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Monday, January 17th, 2005
1:53 pm
please tell me someone sees a common theme to the misery entries..mainly one person...are we seeing this? are we? coughReneecough

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1:05 pm
Lets see if the repition thing works folks...Cuz is psychology they say that using repition cant break through hysteria and also young children. and Obviously were dealing with a HUGH CHILD! Or at least someone with that mentality. So we got me and john. i tried to keep my entry as close to his with my twists just so we can get the point across.

for some reason i still dont think this will work...

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12:50 am
Howdie ho mother fuckers....

let the fun begin

Ok so lately things have been retarded...but neway quick recap...

went to see the grudge..it sucked

saw some bands with john bri and Kris, they were good minus Enrique and the muchachos

went to lazergate with buncha people and Keebs...

people starting more shit again...

lets zoom in on that last one...here we go...weeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiihh

So what to fuck man...Why is it that people have to go run their fucking mouths without knowing the whole story. ANd Please tell me why people get off on making peoples lives miserable. I mean fuck people were all adults or closed to it, why must we go and play high school games like, hey lets make shit up and blame it on people who didnt have a fucking clue and use people like a fleet of Chess pieces.. I for one and done...

This is my blatent open entry to all those fuckers.

Renee,
Cut the shit you little coniving bitch. WTF. really. is there really a reason you have to knock other people down to make yourself feel good. Guess what, no one cares anymore. run ur fucking wide mouth as much as you want. make shit up and ruin peoples reputations. Cuz no one cares. You are ruining ur life by cutting ties with people by being a bitch. God get it through your head I DONT LIKE YOU. I NOT GOING OUT WITH U! EVER!!!!! AND Y DAVE DOES IDK!!!! Ur hurting people left and right and its fucked up. and like birt im sick of it. blatently like him, dont fucking talk to me, go fuck urself really.

ok one down now lets see,

Cait,
Hun, your an awsome girl, plz dont become renee, trust me u dont wanna, and ur much better off as u, cuz u rock. and ur really cool but not if u follow in those steps

AND Dave,

Bro open ur fucking eyes plz man. that was a whole new level for u to stoop to. Man u r so pussy whipped, and man it aint even good pussy. Honestly dude now she has u hurting ur friends, UR BROTHERS!!! thats fucked. Bloods thicker than water dave. u know it. U need to start thinkin for urself and making up ur own mind and dont be afriad of wat might happen. Dude ur gettin played.


To the rest of u fuckers, BOYCOTT THE BULLSHIT, BOYCOTT RENEE! no but seriously stop fucking assuming shit and go to the source.

...............Go ahead run ur mouth bitch.

current mood: pissed off
current music: pissed like a motha

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Friday, January 14th, 2005
10:27 am
You scored as Drama nerd.

Drama nerd

94%

Punk/Rebel

81%

Ghetto gangsta

31%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

25%

Geek

25%

Stoner

25%

Loner

13%

Goth

13%

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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
11:29 pm - You might want to sit down for this, grab a beer, put your feet up, put some music on,ahh fuck it...
Ok so here comes the almighty recap of all recaps. Well maybe not of all but, ah whatever, shut up and listen. Please?

Jeez where to begin?

first off i finished my first semester of college. Honestly i dunno how i feel yet. I mean CCRI doesnt seem like a lot different from high school, except the night time classes and them lasting longer. And the random get up and leave when you want...wait i did that anyway...needless to say its been fun. I finally finished EMT school and I am almost a bonafide EMT, just gotta take the registry test, wish me luck.

hmm. So apparently I graduated from Saints but if you went to see Suessical you wouldnt think so. I was back doing the techie thing cuz my boyz got into some trouble with it all and well then i just didnt leave. the show was great and they did amazing. and Kris has a beautiful voice.

As for Kristen it has now been a little over a year for us. And its been great. That night i had a final exam for school, i finished quickly and went to her house. but she was still shopping. So I went to lil Jen's and showed her and Cassie the ring. Then I went and got Kris. I walked in with 2 dozen roses and a lil black lab that sings My Girl. I hugged her and kissed her. We put the flowers in water and went to my house, because it was raining and we couldnt go to La Sallette. We exchanged gifts. She gave me an awsome ring that says voluteer fire fighter on it, its gold and has a red stone. And I gave her a ring with two hearts on it with diamonds and rubies in it. We hugged and kissed and cuddled. and the night was perfect. just like her. Kris I love you so much this year has been awsome and so have you. I love you so much and look foward to spending the rest of my life with you.

