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1:44pm: pain...
painkillers! and alcohol dont mix...thats what i figured out friday night. AHHH saw aaron spinning jungle...he is so damn cute. Saw agnes and mike and nate and shit too i havent beeen to a party with those kids in a while. I keep pulling my wisdom tooth out and looking at it...its fucking huge!!!! i cant believe that was yanked out of me. Man it really sucks i have 3 more to go. But at least braces will finally straighten up my teeth.
Work finally called and i was only 1 hour late for my real first day. It was around 12 when i got a call....
"hello"
"hi tina this is blah blah from american eagle did you know you were supposed to be at work today at 11:45? its 12:00 now...when can you be in?"
"Whoaaaa crap give me an hour"
BORRRRING i had to greet people as they walked in and out of the store. THe other girl has this boistrous voice that scares customers while im just too quiet. Okay so now i know that i have to go in one week in advance and pick up my schedule...hey it wasnt my fault they said they would call me and tell me when the next time was that i needed to be in.
ive been guzzling water down like crazy!! i feel like a camel with no humps.
Andrew called me to wish me a happy valentines day but i was passed out and didnt get it...plus he was a bit off in timing...he either called real real real late or realllll early. He says March but we'll see. looking for something aint happening...its just gotta happen.
Fucking Monica tells me about her going to mammoth....and last minute she decides she wants to invite me!? what the hell? i need more time...she knows i have class and work i just cant bail she didnt give me time to do anything. They leave tommorrow. She goes riding and never invites me either. DAMNIT...I might go up with kenny soon thats if his lame ass doesnt flake on me. my friend from canada sent me some videos of him riding Blackcomb mtn in whistler and it looks so amazing! the runs were groomed so nice and its supposedly one of the worst seasons to ride in canada but it would definitely be bliss and utopia for southern california riders. I need a better paying job so i can save up and do more trips...tahoe...colorado...mammoth...canada...wyoming...vermont...so many places to go snowboarding!!
ps. Hats are awesome.

1:06pm: Its like getting your teeth pulled
you know that expression? man...thats all i can say. This morning...dropped mi madre off to work then headed over to my dads shop to get the keys ...(yes i locked myself out again) so he said.."why dont you go to the dentist next door and go check your teeth!" so i did...FUCK!! i got my wisdom teeth pulled...just one...it already grew in though. Tell me the doctor didnt have laughing gas????
Local anesthesia SUCKS ASS. I swa everything!! the knife the needle and heard the buzzing...felt the pulling it was aweful...i cried like a baby! Sure pain is sometimes good in other forms but not in the mouth! I have to go in and get another one pulled now. SP i guess i have 3 more to go? SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
But im hungry! i dont know if i should eat or what? i have this tub O mashed potatoes sitting here staring at me and all i can think about is..."COLD FOODS ONLY COLD FOODS ONLY" she also told me no alcohol and no pot. How shitty is this.
Back to nice tina...its beenr eal nice i really like the weather lately though. well tonight will be interesting. lets see how i will feel later. i think the medication is somehwat working.

11:03pm: wondering where my time has gone...
and if it will ever come back.

9:30pm: ive been waking up so early lately to take my mom to work then picking her up from work...then going to school back and forth back and forth...when i get home im absolutely pooped. Speaking of shit...my work stinks!! they havent called me yet...i went in for training for a few hours but thats about it...now wheres my paycheck damnit?? where are my hours. Oh yeah i also got a new car. a 2003 toyota camry...but one problem...the rents are going to be oh so strict with it because well ...they bought it! I just need to find a better job...a 21 year old cant fucking work retail at the mall right now. i just cant afford to. i have a 144 dollar phone bill to pay...i thought this month i would have had some money by now. fuckkkkkkkk im feeling blue! so blue...i want a male companion...not just a friend anymore. Im sick of being friends with guys...im sick of being the perfect girl yet...not being able to keep anyone for longer than a couple of monthsand . I guess i havent found that person thats all.
I also hate it when brothers butt into conversations that dont even have anything to do with them.
its been boring. I hate my stats class...2 birthdays this weekend. what to do what to do...being broke sucks.

