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well, i've finally got a computer. jeff just brought his over since he basically lives here...so now i can actually update this damn journal....right now my internet is just one of those free 1045 hours from aol that i got in the mail...i'm lookin around at the different rates of internet providers but don't know what i want...i might just sign on with aol..i dunno...
today is all rainy and cloudy... i really wanted to go up the canyon and go hiking but i guess thats not going to happen...blah...
well, time to go and scrounge for food....
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[02 Feb 2004|09:13pm] |
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, February 2:
You amaze yourself once again. Each new turn of events plays into your hands as if you had engineered the whole thing. Maybe you have powerful allies, or maybe you're using a range of undiscovered skills.
maybe...things are starting to look up...
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[30 Dec 2003|09:43pm] |
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so yah...got a really nice wooden easel and a paint suitcase with compartments for my new paints and brushes! yes yes yes. and pretty soon here i'm going to invest in some new acrillyc paints. oh happy happy happy
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[30 Dec 2003|09:41pm] |
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joni mitchell - clouds |
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I STARTED A PAINTING TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[28 Dec 2003|10:56pm] |
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scored a bunch of old records from jeffs brother to add to the collection. one of them was pink floyd - dark side of the moon and it came with these original 1973 mint condition band posters. ah yes. frames will be needed. scored pink floyd - wish you were here also. and led zepplin II .good luck for me today. hopefully it will continue.
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[24 Dec 2003|12:03pm] |
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joni mitchell - river |
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comin' on christmas...
cuttin' down trees...
puttin' up reindeer...
singing songs of joy and peace.
wish i had a river to skate away on....
ah yes. been listening to that song over and over since yesterday. yes yes. im so excited. ashley got me a joni mitchell cd for x-mas!
last night was a great christmas party. oh yez
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[12 Dec 2003|10:32am] |
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wish i was drunk |
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Congratulations!! You're a shot of some good old
hard liquor!
What Drink Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
ha ha ha
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[12 Dec 2003|10:22am] |
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indigo girls - ghost |
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you kiss me like a lover
you sting me like a viper
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[18 Nov 2003|05:38pm] |
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indigo girls |
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bad times latley....shitty shitty...
blah.
p.s. dani, our conversation was much too breif. must talk more later.
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[07 Nov 2003|03:41pm] |
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jack johnson |
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...kat and jessica just called...they want jeff and i to go over and hang but jeff wont be up for another hour or two...and i guess he already told millie and randy that we'd go over to their shin-dig tonight....oh well...tomorrow i clean my car..hopefully. got another art assignment done...work was boring....dani i swear to god i'll send you some photos...
god i'm bored...
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| ive said it before and i'll say it again, these damn quizzes are addicting |
[03 Nov 2003|03:28pm] |
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You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.
"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."
Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.
As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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you know, i was at this rave once and i got my tarot cards read by this lady, and the goddess card turned up there as well.
im really not trying to sound full of myself, but i have to admit, it does make me feel good :)
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| ...some say i'm lazy but it takes all my time... |
[03 Nov 2003|02:44pm] |
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tori amos |
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im bored...just got done working out...after working out i'm always hit with incredible fits of laziness, so here i am not doing my homework. damn!
cleaned the shit out of my room yesterday..must do my car now but its been like a blizzard latley and its not very fun vaccuming out your car while pounds of snow are falling out of the sky onto you.
didnt sleep well last nite so im really tired...work sucked...must shower...must do homework...must find way to clean car without turning into frosty the snowman....grah.
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| pour some tea for two |
[22 Oct 2003|11:34pm] |
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janis joplin |
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arr....im avoiding my shrink...he tells me things i dont like to hear....so here i am writing...journals dont analyze you.
went to work today..grah lacking of energy latley...though the amount of sleep im getting is alot better now that i quit my second job...jeff quit too..we both got really sick of that job really quick. now he's just working nights. :sigh: had no idea life required this much money....maybe if jeff didnt have to pay off that credit card..grrr....
i need to kick my ass in gear to finish up highschool...my dad offered to pay for me to go to art school...so i might not be starting at uvsc in january after all
but on to a less stress related subject.. ive got a painting in my head that i'm itching to get out on canvas...just need to find time to settle down peacefully and turn on some tunes
i hate driving..i spend too much time in my car running around...had to run and pick up millie clear in the hell up in west valley yesterday cuz her car broke down...i hate the belt route...and bangeter highway is just insane.
...tired....so tired...
g'night
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| ...would you sell your soul for complete control? |
[13 Sep 2003|01:25pm] |
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radiohead |
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grrr...i get frustrated too easily...need to work on my patience...
..ah, the joys a being in a relationship...
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| long time no see.... |
[12 Sep 2003|11:26pm] |
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james taylor |
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suprize! suprize! :D
hallo, been a while.... i dont even really know what to say, i was just checking my mail really quick and decided to drop by...went back and made a lot of my old entries private... :sigh: so....erm... whats up?
life is going well. i was working two jobs there for a while while trying to get into college...yech.. but now im just working one job and hopefully i'll be in college in january....but im not sure if i want to take a break and start in the summer...dunno...that decision will definitley require more thinking time...
jeff and i are doing great, of course...going back through all these old entries have made me realize how much we've both changed...and i think its a positive, growing change, which makes me happy...i think i just might start writing in this thing more often..sometimes its just nice to unwind...wether youre saying anything of importance or not....
but i am tired, and i get ancy if i stay too long at the computer...
ta ta and good night
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| i'm addicted |
[03 Dec 2002|08:17am] |
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pixies - doolittle |
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i apologize in advance...i just can help myself when it comes to these things.
What Kind of FLIRT are you?
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[09 Oct 2002|12:11pm] |
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The Lake
In youth's spring, it was my lot
To haunt of the wide earth a spot
The which I could not love the less;
So lovley was the lonliness
Of a wild lake, with black rock bound,
And the tall trees that tower'd around.
But when the night had thrown her pall
Upon that spot -- as upon all,
And the wind would pass me by
In its still melody,
My infant spirit would awake
To the terror of the lone lake.
Yet that terror was not fright --
But a tremulous delight,
And a feeling undefin'd,
Springing from a darken'd mind.
Death was in that poison'd wave
And in its gulf a fitting grave
For him who thence could solace bring
To his dark imagining;
Whose wild'ring thought could even make
As Eden of that dim lake.
---Edgar Allan Poe (1827)
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[22 Jul 2002|06:18pm] |
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tool - push it (live) |
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what are you but my reflection
who am i to judge or strike you down
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[22 Jul 2002|05:41pm] |
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indigo girls - love by you |
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people in the know they can see i miss you
in the night with no one to hear me i'm afraid and i cry
seasons change but there's nothing changes my mind
i've been loving you too long and i can't seem to stop
you are my lifeline you make me happy
i said that, had to say it baby
who on earth ever held me like you
i'd like to see someone try
love by you and no other loving will do
in your time baby come back to me please
don't leave this girl lost in space
you're the only one who could guide me out of this maze
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