The obsolete one....

Wow. Calm the fuck down. You are way too worried
about crap. This is just a quiz you know. By
the way what is that smell??


What Happy Bunny Are You?
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Date: Thu, 21 Aug 2003 15:15:45 -0700
From: innocentchild <>
To: Karina <>
Cc: sfraves@*********.org
Subject: Re: [sfraves] SRR: News - Mexico: Raves Become All The Rage

Oh yeah sorry forgot that you got booted off their for being a source of
drama. So far today I've done more work on the corporate site than you've
done on sfraves in 5 years. Don't ever try to talk to me about working or
what I should be doing Karina. The *********.org after your name isn't
deserved. Why you even are a part of anything SFR is only because you're
legacyware. Dead wood that's kept around out of sheer graciousness of Brian
B. You know it. A lot of us know it. You're a hindrance Karina not an asset.

Maybe I can become really bored and petition for your removal and have
someone *productive* replace you and give SFR a new face. That almost
happened to you and you don't even realize it...

and come on... you gotta come up with something better than playing off the
innocentchild shit. That's so tired. So old. So fucking cheeseball lame.

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That just about says it all.

Current Mood: ecstatic

Tomorrow Bitches!!!!

After all you put me through, you'd think I'd despise you,
But in the end, I wanna thank you coz you made me that much stronger.
When I thought I knew you, thinking that you were true,
I guess I, I couldn't trust coz your bluff-time is up coz I've had enough.
You were there by my side, always down for the ride,
But your joy-ride just came down in flames coz your greed sold me out of shame.
After all of the stealing and cheating,
You probably think that I hold resentment for you, but uh-uh, oh-no, you're wrong.
Coz if it wasn't for all that you tried to do,
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through, so I wanna say thank you.
Coz it makes me that much stronger, makes me work a little bit harder,
It makes me that much wiser, so thanks for making me a fighter.
Made me learn a little bit faster, made my skin a little bit thicker,
Makes me that much smarter, so thanks for making me a fighter.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ooh-hey-yeah-yeah.
Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing,
Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I realized your game.
I heard you're going around, playing the victim now,
But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame coz you dug your own grave.
After all of the fights and the lies,
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore, no more, oh-no, it's over.
Coz if it wasn't for all of your torture,
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down, so I wanna say thank you.
Coz it makes me that much stronger, makes me work a little bit harder,
It makes me that much wiser, so thanks for making me a fighter.
Made me learn a little bit faster, made my skin a little bit thicker,
Makes me that much smarter, so thanks for making me a fighter.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ooh-hey-yeah-yeah.
How could this man I thought I knew turn out to be unjust, so cruel?
Could only see the good in you, pretended not to see the truth.
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself through living in denial,
But in the end you'll see, you won't stop me.
I am a fighter and I (I'm a fighter), I ain't gonna stop (I ain't gonna stop),
There is no turning back, I've had enough.
Thought I would forget, but I, I remember, coz I remember, I remember,
Thought I would forget, I remember, coz I remember, oh I remember.


- Fighter - Christina Aguilera

i am dying inside here ya know. this place is fuckign miserable. i've paid more for 3 stupid classes than I would for 2 years of school at home. every stupid penny i have is going into a savings fund to move the FUCK out of this hell hole.

one of two scenarios:

late cracked out nights at new hack in a circle with 10 friends, all talking and rubbing/holding eachother

fucked off my ass on the futon at beths, emjoying human interaction and dialectic conversations about anything and everything..

damnit, i really am becoming a hermit, i went out m ore when i first moved here than i do now... and that was minimal at most.

now some might think i miss teh drugs, or need the drugs to have those scenarios, but in all reality i dont, they are just enhanced and stick to my memory more.

i wanna come home! *cry*

6 units at De Anza Community College in Cupertino, CA = $42
6 units at Salt Lake Community College in Sandy, UT = $1700
Moving to Utah for NO FUCKING REASON = $priceless


fuck the fund een a trip to sf for a weekend fund
i need a place to live back in california :(

Your life is full of *hug*'s and <3's but you dont ever really get them.

Current Mood: lonely

I am starting the "bring een home for a weekend" fund. Southwest has an awesome deal, so I am now taking donations. While they aren't tax deductible, you will have the great joy of knowing you have made my day and brought me much joy.

nah but for reals, anyone have any thoughts on how to make a few quick extra bucks other than prostution or any other illegal means?

I've got selling cd's on my list so far..

(good thing i bought that 60 gig drive back when)

Come back in. All is forgiven. Being missed by others puts it all in perspective.

http://www.cannabisnews.com/news/thread15547.shtml

Alone, I’m used to it here. Somehow I’ve become one with the silence
Molded into the walls, and become a part of the structure.
I’ve managed to become comfortable feeling this way.
Afraid of being weak, too scared to be strong anymore.
Crumpled up into this ball of torture, I’m buried deep inside.
I want to scream, I want to cry. But they will hear me.
They will know I’m really just a pitiful soul like the rest
Struggling every day to just live and be happy with that life.
Paved the road here and cemented my feet in misery.
The pressure builds up, I can feel it steaming, pushing, exploding.
My walls can only hold it in for so long, before they crumble like the cookie.
I long for a familiar touch, a familiar sight. Something known, something comfortable.
I knew the journey would not be easy, but would have I made it knowing?
Knowing what I know now, feeling how I feel... and oh how.
She’s proud, he’s proud, and oh how I’ve changed.
Changes I want? I don’t know. I don’t know myself well enough now to know.
Lost myself somewhere between the hills and the mountains.
Between the sand and snow, dirt and earth… I’ve come here.
Alone.

and oh yeah, i made it about 2 and a half weeks without smoking, but i am smoking a lot less, and will try to keep it that way till i feel motivated to quit again. I know it's just a matter of feeling ready again and wanting it. I've got the wanting it part down, just have to feeel ready.

what a horrible horrible nasty diseasing habit.
dont ever pick one up and please dont ever let your kids start.
its the devil.

BLAH!

www.anarchy.com/~irene/tat.jpg

migraines suck donkey choad!!! I want to go home and go back to bed now, k thx bye.

how much is worth it?

how do we know where the line is between friendship and being dumped on.

blah training.

MY MSN horoscope today.. oddly ironic don't ya think?


Your popularity among a group of people who hardly know you will prove irresistible and you will want to schedule another visit to this out-of-the-way place. A tense exchange between you and a former friend underscores your need to move on in your life.

while i had a great time on my trip, there were many disappointments. I only got to see about a third of the people who i wanted to, and hard enough as that was, i got chewed out by like 5 people in a matter of 20 minutes on new years eve. I'm not sure if it's just because i've changed... cuz i know i have.. but some things just don't feel the same. and unfortunately some people aren't the same. i had a great and awesome new years tho.. it was perfect.. i wish i had gotten to spend mroe time with greg tho.. another one of those disappointments... it's hard to explain.. i was very eager to see everyone, but when after only being there a day and a half i'm being ripped on by everyone and their mom for not being with them or not spending all my immediate time with them, it just pushed me farther into my hermit hole. motivation to go out was difficult to work up... so was motivation to go out and see people i din't want to necessarily see... then be nice, and control my real feelings.

I came home to a bunch of disappointments too. One was major.. and it's breakin my heart.. but i have principles and feelings myself.. they won't be compromised for anyone.

work is good.. brainless entertainment is how i'll look at it.. school is awesome, first math class was fun :) already did my homework. I have my first writing class tonight, now THAT i am looking forward to :)

Current Mood: cold

it's officially tomorrow when i arrive! i can't wait.. i'm so excited. *bounce*

Current Mood: bouncy