Christmas was good, it started Christmas eve for me like it always does. Went and got Lilo and we hung out for a bit and exchanged gifts. She got me a cool necklace thats got dragons on it. its wicked cool. So we hung out then we went to get Kris. Brought her to my house, and we ate some food then we opened stockings. Then I broght lilo and Kris home and went back home and opened the rest of my stuff. so heres the list:

new ps2
lotr ps2 game
shrek2 dvd and party cd
lotr the return of the king extened dvd
pioneer cd player for my car
axe stuff
sweater
lots of movie tix
top gun dvd

i think thats it. yeah im pretty sure. ok so yeah

Christmas day...went to grandparents to eat. hung there for a little then went to get kris. We went to La Sallette to look at the lights. It was really fun and the lights were pretty. It was awsome. We got hot chocolate and walked around and kissed and it was just nice.
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after xmas

Went to the Seekonk grand prix arcade and beat kris at air hockey then she beat me.

New Years Eve...Went to lil Jens with Kris. First to Bri;s for her b-day. Kris played DDR for the first time. twas funny. John Mac showed up. Then we went to Jens.

@ Jens I have people there presents and we watched movies and played Halo2. "kill ken" lol.

We made milkshakes and drank sorta smoothies and watched the bal drop and drank gross sparkling grape juice. CIDAR IS BETTER BITCHES>>>!!!!!!!!!!!lol. then we settled down to sleep but didnt. I cuddled next to kris. around 530 people began to sleep. falling asleep next to Kris for the first time was like magic. it was just great. and waking up next to her was even better. As usual us guys made breakfast after me and Kens adventure to stop and shop. I DONT WANNA GO DADDY.lol.

On New Years went to my house to celebrate my dads b-day and hung out.

Tonight went with kris and her sister and her sis boyfriend and her sis friend to see DARKNESS> it was good not that scary tho.

then home agian. to cuddle and hang out.



THIS year has been great and I spent it with some great people. thanxs everybody.

Kris I love you, your awsome. muah. xoxox.....john ur still my bitch

current mood: tired
current music: 3am-matchbox20

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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
3:36 pm
I hate him!

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Monday, December 6th, 2004
1:01 pm
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

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Sunday, November 14th, 2004
2:26 am

How much of a Samurai are you?
Your First Name
Your Age
Your Favorite Color
Your Current Mood
You dwell in a Buddhist temple
Your weapon is a spear
You are feared
You are a master martial artist
Samurai Meter - 90%
You? A Samurai? FALSE
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The Secret Lives Of Your Livejournal Friends
LJ Username
Still wets the bed kattycat15
Is a really bad kisser mystarrycanvas
Likes members of the opposite sex kattycat15
Watches Teletubbies on a regular basis clonofussiton
Is related to George W. Bush nickynoo831
Loves to eat their boogers bottled_wishes
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What happened at your LJ party?
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Age
Favourite Alcoholic Drink
Flirted with your mum mayhemrade
Insisted they have sex with you lilmonkey2
Found your secret stash of gay porn and stole it clonofussiton
Passed out in your fridge babs24
Was found locked in the backyard shed the day after goodoldabe
Tried on your underpants babs24
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What is your international theme song for your own world?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Theme Song The Simpsons
Do YOUR people worship you 30%
Are you a good god? You can BET on it, oh oh, a sin! You bad god!
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Sex Scandal! What kind of sex scandals will your LJ friends get into?
LJ Username
Caught with prostitute on tape cherubchica
Home town embarrassed by appeance in porn ultimitmegotron
Boss catches having sex on desk standxstill
Sued for grabbing butt of co-worker shewantstolivex
Political career ruined by sex with intern qillertofu
Caught masturbating in movie theater kineticenergy
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Your LJ Hos
LJ Username
Age:
Feather Colour:
Pimpmobile:
The popular ho: shadysbaby72
The big-boobed ho: stitchsbaby
The kinky ho: stitchsbaby
The classy ho: stitch7117
The crossdressin' ho: mayhemrade
Average Monthly Income: $464,594.97
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nice im the classy ho!!!!!!



