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SkankyJanesBlood's LiveJournal:
| Friday, January 3rd, 2003 | |
| 12:42 pm | hi |
| Thursday, July 18th, 2002 | |
| 1:00 pm | concider me dead this journal is dead. i mean i never get down to the libary any more. its too damn hot to walk. right now im on an apartment hunt. im only here because im hunting down my birth certificit.. other wise id be back in that hell hole in the airconditioning ignoring thoes crazys that piss all over them selfs and trying not to use up my only klonipin of the day. i hate branford.....must get the fuck out of here...................................i need some charity people. plates pots pans shit like that. so that i can move. hell i need a bike too. so cough it up freaks and geeks. before i have to shoot..........................i realy should just let this journal die cause when i do move thats probably what im inevadabley going to do any way.......whaattttever... |
| Monday, July 8th, 2002 | |
| 12:43 pm | branford still sucks monkey tatas misarable as hell here. but im getting my own bathroom with a poarch and a bedroom sort of a kitchenless apartment due to me incessive needenssssss to be clean. sorry fellers if i like to not step in piss puddles in the morning and hover over shitty toilet seats to piss in the morning. i dont want to catch something. who knows who has hepititis or herpese or worse in there. you pigs are nasty motherfuckers and well im not a pig. i like to be clean. i cant stand to go less than 12 to 14 hours with out a shower. i cant stand to not wipe my ass. i cant stand not to wash my hair and comb it out. i cant stand not to actualy hit the toilet when i go instead of my legs and the floor. i like clean clothes and deodarant. i like clean rooms and damn it i eat with a fork not my fucken hands you nasty dirt mongers.. fuck i need to get out of this fucken place. what the hell was i thinking. all i wanted to do was take the proper steps needed to get through the system to get on to hudd with out having to beg dad to let me sit at his house, cause he would have said noooooo way. and hes in a pissy mood hiding out at his place any way on the verge of a fucken heart attack while mom is in maryland with this rare lymphnode disease in her legs that cause them to swell up all the way like tree trunks crippling her for life. im losing both my parents in one shot and theres nothing i can do for either one of them. im scared...i can honestly say im scared for both of them..and my self. i feel like a fish out of water trying to walk up streem. nothings on my side and every thing is against me..it sucks sucks sucks sux sux sux sux sux!!!! so fuck you too... Current Mood:  crappy |
| Friday, July 5th, 2002 | |
| 2:36 pm | cough just keeping the journal alive cough how fucking boring can branford florida beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee |
| Friday, June 28th, 2002 | |
| 2:05 pm | six teefers pulled hurtz reels bad tastes like blood nasty nasty icky not enough pain killers the staffe doest care...they dont give a dam monday i get a camra up my ass for picture day..woo hoo..life sucks tried to od on asprin he other night but didnt work i woke up six hours later and just puked everything out. much to tell later. bye. |
| Friday, June 21st, 2002 | |
| 9:43 am | hey motherfucker ALLEN I KNOW YOUR TRYING TO STEAL OR GET MY PASSWORD SO THIS ENTRY IS JUST FER YOU!!! </MARQUEE |
| Sunday, June 16th, 2002 | |
| 8:30 am | im going to lose so much damn weight at this place all i eat is rice and potatos their food is friggen nasty......nuff said.......hopefull ill have something to say at the end of the week if i come back....... |
| Saturday, June 15th, 2002 | |
| 7:23 pm | gawd my fucken head what the fuck is going on first moms thirty dollars never showed up in the mail like she said she send and now the smokes liz said she sent in overnight mail didnt get there...if there not there on monday im going to start cutting seriously.. |
