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. darkserenity . duchess . aaron . victoria . jeff . zombieinferno .
. jenndustrial .necroraven . Charles . immorak . valis . 1369 . sh0kr0k . surfocrates.
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doctors percription:life update:
Mood:awake.
yep.
http://spyderdelusion.deviantart.com/gallery/
.1.-lots and lots and lots of my new art displayed -:Delusional Dezignz-DeviantART
(go lookie)
http://spyderdelusion.deviantart.com/gallery/
.2.-Engaged(Not Rain)-((i know the last i updated about having a man-twas him)) yea.. no. see i don't tell anyone anything anymore.
(whattabitch)
http://spyderdelusion.deviantart.com/gallery/
.3. The Happiest i have been in fucking ages
(boutfuckintime)
http://spyderdelusion.deviantart.com/gallery/
.4. Working on getting child-support from jon
(gave him a chance to be a dad and he decided to give me bullshit about being in med school.. jon in med school?? hahahahaha FUCKIN PLEASE)
http://spyderdelusion.deviantart.com/gallery/
.5. Finally.. to take on the engagement means i take on the other child
(uh... wait.. back up! on the straight.. my mind is floating in much better direction after a few things.. and perhaps slowly introduced to the yougun-whom by the way is austins age.. may turn out better then what i think)
http://spyderdelusion.deviantart.com/gallery/

my life has some straightening up to do yet.. but i can seriously say.. (warning:before i say it-grab your heart monitor:) I am absolutely glad to be alive.

k.. enough of that happy bullshit.

there are much much more updates on my life in my deviant art journal.. so shit you think you missed out on.. will be in there


i will post a couple pictures but.. there are pleanty of new pictures opf me in deviant art.. so even more reason to go check out my art site


http://www.deviantart.com/view/12178024/ http://www.deviantart.com/view/12177535/ http://www.deviantart.com/view/12177524/ http://www.deviantart.com/view/12177487/
16 helped with the straight jacket -.†.- strap me in.

doctors percription:The Dorkimus Documentury
Mood:aggravated.
a short animation
starring my friend & pet, Nate


http://www.deviantart.com/download/10844254/
1 helped with the straight jacket -.†.- strap me in.

Mood:aggravated.
My journal Friend list is being cleaned

Who I am Deleting:

  • Constant quiz takers/posters

  • Those who do not update atleast once a month

  • Those who do not comment

  • Those who don't read

  • Those I do not speak to or read of.

  • Communities I do not participate in

  • Communities That I don't really care to watch



Who I am Keeping:

  • Those I know IRL

  • Those who update atleast once a month

  • Those who if they post quizes, do not post them very often

  • Those who post serious updates

  • Those who comment

  • Those that may not comment but read my journal

  • Those I took a fancy to and added first

  • and some for my personal reason.

  • Communities I participate in

  • Communities I watch




those who freak out because you wanna keep stalking me,
check your Friend list...
if you are still on it.. you have no need to worry



Reason for Journal Cleaning
pic thieves, art thieves, drama kings/queens, accessive quiz postings, I have become a different person. I know who my Real friends are.
If you want me to keep you.. comment.
38 helped with the straight jacket -.†.- strap me in.

Poll #199718 Body modifacation PART 2
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

If "yes", where are they?

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head
5 (26.3%) 5 (26.3%)

shoulder
4 (21.1%) 4 (21.1%)

neck(the back of)
2 (10.5%) 2 (10.5%)

base of neck
1 (5.3%) 1 (5.3%)

Back(upper)
8 (42.1%) 8 (42.1%)

Back(lower or "the small")
6 (31.6%) 6 (31.6%)