You are Gandalf. And there is work to be done.
LJ Username
So, Master Gandalf, what is your new quest?
And whither do you wander?
I take it you will be taking halflings again?
And who, Master Gandalf, shall you take as a warrior to protect
Will your quest be successful? (8) - Outlook not so good. - (8)
The reformed hell-raiser and recovering Ring-bearer melvinthegreat
The devoted and slashable gardener gcmorningstar
The gentlemanly anal-retentive trackfield
The impertinent young aristocrat nonewwitticisms
The doddery poet who is far too old for this kind of thing madeyoulook7
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2:24 am

let's see:
your name
do you smoke?
do you drink?
stronger drugs?
your favourite activity
you are Such a character
you wish you were A gangster
you hope To get rich someday
people think you are Nice
intelligent people though, think you are Just lazy
but, really, you're just A good hearted thing
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current mood: bouncy

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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
12:37 am

FLOGGING MOLLY

IS COMING TO PROVIDENCE ON SEPT 30, 2004 @ LUPOS AT THE STRAND.

TIX ARE ABOUT $20. NEONE WANNA GO WITH ME?

SO FAR ITS ME, DAVE, JOHN AND BRI...NEONE ELSE LEMME KNOW

DOORS @ 6ISH SHOW AT 9ISH.

 

NEW ALBUM OUT TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



current mood: bouncy
current music: WITHIN A MILE OF HOME-FLOGGING

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Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
1:33 am
Gone to a movie by yourself?:no thats boring and sad
Gotten high?:yes
Wanted to kill somone?:yes but hey who doesnt
Had a crush on Richard Simmons?:ew no
Listened to Britney Spears because you wanted to kill yourself?:lol, actually yes
Had black as your favorite color?:still is one of them
Watched either The Simpsons or South Park for an entire day?:no i have a life
Went skinny dipping?:yes its very free. lol
Shopped at Abercrombie because Hot Topic wasn't open?:no cuz Abercrombie is gay like Jared and Hot Topic IS A TOTAL POSER STORE!!!!!!!!! minus its cd's a earrings and its funny comix shirts. GO TO A CONCERT TO BUY BAND TSHIRTS
Had a 5 second obsession with Hello Kitty?:NO
How about with Dimmu Borgir?:WHo
Had a crush on Davey Havok?:Who
Pretended that you were accepting an MTV VMA?:no
Laughed so hard that you cried?:yes
Had somone talk about you behind your back because you were goth/punk?:no

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Saturday, August 14th, 2004
11:50 am

Your Love Life in Evanescence Lyrics
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Your Love Life I will stay forever here with you/My love/The spoftly spoken words you gave me
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LJ Real World
LJ Username
You would live in: Seattle
Your job would be: tour guide
You would share a room with: phycologistcra
You would constantly fight with: without_a_soul
You would be best friends with: silent_reign
You would hook up with: lordfate
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What superpower(s) would you recieve after being hit with cosmic energy?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Your super power is You can now accept credit cards by swipping them between your butt cheeks
The color of your costume is Pink
Your Battle Cry is "YOU ABOUT TA GET SERVED!"
Your side-kick is A 93 year old man named Melvin
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Nice John u musta gotten like leapyeared ahead and so ur old but my sidekick. lol


current mood: bored

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Friday, August 13th, 2004
12:29 pm

Which of your LJ friends is your stalker?
LJ Username
likes to dream about you lost_like_you
follows your journal where ever you go goodoldabe
stalks you in person turdsmcgee
has sexual dreams about you cherubchica
know every little thing about you coolteamblt
has built the shrine for you lucky_ducky121
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Secretly wants to get you in the sack melancholy_rue
Most likely to slit your throat lost_like_you
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Wants your best friend shewantstolivex
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What do your LJ friends say about you?
LJ Username
Age:
Gender:
Favorite Color:
Favorite Scent:
Says you are sweet: nonewwitticisms
Thinks you are mean: shadysbaby72
Wants to get to know you better: beckster1013
Wishes to kiss you: perfectsunshine
Has nightmares about you: day_dr3am3r
Secretly desires to have sex with you: lucky_ducky121
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i knew u hated me Kris