| 2:23 pm | tired of piss and b.o. im so sick of piss and B.O. people should not piss on the self and people should take baths if they do..people should take showers period...these people are 20 years older than me picking up my butts in the gutter and trying to smoke them... their nasty people ...pissing puddles any where they want to shitting in the showers that i have to bathe in it doesnt matter how much pinesole or bleach is used in that place i still feel the grime and nastyness... i hate life at this moment and if i had access to a gun i would shoot my self. with out a doubt i would unload a few rounds in to my skull..with out a second thought to any one or any thing how ever selfish you belive that to be. i cant handle my life i dont expect any one to understand...i try to keep busy by painting and patching walls et to pay off this debut but its not enough.....i hate life and all its so called wonderfull beauty.....im going to find a way to get out one way or another...death or someother way...theres a way out.....i dont care what comes first................... |
| Friday, June 14th, 2002 | |
| 8:24 pm | ive been in the home for 3 weeks and its been horriable; people pissing and shitting all over them selfs people not taking baths or showers or washing their clothes just plain out nasty people. people will piss all over the floors they dont care where they will just go. and im far younger than any one there by at least 17 years. I dont belong there. these people sit there and scream and yell at the sky or air. talk in circles. and now they want to take out six of my teeth and do a colonoscopy and scope my throat down to my stomach. i now own a cat to which im allergic to. so i have to take pills three times a day. it ran accross the street from its litter in front of a few mac trucks and picked me out so i named it STOOPID.. it sneeks in the house through the laundry vent or other places its actualy prety smart. i dont feed it i cant aford to so it hunts. but it sticks around and doesnt leave me alone. out of all the nasty people there it stays with me.. i guess i can see why if i had to pick some one that smelled like piss or some one that smelled like soap id pick the person that smelled like soap. i take three showers a day now and keep my room spotless becasue of the grime i feel there in the air...... i have a lack of access to a computer and right now im a handymans aprentance so i can pay my debut off to get out of there faster and in to an assisted living aprtment in gainsville..my bedtime is usualy five and i wake up around two am......so right now im tired...im at dads soposta clean but the amount dirt here is scaring me that and its so hot i can barly do any thing......i guess when im on leave from painting after my teeth are pulled ill go to the library and write but tomorrow ill write a bit more....right now ive got to hit the hay ...night...oh and im at a new email now... |
| Friday, May 31st, 2002 | |
| 10:31 am | K>M>A> = VERBAL ASSUALT??? OKAY so i tell you to KISS MY ASS and then you call the cops on me and I get arrested for verbal assult.. Im definatly gonna throw a punch or shot or stab or something worth getting arrested for if your gonna go whine to the cops and get me arrested for ya dummmy.. any who..im in the libary once again. i sold some clothes and shoes and a tent and made enough for some rolled up smokes. found out whos got the sexual charges on them in the house the old man (80) touched my boobie (yuckie) and i just feel totaly on gaurd all the time that i cant sleep for fear of someone trying to rape me or molest me in that house. what the hell is a girl soposta do what the fuck.. and some one is still trying to steal my pass word (*coughALLENcoughPRICKcoughFUCKNUTcough* Current Mood:  hot |
| Thursday, May 30th, 2002 | |
| 10:19 am | fess up fester SO WHICH ONE OF YOU FOOLS IS TRYING TO GET MY LIVE J PASS WORD??FESS UP NOW BEFORE I HAVE TO GIVE YOU A BACK YARD ENEMA WITH A SWITCH FROM MY MULBERRY BUSH AND MAKE YOU BLEED FROM YOUR COLON FOR THE REST OF YOUR LONG LIVED DAYS????? DICK HEAD....I BET ITS YOU MOTHER FUCKER>>>YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE@@!!! I KNOW WHO YOU ARE>>>I HAVE EM YOU HAVE EM thats all you need to know..youll never guess though cause your too damn egotisitcal to think of the correct awnswer you fool.. any who..the home lied..the comps arnt for the client rather for the managers so i have to scoot down to the libary and use these acent boxes with glass slid in to them and pencils attached that they call computers. you rember back in the day when four wheels attached to sneekers were concidered cool and kriss kross waz hip...and rump shaker was in...so ill be fighting 13 year olds all summer for the use of crap to get my words heard....unless you want to send me stamps and your addresses and i can snail mail ya..with incorrect spellings just like on here only with sloppy hand writing and all... woo hoo..i hate hour time limits.. i need to get back to the home to find shoes to sell to the consignment shop... touch me babe....daddadaddadadda...