Full back piece
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

chest
6 (31.6%) 6 (31.6%)

whole leg piece
2 (10.5%) 2 (10.5%)

thigh(outter)
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

ass (pick a cheek)
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

genital
1 (5.3%) 1 (5.3%)

calve(s)
2 (10.5%) 2 (10.5%)

ankle(s)
7 (36.8%) 7 (36.8%)

feet
2 (10.5%) 2 (10.5%)

continued

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stomach
2 (16.7%) 2 (16.7%)

breasts (male or female)
3 (25.0%) 3 (25.0%)

arm(upper)
7 (58.3%) 7 (58.3%)

arm(lower)
3 (25.0%) 3 (25.0%)

fore arm(inner)
3 (25.0%) 3 (25.0%)

fore arm(outter)
2 (16.7%) 2 (16.7%)

elbow
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

whole sleeve
1 (8.3%) 1 (8.3%)

half sleeve
1 (8.3%) 1 (8.3%)

whole body
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

whole leg
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

wrists
4 (33.3%) 4 (33.3%)

abdomen
1 (8.3%) 1 (8.3%)

thigh(inner)
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

thigh(outter)
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

if "no" do you plan on any?

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yes
12 (85.7%) 12 (85.7%)

NO
2 (14.3%) 2 (14.3%)

* what is your opinion on the tattoo?

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Fuckin sexy!
17 (53.1%) 17 (53.1%)

CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT EM!
5 (15.6%) 5 (15.6%)

the more the marrier :)
4 (12.5%) 4 (12.5%)

Fucking disgusting!!
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

Cool, but it isn't for me.
2 (6.2%) 2 (6.2%)

really want colorful scars your body? wheres that damn razorblade?
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

it's disturbing.
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

twitch
2 (6.2%) 2 (6.2%)

i have no opinion
2 (6.2%) 2 (6.2%)

same as the piercing question do you find the same or opposit sex more attractive with tats?

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Yes
22 (81.5%) 22 (81.5%)

No
5 (18.5%) 5 (18.5%)

* Big and detailed, or small and simple more obvious less obvious

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as long as i get attention
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

as long as i can get a job
11 (35.5%) 11 (35.5%)

big and detailed
14 (45.2%) 14 (45.2%)

small and simple
11 (35.5%) 11 (35.5%)

more obvious
4 (12.9%) 4 (12.9%)

less obvious
5 (16.1%) 5 (16.1%)

niether.
3 (9.7%) 3 (9.7%)

* under age tattooing?

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it's their body, let em destroy/deccorate it how they wish.
7 (21.9%) 7 (21.9%)

they shouldn't do it till they are older, they could regret it in the future
16 (50.0%) 16 (50.0%)

I wouldn't let my child do it not till they become of age
3 (9.4%) 3 (9.4%)

i would disown my child
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

start em out young
1 (3.1%) 1 (3.1%)

hopefully the person inking them will fuck it up so they have to live with it the rest of their life!!!! that'll learn em
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

they try to hard to get attantion
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

if my child wants a tattoo, he'll/she'll get one, doesn't matter the age.
2 (6.2%) 2 (6.2%)

it's art i think everyone no matter the age should atleast have one or two.
2 (6.2%) 2 (6.2%)

no opinion
1 (3.1%) 1 (3.1%)

* would you consider getting a significant others name tattooed on your body?

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oh.. so sweet
1 (3.2%) 1 (3.2%)

no, its a jinx
8 (25.8%) 8 (25.8%)

no, nothing lasts forever, sept trisha's name on my arm when she dragged me in the parlor and got me drunk. THE FUCKING WHORE!!! WHY'D SHE HAVE TO SLEEP WITH MY FUCKING BROTHER!!!! *sob*
3 (9.7%) 3 (9.7%)

its alright, just make sure you date people with the same name as the tat you have and hide it till you get serious with the person! everythings cool
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

no, thats a retarded consept
10 (32.3%) 10 (32.3%)

yea, only if i knew FOR SURE that i had him/her pussy/dick whipped
2 (6.5%) 2 (6.5%)

yes if you really really loved them and really wanted it done.
7 (22.6%) 7 (22.6%)

can we not go there, painful memory *sob*
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

* your opinion, the best kind of tat:

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tribal
17 (56.7%) 17 (56.7%)

realistic(portrait, animal, bowl of fruit)
7 (23.3%) 7 (23.3%)

gothic(celtic, lanore, skulls, black roses, stitches, Johnny the homicidal maniac etc...)
25 (83.3%) 25 (83.3%)

morbid (see acristis' art for sample,
17 (56.7%) 17 (56.7%)

flash
3 (10.0%) 3 (10.0%)

cute(butterfly, bunnie, flower, etc..)
4 (13.3%) 4 (13.3%)

silly (cartoons, simpsons,)
5 (16.7%) 5 (16.7%)

animal(leopard print, aminal paws, animal tribal etc)
8 (26.7%) 8 (26.7%)

* does my ass look big in these pants?

