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So here's another post after lord knows how long. I noticed that a bunch of new people added me to their list- Jamestonians, might I add- so I thought I'd post. Things are pretty much the same, arent they always? Work and sleep and work and sleep. I havent been doing overtime since I got back from North Carolina to see Jessie. Things at work were pretty rough up until recently since Angela was on medical leave and Ralph and I werent getting along. Ah, so goes life. Life moves on. Other than that, I think I'm doing pretty well. I got a back paycheck from TRC and it was a pretty good chunk of money. I'm going to get a new living room set and a new bed, I think. Maybe I'll buy the ferrets some nice stuff too :) They're doing good, Kritter is finally fattening up and that makes me happy. I was really worried about him for a while. Mr. Poe is finally getting lovely and Kritter is as lovey as ever. It's nice to have pets that love you. On that note..
I've been sort of an emotional wreck for the past few months.. like a fucking pregnant chick (no offence to any preggo chicks out there). I've been mood swingin' like a mothah, really. One minute I'm happy, the next I'm sad, then I'm pissed. It's like a rollercoaster of maddness. Angela said that I'm depressed. I dont really think that's the case. Unhappiness maybe, who knows? For the moment I'm happy and chill.. even though I'm all missin' on someone. (tee-hee)

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Queer Eye for the Straight Guy is on again! Rock on! I love that show. teehee anyways.. last night was pretty weird. I sat around and watched tv and kept an eye on the election and stuff. Looks like Bush has pretty much won, but it's stull unsure. I still have some hope for Kerry. Enough about that!!

This morning went pretty smoothly at work, I did meds and the books and stuff. Everything was a-okay. Missy, our manager came in and she had a talking with our LPN because she was being a bitch. She's always being a bitch, that's just Kelly.. but she's seemed extra snotty lately and has actually been getting on my nerves too. I think I'm over it though. I dont want to work with Ralph tonight though. For some reason he makes me really really really mad. He doesnt understand all the paperwork and crap that I have to do in the morning and the fact that I do showers too. He's a big stupid jerk about it. Oh, and he didnt finish filling out the bed check list and said that he shouldnt have to do -my- job for me... but he sat with the book -all- night and whenever I had gone to fill it out, he had signed for the entire hour so I couldnt and when someone had to go to the bathroom I had to write it over his initials.. so when I gave up trying to sign it because he's a jerk, he desided to stop signing it and said that -I- should of checked. What a frickin' blah. I have problems with him. He says that I dont talk to him when we work together.. but when we're -supposed- to, I have med count and med order and then do my cleaning and then set up all my shit and blah.. when I do overtime he spends the first half of the night on the phone and smoking cigarettes so when the hell am I supposed to talk to him? At least I -try-. The only thing he tries talking to me about is drugs and getting drunk because I -look- like I do a lot of drugs.. then he told Angela that he thought I was weird because I looked the way I do and didnt do them... and he tells me STUPID stuff. Like going to work after drinking or coming to work high.. like I'm supposed to be like "YEAH MAN.. that's SO FUN" so I end up saying "You better not do that shit when -I'm- here, I swear to fucking God" Whatever, I'm just tired of dealing with stupid people.

But I swear, right now I'm in a good mood. :)

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I woke up a little bit ago and I had a strange dream.. so if you dont wanna read it, dont read this!!

Uh.. from what I rememeber.. at first I was like, a little boy.. and I was running away from these two other mean boys.. I was outside on this road and I jumped over this ditch, overshot the jump and jumped over a field.. a revene and then almost landed in a pond, I landed just short of the water on the edge. Then I saw this nice kid and his dad and they helped me.. something. Suddenly I was me and I was at this gas station and Paul Senior and Paulie from OCC were there and Senior was giving me a job. I was all quiet at first and stood there and they were both really nice. Then I asked Senior what I was supposed to -do- and he said that it's normally slow so nothing. So I looked at him kinda confused and said "Oh, okay" so we just stood around for a while. I remember some girl came in and asked if we'd help carry a bottle of juice or something to her car and the dude that I was working with (No longer Paulie or Senior) didnt want to so I helped her. It was ridiculous. It just got done raining outside. Her car was red. Then there was some weird Alien thing going on at this school or something. I just remember things getting really tense, because I was there. Maybe I was at work (TRC), I'm not all that sure, but eventually I went back to work (gasstation) and everyone was gone except for this one dude that was younger than me and he told me that Senior said I could sleep on a cot in the store and he slept there too in a different cot. So like, I scratched my boob and the kid was watching so I like, rolled over on my cot and was like "Why is he STARING at me? Geez." then I somehow ended up in bed with Paulie and he was like "Sleep with me" and I laughed and was like "Dude, get away from me" then he was like "Aw" and we read magizines together. I think I woke up after that.

I'm glad Kerry won New York.

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[	Current Music	|	I've Got the World on a String- Frank Sinatra	]

I just got home from work. On the way home I voted. I'm pretty happy because it was my first time EVAH voting! I rock, I rock! *dance*
Last night went pretty well. I stopped by my mom's house and talked to her and Joelle for a little bit, ate some pizza and then went to work with cake and cookies which I shared with Angela. Everyone loves my mom's cookies :) I showed Linda (one of my consumers) the pictures of Raina and Dante.. and George! She was all happy and Todd and Lois looked too and they got all excited. It was good times :) This morning went pretty alright.. though we got the bad news that they're cutting staff again. That's crappy as hell, but we'll deal with it, I suppose. There's nothing else we can do. I think we're writing consern forms out. I told my manager that I couldnt do a reveiw for one of my other co-workers because I hated him and she thanked me for being honest and still wants my input. I thought that was cool. Errr... I cant wait for Viva La Bam on sunday with Johnny Knoxville, hehe. Anywho....

I VOTED!! YAYE!!

~I've got a song that I sing. I can make the rain go, anytime I move my finger~

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Okay, so since the last time I've posted there's been some ups and some downs. Everything is fine with my bother's house.. HAPPY B-DAY BUSTY!!!! Work got really shitty but it's finally cooling down. Two of our guys are gone now, which sucks, but I have to admit that it's easier. Uhh.. me Suzzie and Matt have been hitting The Continental and Marcella's almost every saturday but one. This past saturday was a fuckin' blast even though I was hit on, kidnapped, molested and stalked. It just made things even more interesting. heh. Errr... lemme see. The ferrets are doing good.. but they have fleas! Where the hell did they get fleas from?! I dont know!! So I'll have to take care of that soon. My hair is dyed purple and pink and it fuckin' rocks my world. I miss all of my Aldo's kids.. but I think I'm doing pretty good since I havent been going there. I dont like dealing with everyone else's drama.. yeah.. and that's pretty much it. I'll have a bigger update later.. but that's really all of it in a nutshell. Buhbye!