI? not always 10. Anyone know? Want them to? yes and no 11. Eating Disorders? n/a 12. Mental Disorders? -shrugs- I've never been to a doctor or anything to find that out 13. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? ..this has happened.. I was worried she could end up like me. I talked with her about it, and she doesnt do it anymore 14. Thank you for filling this out ^,^ 3 | Say What?

[11 Jun 2004|09:29pm] aqua_varh ( Im new here is my thing ) 1 | Say What?

[10 Jun 2004|02:50pm] xoxcharmedxox i think i'm finally getting the help i need, jed is great and is willing help me, it's always been hard for me to open up to people, becuz i'm always afriad i'm going to lose them.....but jed promised i wasn't gonna lose him.,,,, and i think i'm finally ready to take that chance comment? 4 | Say What?

[10 Jun 2004|12:43am] slipknotxfreak 01. Whats your name? Brittany 02. Age, Birthday, and Local? 13, Jan. 18, London, Ky. 03. Form of SI?: Cutting 04. Why do you SI?: In my opinion it makes things better 05. When was your first time? What did you use? my first time was in the 6th grade. and i was in school and all i could find was a really sharp pencil. 06. Where do you most often SI? in my room 07. What do you use? razors whatever i can find 08. Do you hide it? do my best do 09. Do you listen to music while you SI? sometimes 10. Anyone know? Want them to? no, no 11. Eating Disorders? no 12. Mental Disorders? yeah. 13. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? i dont really have a best friend, but if i did i wouldn't really care 14. Thank you for filling this out ^,^ Say What?

*rubs leg* [07 Jun 2004|06:10pm] jeebus_of_doom [ mood | giddy ] [ music | ... x silence x ... ] Owie... I went to see Harry Potter on Friday. Well, we were going to go to the six thirty showing, but when we got there, it was already sold out. So we bought tickets for the seven thirty showing instead. On our way out to the car in the parking lot, I was just playing around and chasing Kevin. I went to go kick him really hard and he lifted up his knee to protect himself. CRACK! I was down on the pavement holding my leg for dear life. Jesus, that hurt. Now my leg's been hurting ever since. I can walk on it, it just hurts alot. Ugghh... Hubert told me Saturday night that he wanted to sort of be my boyfriend while I'm here in Illinois visiting with my mother. I can't do that! I'm with Derek! Oye... the funny thing is, before I moved to Florida, I had the hugest crush on Hubert. Now he likes me and I can't be with him. Not that I don't love being with Derek. It's just weird timing. Yeah, I spent Saturday night at Tiffany's. She doesn't deserve her boyfriend, Billy. He's kinda stupid but he's a really really nice guy, and she hits him and degrades him all the time about shit. It isn't right. But anywho... I'm stayin this Saturday night at Bobbay's!!!! It's Liz's 18th birfday and they want me to spend the day with them. Then Saturday, they're having a sort of slumber party thing with a bunch of friends, and they want me to come. Whoo! *dances* x Jae x Say What?

[06 Jun 2004|06:36pm] xoxcharmedxox hi everybody! 4 | Say What?

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