10:45am: FO-TOEEEEEEEEEEE
Such a good day friday afternoon...went and did some photography with two cool gals, KIMCHI! AND KARLA!. We hit up some spots but did not have time or anymore money for film and etc so the shoot was cut a bit short. It was real satisfying because i have not done any photography in a while and i know what ive been missing now. All i need to do is sneak into my school photolab and do some work in there! Oh i miss it! i should have registered for that measly class...but then that would mean more money damnit. photography is definitely expensive and so is any other hobby.
We went to a trainyard today and around P town to do some photography (black and whites of course). Thanks karla for helping me out with film and batteries.
I do this to myself a lot...i start to get real into something and start to get real good at it then i suddenly stop. I need to start to stick with things more and make sure i stay. I mean i can be that cliche saying that goes...oh man how does it go...jack of all trades master of none? thats what i am...what i need to to master one thing.
I love my camera. too bad i forgot to set the aperature and i think i messed up the first couple of pictures...i think i let tooooo much light in oh no !!!! today is sunday...the afternoon is coming...i have to do homework but it is so damn beautiful outside. doing stuff in the afternoon is great !

1:59am: bootylicious!!!
we went to a wake for a friend of ours ...jAvier...it was open casket an it was real real intense...too intense i couldnt even stand in front of it for a long time it was too wierd he looked too artificial...i have never seen a dead body in person like that before and it was just overwhelming. I didnt shed a tear, i just felt a cold shiver run down my spine as i thought of him getting shot 15 times...imagine 15 times? lord almighty that is too brutal to even mention.
Tonight went to a booty party...you know where there are real real pretty MTV looking people and they are all dancing to Nelly or Pharcyde...all i did was eat eat eat...me and laura and david went to meet up with an old friend and we just got intoxicated. i have never seen grown men cry so muhc...its a sign of what to come...at our age where we live...death is going to be a common occurence...that im sure of.
What a lovely think to think of huh? Right before i go to sleep too? oh well my eyes are shakin and my mind is racing so fast and i keep envisioning javi's face as he was singing at my birthday party...man oh man i can only imagine what the rest of his closer friends and family are feeling.
Tommorrow what will i do what will i do.

1:11am: things to look forward to...
hanging out with old friends who you never thought you would with again...
and of course skateboarding at night while drunk and high is always a damn pleasure. LAUGHING NON-STOP at the most random things also rules!! Good friends make life so worthwhile.
Also...one of the top greatest things to see or...if you beg to differ WORST...is seeing your EX hot as hell with his new chick..and thinking damn we would make a real pretty couple...damn he is hot. Where did i go wrong? Damn he looks good i cant get over it. "WELL GET OVER IT"...okay so i am.
Javier RIP...i wish i could have spoken to you one last time. Oh one other thing...people say im too nice im too nice im too nice im sick of hearing that...is there such a thing as being too nice? Im real glad i bought this CD its great. The Bjork mix that plaid did for the song lillith is quite amazing tooo ...im about to pass out any second now...oh yeah and battle scars also rule.

12:19am: i need a break...so i thought i would update my live journal...hello fans...im currently doing a wood etching for my printmaking class and my hands are killing me...i think i chose a difficult piece for my project, but im sure it will pay off. how boring is this? i cant think of a damn thing to write...so not cool...i like picnics i like cats i like drinking wine while watching the sunset...i need to have another picnic. So looks like i went crazy on ebay again bidding on shit...and looks like i wont even have money till next week. Work! i hate it when places hire you and wont work you ASAP...instead they wait. whats with that? i need to call in tommorrow again to see whether or not im going to be on this weeks schedule. Yeah saturday...did i write about that? i think i was just nutty and forgot to write. We went to a party in Atwater village at the old grand royal studio...the night went by reallll slow. I cant wait to see the walkmen this weekend. i guess thats all nothing else exciting has been happening...but now on to the sad news.
Someone i used to date...his friend just got shot by the pasadena Police department. I dont know if i should even tell anyone the details because right now i dont want to see it in my mind. My last memories of this guy "javi" was at toris house on my 21st birthday party where he sang Micheal Jacksons rock with you. He sang it non stop 4 times on the karaoke machine till someone pulled him off. I even have a picture of that. Death...i really cant say much about it...ive been fortunate enough to not experience any traumatic deaths in my life...but i think i just jinxed myself...i will pay my respects and not let ex lovers get in the way of me paying respects to someone whom i knew. Wow this elliot smith song goes perfectly with what im writing about...as a friend said before...Sad Bastard music. goodnite