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um.. um... *twitch*
11 (34.4%) 11 (34.4%)

sure
3 (9.4%) 3 (9.4%)

good gawd. please move that thing before you poke someones eye out!
1 (3.1%) 1 (3.1%)

um.. ok.
6 (18.8%) 6 (18.8%)

no.
11 (34.4%) 11 (34.4%)

* do you think a tattoo should have sentimental value,(reflect a sentamental time in your life) or do you just have/want them because you like the design only.

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sentimental value is most important, other wise why bother?
14 (45.2%) 14 (45.2%)

both are nice
21 (67.7%) 21 (67.7%)

i like/want it because it looks cool, i'll probably hate it after awhile though.
2 (6.5%) 2 (6.5%)

i was drunk when it happened so i don't know why i got it.. damn you trisha! DAMN YOU TO HELL!!!!
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

heh nevermind
2 (6.5%) 2 (6.5%)

i had a long list of questions in my mind, and they were really good questions.. im just getting to be lazy ..thank you though for wasting 15 or less/more minutes of your life for answering my questions.. its appriciated....... well.... not really.. but it sounded pretty didn't it?
3 helped with the straight jacket -.†.- strap me in.

Poll #199715 Body modifacation
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

do you like piercings?

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yes
121 (95.3%) 121 (95.3%)

no
5 (3.9%) 5 (3.9%)

Do You Have Any piercings of your own?

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yes
99 (79.2%) 99 (79.2%)

no
25 (20.0%) 25 (20.0%)

If "Yes" How many?

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1-4
48 (46.6%) 48 (46.6%)

5 or more
32 (31.1%) 32 (31.1%)

10 or more
12 (11.7%) 12 (11.7%)

15 or more
6 (5.8%) 6 (5.8%)

20 or more
4 (3.9%) 4 (3.9%)

if "yes" where are they?

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antitragus
3 (3.5%) 3 (3.5%)

cartilage
41 (48.2%) 41 (48.2%)

cheek
2 (2.4%) 2 (2.4%)

conch(inner)
3 (3.5%) 3 (3.5%)

conch(outer)
1 (1.2%) 1 (1.2%)

daith
2 (2.4%) 2 (2.4%)

helix
4 (4.7%) 4 (4.7%)

industrial
14 (16.5%) 14 (16.5%)

lobe
68 (80.0%) 68 (80.0%)

orbital
6 (7.1%) 6 (7.1%)

rook
4 (4.7%) 4 (4.7%)

snug
1 (1.2%) 1 (1.2%)

tragus
7 (8.2%) 7 (8.2%)

transverse lobe
2 (2.4%) 2 (2.4%)

eyebrow
25 (29.4%) 25 (29.4%)

continued

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bridge
4 (5.3%) 4 (5.3%)

nostril
20 (26.7%) 20 (26.7%)

septum
14 (18.7%) 14 (18.7%)

labret(lower-lip)
26 (34.7%) 26 (34.7%)

medusa
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

monroe/madonna/crawford
5 (6.7%) 5 (6.7%)

lip
27 (36.0%) 27 (36.0%)

lip web(aka gum)
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

tongue
31 (41.3%) 31 (41.3%)

tongue web
1 (1.3%) 1 (1.3%)

uvulva
1 (1.3%) 1 (1.3%)

navel
16 (21.3%) 16 (21.3%)

nipple
32 (42.7%) 32 (42.7%)

surface
4 (5.3%) 4 (5.3%)

amphallang
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

continued

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apadravya
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

dydoe
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

frenum
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

guiche
1 (5.0%) 1 (5.0%)

hafada
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

lorum
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

prince alber(pa)
2 (10.0%) 2 (10.0%)

scrotum
1 (5.0%) 1 (5.0%)

clitoral hood
3 (15.0%) 3 (15.0%)

clitoris
2 (10.0%) 2 (10.0%)

labia(inner)
2 (10.0%) 2 (10.0%)

labia(outer)
4 (20.0%) 4 (20.0%)

triangle
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

other places not listed
14 (70.0%) 14 (70.0%)

if "no" do you plan on getting any?