Your LiveJournal Love Life
LJ Username
You are lusted after by: simply_sh0rt
You will be seen naked by: cut_me_up
You will have casual sex with: slappy987
You will be loved by: billdo
You will fall in love with: sweetdreams13
You will end up with: shewantstolivex
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these things r great


current mood: bored
current music: OAR-hey girl(live)

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Thursday, August 12th, 2004
11:12 pm

What kind of villian would you be?
LJ Username
Gender
Favorite color
Do you root for good, or for awesome?
Your trusted second in command imadunkindonut
Your arch nemesis, aka; cherubchica
Evil appearance The hardened warrior, you may be evil, but you have dignity and honor. Armed with a sword and an assortment of other archaic weapons, you are a dark blade master, with your long sleeveless coat made of worn material.
What you;ve done so far By now you have ammassed a great army, all of which are fierce, and powerful. Soon it will begin...
Your evil powers/skills Dude, robopowers.
Chances of taking over/destroying world - 76%
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(Small Flames)

11:05 pm

The Fellowship of the LiveJournal
LJ Username
The Ringbearer: shadysbaby72
The Wizard: shadysbaby72
The Royal One: cut_me_up
The Hot Elf: peacefulbeauty
The Comic Relief: bottled_wishes
The Dead One: silver_teardr0p
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Monday, August 2nd, 2004
5:25 pm
The Strange Attractor
Category VI - The Strange
Attractor


Though you're not quite sure why, people are drawn
to you like moths to a flame. You really
are too cool for words.


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Saturday, July 10th, 2004
12:21 am

LJ Friend Roles
LJ Username
Age
Current Mood
Best Friend cherubchica
Listener/Healer lilmonkey2
Cyber-Sex Buddy babs24
Hate Feeder anitapitabread
Shit Stirer stitchsbaby
Two-Faced Backstabber :D kattycat15
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Friday, July 9th, 2004
11:12 am
BASiC
Your Name:Matt
His/Her Name:Kris
Your Age:18
His/Her Age:15
Your Birthday:Feb. 14
His/Her Birthday:March 6
Your Siblings:steve and chris
His/Her Siblings:ashley and sean
MORE
Do You Have A Song?:i could not ask for more-edwin mccain
When Was Your First Kiss?:12-23-03
How Long Have You Been Together:half a year
Do You Think It Will Last:yes
Have You Made Out Yet?:yes
Have You Had Sex Yet?:nope
Do You Think It Will Last?:huh?
Are You Friends With His/Her Friends?:yup
Is He/She Friends With Your Friends?:yup
What's The Most Sexual Thing You've Done?:never u mind, but nothing really bad
What Do You Guys Like To Talk About?:anything under the sun
ALL ABOUT THEM
What is their..
Favorite Color?:green...but likes to wear red and black.lol
Favorite Song?:anything eminem
Favorite Book?:hhmmm..idk
Favorite Thing About You?:my sense of humor?
Favorite Movie?:GOONIES! and Balto
Favorite Food?:bbq chicken
Anything Else I Should Know?:She is obsessed with coffee
Bored Yet?
Do Your Parents Approve Of Him/Her?:yes
What Is Your Favorite Thing About Him/Her?:her eyes and smile.
What Drew You To Him/Her?:her eyes and smile and laugh
What Drew Them To You?:i have no clue. a strange magnetic force..yea thats it
Was It Love At First Sight?:yes def.
How Long Have You Guys Known Each Other?:since sept.03
Were You Friends Before Your Relationship?:yes
Anything Else Ya Wanna Tell Me?:no not really. except when I was a small child I once.....lol j/p
I say "Good Luck To The 2 Of You".:thanx there numnuts.
Ciao.:

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11:05 am

LJ Friends-Future...
LJ Username
Future billionare without_a_soul
Person who will steal your future spouse slipknotchild3
Future singer shewantstolivex
Future journalist coolteamblt
Future stripper nemokat
Future talk show host sweetdreams13
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Now I figured one of my "daughters" would be a stripper, but honetly I figured Bri, lol not Katie...lol...I luv u girls.

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Thursday, July 8th, 2004
11:11 pm
cute but psycho
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


which happy bunny are you?
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Redneck Bear
Redneck Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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dumbass
god you dumbass.


What swear word are you?
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regular, plain old sex-- boring to some, yet you
seem to love it. hey, do whatever pleases you!
(and of course your significant other)


What type of SEX do You enjoy?
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