HIV+
no you're not the first to fall apart,
but always the first one to complain,
you better be careful or
you'll compromise everything you are,
the world is a drought without love
please come back to us
you're all i think about
i'm making the choice to be out of touch
leave me be
he said, he said, he said;
leave me here in my
stark-raving, sick, sad, little world...
i've never had unpaid confidence,
it's more than i would care to explain,
but i have an open door poilcy
when it comes to blame...
the world is a joke when out of love,
please come back to us,
you're all i think about.
i'm making the choice to be out of touch,
leave me be...
"i'm ready to go
i wanna go
let's go..."
if you loved it then why would you break it?
to find out how much it really means to you.
i guess you could say the last year of my life has truly opened my eyes.
i've whored myself to a degree, but that honestly doesn't bother me now, because of all that i have learned.
i've hurt people who loved me, ex boyfriends, bestfriends, and family members.
i've been hurt by all of the above aswell, and to what avail?
i finally realize that all emotion is really simple.
feelings other than "hate" truly cannot be mutual, or at least to a degree.
i hate to digress this information, but it is fact.
love can't be based on face value, b/c things aren't what they seem.
there's a hidden plan, that's just the way this book has been written.
so just because you can't see the justice in the events of life, does not mean there isn't an order to the madness we face each day...
and i hope all of you realize the same with less difficulty than i.
and know that the love you feel is real, and it always is.
so prove it, to make that love special.
live life,
never surrender,
never die.
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