9:23am: my titles never make sense. And abstractly thinking about the abstract leads one to believe that life is all a big dream!! sometimes a nightmare but that soon disperses into being a dream again. whats new? do i make sense? no dont be too surprised

12:50pm: x. birthday = June 25 1981
x. piercings = 3
x. tattoos = 0
x. height = 5'3
x. shoe size = 7
x. hair color = Drk. brown
x. length = short
x. siblings = 1 older sister 2 older brothers
x. pets = my brain
last...
x. movie you rented = donnie darko
x. movie you bought = royal tennenbaums
x. song you listened to = Plaid featuring bjork- lilith
x. song that was stuck in your head = killing moon
x. song you've downloaded = Daniel bedingfield gotta get through this
x. cd you bought = Buffalor Mark Farina mushroom jazz 3
x. cd you listened to = Blonde redhead
x. person you've called = my friend david
x. person that's called you = my friend david
x. tv show you've watched = ESPN snowboard series
x. person you were thinking of = kristine
do you...
x. have a bf = no
x. have a crush on someone = sometimes
x. wish you could live somewhere else = always
x. think about suicide = rarely
x. believe in online dating = in highschool
x. think others find you attractive = eh...
x. want more piercings = no
x. want more tattoos = don't have any, don't want none
x. drink = duhhh
x. do drugs = pot hed
x. smoke = when im drunk
x. like cleaning = when i really need to
x. like roller coasters = YES!
x. write in cursive or print = both
x. carry a donor card = nope
best..
x. gum = no preference
x. tv show = Simpsons or spongebob squarepants or invader zim
x. thing in the world = wines and cheese
x. thing to collect = pictures
x. colors of all time = blue and green
x. thing to do on a rainy day = internet
x. feeling in the world = looking at life in a more positive manner and loving it!

12:25pm: how funny i just saw someone do a faceplant...those are always fun arent they?
So feelings...i dont understand what it means to be a girl and what it means to be a human? Is there a difference? when is something just too much?

11:08pm:
My personality is rated 33.What is yours?

11:54pm: i do things for a reason
MAN! i was gonna go snowboarding today but my lazy ass didnt get up...instead i opted to go do yoga and do the beach thing. Today was a nice day woke up early headed to the twins house drove to laguna and did some bikram yoga at this real nice studio. Its a real change from the studio by my area because its wayyyy more clean and organized. My yoga teacher looked like she was 25 but in reality she was 40!! can you believe she still gets carded? that just gives me more reason to want to pursue yoga. Then we went to taco loco afterwards and then an art museum. Yummmmmm foooodddddd! Potato tacos,and blackened tofu and mushroom burger and beer. The day was gorgeous!! it was bright and sunny and the waves had nice sets i just really wanted to just sit there and stare at nothing for as long as possible.
I was supposed to meet my professor at the museum but she didnt show up? i dont know what happened? But i did meet one of her old students that now work at that museum and he let me in for free! yay! after that we then we went home and saw Donnie Darko again. Im still amazed at that movie. I just dont like how they showed that kid from Phantom planet so much.
WOW everything i write is pretty fucking boring isnt it? its nice because then less people read your shit.
The thoughts of love and companionship are totally bubbling in my mind and i cant get them to settle. It seems to happen at this time of night. Its in the day that im at ease with my single life. because these years are gonna be some of the best of my life! I can never fully love another till i totally love myself...people often think they know my actions but in reality only i will know. i dont want just anybody i want a male version of myself actually ive sort of found that and well...that never worked out. i want...i want...i want to sit stare at the ocean.

2:21am: mr man what did you do now saaa????
DAMN Donnie Darko is one of the best movies that i have seen in such a long time. I havent beenrenting as many films as i should.
I need to spend more time at home watching movies that i havent seen yet.
Someone told me that some fat guy who was taller than Donnie was his imaginary friend...maybe they told me that because they didnt want to ruin the film for me? or just did they not know? did they mistake that chubby girl for the imaginary friend?
Or...was i just high when they were telling me the story. Oh well at least ive seen it now already. Im about to watch it a second time but i think i will fall asleep.
WHy is it at these times i have the most energy and in the day im dead. SLeep should come soon. goodnite