(singing in my head) i sold some clothes..need to pay for that fuggin uhaul...now....mileage is a bizatch.. im pissed.. got to get over to pinky and explain this to them....errr. i hope one of them is reading this so they can explain this factoid to the rest of them too...cause im pised off at the home i gots screwed on lots of things. if i can make it to dads on week ends ill be okay on some things...that way i can write some articles on week ends and monotor boards on sat and sun...and i wont be a bother all the time Current Mood:  bitchy |
| Sunday, May 26th, 2002 | |
| 8:19 pm | |
| 8:12 pm | i think my dad has an lj account and goes by his well known hawaiian name im keepen an eye on it....just incase hes beein a perv |
| 4:15 pm | headach...headach..headach ibprophin.....ahhhh |
| 3:26 pm | got to look for directionns |
| 3:23 pm | muther fukerrrrrrrrrr........... Current Mood: bitchyCurrent Music: i hate this computer!!! with a stronger pasion than yours .. |
| 2:53 pm | i told him i told dad i would od again. not today but one day. i know the future. if left to my self to take care of my self i know i would do it. and since i will take till im in my 40s just to be emotionaly 20 i know i will take the chance at death again and again untill i succedd or at least flirt with it to escape.... hell i want to this second... i dont want to be here...who does.. i dont want to even hang oout with sarah after seeing her last night begginnng for pills and help like she did. it was so sicking and just like me that i honestly lost all respect for her and every one around her... i coulnd belive that any one would let this happen to her due to her having two beautifull kids. im just going to hide in my room in branford....i hate her for what shes become..shes become a shaddow of who i was and sort of still am... stop that shit.. at least i keep it private and dont have kids...fuck that shit...bump that. i wish i had 100 xanax. id be hanging in the woods dying right now... no oone would find me...id tie my self to a tree so i couldnt get help to far in to it.........fuck me up the munky skullzim such a lifeless loser.. Current Mood: bitchy |
| 8:40 am | you know your home when you walk in the door first thing in the morning from staying all night at friends house and the only thing your dad is yelling at you for is because you are doing the laundry and the noise is waking him up... Current Music: i miss my scrolly mouse |
| Saturday, May 25th, 2002 | |
| 8:37 pm | what i wote for pinky too tired to write a seprate peice for here i come in to my dads place and everything was nasty stained and on thoes staines were sticky things were fuzzy things im avoiding my dads a drunk that is avoiding cleaning but there is a carpet cleaner streched through out the house from a faucet to a room that looked used at one time and a bucket of muckey water next to the faucet sooo he might just be getting sooome wherez but the mail from the past year and a half is piled up on the table next to the door and the desk. and getting used to looking at a 12 inc comp screen (and through the 12 inc of dust on the screen) is odd not to menton dial up after cable is fustrating!!! im sooo worn out i went through 3 hours trying to get my reserved uhaul that they misplaced and 20 min packing it with out the dolly they forgot to put in the truck opps their bad....illl have to pick up one on the way to the new place becasue lugging thoes 8 big boxes up stairs will be hard with out one. and i spent my only 40 bucks on gas and they miss calculated the mialage so ill owe them at least 16 bucks pluse another 8 for another dolly so that makes skanky not a satisfied costumer not to mention she just fell and crashed out of her mania!!!! not good timing...this could be just tired bones due to being up since four .. lets hope and the mainia may rise again by monday..(crosses fingers) cause its going to take an hour and a half to unload and get shit up stairs.. i hate stairs.. Current Mood: annoyed |