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yes
29 (65.9%) 29 (65.9%)

no
15 (34.1%) 15 (34.1%)

what is your opinion of the piercing?

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what is your opinion of the piercing?
31 (25.0%) 31 (25.0%)

CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT EM!
41 (33.1%) 41 (33.1%)

the more the marrier :)
64 (51.6%) 64 (51.6%)

Fucking disgusting!!
2 (1.6%) 2 (1.6%)

Cool, but it isn't for me
13 (10.5%) 13 (10.5%)

do you find the oposit or same(for the homosexual) sex more attractive with piercings? (if it doesnt matter just leave blank)

View Answers

yes
78 (90.7%) 78 (90.7%)

no
8 (9.3%) 8 (9.3%)

Do you like them piercing rings or bars big or small?

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microscopic, just visible enough for your common cold germ,
4 (3.5%) 4 (3.5%)

16 g
12 (10.6%) 12 (10.6%)

14 g
26 (23.0%) 26 (23.0%)

12 g
19 (16.8%) 19 (16.8%)

10 g
17 (15.0%) 17 (15.0%)

8 g
17 (15.0%) 17 (15.0%)

6 g
4 (3.5%) 4 (3.5%)

4 g
4 (3.5%) 4 (3.5%)

2 g
2 (1.8%) 2 (1.8%)

0 g
8 (7.1%) 8 (7.1%)

what do you think about kids 16 and younger getting piercings?

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it's their body, let em destroy/deccorate it how they wish.
30 (23.8%) 30 (23.8%)

they shouldn't do it till they are older, they could regret it in the future
17 (13.5%) 17 (13.5%)

I wouldn't let my child do it not till they become of age
8 (6.3%) 8 (6.3%)

i would disown my child
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

start em out young
9 (7.1%) 9 (7.1%)

ears pierced is one thing, (if they are a girl)
5 (4.0%) 5 (4.0%)

ear piercings are cool but anything else is going too far
10 (7.9%) 10 (7.9%)

hopefully they'll get em ripped out by accident, that'll learn em
2 (1.6%) 2 (1.6%)

they try to hard to get attantion
4 (3.2%) 4 (3.2%)

if my child wants a piercing, he'll/she'll get one, doesn't matter the age.
12 (9.5%) 12 (9.5%)

it's art i think everyone no matter the age should have one or two.
10 (7.9%) 10 (7.9%)

no opinion
19 (15.1%) 19 (15.1%)

* do you think bunnies are cute?

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Yes
90 (70.9%) 90 (70.9%)

No
37 (29.1%) 37 (29.1%)

* do you like tattoo's?

View Answers

Yes
119 (93.7%) 119 (93.7%)

No
8 (6.3%) 8 (6.3%)

* do you have any tats of your own?

View Answers

Yes
55 (43.7%) 55 (43.7%)

No
71 (56.3%) 71 (56.3%)

If "Yes" How many?

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1-4
42 (76.4%) 42 (76.4%)

5 or more
7 (12.7%) 7 (12.7%)

10 or more
3 (5.5%) 3 (5.5%)

15 or more
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

20 or more
3 (5.5%) 3 (5.5%)
5 helped with the straight jacket -.†.- strap me in.

doctors percription:the begaining of a not so beautiful friendship
Mood:creative.
Music:Aeon Flux - The Dark Prison.
this post has been changed from many things.

originally it was a post made for seeing how many comments i could collect

then it was a start for my "friend's only journal" post, and the comments

then just the friend only journal post.. nod now.. fuck.. i dont know.

screw it.. leave a comment for shits and giggles.
368 helped with the straight jacket -.†.- strap me in.