12:23pm: tina from the clock....
The whole day yesterday was so fullfilling, woke up and saw my good friend rebecca that i havent seen since i last went to berkeley with her which was about lets say...7 months ago and we went to a demonstration rally in orange county and marched to the nixon library oh and i saw amber flor tamar and lindsey too!. Of course it being orange county we had many people boo, flip us off, say we are terrorist etc etc, but it all went well and i was very surprised at the turnout. I met an older woman in her seniors about 75 or so standing next to me holding up a sign. She told me a story about her husband getting killed in WWII and how they brought his body back and he looked so horrible she couldnt even recognize him, she still couldnt understand the senseless violence of war. She said that her "real LOVE" died 50 years ago and she has been married to a man that she is not really in love with now, but she humbly said that she still stayed a loyal and proper wife to him. After her love died in the war her parents arranged a marriage and ever since then she has been witha man she isnt really in love with. After that i went to the twins house and we watched the sunset together. Those girls amaze me each time i talk to them. also how could i end the day without a talk to rebecca's dad? He is this burnt out hippie psychologist who rants and raves about his old protest days.
Then at night went to see Mixmaster Mike at some place in Santa Monica...cool ass club...about 5 rooms or so. Sorta felt odd because i havent been to such a club in a while and i felt a bit out of place. I think i woulld have had more fun if i werent thinking too much about certain things. But yes i had fun still. 20 bucks to get into a club...i havent even paid that much to go to a big party like audiotistic! We usually try to sneak into big events like that. But this was a 21 and older more of the beautiful people LA crowd. I went with 5 boys: mike #1, mike#2,david, louis, and of course tre and i was the only girl, it was cool but i got sorta sick of it after a while like i wished i had some more of my good girlfriends there. I mean my guy friends want action so they arent gonna be standing by me! But my friend mike seemed real interested in me and kept trying to hold my hand...but im not diggin the cheese mannnnnnn! friends only!
OH BUT speaking of good girlfriends out of the blue David comes and says DENISE IS HERE!!!! yay !! denise and tony showed up to the show as well. But again i was the odd number or person. They make such a good couple, both are such a rare find both being such beautiful people, and the most sincere and intelligent can i ass HUMBLE AS ALL FREAKIN HELLL people. Not to mention great personalities. Is it me or do i sound like a dating service?
Its been a while since ive been to a dance club like that, in other words a booty shakin' club. i didnt dance much i just stood around and watched people stumble upon one another in a drunken fury.
Mix master mike was awesome though. His turntablism skills were so fucking awesome to watch. Tonight however i really want to go dancing! But i don't know if i will go out. oh and the best part of the night? getting a cheesy ass pickup LINE!! "So you fine young asian Model like yourself standing there alone?" thankgod for cheesy pickup lines.
My mind right now i can feel it pulsating and my stomach feels real ill. i know whats wrong but i cant i cant i cant for the life of me get it out. Hopefully yoga with flor and tamar will be refreshing to my mind and body.

9:16pm: say what???
yeah its around 9>20 where is david?? w eare supposed to go to the mixmaster mike show!! i hope it wont sell out...wait i think he is here...okay byee

3:26am: tonight me and kim went to a drum and bass/jungle club! its been a while since ive been to a jungle event or anything like that so it was quite refreshing. CUTE BOYS!! Saw some old faces there and conversed a bit out on the smoking area and just relaxxxxed the whole night. Kim gave me a present tonight...SOMA...soma and 2 beers and a sex on the beach...i was feeling pretty mellow man so mellow...i couldnt even really dance i just bopped my head to the music. i fall in love with turntables each time i get near one i touch one...i fall in love with turntables when i see people spin music...i fall in love with turntables because...well theres no other explanation but ti want to create that music.

its about almost 4 am right now and im up...im about to knock out soon. Ive also realized...how much nicer it is to get compliments from a girl than it is from a guy. Girls are so competitive and when we can compliment each other i think thats awesome!! But you know people nowadays arent into the whole nice thing...if your nice your up to something.

Man my knee also hurts so bad...kim was drving away and i was trying to catch her! She was doing that annoying thing where you slow down to let the person into the car then you drive off...and the cycle repeats. So i tried to air knee her car just to be silly and i ended up kneeing her car. I was laughing pretty hysterically and so was she. Nice nice nice goodtimes. Also today i took my good friends flor and tamar around chino and i showed them where i used to live and where i went to school. I even went to my old elementary school and heard "hey look highschool girls" by some little boys. Oh so cute...little do they know we are grown women!!! Memories totally ran rampant through my mind as i walked the halls. I dont remember things being so small and so closed. Nice to know some of the same teachers still work there and some retired or moved on to new jobs. My 5th grade teacher Mrs. Farnham will always be one of my favorites. But she was one of the lucky ones who retired already.