| 9:56 am | im thinking get the uhaul now and not wait this way i can leave now and not have to wait till fucken one to return it.. argh its cause of sarha ..thats why...i hate this.. maybe if i just get liz up to take a shower taco bell thats the awnser.. to this quandreee...- |
| 8:36 am | gonna see say<3ray again Current Mood:  excited |
| Friday, May 24th, 2002 | |
| 7:26 pm | more live road kill  |
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| 7:23 pm |  </img src> |
| 7:21 pm | Living road kill  </img src> |
| 7:20 pm |  </img src> and another |
| 7:19 pm |  </img src> and heres another |
| 7:18 pm |  </img src> yepers this is meh if it werks right |
| 3:37 pm | i must avoid the 5-o their all out to get me ... parainoia Current Mood:  pessimisticCurrent Music: jewl; life uncommon |
| 3:30 pm | after i move im holding an internet livejournal garage sale.. i just dont know how to get people to pay. pay pal doesnt work for me... i dont know how to ship i dont have money ...they take it away from me... i need a pimp.. brock...you can pimp my clothes and shit.. yup..you can be my garage sale pimp....and can have 19% i got lots of shit to get ridz of...just no cam to take the pics of it.. youll have to fly down here on one of thoes free air tickets in my junk mail box im allways getting ads fer...and sell my shit......fer me... Current Mood:  artistic |
| 11:52 am | tittys tittys tittys i gotts lots of em..you wants em you can haves em. they makes my back hurts... Current Mood: amused |
| 3:57 am | fuckity fuck fuck fuck http://photos.msn.com/myfiles/foldervie go take a look if your intrested oh you have to high light the whole addy not just click the highlighted part and then copy and paste it. that is my photography its worst and best thank you im bow to doge the appels and tomatos being thrown.....love to love ya baby 8-* Current Mood: amused |
| Thursday, May 23rd, 2002 | |
| 11:41 pm | Queers like me (why arent my tranqs working)  </img src> Current Mood: amused |
| 11:28 pm | i need a spanking i have gotten so fat lately...all the meals at the hospital..who in their right mind eats three meals a day..and it was the same thing every day ...4 peices of french toast soaked in syurp with oat meal drowned in sugar and bananas with a coke the size of a big-gulp and a banana on the side..not to menton the two cheese burgers and four choc chip cookies for lunch and dinner every day....you never let someone as manic as me choose what to eat....never..usualy i eat a hot pocket a day.. but for three weeks thats what i ate. and ipayed for it with 10 pounds...now i have to move to a place where i will get three meals a day ill be a blimp be4 im 40 im now 190 not to mention the boobies lavern and shirly now are 44 dd...double d..bizatch..the shrink mentioned that i ought to get a reduction and a tooth cleaning. like i have the money or needed the added complex..bitch slap him mind you...dick for brains. he said someone as prety as me needed these things and some weight loss regimin. bite me mr. money bags. im not paying you to make me sicker..oops i mean my dads tax dollars arnt paying you.... Current Mood: aggravated |
| 10:57 pm |  you're velvet goldmine. you're sparkly and beautiful, and possibly from another world. take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the  slinkstercool community. |
| 10:48 pm | |
| 9:53 pm | with full intent |
| 8:23 pm | i hate myself and every thing that surrounds it |
| 2:54 pm | |
| 2:24 pm | i need my damn meds now...damn it i think i packed my boxes to heavy and i just found out i live on the second floor..any one want to help me get up there??? sarah where are you when i need you |
| 9:45 am | movin to branford on the 26 im moving faster than i thought every thing is packed but the bath room im sunburned like a cherry tomoato by meds and waiting in the sun just a bit and it hurts a tad bit worse than it should... im all packed as of yesterday i thought it would take longer but when your mad it takes less time you know....the roomie is thowing dagers with her eye balls..... i accidently broke a vase and a candle and she thinks im goning to break everything. now she belives im going to be ripping apart the whole house..hahahahahahaha...i didnt do it intentionaly...im not usuing the poor old woman. i dont do that sort of thing..i have better things to do with my life like waiting to die...perhaps. or whining about life or sleeping till i die... all thoes gooide things...this sun burn is sucking..ass... pooopooo.. it burns...like horse shit...on a frogs buttocks..... |
| 1:02 am | it helps to know people i dont know you but one day i will naw that would make me sound like a stalker......thinking. oh high (looks up from writing her leter..) you want a coke (walks to the fridge to pull out an eight ball for you and your friend...)((if theres anything im not its an uh unhospitabable host)) how bout a roud of screw drivdrivers or jack and coke ? {you all just nod so i pass an even amount of both} soon i beign to tell you about my rant with my roomie about how much she hates me and how i have to move so much sooner than i thought on the 25th instead of the 29th and and how tired of the arguing i am and how nasty her b/f makes me feel i rember how he pased bolocked up in in the apartment we locked our selfs in tehre and he would turn off the electricity.. it was an awful feeling..and i ranted of my sun burn..and how the car broke down..and how she found a way to blame me...everything wwas jennifer..i wish i had a gun some times i ranted about how i couldnt buy one.. i told you how this band with that screech dood from SBTB from when i was a kid growing up dustin diamon is now in it its calld salty the pocked knife is realy good and toatly awsome is sending small emails throum mp3.com cause i manicly sent one..we chatted then you got up to go to the b/r to take a leak i met you at the door and said our good bys and went back to my bed....i hate my life..........i wish it was over..but what ever.........tomorow is just as boring |
| Tuesday, May 21st, 2002 | |
| 3:30 pm | fucking laundry feel like the laundro mat..... Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: silverchair; The Door |
| 3:14 pm | im all exicited i got that electric ab belt now im tryin it out ill have an articl for pinky on it in a few weeks after religious use..here youll just see uptdated news on it...luv to to luv you....smoooooomiechies...i feel electricfified... |
| 11:45 am | having a hard time handling giving up my life to go live in an aclf.........wish i were still in the hosp some times.but dont want to be......scary peeps! almost got raped..got fondled alot ..didnt like it much....!!!!didnt like it at all. gonna nap....gonna take the prn 25 mg of thorazine and nap tru dat. kenny wont talk to me...ass crak monkeys back three worms and a monkeys skull..... |
| 7:14 am | where the fuck did fotoki.com go???? |
| 4:17 am | meh gots sum pics fer u all just dont want to go all the way to fotoki.com in the morn.. they allway are out of buzniz and stuff and i hafta go through back doors and crap.some times my romemie makes it tooo easy to argue an somes i make too easy too..it a two way street it sucks.. some times its funny i gusess if your out side of the car watching but not if your us...but not if your us cause it does suck |
| Monday, May 20th, 2002 | |
| 9:04 pm | to you its early to me im its late that becauz im runnin on hopital time and this is when last cig break would be over can you belive we only got four breaks i only got eight smokes the whole time i smoked a whole pack today usualy its four packs well thats streaching the truth maybe three at the most sitin in front of the puter lettin burn ..damn its hot in this house,, im havin hot flashes like the dickens...howd do you all like meh new pic.. thats realy meh... finaly stold my old friends new cam be for i made an a$$ out of my self and lost all of my friends ohhhh well thats the way the cookie crumbles i guess.. just pick my skirt up and skoot on with life i guess...im still with the pinky clan i guess. she just contacted me and im happy bout that. went shopping with my rommie today. gota reserve a uhaul b4 i spend any more money and call mom so i can get more money. i turned her down i also got to make sure my spelling and sight comes back comes back b4 i drive the damn thing or call my brother down to drive it right now im doing the thorizine shuffle (one flew over the cookooos nest!! its got real meaning to it trust me it does!! ) and im on it got to catch up with my hosp budies b4 they get out....herm....anything else...if there is ill be back.. you know i will..... |
| 6:19 pm | meh bit manic cant you tell??? |