SNOW!! i need snow i realy want to go snowboarding. Life is good. Simplicity is good. music is good....and closing your eyes as you are typing in your livejournal is one of my talents. I can even backspace with out blinking an eye! so tired now sleep

11:15pm: i DIDNT DO IT !!
SALUT! how Oj simpson of me to say but i didnt do it! i guess "WE" didnt do it. Yeah it was a nice night last night. me kristine and josh spent the night in the kitchen helping kristine make her Portabello and spinach Risotto! it was awesome i wanted to eat more but i knew if i did i would have exploded. Bottles of wine gourmet food and a dvd of Y tu mama tambien. The actual transition from youth to young adult has hit me. Its awesome when you just relax and take pleasures in the simple goodness of life rather than constant nightlife though. But believe me I'll be ready to party any day of the week!! im just saying its real nice to just be with friends on a more intimate level again like when we were young and staying home with the girls was the most fun ever! just spend the night and giggle till we fell asleep without alcohol. live well have good deep conversations and just laughing. My friends having careers, figuring out and for some finding themselves, having fun, bars bars bars, nightlife, confidence,your taste your actions your everything matured slightly, not to mention watching others beside yourself grow. AMAZING! life is just amazing. Life seems to be this continuous timeline that everyone sorta fills. I mean when i was 14 i thought oh man i cant wait till 21 i'll party alll the timee!...etc etc and the older kids would say "Man when you turn 21 your past is going to be such a blur, your going to feel the transition that you never thought you would feel." Confusion...it should go away in the next couple of years, hopefully less than a couple.
well on to my day...

Today had to register! Well...actually i had to try to add classes and about 3 out of 5 classes were FULL. But i got 2 out of 5! I enrolled into this class called Design Gallery and Exhibition, im pretty excited about it. my teacher is a total MILF! We basically get to help run the school museum, set up exhibits, the receptions go to different museums for credit etc etc. the next 3 classes were total flops...cultural anthropology=full, understanding visual arts=Full (online class too! damnit i really wanted this class),Graphic design=full but i did get french 1. 3 years of french in highschool...to think that was 5 years ago!! actually 6 years since i took french class in my junior year of highschool. my teacher is so cute! she has the coolest accent too.

Well i guess tommorrow will be spent trying to see if i got into that statistics class, and try to get into that painting class. Man and i have a job interview on thursday too! i hope they are going to be cool with my schedule...i mean i totally need a job and i dont mind if its part time at all!!
My brother keeps hounding me about finding a roomate and a place to stay when i move to SF...$$$$$$ thats whats holding me back and lately tori has been calling me to tell me about all these rooms available in SF and they are all her friends and they need roomates by the end of this month!! why this month! DAMN YOU MRS.MADRIGAL!! DAMN YOuuuuuuuuU!!!! I really dont want to take her again after what she pulled...so if i cant add that class tommorrow i guess its an 8:00 class to Chaffey college on a SATURDAY morning.

This semester is going to be so heavy on me...i know im going to have to FOCUS all my attention on this stats class so why do i need this extra french burden? Oh well lets not call it a burden lets call it extra knowledge...actually a revival of the knowledge that has already beeen somewhat embedded into my brain! Ca va tres mal. I really want this painting classs...man chaffey college ontario center sucks assss its so ghettofied! Mt sac and Chaffey college...what a load and the only thing holding me back is myself.

Also! the other day my brother came home with goodies for me from SEPHORA!! wooohooo !! my brother is awesome! he got me this pretty camo green color from by sephora and the urban decay black liquid liner! That thing does NOTTTT smudge! oh and he got me this pretty nuetral color by stila. MY BROTHER??? He also got my mom a prescriptives eyeshadow duo, and his girlfriend a compact. He sounded so lost when he was in Sephora with his girlfriend. He kept on asking the ladies that worked there to help him. But im proud to say he chose the green by himself. My brother the sports guy buying me eyeshadow?? I just told him what i wanted really vaguely and he got me those gifts! Its nice having an older brother who loves me so much. I guess its because we werent really rich when we were younger so now since he has this nice job he has been giving it all to the family.

This seems to be one of those journal entries that last forever huh? Well i certainly think so. I cant wait to see whats going to be happening this weekend! yayayayaya OH yeah ineed to get my soulstice CD back from Alex and then another Bob Marley CD back from chris. I need to get off and see whats going on with my schedule because damnit its even confusing me. SALUT!

(can you tell im already practicing my french?) hehehehehehehee

1:38am: tomorrow...
wine...and something we have pondered about for so long now...all talk or will it happen? I will keep you posted.

Ive realized that my youth is definitely fleeting and simple moments will make me or break me. In any case all memories will be good memories. Optimism!

I cant wait for this weekend im just feeling really in the mood to get out experience more and party more so tammy...yeah im down...whose this boy? its on !! the weekend will come faster than i know it!

4:55am: yeah
while drunk ive realized just how great single life is...am i denying the fact that i really want someone there? maybe sooo good soo not there

4:43am: coincidence>>>????



you're high art. you're about lesbians and heroin and take place in new york. how trendy.

take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the slinkstercool community.


wow kristine look who i am...totally under the influence and able to get the same test results... yeah so its not that wierd. good talk we had tonight....i always appreciate these talks....nite

4:32am: the walkmen
so nice...tonight was really nice got to see old faces like tammy and amy. Don and Daniel and of course Brian too. Even saw peter! Its all about the rosemead kids. SO many asians in one night it was awesome. Small world too, Don and Rob who were there know Josh, who now lives in SD. They all grew up skating together in Oklahoma. Small world eh? Oh and I had quite a bit to drink and had a nice long conversation with daniel and kristine in a smoke filled car. Daniel and Don are thinking about putting out an Ad called "gooks of hazards" hey watch out for that in a magazine near you!!anyways it was a satisfying night with mind benbending and twisting thoughts that didnt feel to hazardous to me. Of course as usual i never will make sense. Tonight was nice and calm the way i like everyday to be. makes me want to read more actually...the alcohol in my system is not letting me fully explain myself right now. So i have to go. A journal full of rubbish and measly lines of shit. i just like to write without really making sense. tonight was nice...as for other thoughts in mh mind....andrew where are you? will i wait for you or will i go lose interest in another...i miss the touch of another human being. I miss the freaking sensuality felt by another. My eyes are clouded from the smoke that was encased in that bar tonight. ANd i feel completeley overwhelmed by the smoke. I will go now thanks byeee. thankyou tina

12:54am: like ya know?
its really nice to be at home once in a while when you know most people arent. Its about 1:00 soon and ive stayed home all night. And well i cant say it was bad. Everyone should just relish life and take some time out from all the partying all the chaos that is out there and just relax at home with a late bubble bath, some pot, good music, a book and your mind. Get cleaned smell nice have smooth legs, wear nice P.Js and lie here with a laptop typing out whatever.
Most the time when i go out and i wish i had stayed home! I did some work on photoshop today and was pretty satisfied with what i made also spent the day with kim and went out to LA and Pasadena...i ended up getting a new turqoise tanktop. FUCK this is boring. im going to go enjoy the rest of the night...i usually dont sleep till 2 anyways! oh yeah did i mention i want to bring cullocks back?

11:21am: look what i found?
Title-Late Night Banter.
Its unimaginable that the anxieties that live within me stem from the endless possibilities that insanity can overwhelm me.
PAUSE now!
This is an erratic, Eccentric, Ego deprived...
Verse
Free verse free flow
I wish I could live my life how I see fit but
My cranium is throbbing with disgust because I’m thinking of what’s/ out there.
These random thoughts…
I can’t hold them back
The revival and survival of those who want to live
Stem from the constant debating that is life now or later but never as sweet!
And of course could it be NEVER?
Constant youth
So it goes like this
I’m feeling so much tension from the mention of this sci-fi repetition of intense Verbalizations from this individual
Who I know
Won’t go
Away

11:02am: attraction
so ive realized that i have a a fetish for light beards on guys and shaggy mops. WOW!
Last nights journal entry was pretty foolish i couldnt even type bar...what it meant to say was we went to a BAR not ejlrjeioprehjih. me and procrastination have been friends for a long time now, i think i better find a new friend.